#haeretik

[pcsitivibee]

positivity for randlls / haeretik : I want to send some love to fox who runs @randlls and @haeretik, as well as other creative and beautiful blogs! She is such a bright light to the community. I am always blown away by the writing that I see cross my dash from her. It has been so fun to get to know her ooc as well. She makes the rpc such an enjoyable place to be.

[hellempty-a]

𝚒𝚗𝚌𝚘𝚛𝚛𝚎𝚌𝚝   𝚚𝚞𝚘𝚝𝚎𝚜        𝚏𝚝 .       @haeretik     ;

[suavetore]

@haeretik​ said : “  there is a loneliness rooted in my soul  ”

                     ❛         it   is   about   time   you   do   move   on   from   that   feeling   !   you   are   anything   but   alone   now   .      you   have   an   army   and   you   have   me   .      —   OH   ,   and   kai   .   .   .   I   think   last   night   was   a   good   reminder   that   loneliss   is   nothing   you   have   to   DEAL   WITH   anymore   .      am   I   wrong   ,   mio   caro   ?         ❜

STARTER         //         KAI

[hysteriaes]

𝚂𝚃𝙰𝚁𝚃𝙴𝚁  𝙲𝙰𝙻𝙻  .  .  .  @haeretik​

𝚃𝙷𝙴𝚁𝙴   𝙰𝚁𝙴   𝙰   𝙼𝙸𝙻𝙻𝙸𝙾𝙽   𝚁𝙴𝙰𝚂𝙾𝙽𝚂   𝚆𝙷𝚈    this    shouldn’t    be    happening.    it’s    all    katherine    can    think    about    as    she    so    comfortably    sits    in    kai’s    lap.    𝐂𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐄𝐒   𝐋𝐈𝐊𝐄   𝐇𝐄𝐑   𝐖𝐄𝐑𝐄   𝐍𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑   𝐌𝐄𝐀𝐍𝐓   𝐓𝐎   𝐇𝐀𝐕𝐄   𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒.    her    body    seems    to    fit    perfectly    against    his,    his    frame    following    the    curve    of       her    own    and    a    𝐒𝐈𝐋𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄   that    is    all    but    awkward    as    they    simply    exist    close    to    each    other.    𝚂𝙷𝙴𝙴𝚃𝚂   𝚃𝙰𝙽𝙶𝙻𝙴𝙳   𝙰𝚁𝙾𝚄𝙽𝙳   𝚃𝙷𝙴𝙸𝚁   𝙻𝙸𝙼𝙱𝚂,    his    scent    and    hers    mixed    together    until    there’s    no    telling    them    apart,    bare    skin    and    equally    exposed    body    𝚂𝙾   𝙲𝙻𝙾𝚂𝙴.    too    close,    she    thinks.    𝐭𝐨𝐨    𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞.    it’s    only    a    matter    of    time    before    she    has    to    𝙲𝙷𝙾𝙾𝚂𝙴    𝙷𝙴𝚁𝚂𝙴𝙻𝙵,    only    a    matter    of    time    before    she    has    to    𝐔𝐋𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐋𝐘    𝐁𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐊    𝐇𝐈𝐌    so    he’ll    let    her    go,    and    she’ll    preserve    herself    as    she    always    has    :    𝙷𝙰𝚃𝙴𝙳,    but    alive.    only    a    matter    of    time    .  .  .    though    not    just    yet.

for    now,    she    can    still   have    him.    she    can    still    𝙴𝙽𝙹𝙾𝚈   𝚃𝙷𝙴   𝙰𝚃𝚃𝙴𝙽𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽    and    connection    until    he    has    to    𝐒𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑    𝐈𝐓.       “    i’m    bored,   “      she    announces           (    𝙾𝚁  𝙳𝙾𝙴𝚂  𝚂𝙷𝙴  𝚂𝙸𝙼𝙿𝙻𝚈  𝚆𝙸𝚂𝙷  𝚃𝙾  𝙾𝙲𝙲𝚄𝙿𝚈  𝙷𝙴𝚁  𝙼𝙸𝙽𝙳?   ),    a    pout    forming    on    her    lower    lip    as    the    hand    resting    atop    heretic’s    chest    shifts,       fingertip    tracing    his    lower    lip    a    moment    before    she    glances    up    at    him    from    under    dark    lashes.     “    we    should    find    something    to    kill    time    .  .  .   𝙾𝚁   𝚂𝙾𝙼𝙴𝙾𝙽𝙴.   “           the    raspy    chuckle    which    leaves    her    lips    sounds    𝐅𝐀𝐑    𝐓𝐎𝐎    𝐒𝐖𝐄𝐄𝐓    for    her    suggestion,    like    prayer    escaping    unholy    lips.    shifting,    katherine    straddles    him    instead,    palms    flat    against    kai’s    chest    as    sheets    slowly    𝚂𝙻𝙸𝙿    𝙾𝙵𝙵    𝙷𝙴𝚁   𝚃𝙾𝚁𝚂𝙾    and    fall    upon    her    thighs.     “    pretty    please?   “

[sereaia]

(   𝒓𝒂𝒏𝒅𝒐𝒎 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒔.  ♡   )      //    @haeretik​​     said:    ❝   why didn’t you tell me sooner ?  ❞

                                     she    was    such    a    shame.    all    clara    wanted    was    to    prove    herself,    show    her    father,    that    she    was    a    strong    creature    just    as    he    was.    a    powerful    one    who    had    her    heart    and    mind    in    the    right    place,    yet    the    only    result    she    achieved    was    pure    and    utter    failure.    ❝    i    didn’t    want    to    ask    your    help    this    time,    dad    …    i    wanted    to    make    you    proud.    i’m    so    sorry,    dad.    𝒊    𝒅𝒊𝒅𝒏’𝒕    𝒎𝒆𝒂𝒏    𝒕𝒐    𝒉𝒖𝒓𝒕    𝒍𝒊𝒛𝒛𝒊𝒆    𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕    𝒃𝒂𝒅!    i    didn’t    mean    to    get    expelled!    how    am    i    going    to    tell    mom?    she’s    gonna    hate    me!    you’re    gonna    hate    me!    i’m    so    embarrassed    …    ❞    the    young    girl    sobs,    hands    covering    both    eyes    as    tears    stream    down    dainty    features    like    a    waterfall.    her    mother    once    warned    her    about    dark    spells,    but    clara    always    believed    to    know    better.    ❝    i’m    sorry,    dad!    please,    don’t    hate    me!    ❞

[silverbuiltarc]

@haeretik  ,   * 

emotions    are    occasionally    better    expressed    with    fists    than    words.      stress   outlines    the    bare    muscles    of    his    back    and    shoulders   ,       which    are    tensed    as    the    punching    bag    takes     A    BEATING .      expectations    have    lingered    over    raven-colored    locks    since    infancy.     lately ,      they    felt    like    a    suffocating    weight.   the    only    one    who    did    not    expect    anything    from    him    was    one    he    was    not    meant    to    desire    to    have    around.     why    was    it    such    a    bad    thing    to    want    something    different?      an    image    of    intense    blue    eyes    and    chiseled    jaw    flashes    in    crowded    mind ,      leading    to    his    fist    making    another    rough    connection    with    the    punching    bag.       a    bead    of    sweat    streams    down    the    curve    of    his    back    as    he    huffs    and    leans    his    head    onto    the    bag    for    a    moment.      CONFLICT    BETWEEN    A    NARROW    MIND    AND    OPEN    HEART    WERE    GOING    TO    DRIVE    HIM    MAD .     

 the    angel    pulls    back    and    sets    his    sights    on    the    devil ,      wondering    if    he    had    materialized    the    other    from    thought    alone.     ‘    kai  . . .  ‘       it    is    hard    not    to    become    aware    that   bare   chest   is    on    full    display.     alec    retreats    from    the    other ,      moving    to    pull    on    the    t-shirt    he    had    sitting    aside.     ‘     i    highly    doubt    you    got    past    the    wards ,      so    you    were    actually    able    to    talk    someone    into    letting    you    in.   ‘    through    mainly    monotone    observation ,      he’s   actually    slightly    impressed.   ‘     since    you’re    here ,      spar    with    me.  ‘  

[thatprettylittlething]

♡     ────     𝚂𝙲   :   ❝  𝐖𝐄 𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖 you have him.  ❞ @haeretik

[foodyemekcom]

https://youtu.be/jMZ5oDzKigU

[yemaenja]

‘  follow  you  ‚    by   bmth   (  ♡   )      //     @haeretik​​

 ❝    cross    your    heart    and    hope    to    die,    𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒎𝒊𝒔𝒆    𝒎𝒆    𝒚𝒐𝒖’𝒍𝒍    𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓    𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒗𝒆    my    side.    ❞

[temptationkiss]

@haeretik​  ღ’d

‘    𝐝𝐨𝐞𝐬 𝐢𝐭 𝐡𝐮𝐫𝐭   ?   ’  pain is something that is all too familiar to someone who has allowed that particular emotion to take root deep within their ribcage. it is the ivy climbing higher, right into the tower of his heart, and constantly threatening to strangle it. maybe that would be too close to putting it out of it’s misery, however. realization registers behind bright eyes (  is there irony in the fact that he seems to be light in all the places kai is dark ?  ), that he’s said these words out loud rather than allowing them to join internal monologue. a hand raises like the white flag it is, but no words follow.

[puresthearted]

𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐭𝐡     𝐢𝐬,     𝐬𝐡𝐞     𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰𝐬     𝐧𝐨     𝐞𝐧𝐝     𝐭𝐨     𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠     𝐡𝐢𝐦.       she     fell     for     him     instantly,       in     every     way     possible.       everyone     warned     her,       tried     to     convince     her     of     the     fact     he’s     a     monster,       a     devil     so     evil     hidden     within     him.     but      ...     human     heart     is     still     filled     with     nothing     but      compassion,       and     she     sees     the     good     within     him.        a     light     that     never     goes     out.        she     likes     to     hold     on     to     that.        likes     to     hold     on     to     him.        for     as     long     as     possible.       a     warm     smile     rests     upon     angelic     features,       closing     the     awful     distance,     reaching     out     for     him,       carefully     so,       one     hand     resting     upon     his     chest.     ‘’     that’s     a     good     thing,     kai.     do     you     know     why?     ‘’     a     pause,     smile     ever     so     bright,     digits     playing     with     the     fabric     of     his     shirt.     (     he     must     have     noticed     by     now,     her     heart     is     pounding     as     well.     faster     &     faster.     he’s     to     blame.     )      hand     moves     up     and     up,     palm     tugging     his     cheek,     leaning     in,     lips     brushing     against     his     lips.     ‘’     it     means     you’re     in     love.     ‘’

@haeretik​​      (      kai parker      )      says   :    my   heart’s   pounding    ...   what’s   wrong   with   me?

[stonedgilbert]

@haeretik​ said :  " we should get drinks together. "

His first instinct was to say that he never turned down a good drink - but, upon realizing how questionable that sounded, Jeremy pushed away the thought, replacing it with a grin as he nodded towards the other male. “Yeah, that... that sounds fun,” he muttered, heart leaping into his throat. He didn’t think anyone had ever asked him out before, and the thought had him getting more nervous than he really should be, but then again - he was certainly looking forward to it. “It’ll be... a good change from... everything that’s usually going on around us.” It’ll give him a chance to get to know Kai in a different way from how he knew him now, at least, and he was certainly excited by the thought of that.

[jadedvampiress]

 ❝  if  you  wanted  to  play  hide  and  seek,  i  wouldn't  be  opposed...  ❞  she  says,  a  wicked  gleam  in  her  eye. // @haeretik

[siniste]

be  kind,  gentle  and  empathetic  ;  so  many  times  she’s  heard  the  same  words  that  her  psyche  grew  numb  and  her  ears  deaf.      the  world  is  a  cruel  place,  how  hard  it  is  to  understand  ?  the  law  of  the  strongest  is  the  only  one  they  are  to  follow,  for  the  weak  is  devoured  by  true  rulers  regardless  of  the  kindness  they  so  vehemently  preach.      emotions  equal  weakness,  naivety  is  worse  than  the  deadliest  sin  ;  and  she  knows  there  is  no  room  for  those  who  can  be  easily  fooled,  her  father  made  sure  to  carve  such  lesson  in  her  memory  even  before  the  little  girl  learned  to  speak.

❛      I  hope  you  know  what  others  say  doesn’t  matter.      ——      whether  we’re  good  or  bad  they’re  going  to  judge  us  anyway,  so  why  not  have  some  fun  regardless  of  the  consequences  ?      ❜      bad  influence  dressed  in  shiny  leather  leans  back  against  the  couch,  be  it  an  offer  or  a  threat  she  makes  it  sound  like  a  mere  game.      ❛      let’s  get  in  trouble,  shall  we  ?  it  can  be  our  little  secret.      ❜

s.c      ,      @haeretik​.

[sereaia]

kai   parker    &    clara    parker-ribeiro    :    a    moodboard.

(   @haeretik  )

[silverbuiltarc]

@haeretik​   :       '     𝚈𝙾𝚄    𝙼𝚄𝙼𝙱𝙻𝙴    𝙸𝙽    𝚈𝙾𝚄𝚁    𝚂𝙻𝙴𝙴𝙿    '

𝚝𝚑𝚎   𝚜𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚒𝚝𝚢   𝚘𝚏   𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐   𝚒𝚜   𝚍𝚒𝚜𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚋𝚎𝚍   ,                  rare   is   a   moment   when   a   sardonic   comment   or   argument   does   not   cross   one   of   their   tongues.                  a   soldier   of   heaven   and   survivor   of   hell         [   .   .   .   ]            it   was   their   natural   state   to   be   antagonistic.               eyelids   have   barely   cracked   open   ,            now   tempted   to   shut   again.                  ‘            i         do         not.      ‘                  retort   is   grumpily   mumbled   through   grogginess.      it   could   very   well   be   that   he   actually   does   ,            but   ,            similar   to   a   child   ,         he   doesn’t   want   the   other   to   be   right.         nights   are   wracked   full   with   dreams   and   nightmares.            there’s   rarely   a   time   when   thoughts   are            EMPTY      &   PEACEFUL   ,         allowing   for   a   good   night’s   sleep.               despite   the   small   annoyance   that   kai   is   causing   ,            the   nephilim   turns   all   the   way   on   his   side   ,         hands   and   arms   reaching   out   towards   the   other   male’s   form.            an   arm   wraps   around   the   heretic’s   middle   ,         alec   shifting   closer   until   they   are   nose   to   nose   and   practically   chest   to   chest.            ‘            not   saying   that   i   do   ,         but   if   i   did   mumble   in   my   sleep      .   .   .         what   was   i   saying?         ‘