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#feels so preposterous. it feels insane. idk im just so scared everything feels so precarious and i dont know what the answer is to any of
timehascomeagain · 2 years
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stressin about the state of this country😵💫
#like my work put their prices up this week i think and it's been stressing me out like it just feels like this society is barrelling toward#s something really fucking bad and im literally sitting at home on my bed#like... i dont even know. how can i sit here and worry about getting into my top universities when there are people who are going to die#of exposure this winter? when the country is coming apart at the seams? like how am i meant to take anything seriously#or just keep living life as normal as if things arent fucking insane right now#and i keep coming back to the fact that it's summer. i keep thinking of how much time we have left. and it's fucking stressing me out#AND THATS NOT EVEN TOUCHING ON THE LIZ VS RISHI THING OHHHH I COULD KMS#it's stressful. it is so stressful i feel like things are going to get bad. which is so like . as if theyre not already quite bad??????#idk. i just want to drown it out but i feel like i have a duty not to. this is literally the country i live in. theres no escaping it.#idk i just feel so much dread im so fucking stressed out#like the idea of stressing about oxbridge deadlines or which college to apply to as if food bank usage hasnt been rising for years just#feels so preposterous. it feels insane. idk im just so scared everything feels so precarious and i dont know what the answer is to any of#it. like i want to be like oh im 18 im too young to be worrying about this but im literally an adult. AND LIKE I DONT KNOW i dont know what#im meant to be doing !!!! i feel so young and inexperienced and stressed about everything#and i feel like i cant talk to my parents about it bc theyre literally keeping a roof over our heads and i feel like it would just stress#me out more and then it's just too dark to get into with my friends#idk. im just really stressed. maybe i should rewatch tsn
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