yes it's me! I'm actually distant mutuals with you but am shy and ohhhg okay. in my mind I thought it was because it took too much to run the blog and like you said, the "official" thing, like people coming to you asking questions and all that and that you maybe felt a bit pressured and tired of running the blog
yeah that definitely played a part too. i mean you could tell i wasn’t really very active anymore, at least not as much as in the first couple of months, but i felt like i had to post all the time to “keep up”, and it was stressing me out because it became a responsibility, and it lost its fun and i was tired, sometimes didn’t even open tumblr at all for a couple of days. (i was also really busy with university shit)
i love it when people come and ask me questions, but with officialgreenday…. i don’t know. i feel like i had to force being nice so people would like me, sometimes i just ignored simple questions because i felt like people expected me to know everything about green day (which i don’t) because of the name. that probably isn’t true but it’s just how i perceived it.
i guess it’s my own fault too, i was trying to be a mix of greendaysource and gstringofsuburbia regarding content and interaction with other blogs, and when i felt like i couldn’t do it, i got really discouraged and bitter :/ and now i can just be myself.
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