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Here’s tonight’s requests! And, before anyone says anything, yes…the Draco picture is prom PoA. I already checked his age. Tom Felton was 17 turning 18 that year😂😅

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Goodnight Kisses - JayB

You knew JayB would berate you for still being awake when he got home, but it wasn't for lack of trying. Recently, you'd got into such a routine of going to be together that it just felt wrong trying to sleep when he wasn't there. You'd done everything you normally would before sliding under the covers, but without your  good night kiss and the warmth of your man beside you, you just couldn't drift off.

JayB always promised you you'd still get your good night kiss if you were asleep when he got home but it wasn't the same. When you heard the front door open, you had a brief debate with yourself as to whether or not to feign sleep. As his gentle footsteps approached your room you decided against it, opting to greet JayB instead. You could tell he was trying to be quiet as he entered but you spoke up.

"Jae?"

"Ah, jagiya, why are you awake?" he whispered. There was a slight smile on his face as he spoke, negating any air of annoyance in his words.

"Can't sleep," you complained. "Not without my goodnight kisses."

"Just let me wash up and get changed and you can have all the kisses you want," he replied.

You groaned and stretched your arms out in his direction, hoping to summon him closer.

He chuckled as he approached you, shaking his head. "You're always so clingy when you're tired," he said running a hand through your hair.

You closed your eyes, focusing on the feeling of his fingers in your hair. All too soon he was pulling away again. Your eyes snapped open as you reached out to grab his hand and put it back. Unfortunately, in your sleepy state, JayB was quicker.

"I'm just getting ready for bed, jagi, then I'm all yours."

You still whined a little as he left you to head to the bathroom but you were for too tired to launch any sort of actual protest.

After far too long, he was climbing into bed behind you, enveloping you in his arms as a kiss was pressed to your shoulder.

"I love you, my needy jagi," he whispered.

You grunted at his teasing and snuggled further into his embrace.

There was a moments silence before you felt his finger tips digging into your waist and tickling you slightly. You squirmed but JayB didn't relent.

"Say it," he demanded.

"Who's needy now?" you retorted.

He tickled you again.

"I love you, too." You told him what he wanted to hear to stop the attack.

"That's better," he replied. "Sleep well."

With one last kiss placed gently on your neck, he held you tightly again, allowing you both to drift off to sleep, comforted by each others presence.

NAVIGATION  |  GOT7 MASTERLIST

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The Bangtan Gal Chapter 89- Blood, Sweat & Tears

Chapter Summary: Jennie and Jimin fight over his extreme diet. BTS film BST with Jennie and Taehyung filming a sexy scene together. Jennie spends time with GOT7.

Words: 7,000+

Author's Note: A reader had messaged me years ago and sent me fanart of Jennie for Blood, Sweat & Tears back in 2018! This is by mimikoe_ on Instagram! If you see this, thank you again for your art! I appreciate you! This was so sweet of you. I hope they keep drawing! They are so talented!

This chapter gave me a bit of anxiety. I'm so sorry for the angst. At the time of editing this, I felt like I should have just deleted this argument between Jimin and Jennie but I decided to keep it and have my character mess up. Show more character development of her learning from her mistakes. Angst for this but it will end fluffy. This topic is such a serious matter so I felt a bit wary now that I'm older and looking back at what I wrote years ago. Again, I'm sorry if I made anyone uncomfortable with this. :( This one for the angst is regarding Jimin's diet for the BST era. After that, I did not write any more about the diet. This will be it.

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The following day, at Big Hit’s building, the members got ready for their dance practice in the studio. Jennie went to the bathroom and once she was done she found Jimin finishing up getting a drink from the water fountain. 

Once he turned around, he grinned. “Ready to go back?”

“Uh huh!” she smiled back.

She stared at his face longer than usual and couldn’t help but feel something off about him. His face looked even smaller which began to worry her.

“Yo, your face,” she placed a palm against his cheek to examine how small it had gotten.

His cheeks were gone and his jawline had gotten sharper. Something was not right.

“Did you eat at all today?” she exclaimed with concern. “Or even yesterday?”

Jimin’s stomach dropped at her questioning. He then pulled away from her and started to walk away. He could not face her. He could not bring himself to look at the hurt in her eyes. The concern in her eyes. He wished she would stop chasing after him like this to get a solid answer. All he wanted to do was be left alone to diet in peace. Jin already gave him an earful, asking him why is he going to this extent to lose weight but Jimin felt like this was the best thing to do. To look perfect for their next comeback.

“Jimin, you’re stressing me out!” her words took him away from his thoughts as she walked after him around Big Hit’s building. “What is the issue?”

“Can you please stop talking about this? I said I’m all right,” he snapped.

She chose to ignore the irritation in his voice and persisted in questioning him. Grabbing his hand to stop him, he turned around, displeased.

“Your face is so much smaller than usual! Are you not eating?!” she exclaimed.

Pulling her to him as she bumped into his chest, Jimin looked down at her. He was bothered by her interrogation.

“Can you stop being so loud?” he hissed in a hushed voice, glaring at her.

“Stop being so loud? This is the perfect volume to get what I’m saying through your head! Let’s be late to practice and go out to eat real quick. Okay? I’ll take the blame. I don’t mind being lectured for being late for both of us. It’s okay. Just come with me to eat, please! Noodles. Let’s get noodles! And pork, too! Lots of it! Or even chicken! My treat! I’ll pay!” she insisted, despairingly trying to get him to eat with her.

Jimin was conflicted. She was willing to get in trouble just so he could eat instead of dancing with an empty stomach. She did not mind going to practice late as long as he would get a meal in him. 

He wanted to. He wanted to say yes. But he couldn’t. He felt like he needed to diet.

“I’m not hungry,” he responded with a frown and released her.

“Yes, you are! I’ve seen the way you’d clutch your stomach and heard your stomach growl a lot this morning! What you’re doing is making yourself sick! You cannot do this to your body! Your body is going to break down! You gotta listen to it! You gotta feed it! Not let it go so long without food! We’re performers. We need all the energy we can get. And then our comeback is so soon, come on, Jimin!”

Running his hands through his silver hair, he shouted sternly with a growl, “Enough, Jennie! Enough! Just shut up already! Stop bothering me about it and leave me the hell alone!”

The harsh sound of his voice made her flinch as her stomach dropped from his anger. It began to scare her. He never yelled at her like this. He never actually yelled at her at all. And soon she felt tears of frustration and anger beginning to form in her eyes. The 95 Liner clenched his jaw as his anger amplified. He felt angrier at himself for shouting as it started to get the attention of staff members. And soon after Namjoon was walking over to them, worried after hearing them from the practice room.

‘Ennie...I’m so sorry...’ he thought sadly.

Jimin didn’t mean to shout. He didn’t mean to get this riled up, especially towards his precious Ennie of all people. But he wanted her to back off and let him be. Why couldn’t she just let him do this in peace?

As his words registered in her brain, she started to feel vexation overcome her, “Don’t you ever tell me to shut up! I’m trying to help you!”

“Hey!” Namjoon butted in, getting in between them.

“I didn’t ask for it! Learn to stay out of everyone’s business!” Jimin shouted.

“What you’re doing is not necessary and it’s absurd!” she shouted back.

“You wouldn’t understand-“

“Understand what!?” her voice went higher. “Why are you doing this? Huh!? Is it because of what others think?! You don’t need to lose any weight whatsoever, so end this crap, right now!”

Jimin felt his body shake as he listened to her voice her opinion on the matter. 

Grabbing him by his shoulders, she shouted as tears began to slowly go down her cheeks, “You are more than just abs! You are fine just the way you are, why can’t you see that!? People aren’t your real fans if they only see you for your body, Chim Chim! Please don’t do this to yourself, I don’t want to see you like this. It’s breaking my heart, Jimin, just stop it!”

Shrugging her off of him, Jimin found himself walking away before he ended up yelling more harshly. It was like talking to a wall. She just would not stop talking about it.

“Sometimes I wish you would just shut up and stop getting involved! Just let things happen, no one needs to hear your piece or what you think someone should do. If I want to do this, then let me do this. You are so annoying!” he angrily replied.

“Stop! We’re not doing this! Come on. Let’s get into the practice room. We do not need to be fighting, right now. This is not the time or place,” Namjoon warned them.

Jimin angrily stormed into the practice room and slammed the door shut. Jen let out a frustrated sigh. This was not supposed to be like this. Why did it have to be this way?

“Jennie...” Namjoon frowned and walked over to her to try to calm her down.

More tears flowed down her face as she paced around. Blowing air out of her mouth, she looked up, trying to calm herself down. She wiped her tears and took a moment to regroup before turning her attention to her leader.

“So, you’re just going to let him continue doing this? Let him go? Do you not see what’s going on? How serious this is!? How wrong this is!?”

“I do,” he responded calmly. “We tried to invite him to eat but he just wouldn’t eat with us and wanted to continue to diet...”

"I just want this to end," she shook her head and walked past him to go back to the dance studio.

As soon as Jimin stormed into the practice room, the rest of the members immediately wanted to know what happened. Everybody heard their shouting match and from the look of Jimin’s scowl, things were not getting resolved, anytime soon.

No matter how many times the boys asked him what was wrong and what happened between him and Jennie, Jimin remained silent and shook his head. After a while, Jennie strolled in with Namjoon. Her scowl matched Jimin’s and she too remained silent when she was asked about what happened.

“Is everything all right?” Mr. Son asked, noticing a dramatic shift in the atmosphere of the room.

Neither Jen nor Jimin answered, feeling quite defeated and bummed from their huge blowout. Namjoon had to answer for them by saying that things would be fine. Dance practice was awkward and it seemed like the group couldn’t get synchronized because Jimin and Jennie were thinking about their fight. Namjoon also couldn’t quite stay focused as he thought about their mentalities. And the curiosity of the rest of the group led to everything noticeably off about their movements.

Seeing problems in their dancing, Mr. Son told them to stop and questioned everybody. “What is going on? We film the music video in a week and the choreography is looking sloppy. Whatever happened between you two,” he glanced at Jimin and Jennie, “You must put that behind you and stay focused on this comeback,”

Easier said than done.

After practice, Jennie chose not to go straight back to the dorm and decided to drown herself in work. She began writing things she was feeling. Writing out her feelings made her feel somewhat better, but just being away from Jimin for as long as she could also helped. Everything about that argument bothered her. She wanted to stop thinking about it but it was nothing that she could do to get it out of her head.

Same with Jimin as he continued to tell the members to leave the situation alone and let him cope in peace at the dorm.

The following day, Jimin and Jennie completely ignored each other. No acknowledgment whatsoever. Not even a good morning. Jungkook and Taehyung noticed the tension and were saddened that half of the Maknae Line weren’t on good terms. The two tried to get them to at least speak to each other but to no avail. This lasted for a few days.

Having enough of the tension, Namjoon went to her studio to speak with Jen privately.

“I want to talk to you about what happened between you and Jimin,” he said, taking a seat on her couch.

Jennie rolled her eyes at his name. She didn’t want to think about him. The sight of him and the sound of his voice and name made her cringe as she thought back to their intense confrontation. She didn’t want to think about it and wished Namjoon would drop it. The situation made her uncomfortable and she wanted to avoid it.

Running a hand through his hair, Namjoon let out a sigh. “I get what you tried to do but I don’t think the way you went about it was the best action,” he softly criticized.

Before she could protest, he shook his head and she closed her mouth.

“Jennie, you were in the wrong this time. You can’t just blow up like that when someone is dealing with issues as serious as this. That wasn’t right and you should consider Jimin’s feelings and his mentality. I think it hurt him more the way you raised your voice at him. He’s struggling and we’re all trying to help but we cannot force him to eat. I think if you two spoke privately instead of where all the staff was, things would have gone better. It’s not that easy to try to get him to eat just because you want to see him eat. I understand your intentions but again, you can’t make him eat, Jennie. You can’t force him to do what you think he should do. He has to make that choice,”

Jennie looked down at her lap and frowned as she thought about his words. Her mind went back to her dispute with Jimin and she cringed at how she acted.

Wow...

She did not see that point of view and now she felt like shit. She felt like a shitty friend and she felt selfish.

Yes, he was right. She should have gone a different route instead of blowing up like that. How she acted was judgmental and she seemed to have been more critical of Jimin instead of showing compassion. It just hurt to see him like that and she wanted to try to do something. But it seemed like she most likely made the situation worse along with her poor choice of words.

Jimin was right. She should just stop butting into people’s business all the time. It seems like everything she does just gets worse. She wanted to help but what she had done was not the best route to go. She needed to apologize to him.

“You two need some space,” Namjoon advised. “But once you two cooled down a bit, it’s best you apologize. I don’t want to see you two fight,”

After a deep conversation with Namjoon, Jennie spent the rest of the day catching up with GOT7, who they were thrilled to see. Spending time with them, made her briefly forget about the struggles with Jimin and boosted her mood with their goofiness and positivity.

The group decided to go paintballing, which she thought was one of the best ways to let off some steam. They chose to split into teams of two.

“I choose Jennie!” Jackson announced.

“Too late, I called dibs already,” JB replied.

“Since when!?”

“Since this morning,”

“She likes me the best, so that makes me her partner,” Bam Bam announced.

Jen laughed at their banter as the group began bickering.

“Actually, she’s my partner. I asked her the day before,” Mark grinned victoriously.

“Yep. He did. Mark is my partner,” she admitted with a sheepish grin.

“What!? That is not fair!” Jackson complained.

“If I had known I would have asked her as soon as she yes to paintballing!” Jinyoung exclaimed.

The teams consisted of Youngjae & JB, Jackson & Jinyoung, and BamBam & Yugyeom.

As they prepared to get ready, Yugyeom and Jennie chatted.

“Ah, I wish Jungkook joined us. He would’ve loved this,” he said, thinking about his best friend.

“I know~. Today, he’s busy working on some choreography. I believe it’s for Begin. But don’t worry we’ll have plenty of more opportunities to hang out. Comeback season is always so busy. I’m happy I was able to get away from work for a little while to see you guys.”

“Yeah, me too. I can’t wait. I miss him. You two are doing well, right?”

“Yeah huh. Still going strong,”

“Good. He talks about you so much when he’s with me and the guys. Don’t tell him, I said that,” he teased, making her face heat up.

She giggled. “Even when he’s not here, he always makes me feel special,”

“He better be treating you, well. If not, I’ll fight him,” Bam Bam added in a teasing manner, making them laugh.

“Haha, thanks. Hey guys, how’s your upcoming comeback coming along?” she asked. “I’m anticipating Hard Carry,”

“Oh, you are going to love it! I hope we get some wins for it,” JB responded.

“Ooh, my excitement for it is building~,”

“How are the preparations for your comeback?” Youngjae asked her. “I still cannot believe you dyed your hair red. It’s a great color for you. You look beautiful,”

“Aw, you think so?” Jen beamed and touched her red hair. “Thank you. I was so nervous about getting it dyed. But I’m happy with the results,”

“Oh, heck yeah! I was like is that Jennie!? Wow~! So pretty!” Bam Bam added.

“Red suits you well, Jen,” Yugyeom stated.

“You guys are so sweet. As for our comeback, it’s going well. But uh, Jimin and I had a little falling out. So, I’m a little off my game and happy I’m here to get rid of some of that tension,”

“A falling out?” Jinyoung asked, surprised.

“What?! You and Jimin? I thought I would never see this. You two are always so close,” Jackson said in disbelief.

His words made Jen feel even shitter as she felt even more bad about what she had done.

“What happened?” Mark asked.

She then explained the whole situation to them. Every detail and how she had a talk with Namjoon and that she realized how wrong she was.

“Although it’s none of my business with what he does with his body, I couldn’t help but want to talk him out of whatever he’s doing because his face looked so skinny. Skinnier than usual. But all I did was make it worse. I’m hoping maybe after today I could get him alone and apologize,” she said with a sigh.

“Ah, I see. I still think you are a good person. We all make mistakes and sometimes go a little too far with our words and how we say them. Jimin cares a lot about you. I’m sure this falling out will not be the end of your friendship. It’ll take some time but you and Jimin will rekindle soon enough,” JB encouraged her.

The gang played five rounds of paintballing. The games were filled with chaos and laughter as Jennie and Mark kept getting hit since the other teams wanted them out quickly. Although Jen and Mark didn’t win, it was just nice to get away from the stress of comeback preparations and unwind with everyone.

After paintballing, Bam Bam insisted on taking photos as he stood close by Jennie and lifted his phone in the air for a group selfie with him, Mark, and YoungJae.

‘She’s here with us!! I’m happy to see you, Jennie! #GOT8 #JenBam’ he posted to a widely positive reception that she was still in touch with GOT7.

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Later in the evening, Jen checked her Instagram to see more new photos that GOT7 posted with her.

To the selfie of her and Bam Bam alone, Jackson commented, 'I see u forgot to include me!’

Laughing, she typed out, 'Bro, you knew we were taking photos lolll :P’

After some more commenting, she went to find Jimin in Big Hit’s building. Hearing music from the practice room, she made her way over to it and watched him dance to Lie. It appeared that he had to be practicing for hours. Exhaustion was clear on his face but he showed no sign of stopping.

When Jimin saw the door open, he did not look too pleased to see who had walked in.

“What do you want?” he asked in a flat tone.

“I’m probably the last person you want to see, right now. But I just wanted to apologize for yelling at you. I shouldn’t have done that. I shouldn’t have tried to pressure you to eat. That was wrong of me. I’m sorry,” she said with a frown.

Jimin looked down and remained silent, taking her words in.

“I hurt you a lot,” she went on softly, voice sounding brittle. “Perhaps it was the way I yelled at you. Or how I sounded judgmental instead of showing you compassion and support. I shouldn’t have yelled or tried to pressure you to do anything. And you probably don’t want to speak to me or whatever so okay. I’ll give you space and stay out of your way. I just wanted to apologize. And whenever you are ready to talk, I’ll be here,”

She took his silence as where he stood in the situation. As expected, she knew he wasn’t going to easily forgive her. He needed time and space.

“O-okay, I’ll be going, now. See you,” she made her way to the door.

Part of her hoped that he’d stop her and say that he forgave her but it didn’t work that way in this serious situation. He let her go. And it’ll take him some time to forgive her.

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As the week went by, it was finally the day BTS filmed Blood, Sweat & Tears. Each member of BTS was dressed and ready for filming as they were excited about the upcoming comeback.

“Eeeek! Today is the day~! I am so stoked! We are here for the first day of shooting Blood, Sweat & Tears! Look at me! I look so bomb!” she turned around, showing off her outfit.

“Ah, watch the shirt. It’s not buttoned all the way,” Jin popped in the shot and fixed her shirt for her. “There, much better. Jin to the rescue!”

She laughed. “Thank you,”

“Wings, the album for us,” Rapmon declared when the camera was filming him.

“It’s very elegant and luxurious,” J-Hope addressed as he showed off the background. “Look at the set,”

For the first day, the group did their first shots of dancing. Even just performing it once, made the members hot and out of breath. The staff provided fans and blowdryers blowing cool air to cool them down, which helped tremendously.

“This concept is more sexy than usual. So, I am going to try to be sexy for this music video. Keyword, try,” Jen added.

'That won’t be hard, Jennie!’

After the first takes of dancing, the camera showed shots of the members watching the film, to monitor anything they needed to work on.

Hobi and Jennie glanced at each other after they watched how she messed up.

"You saw too, right?" Hobi asked as she nodded.

“Yeah. I did that, too early,” she replied as she watched herself jump a few seconds before the rest of the group.

Once they filmed again, a sudden sound of shattered glass was heard and the director stopped the filming.

“The glass is broken!” was announced and it was none other than Rap Monster who was the reason behind it.

'God of destruction, Rap Monster’

“Jeez...” Jen exclaimed, looking at the broken glass.

“Rap Monster!” J-Hope told the camera.

When the camera was pointed at Rapmon who laughed about the ordeal, he exclaimed, “Bam!” as he thought about how he broke the glass. “I don’t know why always...I don’t know why I break things,”

'We want to know the reason, too’

After the shooting resumed, the next scene was set in a room where the members sat on the couch. For this scene, Jennie was not in the same room as them. Instead, for the beginning of the music video, she had an individual shot.

“Action!”

She ran lightly down the hallway until she found a door. On the other side of the door was another camera waiting. She pulled the doors open and looked surprised to see the seven boys sitting.

“Cut! Good job!”

“Ayeeee. First try!” she bounced around in excitement.

Although Jimin still wasn’t speaking to her, he couldn’t help but smile softly at her excitement. She was doing a good job of filming.

“Jennie makes the best facial expressions when she is filming. Good acting,” Jin grinned as he got his makeup retouched.

After her shot was done, she stood in the background as the boys sat on the couch and floor. Suga stood behind Jimin and covered his eyes.

“We are moving to the table. We have to change our hairstyle. Let’s go!” Jimin said.

The group changed into white clothes. Jennie wore white pants and a white blazer with her red hair styled in a high ponytail. The scene was set up like a dinner. Decorations of white, including the tablecloths and chairs.

“Are you ready to enjoy the dinner?” J-Hope asked Suga.

‘The eight noble members’

“Rap Monster, I can see your belly button. This concept matches you so well,” Suga said, making him chuckle.

Jennie sat across from Jin on the other side of the table. Jungkook, Rap Monster, and V sat on one side while J-Hope, Suga, and Jimin sat on the other side. J-Hope and Jungkook sat the closest to Jennie while V and Jimin sat the closest to Jin. Jin sat up from the table and lifted his cup in the air, while the rest of the boys followed his movements with blank stares. All they had to do was raise up their drinks but for the first shot, V couldn’t contain himself and laughed, which made the rest of the group laugh, too.

‘One more try due to V’s laughter’

On the second time, the members cheered successfully. With Jennie, instead of a blank expression, she looked hesitant as she raised her glass and then stared at it. Locking eyes with Jin, she shook her head and he began to stop himself from drinking the drink.

Little did they know V watched everything. He looked intrigued by her as he raised an eyebrow and smirked.

Suddenly, she slowly turned her glass to the side and watched it spill on the table, refusing to drink it. With the camera focusing on V, while the rest were occupied with their drinks, he watched Jennie with a sly smirk on his face. Sensing that something wasn’t right, she narrowed her eyes at him.

‘Finished the shooting without laughing this time’

With the rest leaving, only Jin, V, and Jennie were left. The director wanted Taennie to improvise the scene of having a staredown at the table. As the two were filmed with tension advancing between them, Jin was stuck in the middle, looking on while he was also back in his seat. 

Jennie loved filming with Taehyung. It was just something about how at ease she felt when she was with him. He always found ways to enhance their scenes and he pushed her to be a better actress for Bangtan’s music videos. 

As they stared at one another, she did not look too pleased to see how confident V looked regarding Jin. After they got their shots, V was good to leave while Jen and Jin were left.

"V and Jen have good chemistry. I felt like I was interrupting something when I was watching them. I wanted to say, should I leave?” Jin laughed.

When the song came on, Jennie lip-synced her verse as she sat in a chair, leaning back. She had her feet on the table and then did more shots looking sexy for the camera. 

Being very close to EXO's Sehun since meeting the group, the two recently chatted about their comebacks. Sehun informed her he filmed shots of his feet on the table for Monster, so she wanted to do some sort of cool parallel with him and reenact his movements, hoping it would make it in the music video.

Once they got what they needed, Jennie and Jin were the last to leave as they bowed and thanked the staff.

“Day one complete! Time to go to sleep~!” she beamed.

‘Day 2’

Day two consisted of more individual shots for the group. Jen looked amazed at the set as the first set consisted of Suga and Jimin in the top room while Jungkook and Rapmon were in the bottom room. V even had to jump off a balcony as each member had different concepts. Jimin and Suga were the first ones to leave early as she waited for when it was her time to shoot.

After getting her hair and makeup done, she went to watch Jungkook film his shots on a swing that was hanging from the ceiling.

“I wish I was on the swing. That looks so fun,” she commented.

Jungkook had to do a tough wire scene, getting lifted in the air. His hair was covered in feathers which made her giggle. Once he was safely set down, he sat up, scrunching his face because of the feathers covering his face.

“Have a nice time up there?” she teased and removed the feathers from his head.

“It was alright. My back hurts but the scene was alright. I hated the feathers, though. Jennie, can you give me a massage when you get home from filming?”

When she responded, “Yeah, absolutely,” his eyes lit up.

Jennie's scene consisted of her in a garden and wearing a flower crown and tiara for the occasion.

“I’m in a garden~! Look at all these flowers,” she spun around. “Simple take. Explore around the garden, and look like the baddest chick in the game. I can do that,”

The camera followed her exploring the garden and looking beautiful in the environment. Jin was called in to join her and she filmed a few takes of being a good influence on him by taking walks together. She also placed a hand on his cheek and looked at him in concern, making sure he was all right with V lurking around them. After the rest of the members went home, Jennie and V were left with their scene together.

“For this, I’m the good girl. Or so I think. Let’s say I’m more of an angel while V is more like the bad guy. A fallen angel or a devil. I’m trying to be like the good side of Jin while he’s the bad side of Jin. Soooo, this is not going to end well. But I will prevail! I will win this battle and get Jin to the good side. So, in your face V! You are not winning today!” she punched the camera lightly.

When the camera transitioned to V, he chuckled, getting into character. “Ennie, Ennie, Ennie...she’s going to lose this battle. I’ll give her an A for effort but the dark side will win,”

“Lies!” Jen’s voice was heard across the room, making him laugh along with her.

“Action!” the director announced.

Jennie proceeded to walk down the hallway with V lurking from a distance. Feeling someone following her, she turned around but didn’t see anyone. But once she turned back around, V was in front of her, catching her by surprise. After they filmed the scene a few times, the director wanted their next scene to be sexy. The whole comeback had sensual vibes to it, especially with the choreography.

Lately, as Big Hit had been planning the comeback, they predicted that fans were going to give Taennie a lot of attention due to the fact of their scenes together for the music video. So, the company was highly considering making the pair act on that for promotions. Taehyung and Jennie didn’t mind it. They thought it was funny to troll fans into thinking they were dating or something for the comeback. Although there was a slight fear in the back of her mind of a hate train for her, in the end, she went with it and felt comfortable with her best friend.

Taehyung had been nothing but sweet to her about the idea. He even asked her about boundaries and what she was comfortable with so they could make this as believable as possible without making each other feel awkward. They thought that subtly was the way to go, with lingering gazes during music shows, and so on. They make a bold statement for the music video but then keep fans speculating with subtle displays of affection when on camera. 

When they told Jungkook about it, he kept wishing it was him in the situation but for the music video and comeback in general, the director felt best for it to be Taehyung instead due to the role he was playing. He understood it and knew it was just acting between them.

Getting in position for their next scene, Jennie gave him a warning, “I ate smarties before this so my breath smells like smarties. I hope you like the smell of smarties when you lean in close,”

Taehyung giggled. “It’s okay!”

He began to get himself into character, looking at the ground while Jennie continued to look up at him, ready to begin acting.

“And...ACTION!” the director announced.

As soon as he heard the director say action, it was like a switch went off of V as he looked up and appeared lustful towards her and a little crazed.

With her back connecting to the wall with a harsh thud, Jen did not flinch when V lunged and slammed his hands on the wall, trapping her while staring sharply into her eyes. The sound of his hands slamming on the wall made a loud sound as they maintained eye contact. The song played in the background while they proceeded to act out their scene.

‘Taehyung and Jennie filming part of their sexy scene together. Strong eye contact!’

She stared at him, unamused, making sure not to give in to anything he was trying to offer. She then turned her head away, facing the camera when he inched closer with a wicked grin on his face. She felt his warm breath against her cheek before he began to move down to her neck as she appeared to have an ongoing battle with giving him her attention. Lust was clear in his eyes as he tried his best to tempt her.

While still staring at the camera with a sexy gaze, she began to lip sync.

How much longer before you consume me?

No matter how much I resist, I can’t fight what you’re doing

My mind is telling me to break free but my body screaming out

No, I can’t want you, get out of my head

As you kiss every inch of me you see that I want it too

Breath on my neck, I bit off more than I can chew

V placed his forearm over her head and she looked up at him. She shook her head and was about to look away again but this time he grabbed her chin with his other hand and made her look at him.

Their faces were extremely close as their lips were centimeters away from each other. As they both glanced at each other's lips, it was like he was luring her to kiss him, wondering when she’d crack as he slowly felt her losing resistance. 

Reflecting on my choices, I’m wonderin’ if there’s any way out of this.

I’m losing this battle, I just can’t resist this

Only a matter of time before you screw me up and I’ll be stuck reminiscing

With that sinister smile on his lips, he stuck his tongue out and bit his bottom lip lightly. Pulling herself together and realizing how close she was to giving in, she shoved him back. Quickly, she walked away while he watched her go, satisfied.

“Great!” the director announced. 

As soon as they heard him say that, Jennie and Taehyung burst out in laughter, unable to hold it in anymore. After she walked back to him, they bantered to each other at how funny this was for them to do this. This was War of Hormone but on a whole different level of mature sexiness.

Although they weren’t sure how much of this footage would be in the MV, the staff wanted them to improvise. For another take, Jennie stood on his shoes to make herself higher and placed a hand on the back of his shoulder while looking over his shoulder at the camera in front of her. With her free hand, she ran a hand through his blond hair. Then for another shot, she stood in front of him with him behind, holding her close while she lip synced. 

When they went to see the footage with the director, they analyzed their movements and made sure everything was top notch. Taehyung laughed nervously when watching himself be so forceful with her.

“Ennie, I am so sorry,” he grinned nervously. “Did I hurt you?”

“No, no, I’m fine.” she smiled in reassurance and turned back to the video. 

Her face felt flushed when watching herself act sensuous. It was still so weird to see herself like that. But she was proud of her efforts.

"This is...intense," she looked on. "Is this going to be appropriate for the music video rating? Oh gosh. And maybe it was a good idea to wait until the members left to film. Because oh my gosh, their reaction to this? We’re never going to hear the end of it. Maybe this can be a Bangtan Bomb if all of this doesn’t make it in the music video,”

“Ennie looks radiant in this. Wow, so beautiful,” Taehyung praised.

“Oh stop~. Look at you! ARMY is going to blush when they see you in this music video. A born visual he is,”

“Thanks, Ennie. We make a great team,” he pulled her in for a kiss on her temple.

“This was perfect!” the director praised after watching all of their footage. Their chemistry was impeccable, to say the least. “We don’t need to take another shot of this scene. We’re finished,”

“YAY~! We did it!” Taehyung cheered and joined Jennie in jumping around while holding hands in excitement.

‘Day 3’

The final day of filming started with Jin who was supposed to kiss the statue and Jen was in the background.

“Action!”

The camera followed Jennie quickly as she was dashing down the hallway. But she was suddenly grabbed from behind by V as she yelled, “Don’t! Snap out of it!“

That seemed to have made Jin pause as he looked back to see the two. But in the end, she helplessly watched Jin fall into temptation. 

After the scene, all the members are together, acting like good friends. The scene was supposed to show them being free and mischievous. Jen strolled a little behind the boys, smiling at them while looking around. Her attention caught Jin staring at the painting called The Fall Of The Rebel Angels. There were two entrances on each side of him as he stood in the middle. A black entrance and a white entrance. One good and one bad. To resist or sin.

Jennie went up to him, standing in front of the white entrance. Gently grabbing onto one of his hands, he turned and looked down at her while she smiled, gesturing for him to follow her to the white entrance. But then V came over and stood on Jin’s other side, in front of the black entrance, which made Jin turn his attention to him. V smirked at the both of them while Jennie slowly dropped her smile, fearing for the worst.

After the members ran through the door and Jin was left behind, Suga was supposed to cover Jin’s eyes and after a few takes it looked funny due to his height, so Jin suggested switching partners. V replaced him to cover Jin’s eyes instead and it worked perfectly. Then for their final filming session, they were filmed performing the choreography.

When the director said cut, Jen turned around to see Jimin looking exhausted as he leaned forward, putting his hands on his knees. Jin went over to him and placed a hand on his back, looking concerned.

'Gosh, I hope he’s all right,’ she thought as she chose to keep her word by leaving him alone.

After the group performed the dance one last time, the director announced they were done and BTS celebrated with cheers and ran around, proud of their hard work.

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A few days later, Bangtan was filmed doing a dance practice for BST so it could be posted as a Bangtan Bomb. Jen found herself getting more and more frustrated and concerned for Jimin’s well being but chose to stay out of it to avoid another argument. She wanted to respect his space and wishes but it was eating her inside to see him look light headed every time he moved.

She wasn’t sure if it was people on social media who made fun of his weight or something but whatever it was, it made her upset to see her friend like this. 

She was distracted. Her conversation with Namjoon went through her head and she found herself glancing over at Jimin from time to time. He wasn’t himself. She noticed how he would stumble sometimes and hold his head. She feared something bad was about to happen.

With Jimin, he was feeling dizzy due to the lack of energy and food. His lightheadedness was getting stronger as the song progressed. After jumping around during the dance, Jimin felt himself falling back, and losing consciousness.

By instinct, Jennie ran up behind him to catch him. She fell hard on her butt, wincing at the impact. But all that mattered was that Jimin was OK in her arms. She could deal with some pain.

“Jimin!” she shouted with fear in her voice as the members rushed to him.

"What happened!? Is he all right?! Jimin!” loud commotion surrounded them as they tried to help him.

Everyone freaked out when he passed out and staff tended to him until he regained consciousness. Jen stood out of the way after the staff took over. Jimin kept reassuring everyone that he was fine and could keep going but dance practice was canceled for the rest of the day and he was told to rest.

At the dorm, Jimin went to rest like he was told and ate a little. Jen was happy to see him trying to put something in his stomach after passing out as well as continuing to drink water.

“That was scary, Jimin. You sure you’re all right?” Taehyung asked with concern as he sat on his bed with Jungkook. “I’m glad Jennie caught you before you hit your head on the floor. That would have been even scarier,”

The new information he was told sparked Jimin’s interest as he looked astonished that it was her. He did feel something soft before he lost consciousness.

“She caught me?”

“Yeah, it was like she zoomed right behind you before you connected to the floor,” Jungkook added. “Like she knew something was wrong. I know you have your reasons for doing this but please be careful with the diet. We’re all here for you, you know that,”

Jimin nodded. He was grateful for Jennie catching him. He seriously could have given himself a concussion since he fell so abruptly. He found himself wanting to see her. But then he remembered that she wanted to give him space and was going to wait until he was ready to forgive her. To tell the truth, he had forgiven her as soon as she apologized. But he chose to let her go and see how long she was going to give him space. She did a great job letting him be, and respecting his wishes. He asked himself how long he was going to continue to ignore her.

But in the end, he missed his friend.

He missed his Ennie.

He knew she was trying her best to be a better friend and not lash out like she did. To show more compassion in his struggles instead.

Later that evening, Jen went to peep into Jimin’s room to find him sleeping while Taehyung and Jungkook were still with him. The way she stuck her head in the room hesitantly was noticed by the two boys as they waved and smiled.

She sighed, worrying about Jimin’s well being as she walked in the room. In a hushed voice, not wanting to wake him, she asked, “How is he?”

“Doing good,” Taehyung responded while Jimin listened in, with his eyes still closed.

The sound of her voice made it hard to resist smiling but Jimin kept a neutral face. It was good to hear her ask about him although she still wanted to give him space.

“He ate quite a bit too,” Jungkook added.

“Great. As long as he’s ok. He scared the shit out of me, man...” she said, thinking about how he passed out.

“He gave us all quite a scare. I’m glad you were there to catch him, Jagi,”

“Yeah, you were so fast,” Tae pointed out.

“I dunno what came over me but something told me to keep an eye on him during practice. Well, I just wanted to know how he was doing. I’ll see you guys in the morning. Good night,” she turned to leave.

“You’re leaving already?” she heard Jimin say as he opened his eyes.

Turning back around, she answered in surprise, “Oh, I thought you were asleep. I just wanted to check on you and give you your space,”

“Can I have a moment alone with her?” he requested as he sat up.

“Sure. We’ll be gaming,” Jungkook answered and left the room with Taehyung.

Once they were left alone, Jimin spoke softly. “Thank you,”

“For what?” she looked at him in confusion.

“For catching me when I passed out. Thank you,”

“Always,” she nodded a few times.

“You can come closer, Ennie. I don’t bite,” he chuckled softly and gestured for her to come over to the bed.

The sound of her nickname made her stomach flip as a small smile came across her face. She did what she was told and sat on his bed.

“...how are you feeling?” she asked softly.

“I’m feeling better,” he responded truthfully. “I felt good after eating something,”

“I'm glad to hear you say that,”

Jen was surprised when he reached out to hold one of her hands.

“I’ve been thinking about our friendship since you apologized,”

“Me too,”

“What you did that day really hurt me,”

She nodded. “I know...and I’m truly sorry,”

“I know you are. I see that you are. Over the days, I’ve been missing you and our friendship. Things aren’t how they are anymore and it makes me feel weird. I want things to go back to how they used to be with us,”

“Me too. You’re important to me,”

“You’re important to me,” he squeezed her hand lightly. “And I want us to treasure each other, move forward, and understand each other’s boundaries. I want us to be there for each other and support each other. When things get tough, I want us to talk it out privately without yelling or screaming. I know all friendships aren’t perfect and we’ll argue once in a while but let’s try to work on not yelling at one another like we did,”

“Yeah. I’ll do better and be a better friend to you. Again, I’m so sorry, Jimin,” she said as tears began to fall from her eyes.

"I'm sorry, too," 

He leaned in to kiss her on the forehead and then pressed his forehead against hers, closing his eyes. He felt a huge weight lifted off his shoulders. Less stressed about everything as he expressed himself to her. His eyes had gotten glossy as he pulled away to look at her.

With a smile, he reached out to wipe her tears with his thumb and then pulled her in for a close hug. A hug that was long overdue as they both felt relieved to hug each other again.

“It’s okay...” he murmured and placed a hand on the back of her head. “I’ll be okay...and we’ll be okay...”

They stayed like that for a while, enjoying each other’s company. It felt good to be forgiven and to move forward. Jimin was right, things were going to be okay.

After pulling away, he asked, “Can you stay?”

“Yeah, of course, I can,”

He let her in under the covers with him and they cuddled, before slowly drifting to sleep.

[flurrys-creativity]

Royal Quest

Pairing: Kim Yugyeom (GOT7) x GN!Reader; Genre: Royal AU, Shifter AU, Historical AU, Angst, Fluff; Rating: sfw, PG-13; Warnings: mentions of blood, an accident and bandages, mentions of human sacrifices and fights; Wordcount: 2.094

Summary: Yugyeom got gravely hurt on his quest to kill the ferocious dragon. To his fortune you found him and intended to nurse him back to health. Would he accept that though with you being the ferocious dragon?

A/N: This is part of a deal with @daemour and I finally managed to pull off my part of the deal again!!!!

Yugyeom winced in pain from his sudden movement upon hearing pebbles and boulders rolling further down the mountain. He didn’t know how long he laid there, heavily injured from his fall, but it seemed to be enough time for the first animals to approach.

He forced his eyes open, vision blurry and unfocused, yet he saw something colourful a few feet away from him. A stark contrast to the otherwise grey surrounding. 

With his last strength Yugyeom tried to raise his sword, ignoring the pain that shot through his body. The metal clattered against the stone as he was unable to move his arm at all. Yugyeom bit on his lower lip, refusing to show any weakness. 

As the seventh son of the kingdom, with no chance of ascending to the throne and constantly teased by his older brothers, he grew accustomed to swallowing his pain and hiding his true emotions. For the same reason he decided to leave the safety of the castle and made his way into the mountains in search of the dragon that supposedly terrorised the citizens of a nearby town.

The castle had received a lot of complaints, saying they couldn’t mine any further without the dragon attacking them. The kingdom relied on the riches hidden deep inside these mountains and no dragon should prevent the wellbeing of the kingdom.

Yugyeom’s hand trembled as he still tried raising his sword, showing whatever had appeared in front of him that he wasn’t the simple meal it imagined him to be.

A thought crossed his mind, the possibility of a human having found him. “Who are you?” His voice sounded off, way too deep and raspy for his own liking.

He didn’t get an answer and that colourful thing didn’t move either. Yugyeom sighed and dropped the tension from his arm, his whole body relaxing as much as it could with all the pain numbing it. The thought he started hallucinating either from blood loss or from being alone for so long made its way into Yugyeom’s mind.

Despite the blurry vision Yugyeom tried to keep looking at the splotch of colour. Though even that became too much of a burden and his eyes rolled upwards. 

Dark clouds chased each other far up in the sky, giving the illusion there was no distance between the grey mountains and the grey clouds, the only difference being one of them moved around. A raindrop hit Yugyeom’s face. ‘Great’, he thought and closed his eyes. Though it wouldn’t be much of a difference with the coldness of his skin.

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The scent of blood made you crawl out of your hideout, following your nose towards the source. You desperately hoped it was only the remnants of a wild animal being killed by a mountain lion or eagle. Anything would be okay, as long as the humans didn’t start sacrificing their animals or worse their own kind again.

It had been centuries since that happened but the horror still haunted your dreams from time to time. You had gone deep into the mountains as a result, far away from the humans in hopes of never crossing them again until a few years ago, when you came home to a ransacked bedroom. Seeing it smashed like that, you had gone berserk.

In hindsight you might have overreacted at that time but your instincts had run wild on that night.

You stopped in your movements, seeing an injured person between debris on the ground. Blood oozed out of several wounds all across the body and the human appeared unconscious until your eyes snapped to the shaking hand, taking note of the sword that clattered against the stone. 

You stood a few feet away from the human, not moving an inch while you observed the situation. Even when a deep male voice spoke to you, you kept silent and waited. Waited until the human actually lost consciousness.

Once that happened you changed your form, your scaly body now towering over the small human being. You grabbed the body with one of your mighty claws, careful as to not hurting him any further. You shielded the body with your other claw after you pushed yourself into the air and glided on the back of the wind. 

When you reached your home, you placed the human on your bed, pulling fur and other soft things closer to his body before you turned into your human form again. You stared at him, contemplating why you brought him into your home.

You didn’t know much about humans but he looked like a fighter with the sword and the shiny plates covering most of his body. You definitely didn’t want any of that near him once he woke up again. It felt like walking on eggshells when you removed those plates, questioning why a human would wear something so uncomfortable. They didn’t bend and move along the body like your scales, you couldn’t imagine he had a lot of freedom moving around in that.

Only after you removed them came the whole severity of his wounds to light, making you swallow harshly. You didn’t want to know how much blood he already lost before you even found him. The possibility this human died in your care became threateningly high. You also didn’t want to imagine what kind of reaction other humans would have if they ever found out. For a moment you wondered whether he would be missed, meaning more humans would come to find him.

You shook your head, trying to get rid of your thoughts. There was only one solution: You had to nurse him back to health and then bring him far away from your home but near other humans so he could show everyone that he was in fact still alive and well.

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The scent of a warm broth pulled Yugyeom from his slumber. He groaned as he stretched his limbs with closed eyes, wincing slightly from the lingering stinging sensation. 

His eyes opened together with his memories of dying in the rain. Yugyeom pushed himself up and looked around, unfamiliar with his surroundings. He blinked several times while he tried processing his own thoughts and what he saw.

His attention shifted from the cave like room to the bright colours that appeared in the corner of his vision. Blue, green, red, yellow - somehow you had matched every colour he knew in your outfit.

“You’re awake.” You carefully moved closer to him, offering him a wooden bowl with a clear, steaming liquid. “You must be hungry. I can bring you some other things to eat as well.”

Yugyeom hesitantly accepted the bowl with a nod, watching how you turned around and left through a narrow hall. He glanced down at the broth, tentatively sniffing it. It was then that he noticed the linen bandages wrapped around several parts of his body. 

“Don’t move too much”, you interrupted him as you brought steamed vegetables and meat in more bowls. “Your wounds just started closing a few days ago.”

“How long was I out?”

You pursed your lips in thought, placing the bowls next to him, and sat down on the ground. “A week? More or less, I think.” You shrugged with your shoulders. “I wasn’t outside that much.” You looked up at him, tilting your head with curiosity. “Are you warm again?”

Yugyeom stared at you with a confused expression, waiting for you to elaborate. 

“You were very cold when I found you. I had to warm you up a lot!” You kept a safe distance from him and observed his every movement, noticing how he appeared to be in distress.

“Warm me?” Yugyeom sputtered, feeling the heat creeping up his neck and tinting his ears a darker shade of red. His eyes darted around the area, making sure his thoughts were justified - and indeed there were barely any blankets around. He glanced back at your form, desperately trying to pull his mind out of the gutter.

“You look like you’re too warm now.”

Yugyeom choked on air and started coughing violently. He never met a person so straightforward. Even though he was only the seventh prince of the kingdom and got teased relentlessly by his older brothers, he still got treated like royalty by anyone else. Though he had to admit, he liked it.

His eyes landed back on your form, eyes narrowing slightly in thought. “Who are you?” Seeing how you tensed, Yugyeom let his gaze roam around the room one more time. “Also, where am I and where are my belongings?”

“The metal plates and pointy thing?”

Yugyeom nodded, dumbfounded.

“They’re outside. These things are dangerous and can hurt you,” you explained quietly, avoiding eye contact.

“They’re supposed to help me, so I can defeat the ferocious dragon!”

“Ferocious?” You scoffed, barely able to suppress the smoke rolling out of your nostrils. You quickly got up and walked away from the human. “Maybe if the dragon would be left alone, there would be no need for the attacks.”

“Maybe if my people could peacefully do their work up in the mountains, there would be no need to bother the dragon!” Yugyeom sat up completely, feeling irritated by your behaviour.

You turned back around, chest rising in anger. “If their work wouldn’t include invading my home, I wouldn’t have to defend myself!”

Yugyeom’s jaw dropped to the floor. “Your home?” He pushed himself from the bed and hurried over to you, grabbing your upper arm. “You’re the dragon?” His eyes wandered over your form, searching for the tail or horns or even some scales. “How? Aren’t you human?”

You scoffed and raised an eyebrow, even stepping closer to him until your chests touched. “Am I not looking ferocious enough? Am I too tiny, not beastly enough?” You had to tilt your head back so you could properly look at him. It irked you how he looked at you - not in fear or horror, no, he stared at you in wonder. For a split second you even played with the thought of simply shifting right in front of him.

“You’re messing with me.” Yugyeom let go of your arm and stepped back, running his hands through his hair. “Did my brothers set you up for this? They did, didn’t they?” He turned away, scoffing in disbelief, before he turned back around quickly. “How did you even find me? Did you follow me up here?”

You crossed your arms in front of your chest, rolling your eyes and barely holding in the scoff. You closed your eyes and rolled your head from one side of your shoulders to the other, feeling the tingling underneath your skin as you let parts of your body transform.

Yugyeom could feel his mouth drop open again and his eyes widened as two horns grew on your head and a line of scales appeared on your skin along your hairline. He gasped audibly the second you opened your eyes and to vertical slits stared right back at him. 

“I found you because of the stench of blood in what can be considered my front yard,” you hissed out. 

“Why did you help me?” Yugyeom stared at you in awe, his initial quest completely forgotten. “I don’t understand. You knew why I came to the mountains and you still helped me.”

“Because I’m not a monster unlike what your people love to call me.”

Yugyeom absentmindedly rubbed over the bandages on his upper body. “I can see that,” he mumbled, blinking several times as his thoughts raced through his head.

“So”- you walked over to your bed and sat down - “what are you going to do now, little human?” You got caught by surprise when he sat down next to you, hiding his face in his hands.

“I don’t know.” Yugyeom came into the mountains to slay the dragon that drove away the nearby villagers, but instead he got rescued and nurtured by said dragon. How could he possibly slay you now?

You shifted back into your human form completely. You sighed deeply before you got up and walked towards your kitchen. “Maybe we’ll find a solution that doesn’t involve bloodshed over some cookies and tea.”

“And some answers to my questions, please.” Yugyeom immediately followed you like a lost puppy, thanking you the second he got a cookie. “I think I’ll have some more time before anyone actually searches for me.”

“Because a quest to slay a dragon is quite time consuming,” you joked but nodded nonetheless. “Well, then let us have a heart to heart.” 

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Taglist: @xavi-in-kpopland

[blizzardfluffykpop]

Relaxing

Summary: After a long day at work, you get to spend the rest of the day relaxing with Bambam and your four cats. 

Oneshot 

Domestic Fluff, Established Relationship au

Word Count: 1,262

Bambam X Reader

Requested: I wonder if you can go a lil BamBam fluff :DD Like not over the top fluff but like domestic home fluff? Like reader comes home to a cozy house of BamBam and cats?? Idk, do what you feel is right! Love youuuuuu 💜

[A/n: I did name ½ of the cats. But seriously they can have any name you wish. (One is named King like Bam’s real cat but not an imitation). I don’t write about Got7 too much anymore, if that. I still love them but not enough to write about them. Anyways, the reason I took this is because I’ve known and been friends with this person in real life for many years. On top of having inspiration for it. And today she starts her new job, and I wish her lots of luck. Anyways, love ya too! Hope this is to your cup of tea!]

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You’ve waited for the weekend to come since the dawn of Monday, wanting to be back in Bambam’s arms. But with you both working different schedules, it was hard to be home together. As you clock out, you can’t help but feel giddy. You race out of the building, barely saying goodbye to anyone before hopping in your car. Your phone rings as if he knew, “Hey, Baby, are you on your way?” You grin, “Yeah, I’ll be home in ten. Do you want anything while I’m out?” He hums and says, “No, just you. I ordered your favorite, by the way.” You thank him and say your goodbyes, and after checking the coast that the was clear, you barrel out of the parking lot, looking forward to a long weekend of cuddling and relaxing. 

You can’t help but smile as you see your shared home. Back before you bought a house together, he always felt like home. And now that you’re living together, it felt surreal, no matter how many times you return. You call into the house as you set your keys down, “Babe, I’m home~” He calls back, “In the living room!” You smile and reach the living room and see a precious site. Curled up on his lap are two of the four cats you share. You quickly snap a photo, and then he catches sight of you, “I’m so happy you’re home. I’ve missed you all week.” “I’ve missed you too, Bam.” 

That’s when the other two unoccupied cats hear that you are home. You hear their loud meows before you see them. You smile softly as the one comes up and walks between your legs, and you pick it up and kiss it while the other leads you to your shared bedroom. The cats hop onto your bed as you change into your pajamas, waiting for you to finish cleaning up. They follow you back to the living room, where you settle beside Bambam. 

He smiles, wraps his arm around your shoulders, and pulls you into his side. Your workday starts to weigh on you as you rest your head against his shoulders. He asks, “You want to tell me about your day?” You shake your head no, and he kisses your forehead, “You don’t have to. I’m glad you’re home.” The two kitties who followed you hop onto your lap, and Bam chuckles, “Seems like they’re glad, too.” You sigh, “This is nice. It’s good to be home.” He nods and lets you have your moments of rest and peace.

Once you unwind from your long day at work, you start scratching the fuzzy gray cat behind the ears, and she instantly starts purring. The other wakes up from the noise and gives you a look, and you let out a light laugh before using your other hand to scratch their neck. The cats on Bam’s lap stretch out and look up to find your home. The one nuzzles into Bam’s chest and asks for pets, which he willingly gives him. While the other, with its outstretched paws, starts making biscuits on both of your legs. Which makes you both laugh as you sit there basking in the moment. The doorbell rings. Bam scoots his cat onto your lap, which causes the one that was lying on his chest to hop off and head to the kitchen to get his food. You both laugh, and he pulls his arm out from behind you and gets up. Once he’s off the couch, the other curls up against your leg where Bambam was sitting. 

You smile at the three cats and wait for Bam to return, “Whatcha get?” He grins as he reminds you, “Your favorite.” You give him a small smile, “I thought it’d be a good way to cheer you up.” You agree, and he pulls the coffee table closer to you. He goes to the kitchen, pulls out the utensils, and two drinks for you two. He returns, opens your cans, and hands you your meal so you don’t risk the three cats moving away. But alas, they do, smelling that it’s mealtime. “Did you give them their cans of food?” He nods, “Yeah, but the two here,” gesturing to the ones on your lap, “Didn’t want to eat until you returned.” “And what about Lamb Chop?” He laughs, “She already ate. That’s why she’s so content lying against us.” You laugh, and she moves into your lap after the two who smell pasta hop down to eat their fishy dinners in the kitchen. She rolls over as Bam sits back down and lays across the two of you, “The baby… Always getting what she wants.” He laughs, “Always. How’s our little lamb chop?” She purrs as the two of you rub her belly before digging into your food. 

She hops down as you two finish eating. Bam gets up and takes your trash, “Thanks, Bambi.” He smiles, “No problem, Thumper.” You both laugh and after, he throws away the garbage. The two of you go and wash up after your meal. He grabs your hand in his, stopping you in your tracks, “Do you want to watch TV or head to bed?” You think about it before deciding, “Sleep sounds really good right now.” He smiles, brings you into his chest, and holds you, “Okay.” You nuzzle your face into his chest as you sigh. He runs his fingers through your hair and helps you calm down even further. He waits for you to part from the embrace before he asks, “Ready?” You nod, and he leads you both to your bed and lifts the comforter up for you to get under. You give him a light smile as he gets under the covers on his side before tucking you in and wrapping himself around you. 

You hear scratching at the door, “Did you let them in?” He groans, “That’s what I forgot!” He clambers out of bed, unraveling himself before opening their mini door. One of them huffs at him, and he sasses, “King, we’ve talked about this. You get huffy with me. You won’t get any treats.” King huffs at him again, and Bam grumbles as he defeatedly makes his way back to bed. You roll over to face him as he climbs back in and gets under the blanket, “You, okay? Did the big bad kitty-cat give you attitude?” He pouts and nods his head. You ruffle his hair and kiss his cheek, “Aw, it’s okay, Bammie. He’ll purr, and you’ll forget all about it.” He nods, and lo and behold, King makes his way between you two and rubs up against him. “All is forgiven, little man. You’ll get your treat in the morning as usual.” You look towards King, then at Bam, then at King, and back at Bam before he gets it. And gently moves King from in between you two and kisses your nose, “Is someone jealous?” You pout, “Bam…” Which causes him to grin, “Your pout is so cute, baby.” And kisses your lips, “I love you, now let’s get some sleep.” You whisper back, “I love you too.” He turns off the overhead light with a command and turns on the lower light so you can rest at ease. He rolls you over, and you both laugh as he drags you into his arms. Your cats find their places around you two to sleep. And for the next two days, you can relax and spend them merrily with him and your four fur babies.

[justmochi]

MOONCHILD is the 6th mini album by GOT7′s Jenn. It was released on August 28, 2023, with 'Snapping' serving as the album’s title track. She also performed 'SEE SEA (바다보러갈래)' for the first week of promotions.

It is her first official release after wrapping up her musical, Harlan County. Jenn worked together with her fellow groupmate, Youngjae, to write 'Space (너는 내 세상이었어)'. There is also a duet version exclusive to physical copies.

― TRACKLIST

01. Wildfire (들불) 02. Snapping 03. SEE SEA (바다보러갈래) 04. Whale 05. Wine 06. I Blame On You 07. Space (너는 내 세상이었어) 08. Feel Something CD ONLY 09. Space (너는 내 세상이었어) (JENN & ARS VER.)

spotify playlist

― HIGHLIGHTS

She appeared on 'The Return of Superman' where she spent a day with baby Zen.

She guested on 'DAEBAK SHOW' hosted by Eric Nam.

She appeared on GOT7 Youngjae’s Best Friend several times. She promoted her album on two different days, and was a special MC alongside Youngjae for two more days.

She appeared on LEEMUJINSERVICE, performing Snapping, Not In That Way by Sam Smith, The Truth Untold by BTS, and Matilda by Harry Styles

Snapping got a 'STUDIO CHOOM' performance video.

She also did a relay dance to Snapping with her dancers.

[sorri-kun]

Meet the author!!

Hello! Most of you might know me from my other account @foxilsdenn . If you don't, here's my introduction!

Hello! My name is Foxil and I write male for male reader fics! I'm open to any requests but this accounts main focus will be IFFABB(I Fell for a Biker Boy).

I'm Blasian(Black and Korean) and I was born and raised in Australia. Recently I moved to the US for personal reasons, and I love it so far.

I'm currently in high school studying Japanese as a 3rd language. My favorite colors are dark Blue, maroon red, and midnight black.

What I write: kpop x male reader, kpop x kpop, kpop x gender neutral reader, male x male/gender neutral reader

Genres: smut, fluff, anything else

More about me

Kpop enthusiast

Groups I stan are

NCT all units (5), NU'EST, Xdinary Heroes, Stray Kids, MAMAMOO, P1Harmony, EXO, VAV, GOT7, BlockB, The Rose, ASTRO, Cravity, MCND, SuperM, DAY6, ATEEZ, 8TURN, The Boyz, SUPER JUNIOR, SHINee, TXT, Twice, Red Velvet, WayV, NMIXX, Everglow, X1, Enhyphen, 2PM, 2AM, New Jeans, XIKERS, Boys Next Door and ZB1

My ults are SKZ, TXT, ATEEZ, and ENHYPHEN

SKZ ult bias: changbin, I.N, Minho, Felix, Han

TXT ults: Yeonjun, Beomgyu, Heuning Kai

ATEEZ ults: San, Wooyoung, Seonghwa

ENHA ults: Sunoo, Ni-Ki, Jake

Other socials!

Spotify: Foxil is silly willy

Snap: yongbok.kie (display name: Blue/Azure)

Discord: m3oweacha

Works!

[IFFABB]

Fic requests!

None yet :3

Original work by Foxilswhispers, please dont translate without permission! Reblog and likes are greatly appreciated :3

@ 2023 | copyright | @foxilsdenn | @sorri-kun |

[bigkpopstan]

I just got a snap memory about got7 getting their table confiscated at mama

[dirtykpopsnaps]

Here’s the request for Jackson!

[kpopimaginings]

"It's not worth it" - Jinyoung

You knew this would happen. You and Jinyoung had recently announced your relationship to the GOT7 boys. Part of the reason you had kept it quiet early on was because you knew there would be teasing. You could have also predicted that BamBam and Jackson were going to be the main perpetrators.

You were out for a group dinner for the first time since they found out and the teasing started immediately. You honestly weren't too bothered by it, but you noticed Jinyoung's clenched jaw as he glared at the members who were talking. You took his hand under the table and gave it a little squeeze, trying to silently tell him to let it go.

Once the food came out, things quietened down for a moment.

"Don't let them get to you," you whispered to Jinyoung.

He just nodded in acknowledgment, but you knew he hadn't really taken your comment to heart.

As you finished eating, you took Jinyoung's hand again and shot him a little smile.

"Ah, look at you two all loved up," BamBam started again.

"Cut back on the PDA though," Jackson added.

You rolled your eyes at the comment, but once again Jinyoung couldn't let it slide.

"We looked at each other. How is that PDA?"

"Relax, Jinyoung-ie," Jackson told him, before turning to you. "Are you sure about him? He's a bit uptight!"

You bit your lip to keep yourself from chuckling and further annoying your boyfriend.

Then, you jumped slightly as Jinyoung brought his hand down on the table.

"Jinyoung!" you scolded.

"What was the one thing I asked of you, Jackson?" he snapped, ignoring your interjection.

Jackson stared blankly at Jinyoung.

"All I said was don't tease Y/n," he continued. "You can wind me up all you like but when she's around, you knock it off."

"But she's our friend too," Jackson pointed out.

"Yeah, she's used to us, she knows what we're like," BamBam added.

You were about to agree with them, when Jinyoung  spoke again.

"I'm crazy about Y/n, ok? The last thing I want is you idiots scaring her off."

"Jinyoung-ie, that's so sweet," you said, your voice now softer, "And I'm very pleased you want me to stick around, but the boys are right, I've known them for long enough that I expected this. A little teasing among friends isn't going to make me leave."

"Ok, but-"

"No, it's not worth it. I want to be with you, and Jackson and BamBam being littles shits isn't going to change that."

Jinyoung couldn't help but smile and chuckle as the troublemakers complained at your choice of words. Smiling back, you leant in and pecked a soft kiss to his lips.

It surprised you somewhat when the resulting 'Ew' came from Yugyeom.

"Don't you start," you told him with a smile, before resting your head on Jinyoung's shoulder while you waited for desert.

NAVIGATION  |  GOT7 MASTERLIST

[studentcarat]

Introduction!

Hello to my ENG-317 (or to whoever stumbles across this),

My name is Jackie (she/they) and this post is to explain why I am here in the first place. For a semester-long assignment for my digital writing class, we are tasked to keep up with a blog about any subject to our liking. Lately, I have been on top of sharing the Seventeen agenda with all my friends, so why not expand it to my class as well? This blog will consist of basic information about Seventeen along with maybe some dance analysis videos later on, my concert experience, and my experience being a new collector for them.

Here is some information about me in the meantime! (some terms mentioned below will be explained in another post!):

Though I have heard of Seventeen since their debut and followed them for their title tracks only, I would say I became a Carat back in 2017 (how fitting haha) when "Don't Wanna Cry" was released. I am grateful that I saw them live twice - once for KCon New York 2019 and September 6th, 2022 for their "Face the Sun" concert. My biases in the group are Woozi and Dino, and my favorite unit would be the Performance team because I personally enjoy their songs the most! My favorite Seventeen song from their whole discography is "Good to Me," but my most listened-to song (according to Spotify) of last year was "Wave" (LOL). My favorite title track of theirs would be "Ready to Love" and my favorite choreography would be "THANKS." Also, as of last year, I have been trying to collect all of their albums (RIP my bank account TT).

I have been into K-pop since 2015 because my brother introduced me to the genre. The first few groups that I started following were Crayon Pop and Got7! I really enjoy the genre due to the fact that they have great choreography for the songs. The groups that I say I follow the most (like Seventeen and Got7) I like them because of their team dynamic and that they feel like a family.

Thank you for reading and getting to know me! To sign off here is a video I took from the concert! It is Dino and Woozi's part in "Snap Shoot!" :D

[vad-hander]

NO NAME

Pairing: Johnny (NCT) x reader x Jinyoung (GOT7)

Genre: Series | Smut | Angst | Fluff

Warnings: abuse, depression, toxic friendship, established relationships (?), mentions of self harm, messed up everything (you’ll get it as you read it), cheating, best friends to enemies, lovers to strangers

Words: 8k

PART 1 | PART 2 | PART 3 | PART 4 | PART 5 | PART 6 | PART 7

Jinyoung walked precisely behind you, sighing heavily when you pressed the elevator button. 

“So you had fun today? Feeling better?” 

“I did… have fun, though I wish the night ended differently.” you looked at him quickly but Jinyoung was staring at the number plate mindlessly. 

“It always seemed to me so weird or impressive, I don’t know which one, when I think how you can freely kiss someone or even sleep with them, like you are just doing it boldly. I would have so many concerns and everything, it just makes me think how really different we are.” 

“Are you trying to insult me?” 

“I don’t know. Just…” he moved his eyes at you and you got caught up in them. “Go in.” he said making you snap back and realise the elevator is here. 

“If your thinking bad of me just say it.”

“I don’t.” 

“I’m not jumping just at anyone. He’s actually nice and he might be my boyfriend when the time comes, who knows?” you tried to not seem upset in front of Jinyoung. 

“You’re right, but if he was someone else you probably would’ve been somewhere else right now.”

“Are you…” you didn’t know if he was going this way or was just concerned about your mental stability and all in all safety “are you not okay with me having sex with whoever it is…?” you just blubbered it out since it was sitting right at the tip of your tongue. You were just hoping he’d say yes and then you’ll just be convinced he loves you. The door of the elevator opened and he just walked out of it, leaving you without an answer. 

“Which way?”

“Oh, here.” you walked  with him now, getting in front of your door. 

“Sleep tight, then…?” he asked unsure. 

“Can you come in? I feel dizzy. You’re probably right, I drank too much.” your fingers grabbed onto his wrist as if he’d run away. 

“So…”

“Sona is sleeping, I don’t think she’ll wake up any time soon if you’re saying she’s drunk.” 

“Okay… just for 5 minutes.” you nodded in reply and opened the door to walk in. 

“So what you think? I think it’s better than my old one.” 

“It’s pretty here.” his eyes ran around when he walked forward. 

“I should give you coffee.” 

“It’s fine.” he protested quickly, catching up with you and holding onto your shoulder when you tried to get to the coffee machine.  

“Jinyoung…” 

“What?”

“Please take the dress off me.” he chuckled taken aback and looked at your serious face. 

“Not funny, Y/n.” 

“I’m not trying to be funny. I’m just loaded with cocktails.”

“And…?” he asked and took a step back which you found funny. 

“Don’t you ever just look at me and think fuck everything? Don’t you ever want us to be together again?

“Y/n just go to bed.”

“Not answering automatically means you want me.”

“If I’ll say yes, I have thought of it maybe once, it’ll give you hope and saying no will get you upset. There’s no right answer.”

“Don’t do something right once.”

“Well I did it once, when I decided to go out with Johnny, now I’m just not ever trying it again.” 

“So does that mean you’re just hiding your true feelings?” 

“No, it doesn’t necessarily mean it.” 

“Let’s be honest? I want you, I always want you. I miss you, I love you so much. Nothing ever changed for me. I don’t know how it works, I never was in love for real before and maybe it’s just the way I am, but I can’t fall asleep without you. Sometimes I feel like someone hit me with a rock right Into my chest and I can’t breathe because I realise I don’t have you next to me. I really want to tell you sometimes please forget everything and come back, but I know you can’t be like that. I’m… I just don’t know. You’re the only reason I’m still breathing. You’re  the only reason I’m still going outside even if I’m scared to. I love you, Jinyoung.“

“God, Y/n.”

“Can you at least hug me?” he nodded quickly and took a step back to you, but you were quicker, closing the space between you two. Your arms wrapped around his waist, tucking your face into his chest. “I promise, I will stop with this, I just need a little more time.” 

“It’s okay.” he whispered quietly and caressed your hair. 

“I want you so badly too. Even now.” you pulled back a little and felt your mind being completely blurred. “Can’t we have sex? Just this once? I won’t tell anyone, I really need it. Jinyoung, please? Didn’t you tell me I can come to you with everything, you promised to help me with everything. I’m soaked just from a single thought of you fucking me. I swear to God it’s hard to even stand straight, Jinyoung, I’m not lying. See, I’m shivering from how much I’m turned on.” you forced his eyes to run down your arms. Somehow you convinced your own self he’ll give in and you were practically waiting for him to drug you on the couch behind him. 

“Even if I wanted to do it badly, you know I wouldn’t.”

“Break up with her.” you blabbered quickly. 

“Y/n.” he said strictly but it made you want him even more. 

“I know you won’t cheat even if you’d be wasted. I have a better plan, we can masturbate looking at each other, it’s not cheating but it’s something. You can blame me for everything later.” 

“Please, just let me make sure you’re in bed and leave.” 

“Let’s go to bed.” you held onto his wrist fiercely and dragged him to your room. It was almost empty and unpretty yet, but he probably wasn’t able to see anything in the dark. You lowered yourself on the bed quickly and Jinyoung sat next to your laying body. 

“Are you going to sleep in this?” 

“No.” you shook your head quickly and raised your hands towards the buttons. Jinyoung stared at your fingers or maybe at your chest, you couldn’t know for sure, but when you undid  two more buttons, the next one leading to your bellybutton, Jinyoung’s fist laid atop of yours. 

“Want to help me?” you asked innocently knowing damn well he’s not. “Don’t act like you never liked my body.” 

“I didn’t even say anything.”

“You can just get me off with your fingers. It’s not even anything serious, it’s just fingers. Jinyoung, please, we’ll never speak again if you’ll reject me. I’m embarrassing myself too much right now.” 

“So what?” he spoke louder than before. 

“So what if we never speak again?”

“No, so what do you want. Want me to finger you, sleep with you, whatever, it doesn’t matter. What’s next? You won’t stop after once, you’ll just want it all the time. You’ll want me to leave Sona, get back with you, or even better. You’ll start sabotaging me to sleep with you and what’s next? If you went home with that guy you’d be moaning his name now and wouldn’t even think of me, but because he rejected you you’re trying very boldly to make me fuck you. It won’t happen.”

“Jinyoung.” you gulped. “Just say it.” you pushed his hand off you and sat up, holding onto two pieces of the dress to keep it together.

“Say what?”

“That you hate the thought of me, that you’ll never want me. That all of it is just out of pity. You called me a whore already so just throw it all at me.” 

“It’s not even what I’m saying.”

“Add up to all this that I never understand you and please leave.” 

“What are you saying? What is all this?” 

“Just go, Sona is waiting.” you wiped tears off your cheeks. 

“Y/n, please, don’t make me feel terrible.” 

“No, Jinyoung. You don’t understand that I can’t be your friend. It’s impossible, I just can’t take it. It’s the end, bye, have a great life, please send me a wedding invitation when you’ll have one. Go.” 

“I don’t want to lose you when I just found you.” 

“Jinyoung, but I can’t. Can’t you see that I can’t?” you broke down again and hid your face in your palms. 

“Oh, please, Y/n, I love you so-so much too, you’re taking all of my mind and heart, but just no.” you felt Jinyoung pull you in to hug. 

“Why?”

“I just can’t do all of it once again, I want to keep on the low, keep it quiet and simple with Sona.”

“You’re just saying I’m too much?”

“No, I’m not saying you’re too much.”

“But you just can’t take me.” 

“I have a girlfriend.”

“I’m so tired.” you felt heavy and he allowed for you to lie down on the bed, lowering his body with you. “Can you stay until I fall asleep?”

“What if I’ll fall asleep too? Sona’s in the car.”

“If you love me so-so much, can you at least kiss me goodbye?” he shook his head a strict no. 

“I meant like a friend.” you closed your eyes hopelessly and let go of him. You thought he’ll leave immediately but he didn’t move at all. You opened your eyes and noticed him looking at you. You could practically feel how somewhere in parallel universe he smashed his lips against yours, but here he was sitting and looking at you. “What you’re sleeping in?” 

“This.” you ran with your hand under the duvet, getting a simple pair of pants and a shirt. 

“Want to change into them?” he asked and you suddenly realised you were laying in front of him in a half-undone dress. He didn’t even take a single glimpse at you and it made you feel humiliated. 

“I want to take shower first. You can go, I’m fine.” you forced a smile and expected him to leave. 

“I’ll wait for you, okay?” 

“If you want to…?” you said confused and he moved himself away, allowing for you to stand up. 

You got out of the shower in less than 10 minutes seeing Jinyoung in the same position as before. He seemed to be sitting there like that this whole time. You walked back to bed planning to get into it when you felt Jinyoung’s cold fingers on yours. It wasn’t even cold in your room, you couldn’t understand why he was freezing. 

“You want the truth?” you gulped and froze. Whatever he was about to say would probably bring you more pain than before. “I was obsessing over you, not sleeping at all or actually, I slept in your bed for a week maybe because I was hoping you’d come home at one point. Then I came once and the code wasn’t matching, I knocked on the door but someone else lived there now. I was furious, I couldn’t believe I missed out on you just like that. I couldn’t believe you moved away like this. Everything was just adding up and I was just furious and heartbroken. How could we brake up like this? I thought to my self all the time. I just couldn’t believe it and felt like we’ll meet anytime. I just believed you were my one and only. I lived like this for what feels like forever. When this semester came, we got a new intern, it was Sona, I couldn’t even remember her name at first because I was only focused on you, I couldn’t even notice she was flirting with me because I’d replay in my brain constantly the way you talked with me. When my birthday came I realised I’m living it wrong, you’re not going to pop out of nowhere on the street, I pushed you to the back of my brain and suddenly realised there’s life. Sona asked me out and I agreed because I finally wanted to move on, then I just realised I should ask her to date. You know what’s funny? When I bumped into you, it’s been not even a month since we began dating. When I gave up, you actually popped out of nowhere, when I tried to live without you, you are in front of me asking for love. But I just can’t, I really can’t. Because of Sona, because maybe it was Gods plan after all? He broke us off and the both of us took it hard, I was allowed to move on and met you afterwards maybe just like a sign that look, you were never meant to be together? You’re fine without her too. She’s here and you’re okay just like that.” you felt him pull your hand closer to his face and he laid it against his cheek. You squeezed your eyes to not cry loudly. “But now I just know nothing. I might be wrong, you might be wrong. I don’t know if we should find it out ourselves or keep on living the life we’re living right now. Y/n, I really don’t know. I just don’t want to do anything bad towards you, towards Sona too, it would be just wrong, you know it, right?” 

“I know, Jinyoung, I’m so sorry. For everything I said today and wanted you to do. I’m wrong and I know I’m making it all hard for you. I’m so sorry, I really am.” he didn’t reply leaving the room quiet. 

“I really need to go, it’s super late, my first lecture is at 10.” he stood up and let go of you completely. “No need to walk me out, I’ll just close the door. Good night.” 

“Good night.” you whispered back and sat on the bed only when you heard him lock the door. 

-

from: Jinyoung 

“did you pick the cartoon we’re watching today?”

You looked at your phone confused not expecting at all to receive any texts from Jinyoung. Since the night of embarrassment you felt like he left for good and neither of you tried to reach out and you took it as a silent goodbye. 

The only texts you were getting these days were from Junwon and seeing Jinyoung’s name on the screen made you feel uneasy once again. 

to: Jinyoung 

“you still want to go…?”

from: Jinyoung 

“I thought we agreed on it”

to: Jinyoung 

“are you sure?”

from: Jinyoung 

“what do you mean? why would I be not sure?”

to: Jinyoung 

“never mind”

“no, I didn’t pick but I’ll” 

from: Jinyoung 

“just let me know what time” 

to: Jinyoung

“k”

“What’s up? You look quite burdened.” Junwon’s fingers moved your hair off your bare shoulder, placing his lips against it. 

“Just a message I didn’t expect.” you chuckled and pushed back to lay. Junwon’s hand laid around your shoulder and he explicitly stared into your phone. 

“Cartoons?” he asked sarcastically and pressed his face against your ear. Having only slept with him three times you noticed his habit of getting affectionate after sex, and even though you kind of liked it, the rest of the time the both of you were barely a couple and the fact that you didn’t really like him that way wasn’t adding up to that. 

“Want to go?”

“Watch the cartoon?” 

“Yeah.” you turned to look at him. 

“Okay.” he moved in and you could feel his other hand snake down your waist. 

“Wait, I have to look up the time.” 

“Do it after.” Junwon’s hand pulled your phone from yours, leaning over you more to put it onto the bedside table and drag you under him. 

-

“Hello.” you smiled brightly at Jinyoung. 

“Y/n, hi! It’s nice seeing you again.” Sona looked at you moving her eyes down onto your fingers that were intertwined with Junwon’s. “And who’s that?” she smiled cheekily and your eyes moved to Jinyoung who stared at you confused. You wanted to hug him at first but then thought that it might be the wrong idea. 

“That’s Junwon, he’s a friend of mine.” you told her quietly. “Junwon, that’s Jinyoung and Sona, you saw them at the club where we met.” you smiled and pointed at them with your intertwined hands. 

“Hi, hi.” he smiled politely and you regretted the idea of this double date. You thought seeing Jinyoung one on one would be awkward but this all was as awkward too. 

You sat next to Jinyoung with the idea of him maybe willing to talk during the cartoon in your head. Taking quick glances at him every now and then, you took in how he sat calmly being consumed into the cartoon completely, founding it adorable how his eyes were running over the screen. Jinyoung turned his head and caught you staring, turning to look at you too. You tried to pretend you didn’t see it but his body moved closer and you had to turn back to see him. 

“What?” you moved your head like you didn’t expect to catch his attention. 

“So you’re dating him now…?” he whispered lowly and moved his shoulder closer to yours, accidentally touching Junwon’s fingers that were laying on your shoulder with his and moved back immediately. You wanted to reply but Jinyoung looked so distant you killed the idea of doing so. 

Your eyes still tried to catch a glimpse of him and Sona, seeing her leaning in to lay against his shoulder. 

“Anyone’s hungry or is it just me?” Sona laughed walking into the hall. “It was such a great idea of yours, Y/n, to watch a cartoon. Are you doing this often? This is really refreshing.” you smiled back at her. 

“Thank you, I’m glad you enjoyed it.” you turned your eyes to look at Junwon that stared into his phone now. “Did you like it?” 

“Yeah, that was fun.” he smiled and kissed your temple leaving you startled. This probably needed to be discussed, you probably should talk with him about your relationship. 

“So no one’s hungry?” Sona said cutely to Jinyoung and you had to look away awkwardly. Junwon’s eyes met yours holding in a giggle he hid in your hair. 

“I’m kind of hungry, but we really have to leave you, I’m sorry.”

“Huh, we are?” you looked up at Junwon confused.

“Yeah.” he nodded and you didn’t know if you felt thankful for that decision or disappointed because you would have to leave Jinyoung’s side. 

-

“You wanted to leave, right?” Junwon asked you when the both of you walked into his apartment with bags of take out. His dog ran up to the door barking excitedly. 

“Hi baby.” you sounded too high pitched and thought of Sona immediately. “I don’t know actually, but maybe I’m glad we did.” you smiled at him and stood back up with the puppy in your arms. “I’m surprised you could sense that.” 

“I’m observing.” he smirked and leaned in to kiss the top of his dogs head. 

“Very sweet of you.” 

The both of you walked into the living room, placing yourselves onto the floor next to the couch. Junwon’s apartment looked spacious and modern, you only been here once before, but you loved everything about this place. It didn’t look anything like Jinyoung’s, you just couldn’t throw the thought out of your brain. 

Junwon felt like a friend that you knew for years. Spending time with Junwon felt like you were with Johnny but maybe even better. You missed Johnny, you needed him in your life and it pained you to even have the thought of wanting him after everything. Sometimes you wondered what he was up to but it only lasted for a minute, before you’d get to the part where he probably hurts you. 

Maybe, just maybe, you thought to yourself before you went to bed in those past couple of weeks that what you needed was not Johnny, what you needed was someone who could listen to you and understand you. What happened and what was now happening between you and Junwon was something that was meant to happen between you and Johnny. You couldn’t help but wonder what was wrong with him or you, or just the whole situation that you couldn’t take him in so lightly the way you did with Junwon. 

“You know, I actually wanted to tell you something” Junwon’s hand pulled your face back from his lips when you felt like kissing away the thoughts of Johnny from your brain after your dinner. 

“What is it?” you smiled and licked your lips. 

“I really have to be straight up with this probably.”

“What? Are you sick or something?” you asked him confused, you’d rather hear that than a love confession. 

“Jesus, no.” he chuckled and looked weirdly at you. “It’s about you and me.” you closed your eyes in fear and anticipation. “You’re really fun, I’m glad I met you, and those couple of weeks they were just wonderful… I love your company, I love hanging out with you, I love the sex and I can’t believe how beautiful you are.” you opened your eyes quickly to look at him. “It’s just that I don’t love you like you probably want me to and I just had to let you know, before you get your hopes up too high.”

“What?” you chuckled not believing your ears. 

“I’m sorry if I hurt you, I just had to be honest. I should’ve said this earlier, I wasn’t looking for a girlfriend but you were just undeniable. My ex just chose New York over me and I’m honestly just not ready to try something with…” you stopped him mid sentence by raising your palm up. 

“You don’t what? Please say it once again.”

“I don’t love you like that. I love your company, but not… you know.”

“And you think I’m in love with you?” you bit onto your lip trying to hide your smile. 

“I can’t be sure but you act kind of like it?” he looked at you very confused and you just couldn’t hold back but giggle. 

“Oh my god, Junwon, I really thought there for a second you wanted to confess your love to me.” you kept on laughing holding on to his shoulder. 

“What? Why you’re laughing?” he asked confused and you had to put in all of your strength to stop laughing. 

“I don’t know how to not sound mean while saying it, but I don’t love you either. I love same things about you, but I don’t love you like a boyfriend or whatever.”

“Somehow you make me want to feel offended.” he chuckled and silence fell over the room. “Wait… so does this mean we can continue everything as it is…?”

“Only if you’re sure you won’t fall in love with me. I kind of don’t want to deal with those problems.” you smiled widely. 

“I’ll try my best, promise to do the same.” 

“Oh, on that, you don’t have to worry about it.”

“Why?” he stared at you and you looked over the room. “You love Jinyoung, right?” 

“What made you think so?” 

“How you stare at him, how you don’t really like Sona and just everything mixed together really screams you’re in love.” 

“Annoyingly observing you are.”

“But I’m the one who gets to sleep with you, why?” he took the wine glass off the table, taking a sip.

“It’s a very long story.”

“I love long stories.” he pulled you in for a kiss. 

“But should I take your affectionate behaviour as a sign of you falling in love with me?” you tried to joke around to change the subject. 

“I’m not a teenager, we’re not teenagers. We can be responsible fuck buddies, I don’t need to push you away every time you’d like to kiss me. We can be affectionate to a crazy point, what matters is that the both of us know what all of this actually means.” 

“Mmmh, Junwon, the way you think it’s just so… stop or I’ll fall in love.” you whispered into his lips, caressing his chest slowly. His hands pulled you onto his lap and now you could freely rock your hips against his. 

“Honestly, I don’t think I’ll be able to do it once more today, it happened too many times for just 12 hours.”

“Looks like a picked the wrong guy if he can’t keep up with me. I thought we were on the same page.” Junwon rested his head against the couch hopelessly. 

“Your eyes kind of look like turned to the side commas.”

“What?” he laughed. 

“When you look in specific directions, they really do.” 

“Shut up.” his fingers pulled your face in. 

-

from: Jinyoung 

“hi”

“we haven’t talked in a while”

to: Jinyoung 

“oh, hi” you texted startled. Your last message in this conversation was dated from three months ago. 

from: Jinyoung

“It’s Sona’s birthday this weekend. She wants you to come.” 

“With your boyfriend.”

“I don’t know if the two of you are still together but I thought I should still ask you to come even though we don’t really speak.”

to: Jinyoung. 

“it’s fine (:”

“We’ll come if you’re not against it”

“should we bring a gift or something?”

from: Jinyoung

“why would I be against it!”

“it’s up to you, I don’t really know.”

to: Jinyoung 

“Will you send me the address or…?”

from: Jinyoung 

“Sure.” 

“I’ll be very glad to see you.”

to: Jinyoung 

“cool” 

You dialled the number, dropping your head back onto the pillow. 

“Mmh?” Junwon murmured into the phone. 

“You’re not sleeping yet?”

“I’m at work.” 

“At this hour?” 

“Yeah, the codes won’t write themselves.”

“Okay you nerd, when will you be free?” you mumbled into the phone. 

“What happened?”

“Come over.” 

“After midnight.” he said after a long pause, probably checking what time it was. 

“Okay, I’ll wait for you.”

“Okay.” you could feel him hang up. 

“Wait, wait.”

“Yeah?” 

“I might fall asleep, come in yourself.”

“Okay, I will.”

“Thank you, bye.”

“Bye-bye.” 

-

“Ugh, damn.” you could hear him hit his foot on the tripod you left next to bed. “Hi, are you sleeping?” he whispered slowly, propping his body on your bed. 

“No.” you mumbled still half asleep, moving your body to lay against his. 

“What happened, why you wanted me to come?” 

“Maybe I just missed you.” you tried your best to get back to life and open your eyes. 

“Very not true.” he leaned in and left a kiss on your forehead. 

“I just wanted to release stress, but it kind of went away itself. Maybe you can just stay the night.” you sighed heavily. 

“You hate when I just stay to sleep.”

“No, who said that?” you cackled and moved your head up, finally being able to move your body. “You’re my boyfriend, aren’t you?” you smirked unstoppably. 

“I said it once,” he exclaimed on the last word “Because my younger sister is annoying, you will never let me live off it?”

“No.” you giggled and hugged his waist. The room fell quiet. 

“I’ll take a shower then.”

“No, wait.”

“Huh?”

“Are you free this Friday?”

“Yeah, in the evening.” he nodded.

“Will you be my boyfriend for the night?” 

“What’s up?” 

“Jinyoung said Sona invited me and my boyfriend to her birthday this Friday.”

“Okay… why you agreed?”

“Because he added ‘I don’t know if you two are still together’. He thinks I can’t date someone? Or does he think no one will date me? We’ll go there and shove our happy ever after right into his arrogant face.” you felt yourself getting worked up. 

“I love how he gets you excited in just a second.” 

“Oh, you, shut up.” you slapped his shoulder. 

“Why should I agree?”

“I’ll try to ignore the fact your sister thinks we date.”

“Swear?” he asked serious making you laugh. 

“Pinky swear.”

-

“No way.” Junwon said amazed. 

“That’s pretty insane for a grown up birthday party.” you chuckled. 

“Don’t you call her a child?” he chuckled at you. 

“Dude, she’s 26 now.” you took a quick glance at him, walking towards the big mansion in front of you. You guessed this gigantic house was rented, balloons and all the lights made the place looked like there was a fancy party going on. You sighed and felt Junwon’s palm against yours. 

“Whatever it is, we’re here to have fun, right?” you looked at him again and he squeezed your hand reassuring. 

“Right.”

“Don’t be nervous over Jinyoung. You’re doing great without him and we’re here to shove our happy ever after into his face, remember?” you giggled and shook your head agreeing. 

“I love you.” you laughed mindlessly. 

“Huh?” Junwon’s grimace made you laugh even harder. 

“I mean like a human, Jesus.” you rolled your eyes, trying to punch him in his shoulder. His hand caught yours mid action, pulling you in quickly to kiss. “What, what are you doing?” you tried to pull back because kissing was not something that was in your routine now. 

“Y/n, hi!” Sona sang behind you, sounding like she still walked towards you and you realised what he was doing. “Oh, Jinyoungie, look at these lovebirds, they just arrived and already are glued to each other.” she giggled and you thought it’s time to say hi maybe since it seemed like they stood next to you now, but Junwon moved his hand to your cheek and kissed you more. “That’s what I meant, when I asked you to kiss me when they’ll bring out the cake.” Sona giggled awkwardly and you tapped Junwon’s shoulder so he’ll move back. 

“I’m sorry, he’s just very annoying…” you giggled and looked at Sona. Junwon moved his hand to lay over your shoulder. 

“Hi.” he said politely, shaking Jinyoung’s hand. 

“Happy Birthday, Sona.” you said excitedly and she jumped clapping her hands, suddenly pulling you in for a hug. Your eyes met Jinyoung’s in action and you froze in Sona’s arms. 

“I’m glad you came, the more guests the better. We’re going to have so much fun tonight.” she giggled into your ear. You felt Junwon pull you back and caress your side. “I rented this house for my sleep over themed party.”

“Oh, Jinyoung didn’t say anything about the theme.” even saying his name made you feel like you had little weights on your tongue. 

“It’s fine, you don’t have to worry, we have pyjamas for everyone at the entrance, let’s go, it’s going to be so much fun.”

“Yeah, let’s go.” you chuckled too, letting Sona pull you with her. 

You couldn’t hold back a chuckle when Jinyoung protested politely over putting the pyjamas she had prepared, only making you accept the pj’s ever so excitingly.

“Ya, Junwon, you actually look cool in these!” you chuckled turning to see him. 

“It’s fine on you too.” 

“Thanks.” you stretched out a smile.

“Jinyoung probably won’t wear the pj’s.” you said it not knowing exactly what you wanted to hear from him in reply.

“If he loves her, he’ll give in.” Junwon said mindlessly and extend his hand to get the bag with your clothes. He put both of them into their designated place with your names written under. His hand pulled you out of the room and your eyes immediately met Jinyoung. He stood there in his own clothes looking as handsome as ever. This was something you could never understand. You loved being with Junwon, you found him attractive and pretty, but Jinyoung just standing there not even looking your way made you feel breathless and insane. 

“You think they fought?” you asked when Junwon pulled you towards the other side of the house. 

“I don’t know. Let’s see what drinks they serve.” 

“Should I find Sona?” 

“No, she’s not even half close to being your friend.” he furrowed his eyebrows not understanding. 

“But it would be just nice of me to do so, isn’t it?” 

“No, you’re just trying to get your nose into their business, aren’t you?” you moved your eyes to the floor. “I’m right, so just let me distract you from your favourite Jinyoungie.” 

“He’s not my favourite.”

“Sure.” he chuckled to himself. 

“What are we going to do?”

“Drink first, then we’ll see what this sleepover party have in store.”

“Okay.” you nodded and walked calmly next to him. 

-

“Everybody!” you heard Sona’s loud voice turning towards her to see her standing on the stool. “It’s time to play some sleepover classics, so everyone please gather in the living room that is on the right in 5 minutes.” 

“We’re not going.” you cackled and turned back to Junwon. 

“We are.” 

“Why?” you furrowed your eyebrows and pulled him to sit back down when he began standing up. 

“Cause I’m tired of sitting in this corner. You’re fun and all that but if we’re at a party, we might as well enjoy ourselves, right.” you couldn’t hold back your smile with the way he said it. “Are you standing up or what?” 

“Will you carry me there?” you extended your arms towards him and made a childish face expression. 

“No.” he laughed. 

“But please?” you tried to act cuter but he ignored you completely, pulling you up to stand. You stood up and when his fingers pulled you to walk you stood there not moving, making him startled. Junwon turned around and looked at you confused while you were coming up with a plan in your head. 

He walked around you and you thought he’ll push you from behind, when his hands squeezed your waist and raised you from the floor. “Wait, it hurts.” you giggled uncontrollably. He crossed the room quickly, allowing for you to stand back on your feet when he entered the living room Sona talked about. “Junwon, seriously.” you giggled loudly, hugging his waist in some sort of appreciation. 

“Anything for my girlfriend, right?” he chuckled sarcastically and you kissed him slowly.

“I don’t want to play that, I’ll just watch.”

“Jinyoung, you already refused to wear the pj’s I prepared for you! Can you at least do something for me? It’s my birthday!” you heard Sona shout at him and pulled back immediately. 

“Sona, I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to upset you.” his hand caressed her cheek. It caught your eye he was kind of drunk but tried to act like he wasn’t. “It’s your birthday, let’s not fight.” she nodded in reply quickly. Her hands wrapped around his neck and he kissed her quickly. “You know these things are not for me.” she looked at him with probably all of the cuteness she had in store. “Just this once, okay?”

“Yay.” she jumped excitedly again and pulled him to the centre of the room. “Everyone who wants to play, please sit down. We have a couple of games prepared for the night, but we’ll start with a classic. Seven minutes in heaven yall, please sit down in a circle!” she announced as if it was a big deal. 

“We should probably sit in front of each other to get a chance to be picked by each other?” You suggested when Sona’s hand grabbed your elbow. 

“You two are sitting next to us.” she giggled and practically forced you to sit. The circle formed so quickly you didn’t have the time to force Junwon to sit somewhere else. 

“If you’re going to kiss someone there, I’ll kill you.” you giggled but still tried to make your voice sound like you are threatening him. 

“Same goes to you, loser.” he kissed your temple and looked at Sona. 

“Okay, simple rules, in case you don’t remember. You spin the bottle, whoever the bottle stops on goes with you for 7 minutes to another room. No phones, lights are off. You can do whatever comes to your mind, but please remember, we’ll come for you in 7 minutes.” she giggled. “You can’t disclose what went on in that room nor can you stay for any longer.” 

She sat back down and gulped. “I almost said as a party owner I’ll spin the bottle first, but I’m already taken so I probably shouldn’t.” she giggled and turned to take a glance at Jinyoung who pursed his lips. 

“Nah, Sona, you still can spin the bottle, it’s not necessary you do sexual things in that room, it’s your birthday, just start the game.” Junwon spoke up and you opened your eyes wider than before, turning your head to look at him confused. “My Y/n, is next to me too, so if I’ll get to spin the bottle I’ll probably have to go there with someone else too. Just spin it.” he said and made a weird movement with his hand. 

“What?” you giggled and moved your face closer to his. 

“I just said what I thought.” he chuckled 

“Okay.” you nodded turning your attention back to Sona, who was placing the bottle in the middle now. She made a weird scream before spinning it and closed her face with her palms. You internally were hoping for her to do bad things, but you knew everything you wanted was wrong. The bottle stopped and you raised your eyes to see it land on one of her girlfriends. You sighed disappointed making Junwon giggle on your side. “It’s going to be boring 7 minutes.” you sighed. 

“Probably because you’re thirty and not thirteen.” Junwon said rhetorically. 

“Excuse me? You’re even older. It’s just that probably it would’ve been fun if I at least knew those people. Or if Sona went there with a guy. At least we could’ve felt excitement.” 

“Cheating makes you excited?” Jinyoung’s low voice ran through your body in a second. “Interesting.” he made a low giggle. You pulled yourself together and turned to face him. 

“I didn’t mean your girlfriend. Just in general.” you said annoyed. 

“Okay.” 

“I’m sure she loves you so don’t worry.”

“I’m not worried. She doesn’t make me worry all the time.” 

“Okay…” you nodded “I didn’t ask though.” 

“Right, it’s because you only ask things when it’s in your favour.” 

“Are you trying to fight with me because you’re drunk and brave all of a sudden?” you blinked multiple times. 

“Whatever.” he turned away from you and left you disappointed and upset. This didn’t look like the conversation you planned in your head. 

“He fought with Sona, forced to do something he didn’t want to, I guess he’s just upset.”

“Why are you on his side?”

“I’m just trying to make you feel better.” Junwon’s hand pulled you in to lay your head against his shoulder. You kissed the spot where his jaw met his ear and closed your eyes. “I’m trying to come up with a mathematical way of spinning the bottle so it’ll stop on either of us.” he said in a minute making you smile. 

“How’s it going?” 

“Pretty shitty.” you giggled and closed your eyes back. 

“I’m not giving up and trying to come up with ways to make this game fun for both of us.”

“But do you think… you’ll kiss someone there or more…?” you asked suddenly and raised your head. 

“I know no one, so I don’t know. You?”

“Me too.” it suddenly hit you “I mean, are you discussing with your girlfriend who you’d kiss?!” 

“Oh, sh… no.” it looked like it struck him suddenly. “I’m just kidding, you asked the question.” you sighed and just hoped Jinyoung didn’t try to listen to your conversation. “Sona’s back.” Junwon whispered quickly. 

Everyone got excited and Sona sat back down giggling, laying her hand atop of Jinyoung’s knee. “It’s nothing.” she smiled at him and got back to the game. 

Her friend spun the bottle and went away with a guy, the guy spun the bottle next and it stopped in front of the girl Sona went in the room with. You couldn’t hold back the boredom and began chatting with Junwon about everything and anything, trying to keep it quiet but failing miserably every time he made a joke. 

“Hey, lovebirds, it’s on you.” Sona tapped your shoulder and the both of you realised every person in that circle was staring at you two. 

“Huh?”

“Junwon, it’s on you.” Sona spoke again and your eyes landed on the bottle that directly pointed at him. You turned your head to look at him and pouted. You now genuinely wondered if he’d kiss the girl that was about to go in the room with him. 

“Have a great time.” you smirked being startled by him kissing the top of your head when he stood up. 

When you tried to fish your phone out of your pocket Sona pulled in to you. 

“This is nerve racking, right?” 

“No, why?” you looked at her confused. 

“Wow, you trust your boyfriend so much.” she said amazed and you felt genuinely confused. 

“Do you not trust yours?” 

“No, no. I do, I thought maybe because you don’t know anyone you’d feel worried, I’m glad you don’t. All these people are my friends so I’m very calm if Jinyoung will be picked.”

“Cool.” you smiled and tried to end the conversation there. 

“You two look very cute together, I’m glad you’re happy. Jinyoung said you had a very hard time and that he was worried, I’m just glad you’re doing great.”

“Oh, he did? What else did he say?” 

“Oh, no, don’t be worried, he didn’t say anything in particular, I wouldn’t want him to disclose your secrets. Don’t worry.”

“Okay.” you nodded and turned away. 

“Hi.” you felt Junwon’s palm on your shoulder in a minute. 

“Hey.” you tried to see signs on his face but he looked casual. 

“You have to spin the bottle!” the girl he went with exclaimed. 

“Oh right.” he sighed. “Let’s change the rules.”

“How?” Sona asked confused.

“I’ll spin the bottle, but twice. Once for a boy and once for a girl, it’s boring to go there twice like that. The ones that’ll be picked will go there.”

“Oh, okay.” she nodded. 

“This sounds like so much fun.” someone said and Junwon spun it pleased. You watched the bottle spin and get slower and even more slower when it stopped in front of you. 

“Is this your mathematical way to get us there together?” you squeezed your eyes and he chuckled. 

“I’m not sure, let’s see.” he spun the bottle once again. You didn’t realise you were squeezing his palm harshly until he laid his other hand atop. “Hey, what’s up?” 

“I’m hating you for picking me.” you said annoyed when the bottle slowed down a little too far to stop on him. 

“I’m sorry.” he chuckled and you sighed hopelessly, closing your eyes when the bottle almost stopped at a random guy you didn’t even know the name of. “Or maybe I’m not.” 

“Oh my god!” Sona exclaimed and you opened your eyes confused. “Jinyoung, Y/n - leave.” she said quickly. 

“Did you do it on purpose?” you wanted to kill Junwon very badly. 

“How would I? It’s a given I guess.” Junwon patted your back. “Won’t you kiss me? Don’t forget I’m your boyfriend.” 

“I’ll kill you when I’m back.” you slapped his hand away. 

Walking up to the small closet, that Sona referred to as a room, you three were quiet as ever. You sat on the floor in the corner, watching Sona lock the door behind Jinyoung. 

“Time start! I’ll come back in 7 minutes!” she giggled and walked away.

You could see nothing in this darkness, only hearing Jinyoung’s heavy breathing. 

“Something happened?” you asked when silence began choking you. 

“What? No.”

“You’re good then, right? You seem upset.” 

“I’m fine.” he said shortly. 

“Okay, why did you get drunk like that then?” 

“Am I not allowed to drink?” he asked pretentiously. 

“It just doesn’t seem like you.” 

“People change.” 

“Maybe you’re right, you wouldn’t speak to me like that if you were the same.” you concluded and stopped talking.

“Looks like I can finally ask you the question you asked me before.”

“What question?” you said confused.

“How did it feel when you realised you don’t love me anymore? Refreshing?” he said sarcastically and you couldn’t understand what this all was about. He spoke like he blamed you for something. You wanted to talk back at him, maybe fight but then realised he was just doing exactly the same you did to him. He probably just tried to make you understand how you made him feel. You snapped back to reality and felt yourself get upset. You felt a single tear pave the way for all those others, making them stream down your face. 

“Didn’t I disappear and let you live your life the way you wanted to? Why would you invite me here? Why would you talk to me like this? Why would you make me realise all over again how much I love you?” you wiped the tears off your face, standing up. “I’ll just knock on the door so they’ll let us out earlier.” 

“Wait.” Jinyoung held onto your wrist, forcing for you to sit down again. The space was too small and even though you tried to sit back you still kind of sat on his legs. “What about Junwon? Why you said this?”

“Why you care?” 

“Just tell me, isn’t this room created for this.” 

“No.” 

“Why?” 

“You just want to hear that I still love you.” Jinyoung moved his hand from your wrist to your waist, his other hand landed onto your cheek. 

“You do?” 

[twice-jangmii]

[☆] jangmi’s dating history

—

involved : jangmi x felix

time together : november 2017 - august 2019, january 2023 - present

how they met/relationship :

the two first met in 2006, back in australia. their families happened to be on the same beach which led to them playing with eachother.

jangmi was building sandcastles when felix came up to her, watching how she was able to keep a stable formation for the castle. he eventually began building one across from hers and it went from there.

when jangmi moved to korea, her and felix were reunited but she didn’t realize it was him at first. he recognized her first but never said anything because he actually began to develop a crush on her. eventually, he said something and they both sat down in one of the company’s studios and caught up with each other. lix’s members could tell that he had some type of feelings for her and always encouraged him to say something. jangmi on the other hand, was completely oblivious to this. of course she also had feelings for him, but she didn’t realize that he felt the same.

as they grew with age and their careers, they spent time together and confessed at some point but never became official. they acted like a couple but never really claimed one another (if that makes sense). felix always made sure jangmi ate, even if she was on a diet and would sometimes sneak into her dorm. he knew the risks but he constantly wanted to be by her side. they tried to hide this ‘thing’ from everyone but none of their members were stupid. they knew something was going on.

they shared a lot of moments with each other in private, like on picnics, cafe dates. they’d usually do it at night so that no one was out and dispatch would most likely not be around to snap pictures. felix would bring her to a nearby beach to relive the memories of their childhood.

as of now, in 2023, they’ve made their relationship official after taking a break away from eachother for a few years.

why they broke up :

as said before, they weren’t really “official” but there was a time that they stopped acting like a couple and doing all those couple things.

it was jangmi who decided to end whatever it was that her and felix had going on. she mentioned that it was because she was confused as to what she wanted to do. they’d been going on for 2 years and that she didn’t think it was good for them and for their career. she didn’t know how to explain what she was feeling to felix, so she left it at that.

are they still friends ? :

definitely. in fact, they’re right back to where they used to be when they were little. best friends. they usually face time each other as much as they can, seeing as though they’re always busy and usually don’t have time to stop and talk in person.

felix still has feelings for jangmi, but he doesn’t let that get in the way of their friendship, if that makes sense. and he knows how she feels so he never mentions it anymore.

involved : jangmi x jayb

time together : april 2020 - january 2021

how they met/relationship :

they met in one of the company’s recording studios. jangmi walked into the wrong one, thinking twice’s producer would be there, but instead it was jayb and mark. she was confused but then quickly came to her senses and apologized. he didn’t mind and offered for her to stay and listen. they shared the studio so that jaebeom was recording his vocals for ‘not by the moon’ and when he was done, she recorded hers for ‘more & more’.

they ventured into the dating stage about two months after the encounter and talking. she was always nervous around jae, which he constantly teased her about.

they watched each other’s stages from backstage and supported each other’s careers no matter what.

jaebeom mostly set up dates at his dorm so they could have some privacy (besides the rest of got7).

why they broke up :

after only 9 months, they came to a mutual agreement to just end things. they both felt that they lost feelings and they just weren’t meant to be. after awhile, they realized it didn’t feel right anymore and it was kind of awkward..

are they still friends ? :

not really. when they broke up and jaebeom left jyp, they didn’t really keep in contact. it’s not like they hate each other, if they were to see each other on the street or bump into one another, they’d say ‘hi’ but other than that, they don’t speak anymore.

[andysorbit]

So when you say you're never gonna write Jisung smut... does that mean never ever? I read lets go see the stars and you wrote Jisung so nicely I know you'd snap with a smut and I'm crying bc youre my fav writer 🫠

stream Never Ever by Got7, yall

[dvbkie099]

three - new friends?

Seo Changbin x fem!oc

Tags: Gang!AU, TattooArtist!OC x GangMember!Changbin, smut, violence, drugs, swearing, death, characters are not morally good people

Minji didn’t expect much from sleeping with the hot muscle at her local bar. She left first, after all.

Changbin knows her face. She’s a regular of the bar that Hyunjin runs, loves a strong drink, and has some truly beautiful tattoos.

It should’ve been a one-time thing. That was until Minji inadvertently got herself caught in the middle of a gang war by somehow pissing off the wrong person.

| MASTERLIST

Her hearing came back first, followed by touch. Someone was touching her wound, with gloves on luckily. Her shirt was bunched up to her chest, and she could feel the warm leather of the parlour lobby's couch against her bare back. 

Various voices filled the room.

The brunette and ginger from earlier, at least three others, and fucking Changbin.

Her vision came back a moment or two later, at first only blurs and strange shapes before her eyes decided to focus.

A pretty man with sandy-brown hair was above her, with a medical mask and wearing gloves like she had guessed, gently tending to the unhealed wound on the right side of her abdomen.

"Hello." He said calmly, as he continued to do whatever it was he was doing.

She didn't particularly feel like looking down at the cavity in her side.

"Hi."

"Well, you're alive, that's good."

She registered the brunette from earlier now standing next to the couch, looking down at her.

"Hyun if you don't move and stop shadowing my work I'll flood your bloodstream with BTX." The man tending to her snapped.

"Geez, you are picky." The brunette, Hyun, huffed. "I was just making sure she was actually alive. I'd like to actually be able to get our tattoos."

"Hw-"

"Is that what knocked me out? BTX?" She interrupted, making both men at her.

"Yes. Small dosage, with a delaying chemical in it."

"That shouldn't be possible."

The man tending to her raised a brow, "Oh?"

"There's no known antidote."

"Not to the general public." He said, continuing to calmly tend to her wound, "But I've never met someone who casually knows the acronym for Batrachotoxin."

"Med student."

"You're a tattoo artist."

"Used to be a med student."

"Hmm." He said, "Explains the stitching then. I fixed them. Limit your movement for a few weeks. Drink lots of water and increase the iron in your diet. Should be healed in a month."

She finally looked at the wound, no longer hastily stitched together from her struggle-filled attempt with her bathroom mirror as a guide. It was cleanly stitched together, fully cleaned and gently wrapped with some sort of sterile wrap that hugged her entire abdomen slightly. He rolled her shirt back down, before pulling away, discarding his gloves and mask in a trashcan.

Hyun helped her sit up, and she finally noticed a large number of people in her lobby.

The three voices she had heard earlier (along with Changbin and the ginger) were huddled around her precious sketchbook, two of them with unpleasant looks on their faces.

"-fucking coward, just get it out of her."

"I'm awake you dicks."

Call her crazy, but she was infuriated about them touching her sketchbook without permission and how they were speaking about her. If they were going to be like that, she did not want them as her clients.

Scarlet Lagoon be damned.

"Good. What's your relationship to GOT7." One of the men said, with dark brown hair and a seemingly permeant scowl on his face.

"If I told you that, I'd have to kill you all and then myself."

A few of the guys smiled at that, but Minji refused to let loose.

"Bold talk for someone who just almost died." He snarked, lips curled in distaste.

"I would've stayed dead if I knew I had to deal with your oh-so-lovely presence."

He stepped forward, probably to strangle her before he was tugged back by another man, with curly hair and plump lips. He was the one holding her sketchbook.

He approached her, squatting to meet her eye and holding her book out to her. Her heart caught at the picture in front of her. It was all the way at the back of her book, back when she was still an apprentice. Her linework wasn't as good, neither was her ability to take photos. 

It was the picture of Yugyeom's tattoo. It was his, she knew, not any of the other six because of how she doodled a little star next to his name, unlike the other names in the description. Their real names. That and she could probably pick out just his hand in a line.

"There’s no denying you know them, most likely personally, so I’m going to ask a different question that will hopefully understand where we are coming from. Did Yugyeom or BamBam ever mention a Chan or Chris to you?” He smiled.

She eyed him curiously, “Yeah, little mousey kid who fought like a feral wolf.” 

The man in front of her chuckled, his eyes twinkling with what she thought was nostalgia. 

“Let me introduce myself then. I’m Bang Chan, and this is my group. We’re called Stray Kids.”

 “Oh.” Was her response. 

A long, silent pause reverberated around the saloon. 

“I’m guessing you want those tattoos then. That’s fine. I’ll finish them and then you can kill me or whatever.” 

Chan chuckled, “Yes to the first part, no to the second. I’d rather not have Yugyeom murder me from wherever he’s hiding.” 

Her eyes flashed slightly in distrust, and he gave her another charming smile before setting her baby back in her hands. 

“It’s good to finally meet you in person, Jung Minji. I’ve heard so much about you.”

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With proper introductions handled and some more shit sorted out, Minji's distrust of the group had waned. Did she trust them? Not in the slightest, but she at least didn't feel like murdering them anymore.

She had killed one too many this month.

Before they had gone, disappearing from Seoul's scene without a word or warning, they had built up quite an empire. Enough to have subordinates and an entire organized system of people that they trained and worked for them. Highly confidential information was freely spoken to her, and she retained the information even as the years passed by. Certain people they trained tended to stick out, Mark and Jaebum selecting those people for certain things and testing them. A year or two before their vanishing act, they had spoken about Chan, their star pupil and arguably favourite employee forming his own gang with some of their other underlings. The guys had allowed it, powerful enough that they had more to manage than they could just do. Stray Kids had formed, handling more of the ground-level stuff and building their skills and reputation. Jaebum had wanted to see how they would do, with the hope that the new gang would do well enough to eventually take GOT7's place in Seoul.

The gang life was a young man's life after all.

None of them had expected GOT7's disappearance so quickly, however. Even though she was one of two people who knew their location, she was still blind to the whole story behind it.

She was never a member of GOT7, but her close relationship with the elite of Seoul's underground granted her unique privileges. Even though Yugyeom had forbidden it, she had never had an interest in joining her childhood best friend in his lifestyle. She was adjacent. A normal somewhat upstanding citizen to most, a party girl studying at one of the best medical programs in the country on a full-ride scholarship. 

She had good composure, better than most people. Even better than Yugyeom. And he was their Ace. It was as simple as breathing when it came to hiding the other side of her life, experimenting with highly illegal and dangerous chemicals in Jinyoung's lab and cursing out Mark as she sat passenger in his car during drifting races.

The guys valued her. It was good to have a person with a "normal life", for appearance's sake. Trips in polite society were easier with an exhausted and heavily tattooed university student at your side, who tended to rattle about truly obscene things.

Everyone noticed Minji. No one tended to notice the men with her other than the fact that they were all attractive and she seemed to rotate who picked her up from late-night labs.

The most anyone questioned was how many boyfriends she apparently had. Never mind that Minji would probably puke herself to death before she dated any of them.

She wondered if people would make the same assumptions about her around this new group of guys. Granted, it had been a few years since she'd been a student.

Didn't help that she had already slept with one of them.

One that she was currently sitting across from in the empty Serpent Lagoon, the two of them along with Chan seated at the bar discussing designs.

The Lagoon's owner, whom she had learned was named Hyunjin and not Hyun, had asked her to come to the Lagoon for the consultation instead because Jeongin (the one who had kept her from dying) wanted to make sure there were no traces of BTX in her bloodstream and to give her some antibiotics to aid with her recovery.

Jeongin had met with her first, quietly chatting with her about Seoul National University the whole time.

They had both gone to the same program and hilariously had both dropped out of their programs out of boredom.

But now she was no longer swapping pre-med horror stories with a man younger than her, instead, she was ironically discussing pain tolerance with a man who had caused the longest-lasting bruises on her hips that she had ever had.

It was a strange form of whiplash, but Minji refused to let it interrupt her creative process.

"So it's best to go with something simplistic in design. Something that you could easily tag things with if need be or stamp on. The more complicated it is, the less usable it is from a branding standpoint." She said, staring at a page of various designs that she had sketched out. "GOT7's logo is good for that reason."

"Are you just saying that because you designed it?" Chan teased.

"You can keep going but you'll get a cock inked onto you somewhere if you do." She snarked back, making Changbin all but choke on his drink.

"Sorry to interrupt the alcoholics meeting but we've got a problem."

The three of them turned to look at another member, Seungmin, who was standing there with a sheepish look on his face.

"What is it?" Chan said, "What level of a problem are we dealing with."

"Depending on who you are."

"Cut the dramatics, Seung." 

"Someone trashed and set fire to your shop Minji." 

She probably should've had a sombre or reasonable reaction. Something like, 'Oh no' or to start crying that her life goal actualized was trashed and she'd have to rebuild.

But no, instead she said, "You're shit at giving news."

There was a pause until Changbin started uncontrollably giggling out of nervousness. 

"Bin shut the fuck up." Chan sighed, smacking his second-in-command on the shoulder, "Go find Jisung and Minho, and tell them to take the van. Minji, we'll have to reschedule. They'll take you over so you can salvage what you can."

She paused, eyes focusing on the gang leader.

Any of the other gang leaders she'd had the misfortune of interacting with beforehand would've laughed at her as they kicked her out, and found another tattoo artist. Her shop was likely destroyed beyond repair and he was using his resources to help her.

It was kind.

"Thank you, Chris." She said softly, slipping a bookmark into her sketchbook and closing it. "Seungmin, what's the damage like?"

"Couldn't see internally, but all the windows and the door are smashed to bits and the sign was ripped down." Seungmin said, "Walls are charred but not broken, don't know how much of the fire reached the inside. But something was spray-painted on the outside to tell us who did it."

"What was tagged?" Chan asked, hands busy with making a drink of sorts.

"Serpents Bite," Seungmin said, turning his gaze back to Minji. "Turns out that guy you killed a week ago was pretty important."

She didn't even bother to ask why they knew she killed a man.

"Who did I kill then?"

"Not sure of the name, but he seems to have been a high-ranking Green Serpent. My best guess is either their Infiltration Master or potentially even their Second-In-Command."

If the leader of a gang was Zeus, the second-in-command was Hades. Powerful, out of sight, and often way more dangerous. Hell, Changbin's field name in the scene was 'The Enforcer'.

"Right, so I'm fucked. Who exactly are the Green Serpents, I'm not familiar with the name?"

"Our rivals. They've been around for the past two years and causing a ruckus." Seungmin explained.

Chan scoffed, "And they were most likely involved with GOT7's disappearance."

Her mouth moved before she could stop it, "They weren't?"

"Oh?" Chan's voice shifted into something else, something darker.

"How the hell would you know?" Seungmin blurted, completely confused.

"I physically cannot say anything more but I know who was behind their disappearance. If the Green Serpents had something to do with it, I would've known their name already."

The thick silence was cut through by the loud voice of the ginger, who's name was Jisung, "Woah, who died in here."

Minji sighed, "My will to live. Let's go."

The drive to Death's Bouquet was entirely compromised by Jisung egging Minho (the scowling brunette who previously almost wanted to strangle her) on to the point that she was sure that the silent killer was going to flip the car, Chan's orders be damned.

When they got there, it took her a moment to exit the vehicle. It was almost completely destroyed, and it would've almost been better if it was still burning. 

The sole police officer watching the tapped-off building waved her after showing identification. She waved him off, saying that she'd deal with the building and he didn't need to watch it anymore. A friendly smile and the softening of her voice worked wonders, and the man left soon after that. 

She stepped inside the building, pushing open the door entirely unnecessary since all of the glass was on the ground. The interior was scorched, the couch seemingly kindling for the rest of the room. She went straight to the desk, completely unsurprised that the computer was fully gone, the drawers ripped open.

She reached into the open drawer, fingers grasping at the back of the drawer to slide a latch. The bottom of the drawer popped, and she was quick to pull it out, setting it on the desk.

"Smart," Minho commented, his voice close to her ear.

She hadn't even realized he was standing so close to her.

Within the hidden compartment, she removed her previous handgun, two full magazines, a small book, and a single gold chain with a live bullet dangling from it.

"That's... a strange collection." He mused.

"Thanks..."

"Anything else you want from this room?" Jisung asked, gesturing to the charred rooms.

"Yeah, could you take all the paintings off the wall?"

"They're horribly charred," Minho said.

"They're important." She said, her voice gaining a sharp bite.

Jisung all but shrugged but started to do as she asked. She made no comment as Minho followed her into the hallway that went towards the washroom and the two tattoo studios, hers and the other artist Wei's. Wei's room was closed, and when she opened the door it was completely untouched.

She had already messaged Wei about what had happened, so she was quick to message the artist that their supplies were untouched. 

The same could not be said about her studio, hell even the bed and her rolling chair were broken. The inks were dumped all over the floor and the lights smashed into bits. 

The one thing in the room that was salvageable was somehow her tattoo gun and tips. She quietly packed the salvageable items up in a small cardboard box, before heading back to Wei's studio to collapse the bed.

As she was picking up the pieces, Minho wandered back out to Jisung. He had already pulled all the paintings off the walls when Minho walked in, but he was holding one painting in particularly curiously.

"What's up with the painting?"

"This was in Jaebum's office. Youngjae had painted it for him." Jisung said, his brow furrowed. "It was one of the things gone from their offices when they vanished."

Minho dropped his voice, "Did she steal their stuff?"

"I don't think that's the case. She clearly knows something about them vanishing, but she's not saying anything."

"Is she not saying anything out of loyalty to them or someone else?"

"I don't fucking know, Min. If you're concerned about it, tell Chan."

Jisung went to set the painting down in the box, but as he shifted his grip on the painting, a letter slipped out, hidden in the backing and miraculously saved from the fire.

"What the fuck-"

Jisung was staring at the back of the letter, or rather the names written on it.

"Can one of you help me with this bed?"

The sender was Kim Euigyeom, and it was addressed to Lee Miyeon.

Jisung shot Minho a look, "We need to tell Chan."

"Hello?"

"Coming!"