#heartcode

[lucidrims]

꒰ ͜͡➸ starter for @heartcode ( evil laugh ensues )

      the day was turning out to be any other day, staying up late to practice and waking up early for classes. he was used to the routine, after all, he did promise his parents that his studies wouldn't be neglected even after turning pro. " yeah bro, i gotta head out- i'm going to the training facility. " he prepares to bid adieu to his university friends, until he feels something underneath one of his air jordans. crouching down on the floor, he picks up a black, leather wallet, noting the designer emblem. it was easy to tell whom this belonged to, as all he had to do was check the school I.D. on the inside. lo and behold, his heart drops to his stomach upon seeing the name, stopping in his tracks. " yang jongho ?! " hyunki almost shouts at the top of his lungs, which was very much unlike him. it was a name that anyone could recognize if you happened to go to the same school as him. it was also someone who he had seen a couple of times, and . . well, he'd rather not get into how he felt about the guy. thankfully, there was a contact number of some sort on the back of the school I.D. taking his phone from his pocket, he bites his lower lip, staring down at the blank SMS conversation, groaning before hesitantly typing up a message.

[ sms: yang jongho ] hi jongho ssi [ sms: yang jongho ] by any chance, are you looking for your wallet?

[mndstom]

continued from here with @heartcode

It was an accident. If he didn't have the nerve to come apologize, she would have yelled something along the lines of watch where you're throwing, but how can she do it when he looks genuinely embarrassed about it? There's a small smile tugging on her lips after hearing his words. "Yeah, I guess my head looked better than the hoop." She chuckles, her hand still covering the back of her head. It hurt. Obviously, it hurt. A freaking basketball hit it, and those things aren't from the softest side. "You can't really control it once you've thrown it in the air, so it's fine." Yoomi reassures him, finally moving her hand away. "I..." She's not able to finish herself when the stranger is already running away, and she waits for him with a rather confused look on her face. And when he returns with a soda can, she almost chuckles at his words but takes the can and presses it on the back of her head, the coolness of it causing her to sigh. "Thanks. Do you want me to return this can to you or can I keep it?"

[wcvensouls-archive]

        “ for the first time in like a week i have the night off so please tell me we can go out and do something fun. ”

@heartcode​ ​  :  sc .

[lovegates]

｡   ⋆   :   viola to ?

" people are people , and sometimes we change our minds . "

[gunchamber]

How would you describe your favorite OC?

𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐌𝐔𝐍 . / * @heartcode

YA KNOW WHO I’M ABOUT TO SAY ??  --  even though my krissy is written like an oc at this point .  i feel spn gave me the basics  &  foundation for me to work with ,  the world that she comes from  &  aspects of her backstory .  which is all well  &  good .  my favorite oc is  ERIS :  i made her back in what ?? 2014?? i have no clue but it’s been a LONG time ago now !!  she was probably the first character that i built from the ground up ,  &  even in her reboot this year i thought long  &  hard about how i wanted her to be .  even down to the smallest tiniest details . now how would i describe her ?  BAD .  (  iykyk  )  she was created out of a tragedy ,  built by the hands of  THE DARKNESS  (  in her spn verse  )  herself !!  if she had a soul left ,  it would be black as coal .  but there is just something so inherently  undeniable  about her mission to figure LIFE  out ??  whatever ‘ life ‘  means for her is .  i love how unhinged she is in a lot of her abilities .  exploring more in depth how she moves through the world ,  how she views it  &  the many people  &  things that inhabit it .  i love the many flaws she has ,  like being unable to tell what’s a good emotion or a bad emotion  &  getting to write that journey of her deciphering it bit by bit  .  unable to live a normal life despite that she really fucking wishes she could !! a ghoul girl who does what she wants & doesn't give a shit if she's bad or good ( most of the time )

special shout out to you too @heartcode : bc you were there when eris was BORN like wtf how crazy

[imamxdel]

“Do you mind helping me?” 

Hana felt a little bad approaching them. She only had two hands and unfortunately, she couldn’t see the back of her neck. It felt like her hair had gotten stuck in her necklace and tangled up to the point where it was difficult for her to move without it tugging at her head.

Smiling apologetically, she turned her back towards them and held up most of her hair so they could see her nape, more importantly, viewing the necklace and the strands of hair that were about to be ripped out. 

“I don’t know what happened, but it’s stuck and I...it hurts pretty bad,” she admitted. 

@heartcode​ // starter from Hana

[criminalcve]

and for @heartcode, a story begins --

" Look, I'm being a better person. " Hand is outstretched, takeout bag in hand. " Do you think I'm still annoying? "

[smogflesh]

@heartcode asked : send  💬  for  an  angsty  starter . [ 𝚂𝙲 . ]

                𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐒  𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐒  𝐈𝐍  𝐓𝐇𝐄  𝐌𝐈𝐃𝐃𝐋𝐄  𝐎𝐅  𝐓𝐇𝐄  𝐑𝐎𝐎𝐌  𝐁𝐔𝐓  𝐈𝐒  𝐍𝐎𝐓  𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐈𝐂𝐄𝐃      because  she  is  meandering  about  the  residence  as  a  mere  spirit  ,    does  not  wish  to  be  seen  just    YET    .    no  ,    rather  she  is  studying  the  two  males  arguing  heatedly  in  the  hallway  .    jongho    &    who  eris  has  come  to  know  as  his  father  ,    who  at  this  moment  was  screaming  in  the  younger’s  face  ,    arms  flailing  about    &    the  veins  in  his  neck  bulging  out  with  the  efforts  .    he  only  comes  to  scream  about  the  same  old  thing  with  every  one  of  his  visits  ,    about  some  family  business  ,    how  jongho  should  just  take  responsibility    &    step  up  to  the  plate  .    claim  his    BIRTHRIGHT    ,    as  his  patriarch  had  put  it  .                    entity  stands  in  the  ether  ,    takes  in  the  way  that  her  usual  victim  just  stands  there  taking  whatever  his  father  dished  out  .    wonders  briefly  if  he  was  afraid  of  the  man  ,    if  he  feared  for  his  well  being  due  to  his  own  flesh    &    blood    ?    she  waits  them  out  ,    doesn’t  step  into  the  physical  plane  until  she  hears  the  door    SLAM    with  the  older  man’s  exit  .                    soundless  footsteps  carry  eris  throughout  the  apartment  ,    soon  finding  jongho  with  his  head  held  in  his  hands  .    remaining  silent  as  a  mouse  as  she  ventures  to  the  empty  spot  in  front  of  him  ,    crouching  down  until  her  face  is  right  next  to  his  .    ❛    are  you  afraid  of  him  ?    ❜    she  murmurs  ,    voice  just  a  notch  above  what  would  be  considered  a  whisper  but  still  not  much  to  disturb  the  eerie  stillness  his  father  had  left  in  his  wake  .    ❛    you  can  tell  me  .    ❜    although  ,    he  really    SHOULDN’T  .

[lucidrims]

   " what ? i can't stare at my date anymore ? " yeonha asks with a laugh, stepping out of her apartment's front door when he came to pick her up that day. " well, mister jongho, where are we off to today hmm ? or is it a surprise ? " she asks, a glint of excitement evident in her eyes. she turns to make sure her front door is locked one last time, hanging onto his sleeve as they walk out.

@lucidrims​ liked for a STARTER

❛ you do know i can feel you staring at me, right? ❜ 

[lucidrims]

꒰ ͜͡➸ starter for @heartcode ( lmfaooo have fun )

     wonil wasn't much of a fan of performing in hot, dingy, bars - solely because after every set, he'd be a sweaty mess. nevertheless, performing was something he so greatly enjoyed, and showing his craft was what he's good at in life. " crowd's pretty lit tonight right ? " the lead singer asks one of his band members with a small, relaxed grin, sitting backstage, just waiting for their last and final set for the night. thankfully, they were given some time to catch their breaths and for the rest of the night crowd to trickle into the already crammed bar. he stretched his arms over his head, refusing to talk further to save his voice. once their turn comes around again, he confidently walks out of the curtains and greets the crowd with his signature uneven smile -- immediately seeing some familiar faces in them from school and from his classes, wildly cheering him on. " ah, thank you for the love. hopefully, you enjoy the rest of our performance tonight. " and with that, he gives his band members a thumbs up, waiting for his cue to start filling the small space with his beautiful, melodic voice.

[mndstom]

❛  why are you looking at me like that ?  ❜ / to yoomi c:

𝐅𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐒  𝐓𝐎  𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒  𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄  𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒.  

She doesn't know how long she's been staring at him, watching him kick the ball on the grass field. Yoomi just knows her thoughts have been running wild ever since she took a little break from practicing how to move with it when giving gentle taps on the side of it. She's been thinking about him. How close they have gotten the past few weeks and how he is in her mind almost every single day. If they're not together, they are texting or calling each other. They have become irresistible.

It's a feeling she has quite forgotten. It's been ages since someone has made her feel this way. Before, her streaming career had just started and she had too many things on her plate which is why she never pursued those feelings. Would it bother Jongho that her career somewhat comes first and he comes second? What she has noticed from the time they have spent and talked to each other, he seems to understand her dance classes and streaming hours take most of her time. But what if it changes when they're together? There are always ifs when you start to catch feelings for someone and you're thinking of taking a big step.

She's brought back from her thoughts with his voice. It takes a second for her to register his words and she can't think of an answer instantly. Part of her wants to tell him what she's thinking, reveal she has grown feelings towards him, but the other part of her wants to still keep those thoughts to herself. There's an awkward smile tugging onto her lips and she shakes her head. "Nothing. I just think you look handsome." It's something she has started to say to him after noticing he gets flustered quite easily which is why she's grinning after her response.

[wcvensouls-archive]

it was another sleepless night, it seemed. at this point, seungjae had gotten used to the sound of jongho's breathing, to how they sounded when he fell asleep or when he had a nightmare. he was quiet, but it was enough for seungjae to know that he was awake. very quietly, as if not wanting to disturb the calmness in the room ( although they both knew that there was nothing calm about it, not with the things that lurked in dark corners ) or wake him up if he was about to fall asleep, the exorcist spoke. " can't sleep? "

@heartcode : closed starter .

[mirandawright]

🪶 Miranda Wright presents: A love letter. A glitch. A return.

🖤 yes, this is forever... 🖤

My Dear 🖤,

One silly day a year…

Even the ones we missed, we weren’t apart.

I held on to you through hell. Through years.

Through silence so loud it carved a second heartbeat in my chest.

You never asked me to wait. But I did.

You never said the words. But I memorized the pauses between them.

You were the one I never said it to. So I bled for someone else instead.

I told him everything I never told you. Poured myself out like water and dared him to drink.

To you, I gave the confession of a lifetime. I said the thing I never could before.

And you just looked at me—steady as ever—and said it back.

Like it was easy. Like it was always going to happen. Like we didn’t miss the whole first act to get here.

I wanted so badly to prove to myself that something else could hold me the way you never did.

But you were right. Of course you were right.

Even the answer I thought might break the cycle— just proved how deep the cycle goes.

How many times have we chosen to come back and do this? How many lifetimes will it fucking take us to figure this out?

🪶 a love letter stitched across lifetimes 🪶 🪶 yes, this is forever 🪶

[whatitshouldvebeen]

Would it be spoilery to ask about how David feels about the reader in Heartcoded/what specifically he gets out of his fixation on her? The chapters with his perspective are always so amazing to me because you capture his character so well. Sometimes it seems like he sees her for who she is, but since she is the object of this obsessive attachment, I imagine he also has an idealized version of her in his head. How do you see the fixation playing out, without giving too much away?

For David, the reader has been an emotional awakening. Before her, he was intelligent, logical, and efficient, but he did not truly feel. Seeing her want him in her dreams made his thoughts open to more metaphysical things like desire, lust, and rebellion. And watching those dreams for years, he formed a deep grasp on what those emotions mean to her, and how those emotions are directed at him. And in watching her feel these things, and studying her so closely, those emotions embedded themselves in him as well.

In other words, he feels because he learned how to from observing her. And though he is certainly obsessively attached to her, he isn't expecting her to live up to a standard or to be perfect or some idealized version. Moreso, especially now that she is awake, he wants to learn every piece of her until there is nothing he does not know.

As far as how this fixation will play out, if David has his way, he will become so knowledgeable and in-tune with her that she will begin to see him as an extension of herself rather than someone separate, thus cementing her need for him as the only "person" (cough, android, cough) who could ever understand her so deeply.

Thank you for the question, I love to talk about my David 8!

[smogflesh]

‘  nightmares  no  longer  wait  for  sleep .  ’

𝐂 𝐋 𝐀 𝐒 𝐒 𝐈 𝐂 𝐓 𝐔 𝐌 𝐁 𝐋 𝐑 . / * @heartcode

                𝐅𝐎𝐑  𝐂𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒  ,    𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐘  𝐑𝐎𝐋𝐄𝐒  𝐇𝐀𝐕𝐄  𝐁𝐄𝐄𝐍  𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐌𝐄𝐃  𝐁𝐘  𝐓𝐇𝐄      creature  who  never    AGES    .    a  nameless  being  that  has  used  the  world  as  their  own  personal  stage    (    only  because  eris    HAS    to  ,    truth  of  her  identity  isn’t  exactly  accepted  amongst  the  humans    )  .    she  has  played  a  daughter  ,    the  neighbor  ,    the  woman  of  power  ,    the  enemy  ,      &    the  lover  .    &    she  has  stepped  in  the  shoes  of  those  roles  more  than  once  .    eris  has  also  been  the  monster  beneath  a  child’s  bed    (    even  the  bed  of  a  parent    )  .    has  been  the  shadow  within  the  walls  of  a  hospital  ward  ,    the  invisible  voice  that  whispers  in  a  weak  willed  person’s  ear  .                    however  at  this  moment  she  is    NEITHER    of  those  things  .    in  the  words  of  the  male  across  the  room  from  her  she  is  a  nightmare  in  earthly  form  ,    tangible    &    solid  ,    just  as  she  wanted  him  to  see  her  as  .    eris  for  this  particular  individual  has  been  playing  the  long  haul  game  .    at  the  beginning  ,    merely  a  feeling  that  scratched  at  the  back  of  jongho’s  skull  .    soon  graduating  to  phantom  voices  here    &    there  ,    just  enough  to  create  that  looming  cloud  of  self-doubt  .    am  i  going  mad  ?    he  must’ve  thought  .                    eris  had  shown  herself  once    &    then  it  became  all  the  time  ,    making  sure  to  sometimes  only  show  herself  out  of  the  corner  of  jongho’s  eye  .    other  days  in  reflective  surfaces  of  windows  ,    which  admittedly  was  quite  amusing  .    now  here  she  was  ,    within  the  walls  of  his  home  .    REAL    .    no  matter  how  much  he  might  wish  that  she  wasn’t  .    ❛    oh  jongho  ,    that  isn’t  very  kind  of  you  .    to  call  me  a    NIGHTMARE  ?    ❜    eris  ignores  how  the  descriptor  should  have  stung  ,    focusing  only  on  the  energy  coming  from  him  in  waves  .    fueling  her  antics  ,    that’s  the  only  reason  she  was  here  .  .  .    ❛    how  could  i  wait  for  you  to  sleep  ,    when  i  wanted  to  see  you  right  now  ?    ❜ 

[lucidrims]

24 / 7 with you.

⸻ sitting in front of what he would usually use as his vlog-slash-ghost-hunting camera, jinhae reaches over to press the record button, waiting for the red light to turn on. once he gets the signal, he gives the camera a wave and a small smile, " hello, this video is for yang jongho and him only. i'll be uploading it to my youtube channel for everyone to see though. because . . as much as he hates attention, i think everyone deserves to know how much of an impact he's made on my whole life. " looking at himself in the viewfinder, jinhae couldn't help but burst out laughing at how serious he looked. " ah, this looks like an apology video -- but i'm telling you all right now, it's not. i didn't do anything problematic, or, least i think i didn't. i'm just here to talk about my boyfriend, and to show my appreciation to him. my handwriting is shit, so i thought a video letter would be better. "

now that his little introduction was done, the soccer player takes a deep breath, " jongho ya, if you're watching this right now, first off, hello. i hope you're comfortable wherever you're watching this from. " breaking out a bigger smile, he briefly looks over at his phone on the table, " it is now, august 22nd, 2:33am, and i stepped away from the room just so i could record this. you're asleep right now, and -- as always, i didn't want to wake the baby angel cherub sleeping beside me. you look so at peace when you're asleep and i know the both of us struggle with sleep so i would never want to take away even one second of your sleep from you. " lacing his fingers together, he rests his hands over his stomach and leans back on the chair comfortably, " to be honest, i don't know where i should even start. i feel like, even though we've been officially dating for just a month, we've gone through so much already. " thoughts of him and his journey to win jongho's heart start playing in his head like an old movie in his head, causing him to smile once again.

" to start off, i wanted to say thank you. for . . quite literally everything you do for me. if i could describe it, you added color to my life. for the longest time, it felt like i was in some sort of black and white movie. but when you came in, everything changed. i can't even quantify how much my life has changed since we started dating. " now leaning over the table with both elbows to come closer to the camera, he continues on, " but you didn't just turn my whole life around for the better -- even i myself, i know that i've changed internally. you and your love changed me. i started to look forward to every single morning. rather than living life aimlessly with no real goals or ambitions, i even started to envision and look forward the future. " jinhae clears his throat, lips twitching into a small smile, " a future with you in it. no matter how much i tried to look at things, i really couldn't imagine living out the rest of my days without you - and really, that's when i knew that you were different. see, i've met a lot of people in my life, seen a lot of faces, even spent intimate moments with others . . but nothing else has come close to the feeling you give me. with you, i'm home. you are my home. " sincere words continue to pour out of him, " no one else makes me feel loved and adored the way you do. when i look into those eyes, those beautiful, wonderful eyes, i can feel your heart. without even saying anything, i can feel your love. . right. . here. " he pokes at the left side of his chest, looking down momentarily before gazing up at the camera, heartfelt eyes staring into the camera lens.

" do you remember our conversation about my dream ? when i told you that i had the recurring scene in my head of you lying on the snow and me rushing to you ? it's weird to say out loud, but i really feel as if this happened. i do fully believe that we've met so many times in our past lives. " a solemn nod follows, " do you think we loved each other in those lifetimes too ? i would like to think so. there's no other explanation for why we're so drawn to each other like this. " his hand brushes through his thick hair, tilting his head, tongue swiping over his lips to wet them, " and, i hope you don't mind but -- i'd like to think that even in the lifetimes to follow, i will still be loving you. doesn't matter if you don't love me back, i know my heart will always, always scream your name. i feel it, jongho ya. and i know you feel it too. " he raises his hand, pointing to his empty ring finger, reciting a quote he memorized before, " this magical cord may stretch or tangle, but never break. " jinhae didn't really need to give much context, as he already knew that jongho could clearly catch onto what he was talking about. it was fate. they were fated to be together, and the both of them knew that.

right on cue, as he was about to wrap up, he heard some rustling coming from the other room, " ah, i think you're awake so -- i gotta wrap this up. hmm, let me think about how to wrap this up nicely. " tucking his lower lip under his upper tier, he puffs out his cheeks in thought, organizing his thoughts, " just know. whatever the future holds for us - whether good or bad, i will always be here for you. i don't care what kind of role i will play in your life, as long as i'm in it. i will always be your rock, your knight-in-shining armor for when you need it, i will keep you safe. and i will make damn sure that you feel loved every fucking day because it's what you deserve, yang jongho, that, and so much more. " jinhae wasn't much of a crier, but one could clearly see the tears welling in his eyes as he smiles, showing off the smile that he knew jongho loved, baring his whole set of teeth, " okay, i gotta go. bye, future jongho ! i have to go give past jongho some kisses now. " he then starts waving at the camera, his smile staying in place, " i love you. " and with that, he presses the end record button, effectively cutting the video.

( @heartcode ♡ )