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as much as i enjoy the idea of jitka finding out about hansry and helping them hide it and hans and jitka having a friendly platonic marriage while the three of them de facto raise heinrich together, i personally cannot wait to see hans being the worst husband ever
jitka, despite being nervous and scared out of her mind still being hopeful, and immediately losing that hope when she sees the dead and empty look in hans's eyes at the altar.
any excuses she had thought up fleeing her mind like a gut punch as she pretends not to notice hans slipping out of the bed on their wedding night and not coming back.
pretending how it doesn't feel like she's being strangled that hans couldn't be happier whenever he's being called away from her company, that he never stays in her bed chamber longer than he has to and that he never slept through a whole night with her.
eventually coming to terms with the fact that let alone hans's love, she will never even have his affection or a scrap of his attention. eventually not caring, and growing just as distant when she bears him his son, and trying not feel stung when hans doesn't even seem to notice.
but when she stops caring, she starts letting herself notice. starts to notice how whenever she sees him around, it's beside kobyla's bastard. how he can't seem to ever run out of reasons to summon him, how he never runs out of jobs for him to do, to keep him around, keep him close. how he always has a reason for him to accompany him on hunting trips, on political talks, on 'just needing to get away for a while'. away from her, away from their son.
how he always insists he's the only entourage he needs.
and how eventually she decides, fine. if this is how you want to play it, so can i.
#martie.txt#kcd2#hansry#jitka of kunstadt#they end up being in the same i'll keep your secret you keep mine kind of marriage just with no love#no companionship no friendship#just bitterness and regret#like let's be real hans is so selfish with everyone but henry this man would not be a good husband#he would not be capable of being courteous#even though it's not her fault he would hate her for taking his freedom away from him#for taking him away from henry just as he got him#i might maybe write something full length for this bc i can't get this image of their marriage like 8 years down the line with henry as de#facto captain of the guard since radzig would've named him his heir at that point#set up in remote estates hans had gifted him that they constantly visit on 'hunting trips' that are equipped with very few servants#because henry is 'still a humble peasant blacksmith at heart' of course#and hans being kind of terrible father as well#not because he doesn't love his son but because he can't look at him without being overwhelmed by how much he wishes he could've actually#been henry's not just with his borrowed name#and henry loving him like a son but being unable to show that and express that. so he teaches him sword fighting shows him how to hold a bo#loves him in any way that his station allows him to#and jitka suggesting some names after he was born#having ideas but hans immediately and coldly shutting them down with 'no. it's going to be heinrich'#gahhhhhhhhh#didn't mean to write another whole ass fic in the tags but this concept has me by the throat
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bye why is he so awkward LMAOOOO
#marionetta#marionetta webtoon#webtoon#julia lazarrett#tonny marionetta#julia marionetta#anthonn gremminger#sahed marionetta#i love them so much#gahhhhhhhhh#their relationship is so funny#he’s trying so hard to impress her bye
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FUCK IT ALL
give me your AU and I will draw Metal Peppino in that style
(I don't know how to say this correctly because I'M GOING CRAZY)
Clooosed.. Sorry for those who didn't make it
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“Once we are done with Ruerat, we are free to date” - Bison
(Look at these boys, smiling as they think about their respective faen)
And the contrast by the end of the episode:


Sheer devastation and heartbreak 💔 while also thinking about their faen
The Heart Killers EP6
#gahhhhhhhhh#I’m still not recovered from this episode#khaotung thanawat#Joong archen#save my assassin brothers#Bison and Fadel#THK ep 6#the heart killers
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sufjan stevens john my beloved lawrenítez edit. AND POST
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Katniss in The Hunger Games: "After [jabberjays] gathered words, they'd fly back to centers to be recorded. It took people awhile to realize what was going on in the districts, how private conversations were being transmitted. Then, of course, the rebels fed the Capital endless lies, and the joke was on it."
Haymitch in Sunrise on the Reaping: "During the Dark Days, the Capital spied on us with jabberjays, mutts that looked like regular birds but could record rebels' conversations and play then back word for word. We figured this out and fed them false information."
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hey
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JOPLIN SIBTAIN JUST REPLY ME😭😭😭😭😭😭
Oh finger crossed for my big Boy tomorrow😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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it becomes blatantly fucking obvious to me when a DE fic was written by someone who didn’t recognize the themes of the games at all (or even fucking played it) and every single time I start tearing my hair out
#SHIPPING IS FUN BUT FOR FUCKS SAKE DONT REDUCE THE CHARACTERS TO THAT#THIS ISNT SOME SILLY FUZZY FLUFF WORLD WHERE EVERYONE IS HAPPY AND GETS ALONG ALL THE TIME#GAHHHHHHHHH#also read a fic where they described Judit as a short woman despite her being taller than Harry I’m pretty sure#Everyone shut the fuck up about precinct 41 they were only in the game for like five seconds#We’re seriously throwing away all of the worldbuilding and characters the initial game set up? For the asshole cops?#disco elysium#nothing wrong with fluff fics but also like it’s clear when someone is just ignoring canon completely
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right now i am full of joy and i will hold on to this feeling for as long as i may be granted the privilege
#girlblogging#lana del rey#girl blunt#girl interrupted#rot girl summer#thirteen 2003#divine feminine#feeling sleepy#lizzy grant#oldermen#just girly things#this is what makes us girls#sweetest girl in town#girls who smoke cigarettes#hell is a teenage girl#girlhood#female manipulator#feeling slutty#female hysteria#femme fatale#female rage#film#fashion#fiona apple#ahhhhhh#gahhhhhhhhh#yayyy#yay#hooray#beauttiful girls
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GUESS WHO IS PROBABLY GOING TO SEE SAW IN THEATERS FOR ITS 20TH ANNIVERSARY, THE DAY BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY TOO!
#IM EXTREAMLY EXCITED#GOING TO VIBRATIE OUT OF MY SKIN#GAHHHHHHHHH#saw 2004#i saw#saw x#last year#and now i get to watch the first one IN THEATERS AS WEL#sawposting#sawtism
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Recently I came across a Lawyer trying his hand at writing, Gaurav Mohanty (@thekingbeyondthewall in Instagram) and his arguments defending his book 'Sons of Darkness' as a "retelling" of the Mahabharata. So he openly claims his book as an interpretation of the epic. He also cites the Balinese, Javanese and Lao versions as "authentic" retellings of Vyasa's mahabharat. He says Pratibha Rai and Ira Mukhoty's Draupadi and Chitra Bannerjee Divakurni's Palace of Illusions is pioneer works to be followed. He also says the Mahabharata wasn't written for Hindus to worship it.
In conclusion, here is another righteous idiot with an inflated opinion about himself, twisting facts to suit his misinformed theories about moralistic feminism and supposed societal virtues and remotely no connection to his own roots. I could've smashed his argument to bits, but as usual, I cannot not tolerate fools.
#another Devdutt Patnaik in the making#I wonder whether I'm ever going to get good retellings of the Mahabharata#its a pipe dream at this point#im gonna go listen to music to calm my temper#gahhhhhhhhh#mahabharata#mahabharat#desi tumblr#desiblr#hindublr#indian aesthetic#my mahabharata
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MAKE ME HAPPY BEATLES
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#gahhhhhhhhh#i really hate the unknown........... n i hate feeling so helpless#i've been so busy and mentally drained that i havent had much time to do things that make me happy#i havent been updating my wp update blog.... havent been making gifs... havent been journalling.. havent been gymming much...#didnt even manage to make a gifset for wp's bday tomorrow lmao and i've always loved doing these things!!! i just dont have the time now D:#n i have been dealing with a terrible case of imposter syndrome at work lol. like there's just so much for me to learn and catch up on#and it's OVERSTIMULATING ME jnsjgshjgsjbngbbsjbg like . how do i become Good at all these things all at once????!!! asap???#just hoping that the day will come when i finally feel less stupid and helpless#personal
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Stupid fic not going from my brain instantly to the doc without me having to actually type it out
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evil. thank you
#THE GINTOKI PARADOX OUROBOROS IN TAKASUGIS MIND IS JUST HIM AS A CHILD LOOKING BACK AT HIM AND WONDERING#GAHHHHHHHHH#sopping wet gintoki posting
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