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yourusername : arsenal wfc on film 🎞️🤍🎥
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arsenalwfc: lights, camera, ACTION! ❤️
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yourusername : happy birthday, old woman. i love you. heres to many, many more ❤️💐🥳 xxx
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katie_mccabe11 : one whole year of not hating your guts, even if you are too messy. i love you ❤️
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📍 yourusername: a whole year of your loud, loud mouth. love you 🤍 also my post got more likes than yours 😚 xx
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read ‘soft launch’ here! x
hey pookies!! i bet you all weren’t expecting another post so quick ;) i really enjoy making these! please let me know what other players you would like to see! i have work all of tomorrow morning, but i will get around to requests & messages this! weekend! i promise :)) happy reading & love always! 🤍 - RG x
claire
do you have something to tell me????
a secret lover perhaps??
addi
huh???
oh! no lmfao
fans just like shipping me with every man under the sun 😀😀
claire
attractive men!
addi
i don't trust your taste. you're dating my brother.
besides, i'm here to race, not date.
claire
ikik and i'm so happy for you.
but you and arthur have been driving me nuts for the past 5 years.
addi
nothing is going on between arthur and i !!!
claire
15th birthday. if i remember correctly, i gave you alcohol behind your moms back because you were sad that arthur couldn't make it to your bday. 16th birthday, the day after you slept over while your brother was away and i gave you wine, you told me you thought arthur was cute.
age 17, arthur started talking to a girl and you got upset.
addi
arthur IS cute. i tell him that all the times. and ofc i was upset about him not coming to my bday party!!
the only reason i was upset about him talking to that girl was because she didn't want him talking to me.
you've proven nothing.
claire
charles didn't come either and you were only crying about arthur the whole night??
what about pierre?
addi
what about him?
claire
louis told me you used to like him??
addi
omg clai, when i was 10😭😭
put me next to any blonde boy with the jb haircut when i was 10 and i would've sworn we were soulmates
i love gasly, and i love arthur. but i've never seen myself dating either of them. esp not at the start of my career!
claire
mhmmmm, you're so real for that blonde boy statement btw.
addi
ikr, i had such a strong thing for blondes when i was younger.
claire
i'm not done talking about these boys!
addi
ofc you're not.
claire
lando.
addi
bestie.
claire
false.
since when has lando norris ever congratulated another driver on social media after a DNF?!?!!??!?!
addi
he prob did it because i did on his first win.
claire
flirting on twitch? facetime during lockdown???
addi
flirting?? i wasn't flirting.
claire
oh bby ofc you didn't. you and your brother share the same level of flirting skills. zero
he was flirting, granted i don't think he is much of a pro when it comes to flirting either.
addi
okay 1. rude. i can flirt.
claire
no you can't.
addi
and 2. he wasn't flirting.
claire
denial denial denial.
maybe there's nothing going on with pierre. maybe. (that man looks at you with the biggest fucking smile but that's my only evidence)
but arthur and that british bitch? there's something there.
addi
british bitch😭😭
there's nothing there but friendship 🥰
claire
mhmmm whatever you say. i'm rooting for arthur.
addi
why-
claire
arthur's a cutie patootie
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addilynleblanc happy birthday my forever friend❤️❤️❤️
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charles_leclerc i love you dearly
-> addilynleblanc i love you more, charlie
arthur_leclerc the last three images, you're making the same face hahahaha
-> addilynleblanc we are the same person🫡
user1 everyone say thank you addi for these pictures.
user2 the pic of them together when they were little 🥹🥹🥹
-> lori.rynolds.leblanc She will murder me, but Charles was her first kiss😊😊
-> addilynleblanc mama!
-> landonorris Aweeeee
pierregasly Why is he in a closet?
-> arthur_leclerc Intense game of hide and seek.
user3 i love how you added pics with jules and arthur as well🥹
user4 you used to be blonde???
-> louisjuliusleblanc She ruined her hair when she was 13.
addi
it's 12 am.
happy birthday charlie. i love you did i beat arthur this year?
charlesthank you chérie❤️ i love you too and yes you did
addi
SCORE!!!!
charles
lol
speaking of... is there something you wanna tell me?
addi
noooo not you too🥲
did nolan or claire talk to you??
charles
clair and louis this time. but louis was drunk so he didn't make any sense.
addi
sounds about right.
nothing is going on with me and arthur. or me and pierre. or me and lando.
charles
lando's a new one. you've already told me how you feel about pierre before.
does that still stand?
addi
yes.
charles
idk why you never talked to him about that?he was confused for so long.
addi
idk how he could be.
i don't wanna talk about him.
charles
okay. what about arthur then? nothing going on at all?
addi
why? do you know something i don't?
charles
if i did would it make a difference?
addi
probably not.
charles
because you don't like him at all or because of something else?
addi
because i told myself i would focus on my career
i don't want to lose focus.
charles
i've never seen you lose focus in anything but math class.
having feelings and dating people won't make you lose focus, take it from me. charlotte and i are doing just fine.
addi
too bad your strategist is fucking you over😁
charles
addilyn. i'm being serious.
addi
lando's cute and sweet. but i still don't know enough about him. arthur and i grew up together, he was my first friend, he used to tattle on the kids in karting who would bully me. i don't want to ruin the life long relationship that's there. and then pierre... yeah.
i also just don't think i'm ready.
charles
okay, chérie. that's fine. but don't suck up all your feelings. that's when you'll start to lose focus.
lando
Hey!
Wyd right now?
addi
i was gonna watch a movie and then facetime charlotte to talk about charles' birthday
Hey bestie ❤️❤️ can I request a yandere!kazutora smut. I just know this man didn't spend 10 years in prison to come back completely Buddhist. There's gotta be some cray cray left in him.
wtf I love u guys, big brain like me- cuz ik my bby is still traumatized...fr I love cray cray kazu >:)
Honestly after kazutora did all the things he did feels guilty
Guilty as in he doesn't feel like he deserves you
He feels so guilty
Why him? You do know how past right? What he did? He killed two people, you know that right?
Yet why do you even stay?
But at the same time even if you tried to leave me wouldn't let you.
No matter how many times you cry, beg, plead, he won't cooperate
I could see him actually kidnapping you
Knocking you out or smth (ahem sano siblings!) And then bringing you to his house and him comforting you and cooing at how much he loves you and everbody wants to take you away
I mean who wouldn't?
In his eyes you 're perfect, he can't get enough of you he craves- no needs you. So bad.
He loves you too much
He lowkey gets scary when sometimes you do something as if getting a bit too 'friendly' with someone asking for directions that one time he let you out for your birthday
Giving you that stare that makes you shiver, the glint in his eyes scares you
But let's say you develop Stockholm syndrome!
He's so happy you reciprocate his feelings!
He becomes so much closer...litterly
You can still feel his touch after he leaves to go to work with chifuyu
"You know how much I love you right? So much." He says with a certain glint in his eyes that goes as it comes as he kissed your forehead
" gotta go to work, don't try anything, love you. " he mumbles as he pecks your lip then waves before leaving and locking the door
Luckily you've upgraded from being tied up completely, to now being chained to the bed by your ankle and wrist...but hey you can move around now! He really cares about your well being!
Kazutora who cries anytime to manipulate you
You want to open the window because it's too hot when you guys hang out?
He'll start sobbing and begging you not to leave him
You're confused but awkwardly try comforting him slightly feeling guilty....but it was too hot in the room!
Kazutora who worships your existence to the point of where it gets suffocating
He'll press little kisses to every inch- no! centimeter of you're body while mumbling the most disturbing things you have ever heard against you're skin...
Kazutora who makes it very clear you mean so much to him
Your his God
he needs you sososso bad. You can't leave him. He won't let you
Kazutora who will even kill again for your same
Kazutora who would even kill you then decide to kill himself because he needs you...he needs you in every dimension, lifetime, whatever! If he can't have you..? No one can.
ik your probably swamped with requests but could you do a little thing where the reader doesn’t like her birthday or doesn’t really celebrate it but gavi makes it a big deal and gives her tons of gifts and surprises!! take your time bby ❤️💙❤️💙❤️
Birthday Girl
"What do you mean you don't want to do anything after the game? But baby it's your birthday!" Pablo said while packing to go to Camp Nou with you for his first game in the new season against Madrid.
"It's the first El Classico of the season amor, and I just want to wear my man's jersey and watch him win" you walk up to him snaking arms around his neck and pulling him into a tight hug.
You really wanted to just watch Pablo play, but you were also not a big "birthday girl" person mostly because when you were a child your parents were never around much due to their corporate jobs at the family business which was always a priority.
"I won't only win..but I'll score for you princesa" Pablo whispered and you blushed nodding your head and looking up so he can kiss your lips lovingly.
When you arrived at the camp, cameras flashing in your face and numerous fans cheering and calling Pablo's name you smiled letting him greet his fans before you both walked inside.
"This one is for my birthday girl!" Pablo said kissing your lips before leaving to the dressing rooms and you went to find your seats.
"Hey girl! Happy Birthday!" Mikky greeted me first hugging me tightly and I wondered how the hell did she know about my birthday.
"Many more gorgeous years for you beautiful!" Ana was next and I thanked them both asking how they knew about my birthday seeing them chuckle and show me Pablo's recent story.
pablogavi: My Birthday Girl <33
"Awe he is so sweet isn't he!??" Mikky saw me blushing really never having anybody make such a big deal about my birthday before Pablo. It was strange but it felt nice to feel special today.
"Yeah..um..the game is starting!" you said and all of you took your phones out to film the boys coming out on the pitch. For the rest of the game, your phone buzzed with notifications of people sending you beautiful birthday messages.
It was an intense game with many goals on both sides, but just as the second half was coming to an end Madrid made a foul and Barça got their penalty shot.
"Hermano espera!" Pedri called Raphina who turned to see what was going on while carrying the ball always being the one to take the penalty shots.
"Gavi can do it..for his girl's birthday" pedri explained and older man smiled remembering the time he dedicated his shot to his wife's birthday. He came to Gavi giving him the ball seeing his surprised face.
"Que haces!? Gavi doesn't shoot penalties!?" Xavi was freaking out but every player on the pitch believed in Gavi in that moment. They still had one point ahead of Madrid but it's never smart to not use the free penalty when given against such a strong team.
"Dios! He's shooting a penalty!" you said holding your hands together like you were praying feeling anxious but excited at the same time. You believed in Pablo and sent him all your inner strength in this moment just like everyone else on the Barça side.
Pablo put the ball down calmly shooting his shot and of course making it without a sweat. He cheered celebrating with his teammates before taking off his jersey and sliding right where you sat and on his long sleeve muscle top was written "para ti birthday girl <3" and everyone looked at your making you blush and send him a kiss.
"Gracias hermano!" he whispered to Raphina who smiled at you and nodded his head before kissing Pablo's head.
You walked down the hallway to meet with Pablo hearing from every side "happy birthday" smiling into numerous phone cameras of the fans and thanking them kindly.
"Amor!" you heard Pablo's voice running and jumping into his arms as he spun you around.
"We won El Classico!" he said and you nodded kissing him back when he kissed you not caring that picture would be plastered all over the internet in matter of seconds.
"And you made the whole world wish me a happy birthday!" you said giggling while he nodded putting you down and kissing your lips once more before you two left in a more private area.
"Pablo, where are we going??" you said noticing that he was pulling you towards the pitch which was very confusing since you were not allowed to be here at all.
"Just trust me birthday girl.." he said and you knew he had another surprise in mind when he called you that. When you entered the pitch, there were all of his teammates singling "Happy Birthday to you.." joined by fans from the stands.
"You did not.." you said shocked blushing hard at the sudden attention you received from everyone around you holding Pablo's arm that was around your waist.
"Happy Birthday mi amor..you're my special girl and I wanted you to know that" Pablo whispered and you smiled nodding your head really wishing he knew that this was the first time she felt like "someone's special girl" on her birthday.
"And here is the cake..if you missed that penalty I would have hit you with it chico!" Xavi said chuckling with you before kissing the top of your head wishing you the bestest birthday.
"Um..thank you..all..this is so special for me" you were fighting back tears not wanting to cry on your birthday like all the other years until you met Pablo.
"Blow candles and make a wish amor" Pablo said and you smile nodding your head closing your eyes and blowing all the candles. Everyone clapped while you turned around and kissed Pablo's lips.
"Thank you Pablo..for this" you said and he noticed your saddened eyes but decided to talk about it when you were alone now only nodding his head and kissing your lips lovingly before putting some whip-cream on your face.
"Oh no!" you said when all the boys did the same giggling and celebrating for awhile before you were ready to go home.
"My goodness! My face is still sticky!" you said while Pablo drove home and you used wet wipes to clean your face.
"Maybe they took it too far.." Pablo giggled together with you but you shook your head once again having that same sadness in your eyes.
"No..it was perfect" you said and Pablo smiled stealing a glance from you taking your hand and kissing it.
"Look amor! The sunset!" you said and he parked suddenly right at the edge of the beach so you both can look at it together. Although not planned, this was the most perfect moment of the whole day.
"Can I ask you something princesa??" Pablo said while holding you in his arms as you watched through the window at the beautiful golden sky.
"Mhm.." you say
"You looked sad in the moment you thanked me for a surprise..why?" he said and you gulped taking your phone out to check once again but there was still no message form your parents.
aurorapaezg: happy birthday hermanita! i love you<33
mikkykiemeney: birthday girl is precious <33
analewandowska: best wishes to you pretty girl!
pedri: happy birthday amiga!!
alehandrobalde: best friend's birthday today!!
ansufati: amazing girl!! happy birthday!!
Strangers all over the world texted you today..half the stadium sang you happy birthday..and they forgot..again. You told Pablo who sighed kissing the top of your head.
"I'm sorry amor.." Pablo said holding you tighter as a tear finally escaped your eye but it was alright because it was only the two of you now and you felt comfortable with him.
"It's okay..I'm used to it" you said clearly not thinking that but what else can you do about it.
"It's not okay..you don't deserve that.. you deserve to feel like the most special girl today..and every other day..I want you to know that from now on every birthday will be celebrated properly!" Pablo spoke and yo turned in his arms kissing his lips lovingly.
"I'd really like that." you said and he nodded kissing you more before pulling away and giving you the box with the beautiful pink bow on it.
"What's this??" you said blushing and taking it
"A present..for a birthday girl" he said and you opened it gasping when you saw the beautiful necklace that was also a locket. When you opened it was the picture of the two of you and you couldn't help but kiss Pablo strongly in response.
"I love you!" you said and he smiled nodding his head proudly.
"And I love you princesa" he said as you both smiled into the kiss.
You two of you went back home finishing the night cuddled up with your favorite movie and food.
You yawned slowly being lulled to sleep by Pablo's even heart beats and soft sounds of the movie in the background.
"Happy Birthday mi amor.." he whispered right before you fall asleep in his arms. It was the most special birthday of your life.
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claybornharlow My baby 🤎
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bo_jangless Lmao you keep doing her dirty with these pics
claybornharlow wdym? she looks fine 😋
yourusername Not the first picture lol I was panicking because I thought I smeared the lipstick 💀
bestie1 I miss her bring her home!!!!!
claybornharlow NO
yourusername Lol imy2 & I’ll be visiting soon
bestie1 Just move down here already 🙄
yourusername I- 😬
claybornharlow yea tell her bby 🙄
yourusername 🤫
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yourusername Happiest of birthdays to my amazing boyfriend. Being in a relationship wasn’t in my 2022 plans, but you had to come into my life literally knocking me off my feet 🙈 knowing you and being with you has been a gift and a blessing. I love you, even when you stay posting embarrassing pictures of me 🙄
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claybornharlow 😩🥺 I love u my baby. Thank you 😘
urbanwyatt ❤️ hbd to the bro
cozane 🫶🏻
jackharlow ❤️ happy birthday little brother
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claybornharlow 🥺 My baby surprised me for my birthday. Her and sis in law planned the dinner with my close friends and family ❤️ grateful for you baby ily 😘
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jackharlow I knew about dinner because my wife but I didn’t know about the bedroom and strawberries- I want some btw 🙄 she did good though.
claybornharlow 😬 Mía and I ate them all sorry.
bestie2 We did good huh 😜
claybornharlow You did sis 🫶🏻 appreciate you and thank you for helping her.
urbanwyatt So what’s in the gift bags?👀
bestie1 so is she moving down here or what?
claybornharlow She hasn’t given me an answer to that yet 🤔
yourusername Not y’all putting me on blast 🙈
bestie2 No pressure babes 💕
claybornharlow YES PRESSURE TF *not really* take your time baby
yourusername Let’s just focus on tonight and thanksgiving ❤️
Thank you so much for doing this events bby, can I request one with mark and you on his birthday party where y’all are on having thee time of your life’s and it kind of escalates? It could be a friends to lovers one with lots of blushing and hidden smiles ❤️❤️
I’m so glad your back 💗💗
thank you my nana ‹𝟹 i hope this was ok!
» this is apart of my 'MARK DRABBLE BDAY SPECIAL' event that i will be doing for his bday week. requests are OPEN for this.
» warnings: none. just some light kissing and touching. alcohol may be mentioned here and there.
“Happy birthday Mark!!” The entirety of the room yells, party poppers bursting into the air, balloons being thrown at the culprit. Mark stands in the middle of the room gobsmacked at the scene, surrounded by family and friends that makes his throat tighten up from the emotional hit in his chest, but he sputters out a laugh when Haechan runs forward to slap on a neon green party hat on the top of his head.
He gets shoved into the crowd, some wrapping him up into celebratory hugs while others pinch his cheeks, cooing small words of affection that he appreciates gratefully despite the efforts he makes to push them away, his belly rumbling with laughter when Johnny easily swoops him up into a bone crushing hug and Taeyong slaps his bottom.
It doesn’t take Mark long to find you, standing away at the corner with a beaming grin on your face, holding a watermelon cake that almost brings tears to his eyes. It’s the same cake you and your parents bought him on his fifth birthday and each year, you’ve continued to stick with the tradition, buying the same watermelon cake from the same store but decorated differently with candles that represent his age. The sparkly ‘23’ shines back at him and he can’t help shyly smile at you when you gesture at him to blow out the candles.
Everyone around him cheers again when the candles are blown and you lay down the cake on the table before jumping into Mark’s arms excitedly that wrap around your body on instinct, holding you as close to him as he possibly could as you sway him side to side.
“I thought you weren't going to make it” Mark mumbles in your ear close enough to let you hear over the music. “Your mom told me over the phone this morning that you were busy”
“I wanted to surprise you!!” You giddily tell him, squeezing him tightly in your grasp. “You’re my best friend, Mark! Of course I’m not going to miss your birthday!”
Best friend. Those two words leave a ugly feeling but he doesn’t have enough time to dwell on it as he’s forcefully ripped away from you, almost stumbling over his shoes as he’s swung around to face Yuta who shoves a shot glass into his hand, begging him to drink the concoxion inside. Mark’s face turns sour when the alcohol burns as it runs down the back of his throat and he turns his attention back on you to continue a conversation but he sees you’re already preoccupied by Jaehyun who forcefully feeds you a shot, tipping your head back with a boisterous laugh.
Haechan is the one that coaxes everyone into dancing and drinking, gripping Mark’s wrist to tug him into the centre and twirl him around. Mark loses his balance and he almost slips to the ground if it wasn’t for the hands that steady him on his back. It’s you, a shy smile creeps onto his lips, you’re always there to catch him when he falls. You’re always there. His arm slips around your shoulders comfortably when yours goes around his waist, holding you close to his side as he dances along with the others.
Everyone sings loudly to his favourite song that blasts on the speakers, everyone that he loves surrounds him with happy smiles and everyone is having fun. It feels like a dream come true to Mark and he’s so emotional that he’s unable to control the tears that pool in his eyes, but he doesn’t stop smiling, he doesn’t stop laughing. This is what he’s always wanted.
It doesn’t take Mark long to get drunk, the alcohol making his face red and his brain fuzzy to the point he can’t fully stand or continue dancing, so he sits alone with you in a corner, holding a cup of water in his hands as he listens to you excitedly explains the ins and outs of this surprise party him, even adding in a few creative words to cuss out Haechan who almost leaked it this morning. But Mark zones out when he sees how passionate you are, hands throwing up in the air, giggling and laughing through your words, prettily smiling when you’re talking about something he can’t fully hear.
His heartbeat is loud in his ears and he can’t focus anymore when the skin of your arm brushes against his. He doesn’t pull away despite feeling like he’s getting scorched, he craves more of it when you pull away and his fingers eagerly reach out for your elbow.
You’ve stopped talking now, staring back at Mark with curiosity and wonder pooling in your eyes, even a little bit of concern for his lack of speech. He struggles to speak, mouth opening and closing like a fish which makes him feel a little embarrassed and shy, heat creeping up his neck as you hold out the eye contact. You’re calling out his name and Mark swears he’s never heard something so sweet before, his fingers dropping from your elbow as it hits him, it hits him hard and he can’t stop himself from holding back any longer.
“I love you” Mark whispers to you, voice full of seriousness and honesty. His nerves slip away from the amount of alcohol that rushes through his veins and he’s not able to tear his eyes away from yours that now widen in surprise. “I’m so thankful for everything and I just… I really love you, I do”
“Yeah?” You hum, placing your hand on his cheek and swiping the small strand of confetti that rests on his cheekbone with your thumb with a small smile. Mark nods quickly, swallowing thickly at your touch but he relaxes into it, placing his hand on top of yours.
“Yeah, I do” He confesses, but his nerves soon come back once he realises how quiet you’ve become. He wants the ground to swallow him whole, he wants someone to rush over and take him away from the rejection he’s about to face, he wishes that Haechan would come and change the subject now more than ever. And just as his eyes leave you to search for his other friend, he feels your lips press against his.
Mark’s frozen in place, unable to move as you kiss him so gently, heart thumping widely in his chest. He doesn’t even have time to kiss you back because you’re already pulling away, searching his eyes for any discomfort. He pinches himself, he can’t help it, he’s thought about this for far too long that he’s scared it’s all in his head… but he’s here, it’s real… and you just kissed him.
The shyness that takes over Mark causes you to laugh and he bashfully looks away, smiling like a fool to himself but you cup his jaw to turn him back to face you. His eyes roam around your face lovingly and he’s surprised when your expression matches his. He wants to kiss you again, he wants to do it properly this time but he waits for your signal, his leg bouncing nervously.
“Mark…” His name has always sounded good coming out of your mouth. “You can kiss me”
sorry if weird question but as a lil innocent bby I never smoked weed or did any drugs and I was wondering how did you start? where did you even source it in the first place, did you just happen to know a guy who had it or is there a secret store? spill the tea for us innocent bbys pls 🙏
Not a weird question, i can understand being curious and I do mention weed in my prompts every so often
Well first and foremost I wanna be a responsible 26 yo adult and say that, really, anything can be addictive. A lot of people don't realize addiction issues can even be genetically inherited, like it isnt JUST a battle of willpower, you can be biologically wired to get addicted to stuff easier, so weed definitely isn't as harmless as some people make it out to be if you already have a predisposition for bad impulse control. There have been studies, some pretty damning, suggesting smoking raises your risk of dementia, and of course there is COPD and weed can also negatively effect your stomach, as well as making you agitated. Different strains and THC/CBD percentages in weed can really change your high, too. There has been bud that gets me really giggly and happy and other kinds that made me HELLA paranoid and kind of strung out, so, it's not always a pleasant experience. It can also totally be your biology too, I knew a guy once who couldn't smoke at all because it would make him borderline hallucinate and it was extremely stressful for him
Like really to be blatantly honest with you, I'm a daily user to the point where I can have significant amounts and won't feel as "psychedelic" as I used to. Like you definitely build a tolerance after a while, but you can take a break for a while and it'll come back. But you can definitely fall into a trap where you smoke too much "trying to feel as high as you used to", chasing the memory of the fun feeling, and it just makes you tired and then you sleep and it's wasted, whereas for example when I went to watch Spiderverse in theaters, I stayed clean for a few days, just like 4 or 5, and when I smoked again it felt aweeeesome 😩❤️ like definitely, personal restraint can mean EVERYTHING with weed, for your tolerance, for your munchies, for how much you spend, you gotta find your limits and stick with em I guess
It's definitely sort of a time and place thing. I started smoking on my 17th birthday when my sister got me into it, and she was introduced to it by a boyfriend. It really does feel like it can be a matter of where you live or knowing the right person. For example one time after my mom and I had moved, we didn't have a hookup and we smelled weed on one of the mover's jackets and asked him in a really chill way if he knew where to get a hookup (it was him lmao, he was a dealer)
But anyways, it really depends on your state or country, but even if selling outright bud and flower isn't legal, sometimes selling THC products is. Like for example I'm in Minnesota and we have it medically legal (we're actually in the middle of implementing it being legalized recreationally) and I couldn't go to a smoke shop and buy bud yet, but I CAN buy synthetic weed and thc gummies. Also really cannot stress enough that you should really never touch synthetic drugs for anything; fake weed/spice has been proven to be especially bad, like, do not cheap out thinking you'll be safer with synthetic, it is arguably significantly more dangerous than the normal stuff.
Really cannot stress enough that this is a "check your local legislature before doing this" thing, but for example these are a brand of THC gummies that I bought in a smoke shop and can personally vouch for being able to get you high (thc is the high ingredient, CBD is the medical pain relieving ingredient) and they say you can purchase them online. I really am not sure where the law stands sometimes because it's like "oh we won't let you buy weed but we'll let you buy this processed product that contains the literal ingredient in weed that gets you high". Like for example that brand is Torch and when you go to their website they're also selling THC cartridges but they're also based in California so, do they only ship in California, is it safe country wide, you really have to do your own research for where you personally are
I would say maybe avoid ordering online because I just personally think that's a big risk unless you have confirmation it's ok where you're at. If you wanted me to give you my advice, I think a "surefire" way to find a hookup is to just go to a smokeshop and start up a conversation with someone. It can literally go "oh hey what do you buy that for?" "Oh I use it for pain, I don't like smoking weed and these gummies work good" "you know, if you think bud is too harsh on your throat, I got an edible guy--" like not even joking me and my mom went to buy screens the other week and we talked to this really nice girl for like over an hour and got her number cause she had all kinds of hookups and shes the one who recommended those gummies. A lot of dealers are selling weed as a side hustle and every customer they can get is good. It's good to have a plug you're loyal with but having options can be good in case anyone becomes unreliable or falls through or you find someone who sells for cheaper.
There are also multiple ways to, you know, do the deed. There's regular bud, which typically has to be ground up or cut up, and you can roll that into a blunt or use glass, which is my personal preference, I own some glass pipes and a bong, and I should mention I use smoking screens to avoid getting ash in my mouth but deadass, the vapors coming off of lighting that metal are probably Mucho No Bueno for my lungs so I've just been rawdoggin it, and there are also pens, like thc and cbd oil, and my recent method of preference is using an edabber pen and doing wax, which is a concentrate, although you can also do dabs with a glass rig and a butane torch but I got a thing against open flame haha
I think smoking weed is probably definitely less harmful than alcohol but it's probably a case by case thing as well as purely perspective. It can be fun as hell but you definitely have to watch yourself, and also, like, munchies can be fun, but it shouldn't be undersold how powerful munchies can be. I've literally eaten myself sick before. Eating becomes an activity in of itself and you'll have a full stomach and go "well I just ate something salty, now I want a sweet"
Anyways long answer is long but, yeah, my biggest piece of advice is, look at yourself as a person and try and figure out if it's even safe for you to try it, because if you have impulse control issues, someday down the like you may end up like me where you basically want to smoke before every activity to try and make that activity more fun and you wind up smoking so much you just need a nap, and when you wake up you're smoking again 😅 moderation is key!