#headcanons。 i did not give you permission to eavesdrop.

[cheeseceli]

Reassuring them

Pairing: Ot8 Skz × Gn!reader (individually)

Genre: headcanons, fluff, reverse comfort (1.6k words)

Request: could you do something sweet where the members are insecure and reader is comforting and reassuring them?

Warnings: mentions of insecurities regarding body image, personality and the idol life; mentions of food in Changbin's.

A/n: because everyone deserves comfort!! Also, this pic of Han 😭😭 | help Gaza

When you reassure them by...

Bang Chan - simply looking at him

Chan never really liked his features, saying he would change most of his appearance given the opportunity. That's something that never really made sense to you. How could one dislike its appearance when it looked like that? He looked absolutely gorgeous in your point of view, and it pained you that he didn't see it.

Although you said thousands of compliments to him, that's not what made his perception of himself change. It helped, of course, but the most impactful thing you've ever done was to look at him. You looked at him the same all the time: lovestruck.

When he got all dressed up for a photoshoot, when he was sweating after practice, when he was with make up, when he just woke up... You would always look at him like he was the most beautiful thing you've ever seen. At first he tried to hide himself from your gaze. He felt shy and unworthy of it in the beginning. But when it didn't work and you kept on admiring him all the same, he started to give in.

Now he likes the way you look at him. Although it still makes him shy, he hopes that you'll keep looking at him like that. And even though he's not totally there just yet, he's starting to see what you see whenever there's a mirror in front of him.

Lee Know - shutting down people's comments

Minho knows most people wouldn't describe him as the most affectionate person to ever exist. Most of the time he'd be okay with that. He needs his space and words of affirmation isn't his better love language. Nothing wrong with that, right?

But when people start to say that he's a bad boyfriend, he wonders how truthful those statements are. And he really wasn't supposed to eavesdrop, but when he hears your friends calling you to question your relationship, he can't help but feel defeated by hearing it. However, he doesn't miss how quick you are to shut down your friend's comments and list times where Minho made you feel loved.

And later on, when you see him, he notices how your eyes shine. There's still this voice on his head accusing him of not doing enough, but he also knows that you don't love him any less because of that.

Maybe, anytime now, he'll realise that he's already doing way more than enough in your eyes.

Changbin - caring for him

At some point in his life, Changbin convinced himself that he needed to be strong. He had to take all the weight of the world in his shoulders and he should do it smiling. That's one of the reasons why he usually keeps his problems to himself: he doesn't want to bother anyone.

But of course, this is not an easy task. Sometimes he fails to do so. And when he does, that's when he feels his world falling down all at once. He feels incapable, useless, nothing. And the words he repeats to himself get harsher every time. That is until you put a stop to it.

He never really allowed anyone to fully take care of him because that would go against his ideal of "I need to be the strongest". But you never asked for permission. You would just do it. And when he finds himself eating the food you cooked him, having his hair brushed by you and the tears being dried by your fingers, he feels like it's okay.

You make his weakness seem like a good thing, and if it keeps going like this, he might as well believe that it's not even a weakness at all.

Hyunjin - saying "I love you"

Every once in a while Hyunjin falls in this dilemma of receiving thousands of "I love you"s but not believing them in the slightest. Did these people on the internet, who have not seen him not once, loved him or the image of him? How much could he believe out of those confessions?

That made him wonder for nights if the real him, the one the internet didn't really know, was also worthy of love. And then he would feel himself falling on this rabbit hole where he was stuck. His questions started to become affirmations that would insist that no, he could never be truly loved.

You'd never hesitate on disagreeing with that though. Not when you knew him better than anyone, probably even more than himself, and still showed love in everything you would do. By the way you hugged him to how you'd text him goodnight every night. Your gifts and your acts. Everything screamed "I love you". Especially when you literally said those three words that Hyunjin desired more than anything.

Little by little Hyunjin felt that his own skin was also good and loveable. He started to glow because of that. That made even more people love him. This time though, he welcomed the affection with open arms. He felt like he deserved it this time.

Han - being there

Self doubt is a funny thing, Han thinks to himself. Once it appears in your life, it's extremely hard to get it out. And even though you know all of your insecurities aren't true, you still don't fully believe it. So when Han starts to think that he is insufferable, that all his friends hate him and that he deserves to be alone, it's hard to stop thinking that.

But then he sees you. And it's like the sun peeking from foggy weather: light at last. You're always there. In his happy moods, when he's sad, when he's screaming nonsense. It doesn't matter what is happening, you're always there. You're the affirmation that, no matter what happens, you'll be there. That he deserves to have someone by him.

He still finds himself distancing himself at times, when the insecurities speak louder. But your presence always reminds him of what's the truth. And sooner or later, the self doubt drowns a bit and he finds himself being more comfortable and confident. He allows himself to have people, to have you, in his life without the fear of abandonment.

Felix - endlessly complimenting him

Insecurities are nothing new to Felix. He has grown used to doubting himself and his actions constantly now. Add that to the infinite amount of hate he receives every day and it's easy to just drown in this endless cycle of self doubt and hatred.

However, he notices that he is now taking it easier with himself. The inner voices that could never stop complaining were slowly but surely stopping. They were being replaced with your sweet and soft spoken compliments.

It was almost second nature to you, he thinks. To just overflow with love and end up reassuring him with your words. He doesn't think you realise it, but it seems that you can always read his mind. You can always tell what he needs to hear. And you always say it as it's the most genuine thing you've ever said.

So when he stops listening to the hate and just hears your voice instead, he knows exactly how it happened. He also knows that, if it's up to you, your praises would be a thing that would follow him for the rest of his life.

Seungmin - taking pictures of him

Seungmin never really liked his smile, he doesn't even know why. It just never felt right for him. And as far as he can remember, he always did everything he could to hide his face whenever his lips would turn up. He thought he was doing it well.

However, he came to realise that he was horrible at hiding his smile. At least he was when it came to you. You had a lot of pictures, maybe up to a hundred, of him. Most of them were blurry and spontaneous. He didn't even know you were taking a picture of him for the majority of the time. Maybe that's why he never covered his smile in the photographs you had of him.

As your wallpaper, as a Polaroid, framed near your bed... There was always a picture where he was smiling carefree. And he looked beautiful in all of those.

You most likely didn't even realise how this little gesture of yours made him like his smile more and more, but you were glad when, after a few months, he stopped putting his hands in front of his mouth whenever a laugh erupted from his lips.

I.N - hyping him up

After living in such a competitive environment for years, Jeongin thinks he should be used to the music industry now. He can tolerate the overworking, he knows how to control the media, he loves his fans and job. Everything is fine. Still, there's always that one part of his mind saying he's incompetent at the job. Saying that becoming an idol was the wrong move.

These days he usually locks himself in the studio or in the dance room and refuses to get out of there until he feels like he deserves it, until he feels like he's good again. But then again, it feels like this time never comes.

That's when you have a vital role in his life. You're the living proof that he's actually doing a good job. And the funny thing is that you have never said it, not even once. But he still knows it. He knows when YouTube recommends you another fancam of him, because apparently you like his dancing and stage presence that much. He knows when you always applause him after a dancing session and when you playfully beg him to sing you a song, and the huge smile on your face when he finally does.

It's almost as if you are his biggest fan. At this point, you might be. And funnily enough, you are the "fan" that is motivating him to keep going. If he managed to make you like his work that much, he must be doing something right after all.

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Dividers by @thecutestgrotto

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Nesta/Azriel Brotp (2)

I have this headcanon that Nesta and Azriel are the most troublemaker duo alive and they NEVER get caught. 

Actually Azriel is so surprised that Nesta is mischievous, because I see her going beyond just switching the books with Merrill. Like given the opportunity, Nesta would just rather steal it than ask permission or deal with people to get it and initially she thinks “oh Azriel’s going to tell her something. Look down on her. Give her a lecture.” But no, Azriel is like nodding in approval and is like watch this. And so starts the bond of them sneaking out of things, sneaking into things, stealing, eavesdropping, etc. Once they do it once, it’s like well (shrugs) let’s do it again. Easier to ask forgiveness than permission is their motto. Most of the time they play pranks. A lot of times it’s to get a hearty advantage on someone else. They know everyone’s solstice presents. They know every gossip around town. If you tell one of them they can’t do something or go somewhere, they will go to each other and they will do it together. 

It’s not just heists or missions, though I love the thought of Cassian, Nesta, and Azriel being the team that just goes on missions now. Cassian is known as the trouble maker BUT man after they start this, they are trouble. Wild even. Cassian is just over here sighing and tipping back his head, because he’s like why am I stuck with these two people? And every time something happens you know who’s blamed? Cassian. Lol. But Nesta smooths it over with like “Hey, just remember you have me now, if you’re banished, well vacation came early. We’ll leave together. Isn’t that nice?” And Cassian is rolling his eyes, like wth, did I just become the third wheel in my own relationship???  They try not to laugh when a mission takes them to the Summer Court and Cassian can’t go. But Cassian is so grumpy, and they tease him about it A LOT, and Cassian is like why don’t you let Mor go, or Feyre or ANYONE else. Nesta stay with me, why don’t you? Mate comforts mate, you know. But Nesta and Azriel want to go even more because Cassian isn’t allowed, and so she’s like I’ll bring you back a souvenir, and Azriel’s like maybe a mini replica of that building you wrecked so you’ll always have it with you. I always imagine the building to have been like a very important building. A temple, a municipal building, and if camera’s exist in this world or perhaps a freelance painter hanging around, they have him paint or take a picture of them in front of that building and gift it to Cassian, maybe with Cassian’s cardboard cut out lol, or his face just drawn in some random place in the corner. He does not appreciate this.  

Additionally, they try to play pranks on each other. Nesta and Azriel. But it gets really ugly. To the point where they need to call a truce. Azriel is obviously better at them and he’s a hell of a lot more competitive, but Nesta is just that storm that was never expected, and when he thinks he has the advantage BAM there she is. Also it helps that the house is always on Nesta’s side. And so again, Cassian is caught in the middle of this a lot. They’re very childish it about it though. Because they get ruthless, but also very annoyed, and almost too serious about it. It’s not all fun and games. They’re... a little bit cruel about it. Cassian makes them stop and makes them vow not to start prank wars again, because the year of the prank wars is an ugly year... Nesta and Azriel are like nah, it was fine. They think it was one of the best years that will go down in history, but no one ever asks who won, because Azriel will insist that it’s him and then Nesta will start arguing about it, and that will start the feud all over again. They all have learned that lesson very well. 

Anyhoo... 

Maybe I’ll have to write hurt/comfort Nezriel brotp the next time. Because I’m obsessed with Azriel being the person Nesta goes to if she can’t find Cassian or if he’s gone. He’s uber protective of Nesta. But I’m also obsessed with Azriel going to Nesta about anything! Like Azriel doesn’t handle deep emotion very well and he gets a lot of anxiety if he’s being honest, especially when it comes to social interaction, and Nesta’s like the motivator, the shoulder. She takes her job very seriously even if at first she’s like wth are you coming to me for? Don’t you know I’m shit at this too? Also Nesta does not give good advice EVER... The two of them together are awkward beans when it comes to anything deeper than surface level feelings, but at least it makes good stories... but second hand embarrassment is always very near and dear to their hearts. 

[robotslenderman]

Think I’ve finally nailed down Mehra’s story in between getting exiled and ending up in the Dark Brotherhood.

Post-Morag Tong, she meets Quen and helps rebuild the Thieves Guild, going through the quests and everything.

She’s pretty highly ranked in the Thieves Guild except there’s a problem... she keeps killing people on jobs. This isn’t too much of a problem at first, but other thieves are like “The hell, Mehra?” She’s supposed to be a disciplined Morag Tong-raised woman, they don’t kill people they’re not supposed to. But she keeps doing it.

(Sometimes she swears she hears Velsa or Zeira or Quen telling her to kill someone, but it becomes quickly apparent to Mehra that that's... not actually happening. They wouldn't do that and then get mad at her for it. Not all three of them at once. Surely?)

Eventually she brings too much heat on the Thieves Guild and she’s asked to leave by Zeira. It's not a hostile kicking-out - it's a sad parting, and Mehra is understanding. She's secretly paranoid the whole thing was orchestrated, but she doesn't let herself resent them and just. Leaves.

Floats around for a while. She knows the DB is probably the only place left to go, but she doesn't want to. Still, she researches them. Stalks a few DB agents she runs into. Ends up tracking down and watching the Black Hand at some kind of Black Marsh ceremony where the Shadowscales are hatched. She's hiding in a basket, watching through the gaps.

When suddenly Nevusa (my headcanon Listener) opens the basket and, without looking down, drops a book on Mehra's head. The Night Mother, she says to the rest of the Black Hand, told her to do that, and then they leave.

it's the Litany of Blood.

Mehra ends up spending the next few months fulfilling it, because... why not? She doesn't have anything better to do. Meanwhile in the Kvatch Sanctuary they're boggled that an outsider has been chosen to do the Litany, and red spectral statues are appearing but the killer hasn't been recruited yet.

Eventually each pedestal is filled, but... still no killer. The Night Mother still hasn't told Nevusa where to find this killer. In reality, Mehra moves around too quickly to be reliably tracked down, so NM is still waiting for her to settle.

(Headcanon is that the Litany is only ever completed by future Listeners. So the whole Kvatch Sanctuary is especially apprehensive and excited because there's a future Listener out there, and nobody, not even Nevusa, knows who it is.)

Eventually Mehra hears about the DB presence in Kvatch, so goes there. She still doesn't want to join, but it's not like she has any other career options.

there's no Thieves Den there, so she relocates to Anvil.

By day she poses as a beggar, using the disguise to scope out houses. By night she cleans out houses and, occasionally, kills. Sometimes she just kills - she hovers on a roof, waits, then just drops on someone on an alley and stabs them in the back.

The DB eventually get wind that there's a serial killer in Anvil. The NM still hasn't said anything to Nevusa - Mehra isn't sleeping anywhere secure, but Nevusa wonders if it's their Litany killer and puts out feelers.

Nobody ever looks at Mehra twice. She's got horrific burn scars and she pesters people for money - people avoid her, they don't stare, so nobody notices her Tong tattoos, let alone anyone who'd recognise them. Mehra thinks it's hilarious, because the second anyone spotted her tattoos they'd quickly realise she's the killer.

But nobody ever looks, so they don't. She sticks out because she's very distinct as both a Dunmer beggar and one so badly scarred, but still people ignore her.

The killer is eventually active enough that the Kvatch Sanctuary actively investigates. Nevusa is pretty sure it's the Litany killer because the method of killing is the same as the Litany victims - as Nevusa found out when she out out feelers. A single knife to the back, right in the artery beside the spine.

Kvatch Sanctuary gets excited again because their future Listener is in the area and fucking up people for the lulz.

But they can't. Fucking. Catch her. There's never any witnesses, or survivors. Nobody acting suspicious at night (by DB standards, anyway). Remains-Silent, Venom and Mirabelle are brought in to try and find suspects - nothing. Elam is stationed at the Thieves Den full time to keep an eye out for potential hit men or freelance assassins - nada.

It doesn't help that Mehra got shy when they showed up, and stopped killing for a while.

Elam does spot Mehra in the TD occasionally and points her out to Nevusa as one of the more suspicious denizens of the TD, but she doesn't like to talk to Elam and her entire face stays covered, so he doesn't yet connect her to the scarred beggar.

Eventually things get quiet enough that Terenus gives Astara permission to pull everyone out of Anvil, so she does. Clearly, the litany killer has moved on.

And the fucking killings start up again almost immediately.

Cue DB facedesking. This time they just keep Mirabelle and Elam down there.

Mirabelle is a servant listening for gossip, working at the barracks. She's to report any progress the guards make on finding the killer, and to inspect the bodies whenever she can.

Elam is to stay in the TD and just get work. In game, IIRC, not everyone uses the Black Sacrament to get the DB's attention and if I remember right Elam is the one they contact if they don't. So in my headcanon Elam spends a lot of time in Kvatch getting work the old fashioned way. Well, now he's charged with doing it in Anvil and he's not allowed to come home until the litany killer comes with him.

So Elam spends time bored out of his mind, missing home, hoping nobody is messing up the Sanctuary too much, and getting work.

The TD is, for once, grateful there's an agent of the DB hanging around because the litany killer keeps picking off *their* guys, because who else is hanging out in alleyways at 3AM?

There isn't much privacy in the TD but he still has to give out work, and the thieves and pirates and so on give Elam as much leg room as they can.

Eventually his Brothers and Sisters start complaining their targets are dead before they can get to them. Elam has Mirabelle look into it, but still lets clients think the DB did it.

Mirabelle reports back that their would-be targets are getting killed by a single knife to the back.

Nevusa's reaction upon hearing about this: "Oh, for fuck's sake."

Elam's is to break down into laughter so hard he can't breathe.

The litany killer is now actively fucking with them and stealing their kills.

and they still don't have a clue who it is

Good news: this means the litany killer comes by the Thieves Den often enough that they eavesdrop on Elam's business deals, or at least enough to know who's pissed at who and who's planning on getting the DB involved.

Elam still thinks this is the funniest thing ever, but when the fences of the TD are notified they are Not Amused and start more actively working with the DB. They want the litany killer dead. The DB decide not to disclose that they're recruiting them.

The fences and the denizens of the TD do some fund raising and ask everyone to pitch in for a DB contract. At this point they've started calling her "Litany", since the DB have spread her moniker.

Mehra contributes a huge amount because she thinks it's just as funny as Elam does. They have the exact same sense of humour.

Those who know Litany stole the DB's kills no longer bother going to Elam and just stand in the middle of the TD and yell, "Hey, Litany, kill X for me!"

which she does

Some with a sense of humour start egging Litany to steal the underwear of someone they hate and stick it on the spire of the nearby Chapel.

She does this too

Litany is suddenly as popular for their sense of humour as they're hated for killing people's buddies.

Elam is like "our future Listener is *awesome*"

Nevusa doesn't know whether to be amused or exasperated.

Astara is Not Amused.

Then a break comes - someone fresh off a ship hears about Litany, and mentions it's similar to some killings in Hew's Bane. They're practically kidnapped and taken to Elam.

They tell Elam that they're a footpad from Abah's Landing, visiting some relative or other, and that some high ranking Dunmer in the Thieves Guild got kicked out for killing too many people while on the job. Mentions that she's a former member of the Morag Tong.

which... seems to fit Litany's MO. Nevusa is aware that *somehow* the Litany of Blood ended up in Litany's hands from Black Marsh, and the killings were done so professionally even the DB can't track them down. For it to be Morag Tong sounds right.

Cue Nevusa going to Abah's Landing, personally, to visit Zeira.

Who - if reluctantly - confirms that... yup, there was a Dunmer here called Mehra Adrano, former Tong. Liked to backstab people she shouldn't. Lovely woman, just... too stabby for the guild. Very lost after her exile from the Tong. Talked openly about how she thought she was going to wind up in the Brotherhood until the Thieves Guild took her. Zeira's surprised she hasn't ended up in there yet.

"We're working on it," says Nevusa. "We're finding it difficult to track her down."

Zeira gives Nevusa a description and as much info as she can. Nevusa does some research, uncovers Mehra’s backstory as Dralsea Sadri.

Nevusa returns to Anvil, where Elam and Astara still haven't tracked her down, and gives them Mehra’s description.

Elam is like "fuck, she's that scarred redheaded Dunmer?! I give her a few coins every time I buy my lunch! I talked to her like five minutes ago!"

They grab the Shadowscales and go to confront her...

Mehra’s sitting on her pallet, notices the Dark Brotherhood's Listener, Executioner, and a bunch of Shadowscales approaching her, and is like "and it only took you lot eighteen fucking months to track me down. Oh, by the way, here's your book back, Nevusa."

And the rest is history.

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CHARACTER STATISTICS

TAGGED BY : @breselin im a few days late but shhh-- TAGGING : 🤔

——   PHYSICAL STATS;

RUNNING SPEED   —   6 / 10

RUNNING ENDURANCE   —   7 / 10

LIFTING STRENGTH   —   8 / 10

CARRYING ENDURANCE   —   6 / 10

JUMPING ABILITY   —   10 / 10

THROWING STRENGTH   —   6 / 10

STEALTH ABILITY   —   10 / 10

PAIN TOLERANCE   —   10 / 10

SWIMMING SPEED   —   6 / 10

SWIMMING ENDURANCE   —   6 / 10

STRETCHING ABILITY   —   8 / 10

DANCING ABILITY   —   3 / 10

CLIMBING ABILITY   —   6 / 10

TOUCH SENSITIVITY  ( PLATONIC )   —   1 / 10

TOUCH SENSITIVITY  ( INTIMATE )   —   4 / 10

GENERAL REFLEXES   —   10 / 10

OVERALL PHYSICAL CONDITION   —    7 / 10

TRIVIA   —    as an altmer, mannimarco’s body is considerably in a “better” condition than a man’s inherently. however, he never did bother with physically training himself more than what was necessary because, as he came from a traditional altmer family, it was not viewed as important. moreover, mannimarco was pushed to pursue the magical arts more than anything else. as such, he is not as strong as one would be if they chose to walk down the path of a warrior. altmer are naturally endowed with above average abilities, including that of strength (they are said to make fine warriors, actually.), so mannimarco is, indeed, lucky with his current stats. his status as a lich actually complicates this, mainly because his body deteriorates at a completely different level than a mortal’s would. as such, his tolerance to pain is at an all-time high, and his sensitivity to touch is considerably pitiful in comparison. the primary reason his body “recognizes” touch from an intimate standpoint is, rather, because his mind understands it to be such. as such, he has properly hardwired himself to acknowledge it as such and “taught” his body to regard it with a more... reactionary approach. basically, any of his physical skills that are above average? it’s because of his magical abilities enhancing him and/or doing most, if not all, of the work for him.

——   MENTAL STATS;

ADVANCED MATHEMATICS   —   9 / 10

SIMPLE MATHEMATICS   —   10 / 10

SPATIAL AWARENESS   —   10 / 10

CHEMISTRY UNDERSTANDING   —   10 / 10

BIOLOGICAL UNDERSTANDING   —   10 / 10

NATURE SCIENCES UNDERSTANDING   —   10 / 10

CREATIVE INTELLIGENCE   —   7 / 10

ARTISTIC ABILITY   —   5 / 10

MUSICAL PROWESS   —   3 / 10

MIMICKING ABILITY  ( AUDITORY )   —   10 / 10

ODD PROBLEM-SOLVING —   9 / 10

COMPREHENSION  ( SPOKEN WORD )   —   10 / 10

COMPREHENSION  ( WRITTEN WORD )   —   10 / 10

COMEDIC ABILITY   —   3 / 10

COMEDIC TIMING   —   5 / 10

OVERALL MENTAL PROWESS   —   10 / 10

TRIVIA   —    now, here’s where mannimarco truly shines. mannimarco, under the eyes of his parents, studied practically all day and all night. he rarely retained a healthy sleep schedule, partially because of his parents’ insistence regarding his studies and partially, also, because of his own stubbornness towards taking breaks. he has always been opposed to resting, primarily due to his parents and their assertiveness regarding it being seen as “lazy”. as such, mannimarco is a natural workaholic with heavy perfectionist tendencies. this aids him very heftily in his intelligence, as he is a very fast learner and absorbs information impressively easily-- to a, perhaps, frightening point where he would only need to look at a thing once (twice if he wanted to be certain.) and recall a majority of its information/statistics/data with a confident finesse. conversely, mannimarco does somewhat poorly when it regards the arts. this is mainly due to his parents and their strict methods, but also because mannimarco never felt much interest towards it anyway. his idea of “fun” and “hobbies” differs greatly from what a “normal” person would think of it. additionally, he hardly has much time to dedicate towards such trivial matters (in his words.), because he could always be using that time to learning, observing, and anything else that would give him even the smallest advantage over the majority. what little activities mannimarco does participate could be seen as “boring” in comparison; he strongly prefers to read in his free time or, if he cannot do that, engages in discussion with those he deems as worthy-- sephiroth ( @breselin ) is almost always his first choice regarding this. mannimarco is considerably down to earth, however, and he is capable of recognizing very early on when he is being tricked. he merely goes along with this “game” because he knows he’ll survive it. essentially, he sees everyone and everything before him like they were pieces on a chessboard. where’s mannimarco in all of this? well, he’d like to consider himself as the player-- the one that controls what goes where and what conquers what.

——   EMOTIONAL STATS;

INTERPERSONAL INSTINCT   —   5 / 10

INTRAPERSONAL INSTINCT   —   9 / 10

EXTROVERSION   —   2 / 10

MORAL COMPASS   —   3 / 10

EMPATHY   —   2 / 10

EXTRASENSORY ABILITY  ( PSYCHIC )   —   4 / 10

EMOTIONAL ENDURANCE   —   10 / 10

COPING ABILITY   —    5 / 10

TENDENCY TOWARDS ABUSIVE BEHAVIOUR   —   3 / 10

TENDENCY TOWARDS VICTIM BEHAVIOUR   —   0 / 10

LEVEL OF DENIAL   —    1 / 10

PROTECTOR COMPLEX   —   7 / 10

DAMSEL COMPLEX   —   0 / 10

EMOTIONAL INTIMACY  ( WITH PARTNER )   —   10 / 10

EMOTIONAL INTIMACY  ( WITH FRIENDS )   —   2 / 10

EMOTIONAL COMPREHENSION   —    9 / 10

TENDENCY TOWARDS PANIC   —    1 / 10

GENERAL EMOTIONAL STABILITY   —    9 / 10

TRIVIA   —    mentally speaking, mannimarco is surprisingly well-adjusted considering his low empathy. he views things on a scale of grey, preferring to no longer see things as on extreme or the other. this thought process greatly annoys him, as he views it as hindering to a person’s growth. as such, he projects this idea onto himself and will not tolerate it from any angle-- including from himself, even if it were to be done subconsciously. the main “problem child”, as mannimarco would refer to it as, is his empathy. he, under most circumstances, does not bother to relate to people and views the feelings of others as unnecessary. he is very much a stereotypical “intellectual”, disregarding the emotional reactions and going with what he views as most pragmatic or, perhaps, most beneficial. this isn’t to say that he isn’t capable of empathy, though. he exhibits it more often towards sephiroth, because he is... in a way, very curious regarding him. as such, this leads to mannimarco shamelessly prodding against him but only in a way that both would deem tolerable. i wouldn’t say mannimarco is touch starved but, comparatively, does desire intimacy from sephiroth when the two of them can allow for it. due to this, mannimarco has and sees no issue in expressing himself in “softer” and “gentler” tones with sephiroth, as their relationship develops further and further. mannimarco is the type of person that has a very deep and thorough understanding about himself but hasn’t bothered to do the same with others. sephiroth is, perhaps, one of the few people he’s deemed worth the effort for. as such, mannimarco retains a somewhat obsessive perspective about it which leads back to his down to earth nature that was mentioned earlier. he’s a lot more calmer and observant, leaning more to the shadows and is very much a “people watcher” than he is an “entertainer”. when mannimarco is interested in someone, he wishes to know everything there is about them. in a way, he does find this to be a privilege-- one that, if given to him, he’d be a fool to give up. because of his disconnect from civilization and humanity as a majority, mannimarco does not bother with basic niceties within conversation. he does not see the purpose in holding his tongue or masking his opinions under countless piles of “white lies”. he strongly prefers blunt honesty so, because of this preference, his ability regarding socialization and the like falters. it definitely falls behind what would even be considered as normal for a typical altmer, meaning that mannimarco himself is a bit “abnormal” for his own race of mer. this does not affect him, however. he recognizes the common cues within conversations and will most certainly keep his mouth shut if it benefits him more than it would to argue. however, mannimarco sees honesty as a strong characteristic. this is why he only surrounds himself with a select few, yielding towards them his thoughts, his ideals, and his opinions while fully expecting a genuine yet truthful answer. he cannot and will not stand for otherwise.

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TAGGED: @breselin​ Thank U I’m So Damn Organized TAGGING: listen man im like 5 years late akskskssk

LAYER ONE: THE OUTSIDE.

NAME.          mannimarco EYE COLOUR.           initially a honey gold but after his “ascension”, an icy blue that looks almost white. HAIR STYLE/COLOUR.           an intense ghost white. somewhat long, ending at his shoulder blades while stray locks frame the front of his face. HEIGHT.           6'6′’ CLOTHING STYLE.           he hardly changes his clothing style, so it’s usually the same. this consists of a mixture of armor and cloth, styled after old-styled daedric armor that signals his once-affiliation with molag bal with little homages to his altmer culture. he adorns himself in dark colors, preferring many shades of black with accents of blues and greys. occasionally he will wear white, usually with the intention to stain it later as a sort of “show” of his powers’ aftermath. BEST PHYSICAL FEATURE.           his eyes are the first thing people tend to notice. 

LAYER TWO: THE INSIDE

YOUR FEARS.           he hardly has any fears. the closest to this feeling would be discomfort towards past events (such as involving his past partner and molag bal’s treatment of him.) and the concept of losing control. he once had the occasional night terror of being totally and utterly alone, but he’s uncomfortable with considering this as a fear. YOUR GUILTY PLEASURE.           nothing is... exactly a guilty pleasure to mannimarco. intimacy, perhaps? YOUR BIGGEST PET PEEVE.           self-righteousness. people that lack goals. those that try to “stand up” to him but lack the prowess to properly back their selves up. he doesn’t even offer these sorts a second glance, merely smiling bitterly at them as a warning before proceeding further. YOUR AMBITIONS FOR THE FUTURE.           retain control. he still plays with the idea of ascending to becoming a daedric prince himself but has since dropped taking this idea as seriously after his resurrection.

LAYER THREE: THOUGHTS

FIRST THOUGHTS WAKING UP .           hard to say. it’s all a cluster within his mind as he thinks too much/ THINK ABOUT MOST .           too much yet too little at the same time to say. THINK ABOUT BEFORE BED .           depending on the circumstances, it is either sephiroth or hardly anything at all. he prefers to clear his mind before heading to bed. WHAT THE BEST QUALITY IS .           his odd charisma and ambition. he’s capable of reeling others over to his side without much persuasion, but it’s entirely possible for him to persuade others if necessary. he also refuses to accept defeat, always parsing through multiple routes and potentials within his head.

LAYER FOUR: WHAT’S BETTER?

SINGLE OR GROUP DATES.           single. TO BE LOVED OR RESPECTED.           both. respected. BEAUTY OR BRAINS.           brains. DOGS OR CATS.           no preference. if he had to pick, cats.

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU…

LIE.           how do you get through life if you have not lied at least once? BELIEVE IN YOURSELF .           yes, unconditionally. BELIEVE IN LOVE.           he’s uncomfortable with this question. WANT SOMEONE.           yes, but he’ll never say it out loud unless he’s asked.

LAYER SIX: EVER BEEN…

BEEN ON STAGE.           yes, but only because his minions see his throne as a stage and he begrudgingly goes along with this idea. DONE DRUGS.           no. CHANGED WHO YOU WERE TO FIT IN.           only on the surface in order to climb up the social ladder or increase his chances of attaining true power.

LAYER SEVEN: FAVORITES

FAVORITE COLOR.           black. he’s grown somewhat accustomed to blue thanks to a certain brat man, though. FAVORITE ANIMAL.           he’s always been a fan of gryphons, those native to summerset. FAVORITE MOVIE.           movies hardly interest him, and he’ll most likely just watch whatever is required of him. FAVORITE GAME.           chess.

LAYER EIGHT: AGE

DAY YOUR NEXT BIRTHDAY WILL BE.           inapplicable. he doesn’t speak of it nor does anyone know of it. HOW OLD WILL YOU BE.           he doesn’t reveal his age to anyone, and the most that is known is that he will be, at least, in his thousands. AGE YOU LOST YOUR VIRGINITY.           when he was in his late forties to early fifties. DOES AGE MATTER.           yes, always. he uses age as a determinant of one’s “experience” and “intelligence” in many scenarios.

LAYER NINE: IN A PERSON

BEST PERSONALITY .           independence. he can overlook a lot of things in a person as long as they show strong and stalwart independence, because he does not wish to engage in babysitting a, what he personally sees as, child. BEST EYE COLOR .           it does not matter. BEST HAIR COLOR .           no preference on color. he just prefers for something to grab onto. BEST THING TO DO WITH A PARTNER .           wordless evenings with sincere actions sprinkled throughout. he does not like to talk during these moments as he’s concerned that it will crumble the moment he opens his mouth.

LAYER TEN: FINISH THE SENTENCE

I LOVE.           sparingly. I FEEL.           greedily, hungrily, ravenously. cruelly. I HIDE.           artfully. I MISS.           rarely, but it is somewhat unavoidable. I WISH.           for nothing but to be the last.

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RUSSIAN CLASSICS AESTHETICS.

BOLD  whatever applies to / attracts your muse.    

TAGGED BY :  @breselin ♡ ♡ ♡ five years late but I’m Here Now TAGGING :  :-|a

BROTHERS KARAMAZOV :       orthodox monasteries , deep woods  , starry nights  , the sound of paper being torn ,  dimly lit rooms ,   withered roses  ,  an unfinished letter , piles of books  , the sound of shattering glass , ticking of clocks in a silent house ,  heavy wooden furniture  , the air before a storm , the smell of earth  , a crowd of people dressed in black , distant murmurs  ,  emptied streets  ,  the fear of walking alone in dusk

CRIME AND PUNISHMENT  :       coldness of the skin against a blade , slender pale fingers  & slightly shaking hands ,  a red stain blooming on white fabric ,  lonely steps in a corridor ,  the slow dripping of water  , looking out of the window into the thickening darkness  , a single dying candle on the table , listening to one’s breath  &  counting heartbeats ,  too many stairs  , the desire to be invisible ,  a subtle memory of kind words

THE IDIOT  :      classical statues ,  wealth covered with dust  , a dark house tainted with inherited madness , an unsettling feeling ,  long walks in a park  , useless chatter  , a silken ribbon forgotten on a bench  ,  a melancholic face  , an unexpected spring rain  , the joy of reading one’s favorite book  ,  the clarity of mind after fully perceiving the world around , looking at cloudless sky

ANNA KARENINA :       fields of crops ,  flowers brought from an early morning walk , the wind caressing a girl’s hair ,  a bowl of fruit , the smell of ripe pears  , the clatter of a spoon against porcelain when stirring tea , children’s laughter coming from the garden  ,  soft sunlight  &  white curtains  , the sensation of velvet against skin  , pearls from a ripped necklace spilling on marble floor  , a sudden silence in a room full of people

WAR AND PEACE  :       a glass of wine  , the brightness of  a crystal chandelier  ,  white lace , a raging snow storm ,  the sound of a door being gently closed  , the moment of holding one’s breath before walking in a ball room ,  indulging in looking at a beautiful earring against light  , closing one’s eyes for a moment while dancing ,  the sweet smell of strawberries  ,  a pair of gloves left on an armchair  , light scent of powder

THE MASTER AND MARGARITA  :       the chaos of a lively city  ,  ambient jazz in an expensive restaurants  , jumping on a moving tram ,   the sight of moscow from the roof of a house  ,  yellow flowers in a vase  , leaning out of the window , shelves stacked with books , a small tin box with old photographs , strange shapes in the night sky , laughing in the middle of the night on a balcony ,  colorful posters for a surreptitious magician’s show floating in the wind

EUGENE ONEGIN :       a lonely mansion , reading a book in the parlour , faint piano melody lingering in falling silence , long evenings  , passing seasons  ,  discussing french novels of the moment ,  unspoken thoughts  , leaning against the door frame ,  quickly averted glance  , eating a peach absent-minded , bright mornings ,  footprints in snow , a loud gun-shot terrifying a flock of birds nearby

FATHERS AND SONS  :     birch groves  , morning mist ,  moss-covered stones near a moor , scientific books ,  white roses  ,  cheap champagne  ,  shabby pocket - watch  , light - hearted irony  ,  a maladroit cello sonata  , freshly mowed grass  ,  letting thoughts come  &  go , a  slow yawn  ,  picturesque plates   &   bowls filled with traditional dishes ,  drinking tea on the porch

DOCTOR ZHIVAGO  :     a strange feeling of loss ,  writing poems in a diary ,   traveling by train ,  the hesitation before touching someone’s hand ,  the gaze of one lost in thought ,  the warmth of cinnamon  ,  a scarf brightly embellished with flowers  ,  a glass of water  , a threadbare jacket  , the tempting void  , the evanescent serenity of yesterday

CHERRY ORCHARD  :       a lone chair in an empty room  , falling blossoms  ,  old samovar  , the unsettling need for change , a mirror reflecting full moon  , the disappointment of a glossy object turning worthless after second glance ,  a piano out of tune

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FASHION // APPEARANCE STATS !!

BOLD what applies to your muse 

TAGGED : @breselin​ ♡♡ TAGGING : u kno the sphiel

BODY.

Long legs. Short legs. Average legs. Slender thighs. Toned thighs. Thick thighs. Muscular thighs. Skinny arms. Toned arms. Soft arms. Muscular arms. Toned stomach. Flat stomach. Flabby Stomach. Soft stomach.  Six-pack. Beer belly. Lean frame. Beefy/muscular frame. Voluptuous frame. Petite frame. Lanky frame. Short nails. Long nails. Manicured nails. Dirty nails. Flat ass. Toned ass. Bubble butt. Thick ass. Thighbrows. Small waist. Thick waist. Narrow hips. Average hips. Wide hips. Big feet. Average feet. Small feet. Soft feet. Slender feet. Calloused hands. Soft hands. Big hands. Average hands. Small hands. Long fingers. Short fingers. Average fingers. Broad shoulder. Narrow shoulder. Underweight. Average weight. Overweight.

HEIGHT ( click here to convert to feet ).

Shorter than 140 cm. 141 cm-150 cm. 151 cm to 160 cm. 161 cm to 172 cm. 173 cm to 180cm.181 cm to 190 cm. 191 cm to 2m. Taller than 2 m.

SKIN.

Pale. Rosy. Olive. Dark. Tanned. Blotchy. Smooth. Acne. Dry. Greasy. Soft.

EYES.

Small. Large. Average. Grey. Brown. Blue. Green. Gold. Hazel. Doe-eyed. Almond. Close-set. Wide-set. Squinty. Monolid. Heavy eyelids. Upturned. Downturned.

HAIR.

Thin. Thick. Fine. Normal. Greasy. Dry. Soft. Shiny. Curly. Frizzy. Wild. Unruly. Straight. Smooth. Wavy. Floppy. Cropped. Pixie-cut. Shoulder length. Back length. Waist length. Buzz cut. Undercut. Bald. A bit below the jaw length. Mohawk. White. Silver. Platinum blonde. Orange blonde. Golden blonde. Redhead. Dirty blonde. Blondette. Ombre. Light brown. Mouse brown. Chestnut brown. Chocolate brown. Dark brown. Jet black. Ginger. Auburn. Copper. Dyed red. Dyed any “unnatural color”. Thin eyebrows. Average eyebrows. Thick eyebrows.

TATTOOS / PIERCINGS.

Full sleeve. Thigh tattoo. Neck tattoo. Chest tattoo. One tattoo. A few here and there. Multiple. No tattoo.  Monroe piercing. Nose piercing. Septum. Nipple piercing(s). Genital piercing(s). Industrial piercings. Earlobe piercing. Prince Albert piercing. Eyebrow piercing(s). Tongue piercing(s). Lip piercing(s). Tragus piercing. Angelbites. Labret. Stretches out ears. Navel piercing. Inverse navel piercing. Cheek piercing(s). Smiley. Nape piercing(s). No piercing.

COSMETICS.

Eyeliner. Light eyeliner. Heavy eyeliner. Cat eyes. Mascara. Fake eyelashes. Matte lipstick. Regular lipstick. Lipgloss. Red lips. Pink lips. Dark lips. Bronzer. Highlighter. Eyeshadow. Neutral eyeshadow. Smoky eyes. Colorful eyeshadow. Blush. Lipliner. Light contouring. Heavy contouring. Powder. Matte foundation. Shiny foundation. Concealer. Wears make up regularly. Wears it from time to time. Uses only light makeup. Never wears make-up.  

SCENT.

Floral. Fruity. Perfumes. Aftershave. Cocoa. Moisturizer. Shampoo. Cigarettes. Leather. Sweat. Food. Incense. Marijuana. Alcohol. Cologne. Whiskey. Wine. Fried food. Blood.

CLOTHES.

Jeans. Tight pants. Overknee socks. Tights. Leggings. Yoga pants. Pencil skirt. Tight skirt. Loose skirt. Tight/formfitting dress. Cardigans. Blouse. Button up shirt. Band-T-shirt. Sports t-shirt. Sweatpants. Tank top. Fur. Faux fur. Leather. Designer. High street. Online stores. Thrift. Lingerie. Long skirt. Miniskirt. Maxidress. Sun dress. Tie. Tuxedo. Cocktail dress. Highslit dress/skit. T-shirt. Loose clothing. Tight clothing. Jean shorts. Sweater. Sweater vest. Khaki pants. Suit. Hoodie. Harlem pants. Basketball shorts. Boxers. Briefs. Thong. Hotpants. Hipster panties. Bra. Sports bra. Crop top. Corset. Ballerina skirt. Leotard. Polka dot. Stripes. Glitter. Silk. Lace. Velvet. Chemise. Patterns. Florals. Neon colors. Pastels. Black. Dark colors.

SHOES.

Sneakers. Slip-ons. Flats. Slippers. Sandals. High heels. Kitten heels. Ankle boots. Combat boots. Knee-high. Platforms. Stripper heels. Barefeet. Loafers. Oxfords. Gladiator shoes.

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love language.

CLICK HERE FOR THE TEST.

Your Scores.

  10 Quality Time   7 Acts of Service   7 Physical Touch   4 Words of Affirmation   2 Receiving Gifts

Quality Time:  In the vernacular of Quality Time, nothing says, “I love you,” like full, undivided attention. Being there for this type of person is critical, but really being there – with the TV off, fork and knife down, and all chores and tasks on standby – makes your significant other feel truly special and loved. Distractions, postponed dates, or the failure to listen can be especially hurtful. Quality Time also means sharing quality conversation and quality activities.

TAGGED BY:  @white-reaper and bc i finally did it TAGGING: steal it :^ )

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⒈ tag 9 muses you would like to know better. ⒉ bold the statements that are true for your muse! ⒊ repost.

tagged: @breselin thank uuu :^) tagging: hmmm.

ᴀᴘᴘᴇᴀʀᴀɴᴄᴇ.

I am 5′7″ or taller

I wear glasses

I have at least one tattoo

I have at least one piercing

I have blonde hair

I have brown eyes

I have short hair

My abs are at least somewhat defined

I have or have had braces

ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴᴀʟɪᴛʏ.

I love meeting new people

People tell me that I’m funny

Helping other with their problems is a big priority for me

I enjoy physical challenges

I enjoy mental challenges

I’m playfully rude with people

I started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it

There is something I would change about my personality

ᴀʙɪʟɪᴛɪᴇs.

I can sing well

I can play an instrument

I can do over 30 pushups without stopping

I’m a fast runner

I can draw well

I have a good memory

I’m good at doing math in my head

I can hold my breath underwater for over a minute

I have beaten at least 2 people in arm wrestling

I know how to cook at least 3 meals from scratch

I know how to throw a proper punch

ʜᴏʙʙɪᴇs.

I enjoy playing sports

I’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else

I’m in an orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else

I have learned a new song in the past week

I work out at least once a week

I’ve gone for runs at least once a week in the warmer months

I have drawn something in the past month

I enjoy writing

FANDOMS ARE MY #1 PASSION

I do or have done martial arts

ᴇxᴘᴇʀɪᴇɴᴄᴇs.

I have had my first kiss

I have had alcohol

I have scored the winning goal in a sports game

I have watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting

I have been at an overnight event

I have been in a taxi

I have been in the hospital ER in the past year

I have beaten a video game in one day

I have visited another country

I have been to one of my favorite band’s concerts

ʀᴇʟᴀᴛɪᴏɴsʜɪᴘs.

I’m in a relationship

I have a crush on a celebrity

I have a crush on someone I know

I have been in at least 3 relationships

I have never been in a relationship

I have asked someone out or admitted my feelings to them

I get crushes easily

I have had a crush on someone for over a year

I have been in a relationship for over at least a year

I have had feelings for a friend

ʟɪғᴇsᴛʏʟᴇ.

I have at least one person I consider a “best friend”

I live close to my school

My parents are still together

I have at least one sibling

I live in the United States

There is snow right now where I live

I have hung out with a friend in the past month

I have a smartphone

I have at least 15 CDs

I share a room with someone

ᴍɪsᴄ.

I have breakdanced

I know a person named Jamie

I have had a teacher with a last name that’s hard to pronounce

I have dyed my hair

I’m listening to one song on repeat right now

I have punched someone in the past week

I know someone who has gone to jail

I have broken a bone

I have eaten a waffle today

I know what I want to do with my life

I speak at least 2 languages

I have made a new friend in the past year

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bold / italicize what you apply to your muse. 

tagged by: @breselin​ ♡ thank u! >: ) tagging: me staring at kitty from at least 50 miles away

DEFENSIVENESS:

arms crossed on chest // crossing legs // fist-like gestures // pointing index finger // karate chops // stiffening of shoulders // tense posture // curling of lip // baring of teeth

REFLECTIVE:

hand-to-face gestures // head tilted // stroking chin // peering over glasses // taking glasses off — cleaning // putting earpiece of glasses in mouth // pipe smoker gestures // putting fingers to bridge of nose // pursed lips // knitted brows

SUSPICION:

arms crossed // sideways glance // touching or rubbing nose // rubbing eyes // hands resting on hips // brows raising // lips pressing into a thin line // strict, unwavering eye contact // wrinkling of nose

OPENNESS & COOPERATION:

open hands // upper body in sprinters position // sitting on edge of chair // hand-to-face gestures // unbuttoned coat // tilted head // slacked shoulders, droopy posture // feet pointed outward // palms flat and facing outward

CONFIDENCE:

hands behind back // hands on lapels of coat // steepled hands // baring teeth in a grin //rolling shoulders // tipping head back but maintaining eye contact // chest puffed up/shoulders back // arms folded just above navel

INSECURITY & ANXIETY:

chewing pen or pencil // rubbing thumb over opposite thumb // biting fingernails // hands in pockets // elbow bent/closed gestures // clearing throat // “whew” sound // picking or pinching flesh // fidgeting in chair // hand covering mouth whilst speaking // poor eye contact // tugging at pants whilst seated // jingling money in pockets // tugging at ear // perspiring hands // playing with hair // swaying // playing with pointer/marker // smacking lips // sighing // rocking on balls of feet // flexing fingers sporadically

FRUSTRATION:

short breaths // “tsk” sounds // tightly-clenched hands // fist-like gestures // pointing index finger // rubbing hand through hair // rubbing back of neck // snarling // revealing teeth/grimacing // sharp-eyed glowers w/ notable tension in brow // shoulders back, head up — defensive posturing // clenching of jaw/grinding teeth // nostrils flaring // heavy exhales

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what shape does your pain take?

a picture

a picture. a single image reminding you of someone or something you've lost, something you don't want to live without. you can't seem to move on, to accept life has changed, to live again. you're trapped in the picture, in the past. maybe this was a lost family member or friend, maybe this was a sickness that isn't going away, maybe this was sinking into depression. but you can't help but remember how life was before, how life after will never be the same, and can't help but feel that nothing in the future will be able to fill the hole the past left. 

nothing lasts forever... right?

tagged by: @breselin im exactly 5 years late buuuut ♡ tagging: steal it!

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BOLD ANY FEARS WHICH APPLY TO YOUR MUSE.   italicise what makes them uncomfortable.

the dark ⋆ fire ⋆ open water ⋆ deep water ⋆ being alone ⋆ crowded spaces ⋆ confined spaces ⋆ change ⋆ failure ⋆ war ⋆ loss of control ⋆  powerlessness ⋆ prison ⋆ blood ⋆ drowning ⋆ suffocation ⋆ public speaking ⋆ natural animals ⋆ the supernatural ⋆ heights ⋆ death ⋆ dying ⋆ intimacy ⋆ rejection ⋆ abandonment ⋆ loss ⋆ the unknown ⋆ the future ⋆ not being good enough ⋆ scary stories ⋆ speaking to new people ⋆ poverty ⋆ loud noises ⋆ being touched ⋆ forgetting  ⋆ being forgotten

TAGGED BY. @pennadus thank u thank u mwah! TAGGING. me staring somberly out the window:

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tagged by: @breselin​ gettin to this 5 years late :^ ))) tagging: u kno the drill.

take this test for your muse and post your results, tag as many as you’d like ! REPOST. 

Warmth - |||||| - 18% ( cold, selfish ) Intellect - |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| - 86% ( cerebral, analytical ) Emotional Stability - ||||||||||||||| - 42% ( irritable, moody ) Aggressiveness - |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| - 86% ( controlling, tough ) Liveliness - ||||||||||||||| - 50% ( somber, restrained ) Dutifulness - |||||||||||| - 38% ( untraditional, rebellious ) Social Assertiveness - ||||||||| - 22% ( shy, withdrawn ) Sensitivity - ||||||||| - 26% ( coarse, tough ) Paranoia - |||||||||||||||||||||||| - 78% ( wary, suspicious ) Abstractness - ||||||||||||||||||||| - 62% ( strange, imaginative ) Introversion - |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| - 82% ( private, quiet ) Anxiety - ||| - 10% ( confident, self assured ) Openmindedness - |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| - 90% ( curious, exploratory ) Independence - |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| - 82% ( loner, craves solitude ) Perfectionism - ||||||||||||||||||||| - 70% ( orderly, thorough ) Tension - ||||||||||||||||||||| - 70% ( stressed, unsatisfied )

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RULES: YOU CAN ONLY SAY GUILTY OR INNOCENT. YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO EXPLAIN ANYTHING UNLESS SOMEONE MESSAGES YOU OR ASKS YOU.REPOST DON’T REBLOG!

tagged by: @breselin thank u ♡ tagging: 🤔

Kissed one of your friends? Guilty Danced on a table in a bar/tavern? Innocent Ever told a lie? Guilty Had feelings for someone whom you can’t have? Guilty Ever kissed someone of the same sex? Guilty Kissed a picture? Innocent Slept in until 5pm? Innocent Fallen asleep at work/school? Innocent Held a snake? Guilty Been suspended from school? Guilty Worked at a fast food chain/restaurant? Innocent Stolen something? Guilty Been fired from a job? Innocent Done something you regret? Innocent Laughed until something you were drinking came out of your nose? Innocent Caught a snowflake on your tongue? Guilty Kissed in the rain? Guilty Sat on a roof top? Guilty Kissed someone you shouldn’t? Guilty Sang in the shower? Innocent Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? Innocent Shaved your head? Innocent Slept naked? Innocent Had a boxing membership? Innocent Made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? Innocent Been in a band? Innocent Shot a gun? Innocent Donated blood? Innocent Eaten alligator meat? Innocent Eaten cheesecake? Guilty Still loved someone you shouldn’t? Guilty Have/had a tattoo/inkmark? Innocent Liked someone, but will never tell who? Guilty Been too honest? Guilty Ruined a surprise? Guilty Ate in a restaurant and got so bloated that you couldn’t walk after? Innocent Erased someone in your friends list? Innocent Dressed in a man’s clothes? Guilty Joined a pageant? Innocent Been told that you’re beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said? Guilty Still have communication w/ your ex? Innocent Cheated on someone? Innocent Got totally drunk one night and you have an important exam tomorrow morning? Innocent A total stranger treated you by paying your fare? Innocent Got so angry that you cried? Innocent Tried to stay away from someone for their own good? Guilty Thoughts about suicide? Innocent Thoughts about murder? Guilty How about Mass Murder? Guilty Rode in a stranger’s vehicle? Innocent Stalked someone? Innocent Had a girlfriend/boyfriend? Guilty Gotten totally drunk during a holiday? Innocent Asked someone to marry you? Innocent