the time has come where i have become DEEPLY BORED of my (not irl) name, wyrm. (i am also deeply bored of all 3 of my irl names but. that is whatever) beloved tumblr goers pls suggest any names you have pleading eyes emoji
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I'm seeing that regular users are finally getting the new Discord username system I think I'm gonna be nauseoussssss..
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Day 3 of me having a tumblr
Thought I might, at least just this once, journal my experience on tumblr so far, gonna do it in just a list in the order in which i vaguely remember it happening. Here goes.
>frontloaded my account with this mess of tags:
>kicked off my account with a blogpost about it being my first post like a corny mf
>posted some human designs, one i had literally just made which might have prompted me even making an account (bill) and some i had on the backburner (blitzo and stolas)
>posted spicy hot takes to the thunderous cheers and jeers of nobody because nobody really follows me yet :p
>looked up and followed these tags (in reverse of the order in which i searched them):
>got bombarded with weird gay hypnosis erotica with AI generated images and miscellaneous gay fetish shit when looking up #bowtie and subsequently taught myself how to filter tags so i don't ever see that shit again good fucking lord
>"jokingly" let an inside thought spill out in front of someone i followed and they responded "getting blocked speedrun" which led to me experiencing agonizing amounts of cringefail and begging them to forgive me and pretend i didn't say that oh god why am i like this
>this, on the bright side, did work, as they did forgive me and it gave me an opening to change the subject by sharing my hazbin hotel redesigns which they thought were pretty fun so i guess its not all bad
>got to finally get a good look at this side of the helluverse hatedom (ive been on the vivzie hate train for years but only on 4chan and twitter)
>a friend followed my tumblr and i found out they're actually 6 years older than me which was a surprise
>surprisingly found a not insignificant amount of boardwalk empire discussion/memes, followed a good few accounts focused on it
>joined a boardwalk empire discord server and had some fun conversations and enjoyed some quality shitposting
Likes: 290
Following: 33
overall its been pretty good, humour/politics wise its been almost but not quite as bad as i expected, theres been some gem posts here and there both serious and not. im kinda feeling more upward mobility here than i do on twitter, and im definitely getting more out of it than my usual experience of posting on 4chan or on the kinda-chuddy discords i left when it occured to me that i didn't want to waste anymore time there, i spoke up about it, and after me going on a cathartic tirade about how sick of their constant disrespect and mockery i was, they (to be fair, earnestly) told me that this site was more my speed and hey i guess you're not half wrong so thanks for that i guess. I guess I finally get what the appeal was with my older sisters back when they were using tumblr in the early 2010s, maybe in that sense I was probably primed to be here eventually lol
Onwards and upwards from here!
hopefully...
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@sa1fisher tagged me...so cool
What was your last
Drink: water!
Last phone call: charlie called me this morning and woke me up
Last text: “nick.......” to my friend server, last text was “yay!!”
Last song you listened to: dead bird by mccafferty i think
Last time you cried: uhh not sure but i think it was over seeing a cat
Have you ever dated someone: yes!
Been cheated on: yeah lmao
Kissed someone and regretted it: yep!
Lost someone special: yeah :( my cat :(
Been drunk and thrown up: yeah, once really badly
List three fave colors: orange, black, and hmmmm red
In the last year have you…
Made a new friend: I have many new friends :D
Fallen out of love: yes!
Laughed until you cried: OH god yeah like almost every night it seems like
Met someone that changed you: yeah! a few encounters have helped me grow as a person
Found out who your true friends are: I think so, yes!
Found out someone was talking about you: oh i bet this is often, good or bad lmao
Kissed someone who follows you: (im facebookphobic frick u this is tumblr now) yes i have
General:
How many of your followers do you know irl: quite a few actually
Do you have any pets: i dont own any, but im living with two dogs :D
Do you want to change your name: i happen to like my name currently!
What did you do for your last birthday: movie time with friends!! and then i had a blast with my dad and charlie
What time did you wake up today: uhhh like 11am
What were you doing at midnight last night: hehe voice call babey
Name something you CANNOT wait for: ANIMAL CROSSING AND POKEMON AND BOTW2 AHHHH
Last time you saw your mother: uhhhhh a good week or so
What is one thing you wish you could change about life: I wish i had no acne ever wtf
What are you listening to right now: ceiling fan squeakin
Have you ever talked to a person with the name Tom: tom nook and I are best pals
What’s getting on your nerves: some people dont know how to stay to themselves. should go outside...breathe air...
Most visited website: here, discord, annnd idk google dot com
Nickname: i dont think i have a nickname besides Gaydrien
Relationship status: single
Zodiac sign: taurus
Pronouns: he / him
Fave tv shows: law and order: SVU IG
Hair color: black!
Long or short: medium ish
Height: 5′8ft
Do you have a crush on someone: well i had a crush on two people at the same time for awhile but were gonna uhhhhh ignore that shit jfksdfk
What do you like about yourself: im no longer keeping myself silent
Tattoos: like 8. i have one pro one and the rest are stick n poke done by me.
Righty or Lefty: right
First surgery: ive only had toe surgery but like it was minor even though i had ut done like four times
First piercing: ear lobes, i was baby
First best friend: technically emma from elementary, she was awesome. first genuine best friend i dont talk to anymore
First sport you joined: volleyball
First pair of shoes: idk i was an infant
Right now
Eating: ooo i need to make food
Drinking: water!!!!!
Listening to: nothing
Want kids: no thanks
Career: i want to work with animals....
Which is better:
Lips or eyes: eyes (eye emoji)
Hugs or kissed: hugs for sure
Shorter or taller: uhh idc tbh
Romantic or spontaneous: I think a healthy mix of both
Nice stomach or nice arms: ARMS. fuck....arms. stomach has 25 feet of intestines, so imo its always nice
Sensitive or loud: i cant read suddenly.
Hook up or relationship: im fine with either i think
Troublemaker or hesitant: depends on what troublemaker means ig
Have you ever:
Kissed a stranger: nope
Drank hard liquor: yes, prefer not to
Lost glasses/contacts: yeah :(
Sex on a first date: yep lmao
Broke someone’s heart: i guess so
Had your own heart broken: multiple times, but wasnt all romantic
Been arrested: nope
Turned someone down: yep lmao
Cried when someone died: my cat :(
Fallen for a friend: yeah,,,,,,,
Do you believe in:
Yourself: im getting better at it
Miracles: no shit just happens sometimes
Love at first sight: thats infatuation, which is a thing. but genuine love at first sight is only for cats and nature, thank u
Santa Claus: no
Kiss on the first date: yeah if both parties are comfortable
Angels: otherworldly creatures with wings probably exist, but religious angels? nah
I tag @clownapprentice @vampirigender @commoners-coffee @20biteen
yall dont have to do this btw!!
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hey hey momo im gonna send this even though i know how little it probably helps. words do not feel like enough rn but im gonna try my best.
(you don't owe me a single thing. and i don't want you to feel like you even have to respond or even read this. do what you need to do for yourself)
wajawj insert readmore here ASHD I WISH I COULD DO THAT RN
momo i really don't have the words to express it, and i know how empty it can sound but you are incredible. i genuinely think that. i remember finding your blog in march (wait - dude, three months ago?) and it was because i was scrolling through the kageyama x reader tag and i saw this post. im not kidding i just read that and went 🥺 write it write it. im pretty sure that's how we met, and LITERALLy OH My GOSH imagine, me looking through for that specific tag at the specific time. imagine if you'd left off that tag that day. or i'd gotten cut off a few minutes before. but i did meet you, and i instantly began to associate your username with feeling safe and accepted and happy.
listen, i know how useless words, even ones you know are well-meant, can feel. i hope i don't sound like im assuming anything when im saying that i understand that you feel like words from someone you've only known a few weeks aren't really that important. i love you and i understand that you're probably going through a lot rn but the fact that me or anyone else is too doesn't mean we care less. our discord server? everyone there cares about you. we're always willing to listen, and although we might not see it right away your feelings and stuff going on in your life aren't less important than anyone else's. damn, momo, if there was anything i could do to make you feel better i would. just let me know. and please don't feel bad asking for help from me or isa or kaillei or anyone.
you must be so tired. you must be tired of putting up with shit and being the bigger person and trying so hard every day. of feeling like you're not good enough no matter how much effort you put into every day.
fuckk i wish i could say this and have it sound like it has the meaning that is behind it. it's just words in a tumblr ask. i know. but i'm on the other end, wishing with everything i have that i could help you more. you are so deserving of happiness and love and tobio kageyama's hugs and so much more.
i love you so much and i love you for your incredible heart. i love how hard working you are. and i promise from the bottom of my heart that you are enough and you don't have to push yourself to be enough. no one expects you to work yourself to the bone writing when you're not feeling the inspo. we want you to be happy. please keep doing what makes you happy. i loved the setter's help for many, many reasons (including kageyama's excellent characterization and him being the cutest human being ever and also y/n's determination and the whole time me fangirling over your fantastic writing) but the main reason was because i could tell you, for the most part, really liked that story and enjoyed writing it. and that's all i want. i want you to do what makes you happy and take care of yourself. if we have to wait a year for the epilogue of the setter's help? sounds good. i'll grab my lawn chairs. if it's a decade? i'll reread it once a year and imagine an ending until then. you decide not to write it at all? great, i'm proud of you for making a decision that feels right for you. i know this isn't about TSH, but it's a small way for me to say i love you and you amaze me every single day.
help this got so long but i wanna say it again. i love you. i know this might not change your life or even encourage you a little, but i hope it does.
pls don't feel pressure to respond or anything !! i promise that, from here on out, nothing you ever do can make me love you less.
here's hoping none of this made you uncomfy. ILYA AGAIN AND IF YOU NEED A BREAK FROM ME OR ANYTHING JUST PLEASE DON'T HESITATE TO SAY SOMETHING. I WISH I COULD DO MORE.
LITERALLY I CANNOT SHUT UP ABOUT HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU OKAY GN
ELEK IM FUCKING CRYING- NO REALLY IM ACTUALLY CRYING WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE YOU HOLY SHIT-
i have no words to express how thankful i am that you are in my life and that you even sent this bc holy god im- i just- *cries*
i love you sara, and thank you so much <333
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