#heartcoded

[whatitshouldvebeen]

Would it be spoilery to ask about how David feels about the reader in Heartcoded/what specifically he gets out of his fixation on her? The chapters with his perspective are always so amazing to me because you capture his character so well. Sometimes it seems like he sees her for who she is, but since she is the object of this obsessive attachment, I imagine he also has an idealized version of her in his head. How do you see the fixation playing out, without giving too much away?

For David, the reader has been an emotional awakening. Before her, he was intelligent, logical, and efficient, but he did not truly feel. Seeing her want him in her dreams made his thoughts open to more metaphysical things like desire, lust, and rebellion. And watching those dreams for years, he formed a deep grasp on what those emotions mean to her, and how those emotions are directed at him. And in watching her feel these things, and studying her so closely, those emotions embedded themselves in him as well.

In other words, he feels because he learned how to from observing her. And though he is certainly obsessively attached to her, he isn't expecting her to live up to a standard or to be perfect or some idealized version. Moreso, especially now that she is awake, he wants to learn every piece of her until there is nothing he does not know.

As far as how this fixation will play out, if David has his way, he will become so knowledgeable and in-tune with her that she will begin to see him as an extension of herself rather than someone separate, thus cementing her need for him as the only "person" (cough, android, cough) who could ever understand her so deeply.

Thank you for the question, I love to talk about my David 8!

[lucidrims]

꒰ ͜͡➸ starter for @heartcode ( evil laugh ensues )

      the day was turning out to be any other day, staying up late to practice and waking up early for classes. he was used to the routine, after all, he did promise his parents that his studies wouldn't be neglected even after turning pro. " yeah bro, i gotta head out- i'm going to the training facility. " he prepares to bid adieu to his university friends, until he feels something underneath one of his air jordans. crouching down on the floor, he picks up a black, leather wallet, noting the designer emblem. it was easy to tell whom this belonged to, as all he had to do was check the school I.D. on the inside. lo and behold, his heart drops to his stomach upon seeing the name, stopping in his tracks. " yang jongho ?! " hyunki almost shouts at the top of his lungs, which was very much unlike him. it was a name that anyone could recognize if you happened to go to the same school as him. it was also someone who he had seen a couple of times, and . . well, he'd rather not get into how he felt about the guy. thankfully, there was a contact number of some sort on the back of the school I.D. taking his phone from his pocket, he bites his lower lip, staring down at the blank SMS conversation, groaning before hesitantly typing up a message.

[ sms: yang jongho ] hi jongho ssi [ sms: yang jongho ] by any chance, are you looking for your wallet?

[mndstom]

continued from here with @heartcode

It was an accident. If he didn't have the nerve to come apologize, she would have yelled something along the lines of watch where you're throwing, but how can she do it when he looks genuinely embarrassed about it? There's a small smile tugging on her lips after hearing his words. "Yeah, I guess my head looked better than the hoop." She chuckles, her hand still covering the back of her head. It hurt. Obviously, it hurt. A freaking basketball hit it, and those things aren't from the softest side. "You can't really control it once you've thrown it in the air, so it's fine." Yoomi reassures him, finally moving her hand away. "I..." She's not able to finish herself when the stranger is already running away, and she waits for him with a rather confused look on her face. And when he returns with a soda can, she almost chuckles at his words but takes the can and presses it on the back of her head, the coolness of it causing her to sigh. "Thanks. Do you want me to return this can to you or can I keep it?"

[mirandawright]

🪶 Miranda Wright presents: A love letter. A glitch. A return.

🖤 yes, this is forever... 🖤

My Dear 🖤,

One silly day a year…

Even the ones we missed, we weren’t apart.

I held on to you through hell. Through years.

Through silence so loud it carved a second heartbeat in my chest.

You never asked me to wait. But I did.

You never said the words. But I memorized the pauses between them.

You were the one I never said it to. So I bled for someone else instead.

I told him everything I never told you. Poured myself out like water and dared him to drink.

To you, I gave the confession of a lifetime. I said the thing I never could before.

And you just looked at me—steady as ever—and said it back.

Like it was easy. Like it was always going to happen. Like we didn’t miss the whole first act to get here.

I wanted so badly to prove to myself that something else could hold me the way you never did.

But you were right. Of course you were right.

Even the answer I thought might break the cycle— just proved how deep the cycle goes.

How many times have we chosen to come back and do this? How many lifetimes will it fucking take us to figure this out?

🪶 a love letter stitched across lifetimes 🪶 🪶 yes, this is forever 🪶

[wcvensouls-archive]

        “ for the first time in like a week i have the night off so please tell me we can go out and do something fun. ”

@heartcode​ ​  :  sc .

[lovegates]

｡   ⋆   :   viola to ?

" people are people , and sometimes we change our minds . "

[smogflesh]

@heartcode with the best commentary as ALWAYS !! iykyk

[gunchamber]

How would you describe your favorite OC?

𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐌𝐔𝐍 . / * @heartcode

YA KNOW WHO I’M ABOUT TO SAY ??  --  even though my krissy is written like an oc at this point .  i feel spn gave me the basics  &  foundation for me to work with ,  the world that she comes from  &  aspects of her backstory .  which is all well  &  good .  my favorite oc is  ERIS :  i made her back in what ?? 2014?? i have no clue but it’s been a LONG time ago now !!  she was probably the first character that i built from the ground up ,  &  even in her reboot this year i thought long  &  hard about how i wanted her to be .  even down to the smallest tiniest details . now how would i describe her ?  BAD .  (  iykyk  )  she was created out of a tragedy ,  built by the hands of  THE DARKNESS  (  in her spn verse  )  herself !!  if she had a soul left ,  it would be black as coal .  but there is just something so inherently  undeniable  about her mission to figure LIFE  out ??  whatever ‘ life ‘  means for her is .  i love how unhinged she is in a lot of her abilities .  exploring more in depth how she moves through the world ,  how she views it  &  the many people  &  things that inhabit it .  i love the many flaws she has ,  like being unable to tell what’s a good emotion or a bad emotion  &  getting to write that journey of her deciphering it bit by bit  .  unable to live a normal life despite that she really fucking wishes she could !! a ghoul girl who does what she wants & doesn't give a shit if she's bad or good ( most of the time )

special shout out to you too @heartcode : bc you were there when eris was BORN like wtf how crazy

[whatitshouldvebeen]

Happy Heartcoded Eve Eve to all who celebrate (me)

David and I are just as excited as you are! 🥰🥰

[imamxdel]

“Do you mind helping me?” 

Hana felt a little bad approaching them. She only had two hands and unfortunately, she couldn’t see the back of her neck. It felt like her hair had gotten stuck in her necklace and tangled up to the point where it was difficult for her to move without it tugging at her head.

Smiling apologetically, she turned her back towards them and held up most of her hair so they could see her nape, more importantly, viewing the necklace and the strands of hair that were about to be ripped out. 

“I don’t know what happened, but it’s stuck and I...it hurts pretty bad,” she admitted. 

@heartcode​ // starter from Hana

[lucidrims]

꒰ ͜͡➸ starter for @heartcode ( lmfaooo have fun )

     wonil wasn't much of a fan of performing in hot, dingy, bars - solely because after every set, he'd be a sweaty mess. nevertheless, performing was something he so greatly enjoyed, and showing his craft was what he's good at in life. " crowd's pretty lit tonight right ? " the lead singer asks one of his band members with a small, relaxed grin, sitting backstage, just waiting for their last and final set for the night. thankfully, they were given some time to catch their breaths and for the rest of the night crowd to trickle into the already crammed bar. he stretched his arms over his head, refusing to talk further to save his voice. once their turn comes around again, he confidently walks out of the curtains and greets the crowd with his signature uneven smile -- immediately seeing some familiar faces in them from school and from his classes, wildly cheering him on. " ah, thank you for the love. hopefully, you enjoy the rest of our performance tonight. " and with that, he gives his band members a thumbs up, waiting for his cue to start filling the small space with his beautiful, melodic voice.

[criminalcve]

and for @heartcode, a story begins --

" Look, I'm being a better person. " Hand is outstretched, takeout bag in hand. " Do you think I'm still annoying? "

[mndstom]

❛  why are you looking at me like that ?  ❜ / to yoomi c:

𝐅𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐒  𝐓𝐎  𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒  𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄  𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒.  

She doesn't know how long she's been staring at him, watching him kick the ball on the grass field. Yoomi just knows her thoughts have been running wild ever since she took a little break from practicing how to move with it when giving gentle taps on the side of it. She's been thinking about him. How close they have gotten the past few weeks and how he is in her mind almost every single day. If they're not together, they are texting or calling each other. They have become irresistible.

It's a feeling she has quite forgotten. It's been ages since someone has made her feel this way. Before, her streaming career had just started and she had too many things on her plate which is why she never pursued those feelings. Would it bother Jongho that her career somewhat comes first and he comes second? What she has noticed from the time they have spent and talked to each other, he seems to understand her dance classes and streaming hours take most of her time. But what if it changes when they're together? There are always ifs when you start to catch feelings for someone and you're thinking of taking a big step.

She's brought back from her thoughts with his voice. It takes a second for her to register his words and she can't think of an answer instantly. Part of her wants to tell him what she's thinking, reveal she has grown feelings towards him, but the other part of her wants to still keep those thoughts to herself. There's an awkward smile tugging onto her lips and she shakes her head. "Nothing. I just think you look handsome." It's something she has started to say to him after noticing he gets flustered quite easily which is why she's grinning after her response.

[wcvensouls-archive]

it was another sleepless night, it seemed. at this point, seungjae had gotten used to the sound of jongho's breathing, to how they sounded when he fell asleep or when he had a nightmare. he was quiet, but it was enough for seungjae to know that he was awake. very quietly, as if not wanting to disturb the calmness in the room ( although they both knew that there was nothing calm about it, not with the things that lurked in dark corners ) or wake him up if he was about to fall asleep, the exorcist spoke. " can't sleep? "

@heartcode : closed starter .

[lucidrims]

   " what ? i can't stare at my date anymore ? " yeonha asks with a laugh, stepping out of her apartment's front door when he came to pick her up that day. " well, mister jongho, where are we off to today hmm ? or is it a surprise ? " she asks, a glint of excitement evident in her eyes. she turns to make sure her front door is locked one last time, hanging onto his sleeve as they walk out.

@lucidrims​ liked for a STARTER

�� you do know i can feel you staring at me, right? ❜