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Apologies for being unable to shut up about Hozier today, but the CBS Mornings interviewer asking him if he made peace with the love and loss that inspired the album and him answering with, "Yes, he says, as he's welling up." and, "I've made an album. I don't know about peace." 😭
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actually you know whose reaction I'd be really curious about, potentially coming across fourteen in the shops? Francine!
#francine jones#martha jones#the doctor#dw#doctor who#the (second?) last time they saw each other she nodded to him#and i tend to interpret that as a mix of 'thank you for talking me down' 'hey we survived hell together' and 'thank goodness#martha is coming back to us and you and i both know it's the right thing even though i know you're a fucking mess too but also pls go'#not in the sense that martha was trapped with ten but that ten maybe Could have convinced her to stay potentially#or even just that francine was afraid that ten might do so/martha could possibly choose ten over them#also just that in some ways the jones fam saw the doctor and the master being An Terrifying Other Species moreso than most#there's that relief when martha comes back like they weren't sure she'd be walking back inside#so they dont end it on Bad terms technically#but also potentially... sees fourteen and it's a trigger? sees fourteen and is afraid for martha?#sees fourteen and assumes the end of the world is coming back? sees fourteen and is just... oh... hoped id never see you again#sees fourteen and it's an awkward british 'how have things been? good. you? yeah good. got a garden now. oh that's nice'#(was francine there when martha was on that joint call -- she was wasnt she?#i cannot remember if there's any Looks between them there that indicate how she feels about ten at that point)#anyway i think francine should've been in martha's final scene i think francine was the most important part of martha's life#that symbolised the ways that ten had affected that life#and seeing how francine potentially felt after end of time would have been such a strong indicator of how that story ended there#the tenth doctor#the fourteenth doctor#doctor who spoilers#dw spoilers
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i feel like im never going to be fully satisfied by any saw sequel (or the fanbase for that matter) bc i dont think the majority of ppl involved read jigsaw the same way i did.
#all these attempts to like humanize and flesh him out just end up totaly misrepresenting him and his goals#no he is not actually trying to improve the world hes a sadistic little man whos angry about dying and coping with it badly#he gets a front row seat to all his games and cuts trophies off his dead victims. bc he likes the violence#he puts people who absolutely DID NOT DESERVE IT (in saw 1 at least) in these elaborate death traps that they overwhelmingly fail to escape#sometimes he puts a completely innocent person in the crossfire (like seriously who is that guy who amanda had to kill to get her key)#hell they explicitly say that guy in the chair trap did nothing wrong he was just dying 'for a greater purpose' to test the trap.#but nobody ever acknowledges all this its just like 'what if we give him depth by saying serial killing isn't so bad'#and it never works and usually ends up with him being unbelievably self impressed and annoying#id honestly rather they explore his 'depth' by just. expanding on him as in denial and wanting revenge#which tbf i thought X was doing a decent job at until the last half hour when they threw the character study away entirely#like just give me a jigsaw who is angry at dying and takes it out on the Living because he has no other outlet. ill accept that.#him killing people who need to go can be like. gory tasteless fun in the sequels but it makes it like.#idk. less satisfying to me? or it just puts this wall up that makes the movies not come together the way the first one does.#avpost#movie diary
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dead money is like... i play 2 hours and it has fully taken over my brain again. it has a hold on me that nothing can match
#they said WRITING they said voice ACTING they said map anna WILL get lost in over and over#soooooo fun how you're all rats in a maze together and elijah thinks he's the scientist but actually he's the juice reward#and as a setting it's so perfectly DESPERATE. everything here is dead and it all hates you.#gathered everybody up tonight and the way i was so happy to see christine.... oh my perpetually trapped guardian#brought dean to the medical station just so he could do his ohhh whoever did this is BURNING in hell teehee routine#and reading the vera terminal entries while he's there is like. are you gonna mention this man? hello? and nope#and the way god is. kinda hot .......#also as we know i play this game on very easy and it turns out once youve got 50 melee and a knife spear... the ghost ppl really are nbd
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“I’m not going to sit here and let you destroy yourself, Clarke” (from any of my t100 muses take your pick <3) @fantasywritten + AU where they really really bonded in s2.
Coming from Murphy, Murphy, after everything they had been through, it made a very stressed out Clarke want to tear up. He had come such a long way, and the two of them understood each other now, being the one people would turn against if anything went wrong, being the one accidentally always there for the other when things went wrong.
But after Mount Weather she deserved to be punished, she deserved to stay there in Polis, among people who thought of her as Wanheda and wanted to kill her to absorb her power, close to Lexa who was the reason she had been forced to kill everyone, far away from everyone she cared about. Except Murphy, apparently.
"No, you are not. You are not going to go back to Arkadia and tell everyone I'm fine and I'm working on a deal to finally have peace with the Grounders," she stated firmly, as if Murphy would respond to orders. She had to find a way to get him out of there before more people found out about him and tried to hurt him. She placed a hand on his arm, unable to look at him in the eyes - it was even stranger to be affectionate with him than with Bellamy - and squeezed gently. "Please. I can't... If they find you, they can use you against me. I'll do anything they want. I need to know you are safe, so I can do this right."
#you let me pick and you know I'm in love with him he's bae. but also because. you know. au where clarke and murphy got to BOND#because we know his loyal.ass would be like That. just imagine them sticking together (hell she could've gotten trapped in becca's house#with him or earlier on he was a part of the mount weather mess idk but point is they bonded)#fantasywritten#clarke answers;#muse: clarke#show: the 100
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ohhh my god yall if you don’t identify with the gender you were assigned at birth and you feel comfortable with the transgender label then you are transgender STOP THJS MADNESS “im nonbinary does it count” “im genderfluid can i call myself trans” YES!!!! YOU ARE TRANS
#LABELS ARE THERE FOR OUR COMFORT#THEY ARE NOT LITTLE BOXES TO FEEL TRAPPED IN#label discourse this slur discourse that#WHAT IF WE JOINED HANDS TOGETHER AND DANCED IN A CIRCLE#WHAT THEN#girf talks#fucking hell
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Okay!!!!!!!!! I watched GO2!!!!!!!!! I’m once again feeling insane
#good omens#I’ve been busy but I finally watched the whole season#screaming and cheering at the end lmao mean!!!!!! I was like ok based on how everyone’s being they’re gonna be separated at the end#and Christine and I were like ok is aziraphale gonna be offered a job. and is he gonna take it. 🤨#but I did NOT think there was also gonna be a whole ass Crowley confessing his feelings scene where he Kissed Him On The Mouth#they’re insane for this#Christine: well we are in a post-ofmd world. me: I forgot about that. I’m still trapped in spn mindset hell#what do u mean the two pale coconuts actually jumped together on screen#*bumped#anyways. I get it guys#also tho I’m so excited lol are they gonna be nemeses next season???????? that’s my dream!!! I always want to see friends etc that then#become foes bc of Circumstances#but also tell me aziraphale wasn’t already like Oh I Fucked Up by the end of the ep#how long until he tries to go back to Crowley and this time I think he’ll actually have to do any amt of work to earn Crowleys forgiveness#which he rly has never had to do before lol#but that man Fucked Up “I forgive you shut up!!!!! 😭#also the blatant amount of dr who references. yeah I remember he’s the doctor thank you for reminding me!!!!!!#I saw a tiktok that was like all my teenage girls in their 20s rn are like BARK BARK BARK WOOF MEOW about David Tennant rn and it’s soo true#The Eternal Tumblr Sexyman#ANYWAYS AGAIN#I’m just dispensing all my thoughts here bc I don’t have time to scroll through a tag and feel insane and I don’t need to barf all these#onto someone else’s post#so here we are#I need to find something else to think about today bc every time I remember crowleys face as he was trying to eek out an I Love You I feel#physically nauseous#what am I supposed to do after that!#sorry to anyone who read all these tags I didn’t mean to
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hey.... hi....
#coming back to tumblr after one of my trademark hiatuses always feels like. the walk of shame out of ur bedroom when extended fam is over#'oh wow shes still alive !' and so on and so forth#BUT ANYWAY. HI. IM BACK. I MISSED U ALL#I TOOK A BREAK BC I WAS SAD BUT ALSO HOPEFUL ABT THE FUTURE AND WANTED TO GET MY LIFE SORTED#AND YEAH IT ACTUALLY KIND OF WORKED#my partner and i escaped the rent trap somehow against all odds and we bought our first house together 🥺#we're still exit cleaning the old house and unpacking everything but we're HERE and happy and im tired as hell but things are good#i also am 95% sure i got a job but that 5% of doubt is driving me insane. i have to go thru security clearances before i hear back#but yeah. if i get this job its like..... 90% of my problems disappear#so uh prayer circle for me ig !!!!#ANYWAY. IM HAPPY. THINGS ARE GOOD AND IM FEELING GOOD (LIKE ACTUALLY DEEPLY GOOD) FOR THE FIRST TIME IN YEARS#EXCITED FOR THE FUTURE. STILL DEEPLY UNWELL ABT ROSY. ALL IS GOOD IN THE WORLD
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“tom is finally acting like Tom of Greg around shiv and she likes it 🤣🤣🤣 kink discovered failmarriage saved 😝” ok i was thinking he’s acting like her freshly dead abusive dad who she misses but sure haha tomgreg
#like. idk you guys lol#let me be clear i also want them to be together forever and ever trapped in a hell of their own making bc they’re the greatest romance of#all time but can we be serious about the Cycles for a second
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started thinking about how sleep to dream by fiona apple coded alicent's have i lost my sanity? or is everyone else asleep, dreaming the same wooly dream? is and then i was like. wait this is actually what everything has been about since the beginning...
alicent doesn't go to sleep to dream. rhaenyra has her head in the clouds (<3). that's IT that's the story
#smth smth love is a hell you cannot bear = we were trapped but we were together. until you decided i wasn’t worth bearing the prison#so gimme mine back and go there for all i care ( i’m gonna make sure you do)#one thing abt me is that i’m going to make a song about something so specific
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burnout is sapping my hyperfixation of creative energy, but not to worry! I’m still thinking about Aki and Angel an incredibly abnormal amount
#at this rate I’ll have fics ready to publish in a couple years time /hj#their individual characters as well as their dynamic together?? gnawing on a chair leg about it#I wish I could put everything into words good but it’s all just arghgfjgkf#capitalist realism/adhd+autism/Gender/doomed by the narrative/hurt on accident love on purpose/deconstructing systems of oppression shit idk#whatever they’re good and I see myself in them but they’re also Really Meaningful characters outside of being nice to project onto#don’t even get me started on Angel’s contradictory existence like what the hell Fujimoto /pos#Devils being creatures that draw power from fear but (Biblical) angels being creatures whose opening lines are ‘do not be afraid’#as far as we know Heaven isn’t real/isn’t for Fiends and Devils yet he’s modeled after heavenly hosts/messengers? cruel shit#he appears more humanoid than other Fiends yet that doesn’t negate the fact that He Is A Fiend. and of course The Gender#and there’s the personal sinkhole of unpacking how ‘fear’ is defined by Christianity (in relation to God and holy entities)#existential purgatory all-around for this guy#i ‘like’ to imagine that humans go to and stay in heaven while devils are trapped in the cycle of hell and earth for eternity#and by ‘like’ I mean it makes me go a little bonkers so I don’t think about it#Angel being peak aro/ace coded. I love it.#sorry anyways#csm#my csm thoughts#meposting
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MB (slowly progressing the evilness of elucien thinking people might not like it much): ✍️
Her true fans (who just want to see elucien kill everyone who wronged them and then fuck each other forever) : MORE ! MORE ! MORE !
As 2022 wraps up, I feel like I'm descending into madness and I'm gonna make that everyones problem
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on my knees, crying, pleading, shaking my head and slapping the floor: please god, please stop putting really soft and cute jonmartin art on my twitter feed, i’m so weak and incurable, i’m trying to stay sane in these trying times, i don’t think i can take another picture of them hugging, i can’t stand how jon is so small in martin’s arms LEAVE ME ALOOOOONE
#myke speaks#can you tell i’m going through it#this is like the typical instance of entering a fandom and consuming the content#and then u see two characters oh go oh huh they could be cute together they seem a lil fruity#and you go days and days without looking at fanart or fics or anything bc of spoilers but#THEN MARTIN WALKS IN WITH NO PANTS ON AND JON IS LIKE HEY BUD PUT SOME FUCKING TROUSERS ON IF UR GONNA LIVE HERE#AND IM SUPPOSED TO STAY SILENT IN MY HOBBIT HOLE ABOUT HOW THAT MADE ME FEEL???#LISTEN IM TRYING TO STAY NORMAL ABOUT THESE TWO IM TRYING TO KEEP MY MIND ON A LEASH SO IT DOESNT SEE EVERYTHING AS SHIP MATERIAL#BUT ITS REAL DAMN HARD WHEN MARTIN AND JON ARE STANDING RIGHT THERE ABOUT TO HOLD HANDS OKAY????#weeps into my hands#oh god oh GOD i’m ILL#the tma gates opened and i walked in to browse the books and all i came across was jonmartin art and i knew the hole i was falling down#IT WAS A TRAP IT WAS LITERALLY A TRAP#me frozen against a wall: i lost the game i lost before i even started playing im in hell#shakes my finger haha but we aren’t gonna talk about martin and jon bein stuck together in those last few episodes okay? okay.
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Tag Dump! (Characters/Verses)
#Now life goes on/But I’m stuck in December | Writer/Etch#No more golden weather/All war and no surrender | Macaque/Blacklight#I’m either numb/or feel too much/and there is no in between | musings#So I close my eyes/and lose myself/not doing like it’s only today | ship musings#We gotta party for a lifetime/and we don’t care about the bad nights/and for a second I can feel like this | Blacklight Shadows#successor of my beloved’s/you’ll be strong/just give it time | goldenpathtotheheavens/Monkie Kid#Descendant of the dragon/ring of fire without end/daughter of fire/of ash/of ends | goldenpathtotheheavens/Mei#Successor of the shadows/inner darkness never fathomed/friend from another time/chaos forever on the mind | goldenpathtotheheavens/Mike#I’ll do better (this I swear)/so you never have reason to fear | goldenpathtotheheavens/Guanyin/Lotus#I’m gonna live loud/until there’s no breath left in me/I’m gonna live through hell/so I’m left with no regrets | Sun Wukong/Glow#These scars won’t define you/rise above the Hell that made you | sharpshooternomoremoxxie/Moxxie Devoe#break the chains/prisoner no more/we’re on our own/what could the future have in store? | Mainverse#pull a story from the stack/just make sure it doesn’t crack | Unspecified Verse#haven’t we made it obvious?/we’re not going away without a fight | Season Three Verse#An eye for an eye/window to the soul trapped inside | Soulmates Verse#I know some people/they would die for me/we run together/they’re my family | goldenpathtotheheavens#Follow me/take my hand/sailing the same course/wild and free/waves and sand/what’re we waiting for? | Neon Shadows and Arcade Lightshows
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1850s Tumblr Dashboard Simulator
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It really makes me sick to see people giving money to penny weeklies when Franklin's expedition STILL has not been found 😭 There are good men out there trapped in unimaginable temperatures and literally all that's needed is a little more funding for another rescue mission yet all you guys seem to care about are your vulgar little stories...
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the franklin expedition is dead as hell
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Disgraceful thing to say but I'd expect nothing more from a M*lville fan
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👨🏻❤️💋👨🏻 hartgrindisreal
Sorry for posting so much about Tom Gradgrind/James Harthouse from Hard Times lately. It turns out that I was getting arsenic poisoning from my wallpaper? Anyway I took a seaside stroll and I'm normal now. Check your walls y'all
#whyyy did i assume they were committing unlawful actions together like where did i even get that from lol #hard times isn't even that good by dickens standards tbh
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Just painted this
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RIP Napoleon... you may have been unable to conquer Alexander's Russia but you sure as hell conquered Alexander's bed
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HERITAGE POST
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How does this have less than 100k notes you could literally not avoid this post back in the 20s lol
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poets just aren't dying young in mysterious water-related incidents like they used to :/
#as useless and degenerative as i find 'the living poets' and i'm glad we're finally moving on from them #i have to agree with op in this respect
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I finally got a daguerreotype of myself ^_^ Porcelain urn for scaling
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i think i hauve consumption
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They found oil in the ground??? WTF. THIS IS LITERALLY THE WORSTTTT. FUCK MY LIFE FOR REAL THIS TIME
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I swear this website has 0 reading comprehension skills. Darwin NEVER claimed we "evolved" from apes like if one of you guys actually bothered to open his new book you'll see all his arguments are backed up by evidence. He actually makes a lot of sense
#sure there's nuance like i don't fully agree with all of it #but his general theory of natural selection seems pretty sound imo
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Of course these are the finalists lmao this website is so predictable. Anyway vote Heathcliff if you dont i'm going to assume you're a phrenologist
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It's not problematic to acknowledge the fact that Heathcliff was a brute like he literally killed dogs in case you forgot. #rochestersweep
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I love the implication here that Rochester never did anything cruel either. He literally locked his wife in the attic and lied to Jane about it 😭 like that was a pretty significant thing that happened
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And? God forbid women do anything
#why'd you have to pit two bad bitches against each other #anyway i'm not attracted to men but still went with rochester #bc in terms of living quarters thornfield hall > wuthering heights easily
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👨🏻❤️💋👨🏻 hartgrindisreal
Not the Russian tsar dying immediately after hartgrind became canon
#i know dickens hasn't technically confirmed it yet but like. SOMETHING was strongly implied ok #see: my previous post #dickensposting
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👨🏻❤️💋👨🏻 hartgrindisreal
LORD HELP ME. THE BODY LANGUAGE. THE WAY THEY'RE LOOKING AT EACH OTHER. AHHHHHH
#this installment!!! im-- #dickensposting #i can't fucking cope #dickens wants to KILL us he wants us DEAD....
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⭐️ newamerican
Hi guys sorry I haven't been posting lately it's been so difficult getting to California 💀 I'm finally here now though just need to find a pickaxe and soon I'll be digging! :-) wish me luck lol
#gold #gold rush #gold rush grind #california #adventure
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#tag talk#said out loud “I've felt drunk for the past week” and suddenly realized no you idiot that's dissociation#anyway. I've been floating on clouds for a while and I'm absolutely not complaining it feels nice#restarting my meds is maybe what's doing it.#going off and then back on my meds has just been a wild ride all around#oh well. I gotta stay quirky and weird somehow right?#I've been thinking a lot about my breakup and how it wasn't even because of anything except that I got bored of him#and even playing aoe with him is getting boring cause his skill level is way behind me#the only person who moves the same speed as me is my brother. so I'm gonna go with him wherever he goes#I do like him a lot. but also there's the knowledge that if I don't stick with him I'll be way more lonely#moving out with someone else would guarantee that I'm leaving the only person in life who actually gets me#and I would be depriving him of the only other person who even kind of gets him (I won't say I get him fully cause that's a lil arrogant)#idk. I don't dislike it. but I'm trapped nonetheless. my course in life is laid out for me because I have no one else.#I love him but I wish I had more than one person who I could stand being around longer than a few months#idk. I do feel more conscious right now. more aware. I'm glad I have him.#I just wish I wasn't so fundamentally incompatible with every other person except him.#we're damaged in very similar ways and so we match. even the rest of my siblings don't click with me the same way#I guess I'm lucky to have him. if I didn't I would be 100% dead right now#which... certainly would be the easier simpler option#but oh well. I'm cursed to live on this earth until he eventually offs himself#we have a pact that we're gonna talk about the suicide beforehand to turn it into a murder mystery or something#he said he wants my skull if I go first. which honestly would be cool as hell. I'd be happy with my skull sitting on his bookshelf#he wants to travel and he's lined up to have a good job to let him do that. so I think I'll end up coming along#idk. we're together for life because both of us are so incapable of making other meaningful friendships#even his closest friends bother him constantly and he struggles to connect with them#so we vibe in that regard.#sorry if this is depressing as hell. it's just.. idk. we both are likely and certain that we won't die of natural causes#but life keeps getting better. I've got plans to go back to nursing next year and I'm medicated so I should be able to make it through#I've had my current job for over a year which is a personal record for me so I'm kinda stoked about that#I'm getting bored of it but so it won't last forever but nursing should get me something new to work on
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