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[luckylewis]

[taste-in-music]

My Top 10 Favorite Hit Songs of 2018

I’m going to say it. This year’s popular music SUCKED. As I attempted to keep in touch with the US Billboard charts, the music I saw getting big every week only assisted in my losing faith in humanity. Pop music just wasn’t popular this year. And that’s not to say that pop music is dead or that there isn’t any good pop music being made, (just look at my entire page,) but it certainly wasn’t getting as much success in the mainstream as usual. I get it. Music trends come and go, and what’s big in at one point in time might not be in another Just think about how much R&B there was in the 2000s, and how club/EDM anthems were giant in the early 2010s. This year was dominated by hip hop, which I have nothing against in theory, but at least have it be GOOD hip hop music. I know there’s amazing hip hop out there, but that’s not what I saw getting popular. The bad stuff this year was really bad, at best bland and forgettable and at worst unlistenable garbage music made by garbage people. But rather than focus on the bad, I think that it’ll be better for my sanity to focus on the good, just to assure myself that even when the charts are dominated by shit there might a diamond hidden somewhere. This is the chart I will be using. So, without further ado, here are my best hit songs of 2018.

10) One Kiss by Calvin Harris ft. Dua Lipa This isn’t my favorite Dua Lipa song by far, (or Calvin Harris song,) but this is still a ton of fun. The production is simple, but tropical and uptempo, with a glossy, shuffling background beat and synthy horn riffs, and Dua Lipa’s performance helps elevate it all. This song radiates summer, it’s like having a tall glass of orange juice on the beach. My only problem with the song is the drop, with the pitch-lowered vocals and continuation of the background track. It feels a bit lazy and is too short to really build up steam. Otherwise, this song is pretty good. It was certainly refreshing to hear on the radio every so often.

9) Eastside by Benny Blanco ft. Khalid & Halsey This song is so relaxing and smooth. The production is simple, with a mid-tempo beat and a couple fluttering notes her and there, but it suits the subject matter of the song, which is very nostalgic and bittersweet. As always, I love the sound of Khalid’s voice, (though his pronunciation on this song is kind of garbled, it’s hard to tell what he’s saying,) and Halsey’s performance is good too, never dipping into grating territory like it does sometimes.The two of them have great chemistry. Also, the music video for this song is both funny and heartbreaking. It low key made me cry? I never heard this on the radio where I live, and only listening to it recently when making this list, but it’s certainly one of the best hit songs of the year.

8) LOVE. by Kendrick Lamar ft. Zacari Kendrick Lamar made a… pop song? Kind of? Okay, I wouldn’t call it pop, it’s definitely still hip hop, but it’s got some R&B and pop elements to it. It’s his version of a pop song. While it may not Kendrick Lamar’s best song, it’s still Kendrick Lamar. Him not at his “not best” is a whole lot better than other artists at their peak. The production is bold but at the same time chill, with a smoky kind of atmosphere. I’ve never listened to Zaraci, but his voice is wonderful here, cutting through the background music and Kendrick Lamar’s rapping like a ray of sunlight. I’m going to be honest, I mostly love this song because the CHVRCHES version is so good (listen to that here.)

7) Love Lies by Khalid ft. Normani This is one of the only pop songs that got consistent radio play where I live, and while the overplay did wear this track out a bit, I still like it. I never changed the station when it came on. Khalid and Normani have great chemistry, (what is it about Khalid that makes him so good at duets? With Eastside, this, lovely with Billie Eilish…) I love their harmonies on the chorus. Normani is a very promising vocalist, I’m excited to see what she comes out with in the future. The production is solid, with that low (I think guitar? synths? IDK) riff, snap percussion, and vocal layering in the backgrounds.

6) IDGAF by Dua Lipa The. Tell. Off. Anthem. Of. The. Year. This is a guilty pleasure of mine, I can’t say that this song is particularly good, but I’m literally in love Dua Lipa, so I don’t care. She’s sassy as hell on this song. The production is so catchy, especially with that plucky guitar melody and those pianos that come in as the song progresses. I love the bridge, where it goes back to just her and guitar, and it slowly builds back up to the final chorus. My only problem with hearing this on the radio is that it always had to be the censored version! I mean, I get why, but listening to the censored version of this song is like eating an unsalted Saltine cracker. It’s completely against the point.

5) Delicate by Taylor Swift I haven’t heard the entirety of Reputation. I don’t think I’ll ever go out of my way to listen to it. Look What You Made Me Do and ...Ready For It? were pretty awful, but Delicate? Delicate I really love. I didn’t like LWYMMD or ...RFI? because they were grating, lacked subtlety in their lyrics, and the production was all over the place. But this song takes the lyrical themes in those songs and presents them in a more vulnerable light, which works a lot better. And the production is very nice too. Everything flows together so smoothly. I like how the chorus is just her voice with the snaps in the background, and then melodies rush back in for the “drop.” This song washes over you and it’s perfect for a late night drive.

4) Boo’d Up by Ella Mai Praise the heavens for this song’s success. I remember when I first head it, it was so pants-shittingly good that it blew my mind. Ella Mai’s vocals are gorgeous, going through the melodies with such ease and grace and using vibrato in just the right places. The production on this song is lush as hell. I love the blocky percussion, light cymbals, and twinkling pianos. My only problem with this song is the extended spoken word outro, which gets a bit tiring. Otherwise, this is an amazing song.

3) when the party’s over by Billie Eilish  I’m cheating here. This song didn’t make it onto the year end list, but I just had to include it. This song is heart-wrenching in all the right ways. Billie Eilish’s vocals are quiet and reserved, dipping into her higher register, they’re just so vulnerable and sad. She emits so much emotion on this song. The production on this song is simple, with just a piano, some distortion, background vocals, and not much else, but that’s what makes it work so perfectly. Anything else, and this song would become too cluttered. I’m so happy that this has hit the charts and is picking up steam, because god knows we need more promising, unique, and talented voices like Billie Eilish’s in the mainstream.

2) Finesse (Remix) by Bruno Mars ft. Cardi B Sometimes, you just need a song that’s downright fun. That’s how to describe this song. FUN! It’s so energetic and fucking catchy, everything about it clicks into just the right place. I don’t like Cardi B, but she’s pretty great here. Bruno Mars is great here. The production is slick as hell, with the bells and the drums and the sound effects. That little doh-pah sound in the chorus? Amazing, low key my favorite part of this song. You can’t not dance to this song. It’s perfect for a party playlist, or even when you just want to feel happy. This was such a relief to hear on the radio in between all the forgettable mush, like a rainbow pouring through the clouds.

Should Have Been Hits

Strangers by Sigrid This song had a ton of chart success in Europe, but didn’t cross over to the U.S. I guess we weren’t interested in listening to a bubbly, sunny BOP AND A HALF.

Paradise by George Ezra George Ezra, you know, the “Budapest” guy? That song was pretty good, wasn’t it? Another hit in the UK, this song features an electric, rushing beat, sick guitars, and George Ezra’s wonderful deep voice. I only have one issue with this song, and that’s that the line “running though your bloody veins” makes my skin crawl. Otherwise, this song is a total jam.

Answerphone by Banx & Ranx & Ella Eyre featuring Yxng Bane Slaps to the gods. Holy lord. This is the summer smash we deserved. Listen to it NOW.

Sun In Our Eyes by MØ ft. Diplo C’mon, we can give MØ another hit, can’t we? One where she isn’t sidelined into a feature slot? No? Our loss, then. This song isn’t my favorite off Forever Neverland, but had the most potential to become a hit, (I even heard it in a Starbucks one time,) and it deserved to.

Honorable Mentions/Guilty Pleasures

Wait by Maroon 5 I’m willing to admit that this song isn’t that good. Adam Levine’s falsetto is grating, the beat staggers all over the place like it’s drunk, and the production turns everything into soup. But something about this song keeps me from hating it like I know I should. Maybe it’s the fact that I find it kind of relaxing, maybe it’s because Alexandra Daddario is in the music video and she’s really pretty... I don’t know.

Friends by Marshmello ft. Anne-Marie Okay, this song straight up SUCKS and I kind of like it a lot? The production is a mish mash of random noises that sound like a robot having a seizure, Anne-Marie’s voice get annoying, and the lyrics are reprehensible. Still low key love it though. It’s like drinking Mountain Dew: you know it tastes cruddy and is bad for you, but there’s a spark to it that keeps you coming back.

Nice for What by Drake In a year where Drake absolutely DOMINATED the charts, this is the song by him that I liked the most. It’s got a groove to it with that Ms. Lauryn Hill sample and some decent lyrics.

Lucid Dreams by Juice WRLD It’s just fucking catchy, man I don’t know what else to say. (It’s not even his melody, really. It’s a Sting sample.) This song is the epitome of whiny sad boi emo rap, and the positively dreadful lyrics reflect that. I’m not going to say this song is even remotely good, (it’s probably one of the worst songs of the yeah, tbh,) and I’m not going to defend it. I’m ashamed enough as it is.

Youngblood by 5 Seconds Of Summer Who would’ve thought that the band that came up with “you look so perfect standing there in my American Apparel underwear,” one of the dumbest lyrics ever put to music, could come up with something good? This song has a propulsive feel, like you could go on a run to it. I like the “ooooh” that come in during the chorus too. Count this in as my number 11 pick.

All the shitty schlock music that got big this year was starting to weigh me down. I was in a state of mind, if you will. But then, something happened. I heard a song, a pop song, a good pop song. A great pop song. A song with an angelic opening, a surprising yet amazing switch-up, and uplifting lyrics. And then, in that moment, I knew that something wonderful had happened, that a god has returned from the heavens, and that I, now, had no tears left to cry. 

1) no tears left to cry by Ariana Grande  This song is awesome, okay? The production is catchy, the lyrics and fun, the chorus soars like a goddamn eagle, and the vocals? Do I even have to tell you? It’s Ariana Grande. This powerhouse performance puts all those mushy mouthed vocal deliveries that ruled the charts this year to shame. And in the midst of all the slower tempoed songs, I remember hearing this song and thinking: “by god, you can dance to this.” All of these elements come together and form something special, something damn near perfect. no tears left to cry by Ariana Grande. My favorite hit song of 2018. 

Do you agree with this list? What were your favorite hit songs of 2018? Leave a comment and let me know!

[altughuner-blog]

“This year, I resolve to travel more.”

How many years have gone by with that same resolution left unresolved? Don’t get me wrong – I know there is authentic intention behind the idea – everyone loves the idea of taking a vacation – but as they say, “life gets in the way.”

The thing is, travel doesn’t spontaneously happen. You have to plan it. And it’s well worth the effort too. Studies have shown that taking a vacation helps improve your relationships, your motivation and productivity at work, even your physical health. Yet despite all of these benefits, Americans collectively left 705 million unused vacation days on the table at the end of the year.

Cue National Plan for Vacation Day on January 29. This year, let’s resolve to use all of our vacation days. Let’s make a plan now and stick to it. Are you in?

Of course, I’m an advocate of my own backyard as the ideal place to allocate those vacation days. The Pacific Northwest has adventures for every traveler and there is no better gateway than Seattle. No matter what time of year or what kind of adventure you’re planning for, read on for some Seattle-centric ideas to get you started. Let’s not leave our vacation days up to chance. Let’s 

Courtesy Wing Luke Museum

FEBRUARY

If you’re traveling on a budget, there’s probably no better time to visit Seattle than during Seattle Museum Month in February. Every guest staying in a participating downtown hotel throughout the month can visit up to 40 regional museums and cultural institutions for half price. Seattle is home to many unique, interactive museums. My picks: MoPOP, Chihuly Garden and Glass, and The Wing Luke Museum of the Asian American Experience. (Oh – and don’t forget the Seattle Pinball Museum. Unlimited free play? I’m in!)

photo: Megan Swann Photography

MARCH

With over 940 wineries and nearly 70 varieties, Washington State is the second largest producer of premium wine in the country. And if you’re coming to taste Washington wine, come during Taste Washington: a four-day festival celebrating the state’s wine and food scene, culminating in a Grand Tasting with over 235 wineries and over 65 local restaurants featured under one roof. With a variety of events to choose from, it’s easy to tailor your experience. Planning a romantic getaway or a fun girls’ weekend? This is it.

Courtesy Space Needle

APRIL

In 2018, Seattle’s most iconic landmark underwent a $100 million renovation, encasing it in 20,000 sq ft of glass. From the outside, it looks the same. But from the inside, the outside couldn’t look more spectacular. Carve out some time this year to experience the new Space Needle, complete with 360° uninterrupted views and the world’s first and only revolving glass floor. While you’re at it, grab a Seattle CityPASS and make the most of your trip with bundled discounts to the city’s top attractions.

Puget Sound Express Whale Watching

MAY

While grey and humpback whales pass through the Pacific Northwest year-round, May usually marks the return of the southern resident Orcas, who make their home in the Salish Sea through October. A daytrip to the San Juan Islands just north of Seattle (or any of our surrounding islands, for that matter) is a magical excursion any time of the year, but the added prospect of whale watching can add that extra sparkle to the itinerary.

Alan Levine

JUNE

You don’t have to be in Seattle too long before you pick up on the city’s deep appreciation of hopped beverages. With 11 breweries in just 5 square miles, the Ballard neighborhood in particular has become a beer-lover’s destination. And if you’re planning for June anyway, consider visiting during the Washington Brewers Festival, June 14-16 for a wide sampling of Washington brews in one place. Have little ones in tow? No worries. Many local taprooms are family-friendly.

Photo: Ballard Kayak & Paddleboard

JULY

Seattle is a city surrounded by water – and from kayaks and paddle boards to seaplanes, ferries, and even cruise ships, this city is not lacking in ways to get out and experience it. Learn how to sail or enjoy a bonfire on the beach. Chase a waterfall or while away the hours at a waterside bar or restaurant. Just be sure you get out on the water.

AUGUST

There’s not much better than a sunny day in Seattle – with a cold drink in hand – on a rooftop with sweeping views of the city and surrounding landscape. Throughout the summer months,  it’s no wonder that Seattlites flock to the growing number of rooftop bars. (The Nest and Terra Plata are two of my personal favorites.) Height’s not your thing? There are plenty of waterside watering holes to choose from as well.

The Nest at Thompson Seattle Mary Van Hollebeke

SEPTEMBER

With so much water surrounding the city, it’s easy to assume that Seattle is a coastal city – but it’s not. While the city still enjoys that familiar salty air, it is separated from the ocean by the Olympic Peninsula: 3,600 square miles of temperate rainforest, towering peaks, and dramatic coastlines – in short, an adventurer’s paradise. A trip to the Olympic National Park is a good place to start. Planning a shorter trip but still want to cash in on the majesty of a PNW National Park? August is the peak bloom season for wildflowers at Mount Rainier National Park.

Wynton Marsalis Courtesy Earshot Jazz Festival

OCTOBER

Seattle has a long, rich music history. Known worldwide as the birthplace of grunge, our city celebrates all genres of music. Every music venue carries its own sound and it is worth setting aside several nights to experience a variety of them. In October specifically, be sure you check out Earshot Jazz Festival, a month-long event that brings local and global musicians together to play in over 60 concerts and events in venues large and small throughout the city.

Comfort Food at Skillet Sarah-Flotard

NOVEMBER

Seattle is an incredible foodie city, and there’s no shame in planning a vacation simply to eat your way through it. And when the days get a little shorter and the weather gets a little crisper, sometimes that’s all the motivation we need to gather around a good meal. Try the ultimate comfort food from James Beard award winner Edouardo Jordan’s Junebaby or something more precise like the sashimi at Shiro’s. Go casual at Serious Pie & Biscuit or get gussied up at AQUA by El Gaucho. There are too many mouthwatering places to call out in one post, but don’t worry, we’ve got your back with more tasty ideas for you.

Photo: Enchant Christmas

DECEMBER

They say it’s the most wonderful time of the year – and I’m not one to argue. The holidays in Seattle really are magical. I never miss the Macy’s Holiday Parade to kick off the season and I can’t resist the festive atmosphere when they close off the streets for the Figgy Pudding Caroling Competition. The time-honored tradition of the Argosy Christmas Ship Festival is a distinctly Seattle.

Sinclairstoryline.com

JANUARY

Nothing like leaving your resolution for the last-minute, huh? Whether you’re already planning for your procrastinating tendencies on this year’s resolution or already looking ahead to next year’s resolution, Seattle has the expertise and opportunities for you to eat better, pamper yourself, or start a new hobby. New year, new you, right?

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[zatanna-annataz]

Meme - Share four songs / pieces of music that represent your muse. (Copy and paste, please)

Don’t Give Up // Lake

No Other Plans // Sunny Levine (ft. Young Dad)

Deep Within the Corners of My Mind // Melody Gardot

O Children // Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds

Tagged by: @johnconstantfine

Tagging: @ you :)

[letmehearyoufuckiingpray]

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GENERAL

Name: miranda tiffany elise

Alias(es): queen cannabis, randa, legs

Gender: female

Age: 24.

Date of Birth: setember 26, 1994

Place of Birth: on a flight from russia to boston, mass.

Hometown: boston, mass

Spoken Languages: russian, english, spanish, german 

Romantic Preference: heteroromantic / biromanic

Sexual Preference: heterosexual mostly, but can also be pansexual

Occupation: drug dealer, crime lord, supermodel, recording artist, professional criminal

APPEARANCE

Eye Color: lavender, but her left eye has a tiny of light baby blue in sunlight / bright indoor lights

Hair Color: nearly white platinum blonde

Height: 5’11″

Scars: surprisingly ( even to the mun ) none

Burns: slight ( now a pink-ribbon scarred burn ) burn on both her thumbs from lighters

Over Weight: hell no.

Under Weight: hell yeah.

FAVORITE

Color: black, shiny / real gold, white, red

Hair Color: hers, and dyed gray+lavender on women; dirty blonde and dark brown / black on men

Eye Color: hers, and baby blues on females; baby blue, light green, and chocolate on men

Song:  “rockstar” by post malone ft. 21 savage, “acquainted” by the weeknd, “mine real” by bodega bamz, or “alpha omega / spotlight / gone” by machine gun kelly.

Movie:  “the social network” probably, she ain’t have time for movies tbh

T.V. Show:  “workaholics”, “american horror story”, and “keeping up with the kardashians” 

                     ( LITERALLY JUST because she likes looking at kylie since that’s her teen!verse 

                       FC, and because they live extremely similar lives material-wise, bc she a certified,

                       put a stamp on it ass chach )

Food:  steak diane, strawberry + cream cheese crepes / nutella strawberry crepes, pizza ( from the pizza hut $20 box’s pizza specifically ), and tiramisu

Drink:  vanilla coke, water from melted ice, pink kinky, whipped cream / birthday cake / caramel pinnacle, peppermint bark absolut ( seasonal drink, the “christmas rager”, if you will )

Book:  she don’t fuckin read dude like come tf on bitch

HAVE YOU

Passed A Levels/APs: i have no idea what this means ??

Passed University: nope

Had sex: she’s the best anyone will ever have ( so yeah )

Had sex in public: yep

Gotten pregnant: dependent on verse

Kissed a boy: yep

Kissed a girl: y e p

Gotten tattoos: nahhhhh ( yes bitch she’s c o v e r e d except on her legs and feet [ but has a 

                           thigh tattoo of a garter with a gat tucked in ] )

Gotten piercings: y e p

Had a broken heart: y    e   p

Been in love: yep

Stayed up for more than 24 hours: oh absolutely ( see: -rick james on chappelle’s show voice-

                                                            “cocaine’s a hell of a drug” )

ARE YOU

A Virgin: LOL

A Cuddler: only if she does it first, if a guy / chick ( that’s not her boyfriend / girlfriend ) tries to

                   curdle up to her she gets mad uncomfortable

A Kisser: sure

Scared Easily: fuck no

Jealous Easily: not jealous, territorial 

Trustworthy: depends on who you are tbh

Dominant: to the world / her customers / other females in the streets,

Submissive: she is probably THE most SUBMISSIVE ass bitch you’ll ever see in your L I F E in the sheets

In love: dependent on verse but probably 

Single: Verse-dependent but mostly taken

RANDOM QUESTIONS

Have you harmed yourself: yep.

Thought of suicide: yep.

Attempted suicide: y e p.

Wanted to kill someone: wanted ??? hahahaha-- i mean, -clears throat- what ??

Drove a car: no shit bruh

Have/had a job: uh yeah

Have any fears: change “have” to “had”, then, yep.

FAMILY

Sibling(s): twin brother nicozvkoff ( last time she’d seen him was when her father took off with

                   him, leavinga 13 year old miranda to fend for herself; this is what started her drug

                    dealing career &&* addiction issues )

Parents: Anna &&* Nikolay Elise

Significant Other: verse dependent and fc dependent ( but if I HAD to choose for her main, it

                               would PROLLY be either with @sadscngs’ vitaly, or @bcooperfame’s 

                                 ( nameless ) mgk, @bcooperfame’s ( nameless ) adam levine fc, or

                                  @lacedrhapsody​​‘s paris / heather / priscilla )

Children: none ( yet )

Pets: purebred french bulldog puppy, “sunny”, and purebred ragdoll kitten, “mary jane”

[luckylewis]

"I'm obsessed with my kid's handwriting, the font is crazy. The letters have no uniformity, first and second letter will be the same size and then the third goes all Kaiju midword like it's about to eat the rest and then it's back to normal. It looks like a Zodiac killer's cipher. We were hanging and practicing writing her name and she did the S backwards like she always does so I showed her how to do it the right way round at least twenty times. If you've ever done math at the table with your dad you'll know what vibe I was trying to avoid with it, but she wanted to try and then bam. Twenty-something'd attempt, the S was the right way round. The U, N, N, Y were all on their own journey size wise on the page but it was completely readable and I taught her that. I imparted some wisdom and a lifeskill that she'll actually use in life."

"It's the cutest thing ever. I'm going to get it tattooed on me exactly how she wrote it."

simple & soft asks. send me a number!

[luckylewis]

🎤 MICROPHONE - are they good at singing? what is their go-to karaoke song?

"I wouldn't say I'm a good singer but I'm not the worst either and you wouldn't think it because I'm quiet, but I actually love karaoke. If I hit the right level of drunk I'll tear it up on a karaoke mic. My go to is Fly Me To The Moon by Frank Sinatra. It's my dad's favorite song so I couldn't escape it growing up and now my kid can't either. I'm carrying on a cringey dad legacy without even realising it. She calls it daddy's moon song when she tries to get Alexa to play it. It's in the Saturday pancakes playlist rotation."

𝐎𝐂 𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐉𝐈 𝐀𝐒𝐊𝐒!

[luckylewis]

👀 + whats the best thing about your daughter?

"Her excitement for life and everything around her. She doesn't take any of the small joys in life for granted. Taylor Swift song plays on the radio in the car? She's going out of her mind, even though I know she's heard it a hundred times with her mom or her aunt but it doesn't matter, she's thrilled. I get so sad sometimes, in a debilitating kind of way that it can make it really hard to see anything beyond the blues. It's not anyone or anything's fault, I've just always been like that, but not around her. She's such a vibrant little soul, she's a whole rainbow. It's been really good for me to be around that. This has been the best year of my life and that's because of her."

Send my muse “👀 + a question” and they’ll have to answer with 100% honesty.

[luckylewis]

hc + 🚬 for a headcanon about a bad habit

"Smoking is probably low-hanging fruit. It's a gross habit, I know. I'm trying to quit, I'm closer to it than I've ever been. Mostly because my kid keeps telling me off about it and I don't want to be on the wrong side of her. She's got her mom's temper." @sterlingxlevin

Thematic Headcanons.

[luckylewis]

👀 + if you went back in time to right before you headed off to london with the knowledge of today, would you choose to go again, or would you have stayed?

"I'd stay. If I knew then what I know know, of course I would have stayed. I'd have been the first person to hold my daughter, not the last. I'd have held Sterling's hand instead of breaking her heart. I'd have friendships where I wouldn't spend most of it second guessing what it is they really think of me." @sterlingxlevin

"But that's not what I did. That would have been a good life, but it's not my life. I can't turn back the clock and I can't keep turning myself inside out for the shitty choices of a scared eighteen year old. All I can do is try learn from it and not repeat my mistakes. And I think I am, at least in some ways. I'm still scared every day but I ride it out even though I'm afraid every time. Sunny's getting bigger and smarter and so much more aware every day. I've got years yet but I know there's going to be a day where she's going to want answers and she'll want an explanation for why her dad wasn't around for the start of her life. I hope when that day comes I have the right words for her, but I can't guarantee it. What I can guarantee is I'll be there to have that conversation. The guy that hightailed it out of here, he couldn't do that."

Send my muse “👀 + a question” and they’ll have to answer with 100% honesty.

[luckylewis]

👀 what's your favorite thing about Sunny

"I love how optimistic and full of life she is, I don't think I've ever known someone who lives up to their name more. I certainly don't. Some mornings though, I wake up feeling like shit because I'm still getting used to being on meds and my body's tired and my mind's tireder and I just want to say fuck it and call out of life for the day and then she comes bouncing in the room like, 'get up daddy, it's a good day'. It's like look at that little face, of course it's a good day. She's like my little mini motivator."

send my muse “👀 + a question” and they’ll have to answer with 100% honesty.