#granted some of the blogs im following are sideblogs so theres some wiggle room there

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idk it feels more like rp blogs are more meant to be places you dump info abt characters and less places to interact with others anymore. I mean I do write exclusively female ocs or heavily canon divergent they may as well be ocs, which we all know is at the very bottom of the barrel, no matter how many positivity posts go around, which colors my experience. I'm just tired of doing all the reaching, yk? Sending a million memes and getting none sent back. Writing opens that get ignored, writing starters that get less than 10 notes, posting plot and starter calls and getting crickets. It's exhausting, and my cocktail of mental illness makes it particularly draining.