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kethabali · 9 months

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yall.. ive been gathering up energy since the semester ended and i finally cleaned out my fridge today.. there was over 20 dishes to wash and a 30 gallon trash bag filled completely i also broomed and mopped my room and the kitchen and wiped down the counters

#it was insane bro #i cant believe i was living like that #like wow i knew livoing alone was gonna cause some chaos but this might be the worst it ever got so far #fortunately i am moving soon #so i think that will help a lot of things #for one i think theres a dishwasher (hopefully it works)and laundry in the building #two its 20 minutes from my school #three the layout is much smaller so it will be less cleaning #the layout is also a favorite of mine from other places ive lived so i think i'll even enjoy cleaning..#bathroom is also my favorite layout so cleaning it and myself should be more approachable as well #overall if theres no hidden horrors in that place i should be much better off #also back in my favorite neighborhood so im happy about that very much #anyways i feel like ive been living in such chaos the last semester and now im resetting and its good but also im worried #bc what if it goes back to that state of chaos i just cant i hate when im in that state i cant think logically #and when i cant think money gets wasted and i feel like shit from not taking proper care #overall bad experience and i just want long term goodness and stability man #ive had enough last semester had to wake up early too much and classes were WAY TOO LONG ive learned 1.5 hr class 2x a week is better for m #actually audhd #actually adhd #actually autistic #🧃#but one step at a time right.. i can do it..#i wonder how much adhd meds would help #if only i could get DIAGNOSED somewhere grrrrrrrr #i bet they would help with the executive dysfunction #which is the main issue #and maybe i need to start paying more attention to my sensory needs so i use up spoons slower #i was doing more of that last spring and it was a good semester despite the stress from that chemistry class #this semester is all my favorite subjects and only 4 classes #earliest class is @ 11 and thats only twice a week

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