#forgot baileys scars. god somebody kill me

[bobsquatley]

oh my god WHAT THE FUCK

[nikky-the-writer]

Hurt (Bucky x Reader) (5/6)

Part 1, Part 2 , Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6

Summary: Reader and Bucky were best friend, even more, but their relationship changes after something horrible happens to the Reader.

Warning:  mentions of rape, cursing, blood, violence, suicide….

The ride was quiet, Tony hasn’t said anything, but he was holding your hand.

After what seemed thirty minutes of driving, Tony parked in front of the new house. In the completely new neighbourhood, half of the houses weren’t even built yet, for you it was a smart place to have privacy.

˝Y/N, you can still walk away from this˝

˝I don’t want that, Tony I really need a closure and the only way to get it is to face with the man who hurt me˝

˝I know your temper Y/N/N, you will lose control when you see him. ˝

˝Tony you can leave, this is not your problem, I’m grateful for everything that you did for me, but maybe we should part our ways here˝

At your preposition Tony squeezed your hand a little bit tighter to let you know that he is not going anywhere.

˝Tony think about everything you have, if anyone finds out what happens today, you will go to jail. ˝

˝Y/N, there is nobody who would put me in jail, remember I have money. ˝

˝Oh, God, I almost forgot about your ego. ˝ you were trying to relax before you leave the car. You haven’t seen that basterd in almost one and half year.

˝Are you ready? ˝

˝I will be, just need a few minutes. ˝

˝I will go inside, to see if everything is ready for you˝

You took a deep breath and you entered into a new build house. You walk into the kitchen, there was plastic on the floor and the man tied to a chair in the middle of the room.

˝Coffee? ˝, Tony asked offering you a cup.

˝Are we alone?˝

˝We have three hours and then we have to go˝

˝So you w… ˝

˝No Y/N, I won’t clean his body, we will just leave I have already organized everything, so enjoj˝

Tony sat in the corner of the room with his cup in his hand.

You came closer to the man and you removed the tape from his mouth.

˝Hello˝, you said with disgusted look on your face.

˝Let me go, Y/N just let me go we can forget about this˝, he begged, but so were you that night and nobody helped you.

˝Can we really forget? ˝, you took off your shirt standing there only in your sports bra. Your hair was put in a pony tale revealing all your scars.

˝I can’t forget about something that I see every day in the mirror. Could you? ˝

˝I didn’t do that to you! ˝

˝You didn’t? Well, you weren’t the one who was sliding the blade over my neck, body, my arms, but you were the one who made me do it. ˝

You sat on the floor in front of him.

˝It wasn’t my fault that you were cutting yourself˝

˝I wasn’t cutting myself, I was simply trying to remove the skin that you touched. ˝

˝You think that you were the only one who suffered, did your friend tell you what he did to me?˝, he looked at Tony who was drinking his coffee in silence.

˝You deserved everything you got and  everything that is coming your way˝

˝I didn’t deserve to be beat almost to the death. He left me in an alley to bleed out. When I went to the police they told me that Mr. Stark has a message for me, they put me in the interrogation room and two police officers started punching me. He was always there in the corner of my eye. Just a month ago I saw him again. He is crazy. I become crazy because of him. ˝

˝Thank you˝, you felt overwhelmed. Tony was doing all of that for you.

˝Everything for you˝, he smiled.

You got up and opened your metal case you took the knife out and you came closer to him. He was yelling and screaming. The blade was so close to his arms, you could see the fear in his eyes, not like that night when you saw sparkles in them.

˝You weren’t even that special˝, he said in an attempt to postpone his death.

˝Why is that? ˝

˝You think that I enjoyed? ˝

˝How can somebody be such an imbecile, confessing that you raped me, just to make me more angry. ˝

˝I think that you should know  for your future activities, It felt like I was fucking a doll. ˝

˝Oh, God, that is so fucking funny˝, you laught bitterly.

˝Well, I didn’t know that it could be any different when the person is not conscious. ˝, you said.

You put the blade close to his hand cutting him slightly and he screamed, but you only cut the rope.

˝Fight me, I’m giving you the opportunity to fight, which you never gave me. You knocked me out from behind˝

˝I won’t fight you˝

˝You think that you have a choice, that’s cute, don’t you think that Tony? ˝

˝You have a knife and I don’t, that’s not fair˝, he said searching for way out.

You throw your knife at him, which he didn’t caught so it fall on the floor. You took the other and he came attacking you. It was a piece of cake to tackle him to the floor. You were punching him in the face with your bare hands your knuckles were already bloody. You were surprised that Tony kept sitting in the corner not saying anything. He obviously knew that you need clouser even if it considers killing someone. After so many punches you were physically and mentally tired, you weren’t even sure if he was still breathing.

You were sitting for a quiet time on his torso, trying to catch your breath. Tony came from behind you and helped you get back on your feet.

˝Are you alright? ˝, Tony asked, taking you back to the car. He gave you a towel to clean your arms which you gladly took, although you didn’t feel urge to clean his blood from your hands.

˝I think that I’m better than that, ˝, your smile grow wider as you came into the car. For the first time in a while, you relaxed your body in your seat and you closed your eyes knowing that you are finally free.

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