#guy buried in rubble extending a shaking bloody thumbs up
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crazy how I literally have no energy to do anything ever like isn't that totally wild (my life is literally in shambles)
#guy buried in rubble extending a shaking bloody thumbs up#going home again tomorrow. hopefully for longer this time. i dont know.#i dont know anything about how the next few weeks are gonna go.#and i realized today that theres a very very very good chance she'll die on or near my birthday. or halloween. my fav holiday.#and idk. the sinking feeling of realizing that this time of year that has always been the most enjoyable for me#will from this point forward be my worst memory.#i dont. really know what to do with that.#my birthday's gonna suck this year. lmao.#and very possibly it will also suck every year for the rest of my life. lmaooo.#logically i know ill probably move past it after a while. like i know it gets more manageable with time and all that.#but its just. very overwhelmingly depressing rn while im caught in the middle of it.#hh. i need to sleep so i can make some calls and drive home tomorrow. but well thats not gonna happen i dont think. </3#winter speaks#personal#grief tag#<- might wanna blacklist because. as the kids say. shit has gotten real.
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