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#hell what if part of the reason he doesnt want angel to go to heaven and leave that up to what they did in their life
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something something episode six something something about how so far the show seems to be saying that people can grow and change, that being a bad or good person isnt eternal at all which makes the concept of hell and heaven eternal punishment or eternal bliss is stupid and unfair
#hazbin hotel#something something how it can be implied that adam couldve been a good person in his life#'well he is the first soul that got to heaven' as a response to him giving out nasty vibes as an implication that he couldve been good once#something something 'heaven and hell is eternal'#something about how he could not want to admit that angel changing and becoming a good person means that hed be deserving to go to heaven#because 'he only had one life' something about him thinking whaever people do after it doesnt matter#something about him not really knowing what makes a good person to begin with but still in some level what if he knew he spent his life#being good and like if a bad person in hell can change and go to heaven what if someone who was good in their life can change in end up in#hell what if part of the reason he doesnt want angel to go to heaven and leave that up to what they did in their life#is because adam doesnt want to risk going to hell 'i dont know thats what i did' what if he doesnt know what made him a good person#but knows that he was good and doesnt know if he stayed good and thats why he doesnt want wheater someone is still being bad or good to#determine where they Should be thus creating that heaven and hell is eternal thing#also something about how adam putting sticking it to the man as what got him good enough to go to heaven while it was what#got lucifer to go to hell 'asking questions' part of that burried unsecurity of what makes someone good#also something about how angeldust is already being called angel how thats his nickname maybe foreshadowing but as for now it kinda just#adds to that subconscious factor of connecting him and angels and the current eps thingy of how he should be in heaven of how he checked al#those boxes#also it wouldve been funny if angel just flat out just portalled to heaven after cherri said the thing about how#'this hotel stuff if working for him' like Good Job Angel ! Youre An Angel Now ! pdfft#angel dust#adam#hazbin hotel spoilers#spoilers
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Charlie belongs in Heaven
While I don't think the plot will go in this Direction but it would be interesting
The smartest ploy Sera could try to pull is arguing that the only reason any of this conflict is happening is Charlie is in hell,
hell has been placatingly taking exterminations and using them as a fun opportunity to mix up the power structure for thousands of years, Lucifer doesn't care or has given up, the other princes don't have the will or power to challenge heaven
Charlie is out of place, she didn't earn damnation like sinners, she isn't like the other hellborn either
because she's an angel, and one that never 'chose' to fall, they aren't wrong about hell, she just not actually from hell
If she's accepted into Heaven, then the Seraphim doesn't have to deal with anymore of this redemption nonsense, and Charlie gets a home considered worthy of her efforts
that has to be worth the sacrifice of bending the System a little to Sera, to avoid it being shattered
Now you, dear reader, have no doubt poke many a hole in this line of logic because you are a very intelligent person
that's the fun part, Sera's final goal probably wouldn't make much sense
Charlie seems to take more after her demon Heritage, she probably doesn't really want to leave hell behind, she takes after the dreamer Quality that got her dad fucked over and her mom's actual drive and determination hell barely contains her Heaven would crumble trying, where the fuck would she even go in the hierarchy
but it would also take the heat off the idea of redeeming sinners with this whole new question, create a separation between Charlie and the rest of hell by accepting her as an Us, an angel, not like them, not like the sinners, or her father or Vaggie, they've already lost their chance, not made for hell the other rings' demons, she's better than them, uniquely innocent. handed a shot in heaven, who wouldn't take it?
im personally interested in the Lucifer and Lilith drama because im mentally ill and abnormal about them
Luci is so split about the offer because he wants whats best for her and she doesnt deserve hell she shouldn't suffer for his sins and he also doesn't want an uprising(which Charlie is at most, three realizations away from starting) but also if they try to steal his daughter away to heaven, the last true family he has after being cast out, its war
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thesimulacrasimp · 3 months
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Ah shit, here we go again!
HAZBIN HOTEL EP 5-6 SPOILERS WARNING‼️
Ok i literally was waiting so much to see Lucifer n Lilith being a really happy and cute maried couple and now yall telling me that THEY DIVORCED??????? IM LITERALLY CRYIN WHAHT??? 😭
and OMG LUCIFER. HES SUCH A BABY, SWEETIE, SCRUNKY, CUTIE PATOOTIE!!! HES SO SILLY, I WISH I HAD DAD LIKE HIM. JUST LOOK AT HIM OH MAI GAHD
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And his voice is really cool too! Not really what i expected him to sound like but still good! N the way he speaks is really funny too:
"Oh the applause! Oh please, thank u, thank u.. oh gOD WHO AM I KIDDING, THIS SUCKS!!"
"Daughter callin-- Da-DAU-DAUGHTER CALLING??? OH---"
"TAKE THAT, DEPRESSION!"
"Oh my golly!! You like girls!! SO DO I, WE HAVE SO MUCH IN COMMON!!!!"
Hes ABSOLUTELY my 2nd fave character after Vox. Hes such a sweetheart i cant---
Also can we talk about how Alastor said "Fuck you" to a KING OF HELL? LIKE I KNOW THAT THIS KING IS NOT REALLY KINGING BUT STILL I WOULDNT HAVE BALLS TO SAY THAT TO LUCIFER HIMSELF.
Also the fact that Alastor was immediatly so pissed when Luci just steped into hotel is really strange. Maybe something happened between them that we dont know so far? Cuz purposely making Luci mad literally 5 secs after u met each other is really weird.
AND OMG THIS SONG IS TOTALLY NEW FAVOURITE BY NOW, THEY LITERALLY DID AN ELECTRO SWING SONG LIKE HELL YEAH!!! N THE FACT THAT LUCI OUT OF NOWHERE STARTS PLAING VIOLIN AGGRESSIVELY AND THEN SHUTS ALASTOR UP WITH AN ACCORDION IN THIS IS THE BEST TGING EVER.
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i dont know how i think bout Mimzy rn. All i gotta say is she have a really cool singing voice!
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And this shot is really adorable
Ok we actually now know from Husk that someone actually having Alastors soul! Just think about it: someone have AN OVERLORDS SOUL. Not ex-overlord like Husk, AN ACTUAL OVERLORD. Is this even possible??
This last song made me cry (again). I feel so bad for Luci, he was abandoned by heaven n he just doesnt want the same fate for his beautiful daughter, cuz she is the only thing he live for (i want him to be my dad so much omg..)
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Also when Lilith took little Charlie away from Luci, it was sad, but it actually made me think, what if Lilith will be an antogonist? What if she will be the bad person? Maybe the main vilian even. I think if that will actually happen everyone will go CRAZY. But thats just my lil thought.
Ok, 6th ep! I actually didnt expect that we will see heaven so soon!
Ok but sir Pentious is GOT CRUSH ON CHERRI BOMB??? WHA??? THAT WAS SOMETHING I REALLY DIDNT EXPECT
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Also i expected heaven to be much more strict place with many rules, where noone is alowed to swear. But turned out that its actually just a hell with better people and more rules, thats all. And its actually really strange that u can swear in heaven. Im not talking about Adam n Lute, cuz theyre exterminators and clearly just awhul ppl, this guy infront of heavens gates actually said fuck. Maybe im just wrong, but isnt swearing unacceptable in christianity?..
Also HELL YEAH we nailed it! We were right about Vaggie being a fallen angel. But the reason why she fell.... She was an exterminator and literally just didnt kill one child (which is really shows us that she have a kind heart) BUT SHE WAS EXPELED FOR IT IN SUCH HORRIBLE WAY.
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I JUST DONT HAVE ENOUGH RAGE TO DESCRIBE HOW MUCH I HATE THOSE MOTHERFUCKERS. I REALLY HOPE WHEN HEAVEN DECIDES TO REDEEM PPL FROM HELL, THEY BOTH WILL GO TO FUCKING HELL FOR ALL THOSE VILENCE THEY BROUGHT TO WORLD, THAT WOULD BE FUCKING HILARIOUS.
Also Cherri Bomb is being kinda toxic friend to Angel n i dont like that.
ALSO ANGEL STOOD UP AGAINST VAL!! HELL YEAH, SLAY SPIDERBOI!!! IM LITERALLY NOT SCARED OF WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO HIM WHEN HE WILL GO BACK TO HIS JOB!! IM NOT SCARED AT ALL!!!!
Ok this last song WAS SO EPIC!! ESPECIALLY WHEN CHARLIE N EMILY DID UNO REVERSE ON ADAMS SONG FROM EP 1!!
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AND THAT PART WHEN ADAM REVEALED THAT VAGGIE IS AN ANGEL WAS SO EPIC TOO I LITERALLY GOT CHILS
and Charlies reaction to that was actually really heartbreaking
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And everything ended up with Adam winning. I really hope that justice will overtake in this whole situation and Charlies plan will work. And im really interested to see Charlie n Vaggies relationships after that reveal. I honestly think that Charlie will forgive her, but its still really interesting.
Wow, it took me long enough to make this post.. I really like direction this show goes, n i can not wait for the next 2 eps!!
My thoughts/review on eps 1-2
My thoughts/review on eps 3-4
My thoughts/review on eps 7-8
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edge-lorde · 3 years
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the religion of the galactic horde
“You seem reluctant to help me. But I only wish to use your weapon to bring peace to the darkest corners of the universe. (Glimmer: Peace? If you activate the Heart of Etheria, there will be no one left.) Yes. No war, no pain. Old worlds swept aside, a new beginning for the universe.” --Horde Prime explaining his motivations to Glimmer
the horde in shera was definitely inspired by Christianity and uses a lot of its imagery, the most iconic being the baptism scene. it certainly gives off the vibes of a christian or christian adjacent cult, but what is its actual doctrine? i have some thoughts about that. 
first here are what i consider to be the 3 main differences between real christianity and the horde: 
Their jesus didn't ascend to heaven. He's still with them.
They don't have a larger creator god. They worship horde prime like he is a living god but they don't believe that he created the universe.
They have no focus on the afterlife
this is going to be long.
before i begin heres the sparknotes version of christianity for anyone not familiar. I am not evangelizing this, just think of it as LORE. 
Once upon a time there was a guy named Jesus. He was the son of the one true god, who both created everything in the universe, is everywhere and knows everything, and controls the afterlife. Jesus is god born as a mortal person, sent by god to teach all of humanity the errors of their evil ways so they can repent and go to the good afterlife when they die. There're two afterlives, a good one and a bad one, heaven is the good one and its run by god and his army of angels, which are divine beings that god can send to earth to do things. The bad one is called hell. 
Anyway, in his time on earth jesus was the only person ever to never do anything bad ever (called sin). He tried to teach people how to be good but was Too Good for this Cruel World and was killed. 3 days later he came back from the dead, proving his divinity. Some time after that however, he ascended into heaven without dying, telling his followers to spread the word because hes going to be coming back. Christians today are still awaiting his return. In the meantime, christians follow his teachings left behind in holy texts. 
The crux of christianity is to get to heaven when you die, and this can only be done by following the teachings of jesus christ, believing in god, and believing that jesus was the son of god. Its a given that everyone will do bad things at some point in their lives so you're supposed to pray to god and ask for forgiveness regularly and if you really mean it then god will forgive you. 
thats the basics. 
to my first main point from above, if we posit that horde prime is the jesus equivalent of the horde religion, because hes treated as a living god, his goal is to spread his philosophy throughout the universe, then in the horde religions jesus never ascended into heaven. this would be like if jesus in our world rose from the dead and just picked up where he left off, and never died after that and was alive today. that would be pretty good proof of divinity. 
to my 2nd point, theres nothing in the show that suggests that horde prime thinks that he created the universe. this means that he did not get his divinity from anywhere but inside himself, hes not claiming that hes the rightful ruler of the known universe for any other reason besides his ideas are the best. 
the 3rd point is that the show does show horde prime or the horde caring one bit about the afterlife, save for one line from wrong hordak.
"Brother, I hope you, too, are full of only love for Horde Prime and have no crippling doubt eating at your soul."
meaning that they have the concept of the soul. which is very interesting and ill get to it, but on the whole the hordes focus seems to be on the here and now. this is a huge departure from christianity because chrisitanity is all about getting to the afterlife. that is the reason that christians are supposed to follow christ and recruit as many people as possible to do the same, because if they dont, they or other people will supposedly go to hell when they die. i say supposedly because at funerals, even if the person who died wasnt a believer, in my experience no christian would ever ever ever insinuate that someone went to hell. 
but the difference still stands. following real christian ideology is supposed to have benefits for the individual in the afterlife, while in the horde religion salvation seems to only be found by submitting to prime in this life and being either a tool that he can use to further his goal of purifying the universe or by letting him remove you from it. 
on top of all that, horde prime has the hive mind, which he uses to control the thoughts of all his followers. this means that theres no room for a bible study, no need of a holy text at all in fact, and no room for interpretation. horde prime delivers orders to your brain directly and can tell if you think anything out of line. real Christianity does have the idea that a sin that you just think about doing is as bad as actually doing it, but in the horde these thoughts can be easily discovered and punished. 
the horde religion seems to me to be a strangely secular version of christianity with only the bad parts remaining; the control, the blind faith, the certainty that you are right and everyone else is wrong, the not questioning authority. with none of the good aspects like community, and good deeds. it is a cult in the truest sense of the word, a religion that begins and ends with one person only, that person being horde prime.
so, if you take horde prime out of the equation, what, if anything, would be left? 
i find the plight of the horde clones here to be the most interesting. we know that they do have thoughts about their religion, as it was hordaks belief that he could earn his way back into horde primes god graces that kept him going all those years in despondos, and wrong hordak is distraught when he discovers that horde prime lied about krytis. 
unlike both the chipped people we see in the show and real religious converts, the clones were born into this cult that values blind obedience only, and have no prior ideology or cultural identity to fall back on when they are taken out of it. 
so to answer this question, i must add some conjecture to horde primes backstory and how the clones see themselves in horde primes universe. I already wrote up a brief backstory idea for horde prime/the clones and have it posted on here somewhere. I'm not going to dig it up but you could probably find it in the #horde prime tag on my blog if you dig hard enough. 
To summarize it though, I have it as horde prime was once a regular (bad) dude who became a cult leader under the premise of preaching peace --> he becomes disillusioned with people and even his own followers because he doesn't actually like people, he likes manipulating them. --> this and the power of being a cult leader go to his head and he starts to think that he is the only person in existence capable of living a moral life and everyone else needs to be saved from themselves, the world would be a better place if he could just make everyone's decisions for them. --> he somehow gets a hold of the technology needed to set up the hive mind, be it by inventing it himself, stealing it, finding it, or being gifted it. 
I'll pause here to address the theory that horde prime was originally an eldritch being that simply possessed a dude who would become the template for the clones. I think there's enough stuff in the show that this is a valid read and might even be canon but i don't really care for it. For me, what makes horde prime a compelling villain is that he's a very human evil, so having him actually be an evil demon thing instead of a really bad but believable dude who got near ultimate power weakens his character. BUT, i’m not going to address it in my comic so i'll leave it open as to whether he's got that going on or not. If he is, the clones don’t know about it and neither they nor the other characters have any way of discovering it. IF he is though, it would happen here. I could see it being a cool idea for him to get the hive mind from the eldritch being that would then possess him and haunt his lineage for time immemorial as a deal with the devil sort of thing, but he has to be a bad person before that.
Anyway he gets the hive mind--> he gets all of his followers to chip themselves --> gets those people to chip everyone else on his home planet --> use his planet wide army to harvest all resources on the planet and build his first space fleet and take to the skies and start his conquest--> realize that if he is to succeed hes going to need to both become immortal and find a steady source of new followers because chipped people die eventually and he doesnt care about people enough to figure out a way to keep a self sufficient population of followers alive, he just wants people around to adore him and do his bidding--> invents his cloning system-->
and heres the big one,
his original body has to die so he can upload his consciousness into a new clone.  
and THAT, to the clones, would be the moment that horde prime becomes a god.
his reliance on the hive mind and vast network of followers are what give him his godly abilities, but just as the horde clones could not exist without being cloned from horde prime, so too could horde prime not exist as he does in the show without them. 
i see it as both a christlike sacrifice and a cyclical system of debt and sacrifice. horde prime dies for our sins, so that he might continue to purify the universe so that there will be no more death and more clones will be born, while the clone hes possessing has to essentially die by giving himself up entirely to become the new prime so all this can happen too, and to repay primes death. not all clones can become the next prime however, but all must be ready to die for him, hence horde prime having clone infantries despite also having robots he could send instead. 
i dont have clear thoughts about what the green goo is, but horde primes words about his brothers lending him their life force go along with this idea. the clones give him theyre life force, so he can give it back to them.
another interesting aspect of this is that prime always portrays himself as a brother to his followers, never a father as christ is portrayed as in christianity. i know this is from hordak and horde prime being actual brothers in the 80s show but ive seen this trope come up a few times in media before, where a man raises a kid but has them call him their brother instead of dad. it seems so deliberate. because a parents job is to take care of you, but a sibling, might take care of you sure, but thats not their job. its like hes deliberately trying to place himself on the same level as his ‘sibling’ so he can demand the same amount of respect you would give to a parent without taking on the responsibility to not... ya know... screw them over in the head? idk it seems very slimy to me. but that says more about prime as a character than how the clones see him.
and we still have the concept of the soul to fit in here somehow, and do they have an afterlife? im going to say no to the afterlife. theres just not enough in the show to go off of and everything that we do know about horde prime points to him only caring about himself in life. HOWEVER, there is nothing more quintessentially christian than the concept of hell and i think that will be of use here. 
since the creation of the clones is tied with the creation of their religion, this would put the clones themselves less as allegories of people who need to be saved and more as the horde version of angels. in my telling here, horde prime views all people who do not submit to his will as net negatives to the universe who have to be removed for peace to exist, so by this view the chipped people are the saved, the people that horde prime kills are the sinners, and his military campaign is one long apocalypse slowly working its way through the universe, with the clones carrying out his righteous judgement. but the afterlife isnt involved in this, so even if some chipped people are left alive, eventually they will all die out, and then it will be just horde prime and is clones in a perfect, peaceful starless sky, and thats what heaven is. 
getting to heaven is the main goal of real christianity and it is the same in horde religion, but heaven isnt a place in the horde cosmology, its a physical goal that has to be created. not all clones will make it to heaven of course, because most will die before they reach total destruction of the universe but the clones arent supposed to think of themselves as individuals anyway. they have to be willing to die for horde prime and die for the cause or be cast out and thats hell. 
i dont see prime as someone who would kill his own followers outright too often even though he could. plus they arent supposed to value their individual lives the same way normal people do anyway it doesnt seem like a real punishment, they need something worse than simple death to fear. so by my view hell for the clones is separation from prime. it can be in life or death. no matter how bad it is in the horde being on the outside of it has to seem worse, and thats where the concept of the soul comes in. when one is a part of the hive mine, their soul is with prime. they are not supposed to have a will or any thoughts beyond love for prime, its essentially the same as not having a soul but they think of it as being at peace. being cast out is to be never at peace and would be told to them as being the worst possible thing that could ever happen to someone because it corrupts the soul. 
“a lot of unpleasant things happen in the horde so just imagine how terrible it must be outside of it! you cant because i protect you from that. now get in the goo, this is for your own good” - horde prime probably 
this is why outsiders are so resistant to submitting to primes light and also why its ok to kill them, in the hordes view. 
so, to start wrapping thigs up, there is no horde without horde prime. the religion starts and ends with him. because he is supposed to be the only person ever to be able to make true moral and just decisions, without him is followers cant take any actions without worrying that they are going against primes will. since they have no holy text they cant extrapolate and try to figure it out either. its up in the air whether or not they are going to find a way to get the horde to make the jump from cult to regular religion.
its late i got to go to bed now
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Oh you know what I’m gonna ask 😏😏
Fearless Taylors version ralbert vibes GO GO GO
cause there’s so MUCH that’s so PERFECT for them
THERES SO FUCKING MUCH SHDBHDHRJRJJFHRG
how does one words on this fine day at 12:42am
OK LETS GO
- love story
do i even need to- listen ok i’m here to sob about royalty ralbert aus till i fuckin die. it’s just SO PERFECT.
just lil picnics under the stars and love drunk slow dances that are really just embraces that slowly sway in a circle cause race started humming something his mom used to sing when she got around to baking and race, furious and beautiful as he yells and shouts and fights for the right to pick who he loves,,,,, and who he loves is albert. ugh end me it’s so great
- white horse
this one is for everyone else i already yelled at jorja about this
ALBERT, BUT HE’S A LIL MORE DAMAGED AND EMOTIONALLY CLOSED OFF, AND RACE CANT TELL IF IT MEANS HE DOESNT LIKE HIM AS MUCH AS RACE LIKE AL OR IF HE JUST CANT EXPRESS IT, AND OF COURSE ITS THE SECOND ONE BUT AL C A N T GET THE WORDS OUT AND IS TOO DEFENSIVE AND JUST-
RACE SPITS OUT THE LINE ‘i’m gonna find someone someday, who might actually treat me well’ AND STORMS OUT AND SLAMS THE DOOR AND ALBERT BREAKS DOWN
like he’s sobbing and throwing things and just UGH you can’t tell me he wouldn’t punch a wall
usually albert is touchy of his own accord and loves to tell race he loves him JUST BECAUSE HE KNOWS RACE NEEDS IT but can you imagine if, despite how hard he tries, albert c a n t get the words out to tell him and race is just- tired of it??? IM IN PAIN THIS IS TOO ANGSTY FOR ME
MOVING ON-
- the way i loved you
now this is a post breakup one fs cause GOD can you imagine
race and fucking w h o e v e r, cause it doesn’t matter cause it’s not albert dasilva and he’s so painfully aware of that
race and albert would get on like fire and gasoline, or like water and oil. there was ABSOLUTELY zero in between. they were fiery and passionate and so in love that it eventually tore them apart cause they finally cracked under the pressure of so much emotion
and race remembers every little thing albert used to do that irked him and ground at him until he couldn’t take it anymore, but he also remembers every angle, every hair, every wisp of air albert breathed while they were together, cause everything about them together was extreme
and he misses it, cause he feels like he floats around now, no spark or emotion or anything. ffs he wouldn’t be able to tell you if he had been breathing if it wasn’t for the fact he hadn’t died.
and yeah, the song would have to go from “loved” to “love”, cause all that never actually went away.
- you belong with me
is this the entire reason i made this post? you bet your ass it is OH MY FUCKING GOD
first of all,,,,,,, FOOTBALL ALBERT
ffs i’ve watched remember the titans too many times for this
albert plays second string quarterback, naturally, and first string gets injured on a missed audible and albert has to make the pitch he’s missed a thousand times in practice, and he’s freaking out (this is literally just a plot point of that godforsaken movie, watch remember the titans just once for my sanity)
race is in that very stereotypical band section of the bleachers, but the instant first string got injured he’s abandoning his post with the megaphone and SPRINTING to where albert is and just pushes his hair out of his eyes, gives him a very dramatic, very race like kiss, shoves his helmet into his hands and says “give ‘em hell, baby” and that’s really all albert needs
also, just like in this movie that is for some reason a really accurate portrayal of albert as a football player, he checks the shit out of the lineman on the other team that broke first string’s hand and the other team tries to call unnecessary roughness on the goddamn quarterback
anyway
- hey stephen
this is the most important one let’s be real
has race’s pov energy, but could be either. race is naturally dramatic, but race makes albert a whole new kind of cheesy and ridiculous
but are you telling me that race wouldn’t say something ridiculous like “cause i can’t help it if you look like an angel” and NOT be embarrassed by how fucking mushy it is
cause if you are you’d be dead fuckin wrong
and the thing is, it’s a very crushy, honeymoon phase type of song
but for ralbert it would always apply. they just,,,,,, always look at eachother like the heavens parted and gave them the other.
UGH i want a romance like theirs
i think that’s all i got for now (they say, like they didn’t just write a fucking novella) thank you mother goose ilysm !!!!
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gogo-jojo-imagines · 4 years
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(A/n: hope this is ok and didn’t butcher the characters lol, it’s been a while
Spoiler warning for Part 5 at the end of Fugo’s ask )
Bruno: 
Bruno’s the type of guy whose demeanour makes you feel safe, that if you follow under his wing, things are gonna be ok.
But since he’s doing the heavy lifting for his squad, sometimes a guy’s gotta have someone to do the same for him.
He wants someone that he can confide in, that cares for him in subtle ways and doesn't take his excuses for not taking a break for an answer - to an extent. 
More often than not you might leave him his lunch on his desk when he’s swamped with work. Or leave him his coffee, or a note, or a kiss on his temple. He’s simply putty in your hands when you do that. 
You still love him even though he’s got a schedule and a business to take care of, and even though he told you that at the start of the relationship, and you knew the challenges, even now you powered through because you love him so much and he might just float out of the chair and into the sky he’s high on love.
You’ll complain that he hasn’t been out of his study, that he’s missing on sleep, and he’ll tell you gently that he has work to do, but both of you know it's a front for his responsibility.
But if you tell him that you miss him when he really hasn’t taken a break, and then he decides, he really can’t just leave you waiting on him for too long now, can he?
You take care of him without complaints and still give him love, and he thinks you’re an angel from heaven 
Your efforts are not in vain; he’ll treat you so sweetly and intimately you’ll be wondering what you saw in your past loves and leave you spellbound
Abba: 
Abba’s the type where he used to have a twinkle in his heart, big sparkles in his eyes and an unbroken streak of loyalty.
But now that’s broken, and he feels unworthy, and he’s probably harbouring self resentment as deep as the ocean and who would love a broken piece like himself? Who would want to give him another chance?
Enter Reader - stage left
If you show Abba unconditional patience, he’ll come around, and he’ll absolutely flourish - even if he might come off prickly at the start when you meet him
Of course if he throws jibes and remarks at you at the start (which he might do since he’s acting on instinct and a knee jerk reaction with trying to protect himself from being hurt again), he needs someone to put him in his place, and tell him to shut the fuck up, and he’ll realise how he hurt you, and how much he cares, 
Will probably need some time to parse through his emotions, but if you wait for him, it’ll be worth while 
He loves your spontaneity, knowing you wont go overboard like Narancia on a sugar high to make him laugh - just enough to make him smile while taking things easy
He’s probably worried half to death about your safety in Passione, but if you’re a stand user he’ll chill out a little bit
Big ‘I’ve known Reader for x amount of time and if anything were to happen to them I’d kill everyone in this room and then myself’ vibes
Mista:
Honey, you got a storm coming
Mista is your standard fuck boy for a first impression but he’s so well put together with everything else with his tastes that you wonder what the hell you did to impress him
Mista wants a companion, someone to treasure the world with - probably someone that likes to try new things, go new places, do stuff with him
Super chill, he’s very laid back - he probably needs someone to be a little switched on than him in his day to day life
‘Hey Mista, did you get that report to Bruno yet?” Will give you a big kiss and a thank you if you do so as he tears ass to get it done
He’s got a know how for good food, he cares about his appearance,, he obviously is proud of his dress sense - he needs someone that respects him and his lifestyle choices. 
It doesn't matter if you’re a chill person or someone that’s really stressed out,  as long as you let him be himself and enjoy life with him, that’s the type that Mista is on the lookout for
You might be shy or flustered about whatever and he’ll always have this dopey smile on his face because he loves you so much 
He’s a big romantic at heart though, he will absolutely wine and dine you
If you have a connection with him, he’ll encourage you to be your best
(If you ground him when he’s having a 4 phobia freakout, he might just think about marrying you)
Narancia:
Meme machine extreme
He’s not afraid to voice his opinions and get into fights - it's how he was raised on the streets
He’s opened his heart too and been abandoned, so sometimes the way he acts is a way for his survival
It’s a man eat man world out there, so he lashes out, gets into fights, and is triggered when his vulnerabilities are made fun of
He needs someone that takes care of him and gives him plenty of affection and encouragement, head pats, kisses on cheeks, encouragement when he gets something right
He’ll be super sceptical at first, Like.. seems fake but ok
Once he knows you’re the real deal he’ll be so excited to show you around and tell everyone all about you
This little orange is vibrating something fierce  
Someone that gives affection, heaps of patience, and someone that doesnt mind teaching him some basic math - you’re way nicer than Fugo anyway
You give him a kiss on the cheek and suddenly he’s blowing past year 3 math like a speedboat in water
Probably someone that can keep up with him too, he’s excitable and you gotta have enough energy to follow with whatever he’s got going on in his head
Heartfelt and sensitive, he’ll take good care of you Anon
Giorno:
Someone that understands his background. You don’t have to come from a similar household that Giorno did , but if you do it’s an extra plus
If he finds out that you went through hell, and still managed to hold onto a positive outlook, he’ll be drawn to you
It’s a little difficult because, Giorno is the type of person who will bring ease to everyone, like Bruno, but he also has this magnetic quality about him that draws people to him
But he’ll know if you’re special just by a single glance
It's more of a slow burn with him, but for him he’s trying to figure out if he can trust you, and figure out how you tick on the inside
He enjoys figuring out how you think, not in a creepy way, but he’s fascinated by your experiences, your thoughts, and your actions
When he establishes a baseline of trust with you in a fight, that's when the relationship really begins to flourish
If you have his back during a stand fight, or an argument with someone else, he’ll definitely notice it
And when you trust him completely, even when he’s got a batshit crazy plan, he knows he’s got a partner for life by his side
Fugo:
Despite being known for having a short fuse, Fugo is a pretty emotionally sensitive guy
Someone that’d supports him unconditionally definitely helps, and makes him feel like he’s not up against the world by himself with the lot that he’s been given in life
He’s not a villain in your eyes, when he runs away from the gang before the fight with Diavolo, 
You’re with him through thick and thin, and you’ll never know how much you truely helped him during that crossroads in his life
Fugo appreciates someone that’s intelligent, and he’s not afraid of asking questions that pique his natural curiosity
If you’ve got a special interest, or if he has knowledge in an area, he’s happy to either talk about his interest if you ask  him, otherwise he’s happy to hear you talk about whatever you’re into at the moment
He’s alike to Abbacchio that his anger manifests itself for a myriad of reasons, but he’ll be drawn to you regardless if you’re there by his side and give him patience
He’ll be drawn to a gentle presence, someone that’s calm, an antithesis to the storm raging inside him
He’ll appreciate everything you do for him, and the amount of time you stick by him, even if you’re being a comforting presence
-Gyro mod 
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brainrotmeta · 3 years
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It's my day off, why not
So I've mostly been ignoring my cranky response to this post about Castiel's role in Dean's character development in season four because I accidently misgendered @queergoblin by not bothering to do my due diligence and I felt bad. I want to be an asshole about fandom shit, not people's identities. I was just going to let it go, but now I have strangers telling me to Do Better.
So I will.
I will break down why I hated @las-lus's post.
i know we talk a lot about Dean being a faithless men finding religion in Cas (and I'm not here to say he doesnt, he absolutly does)
When? Where? Dean's faith and ability to keep fighting is found in his relationship with Sam. Dean's worst moments and biggest mistakes are tied to his need to have Sam with him forever. But so are his most heroic and graceful moments because Sam's faith in him pushes him to become a better version of himself.
Here I'll back it up with canon:
Dean stops running away from his fears in season three when Sam begs him to be his big brother again. Dean doesn't give in to Michael because the idea of letting Sam down wasn't something he could bring himself to do. Sam saves Dean from the mark by refusing to believe that the real Dean is anything but a good man. Dean waves a loaded gun in Sam's face and Sam gets him to stand down by reminding Dean of his protective (if overbearing) nature.
And then he finds out the angels are as bad as the demons and that god hasn't spoke to any of them and he is just a pawn in their hands and you know what he does?
he prays for Cas.
Dean prays to Cas as his last hope to save Sam. He agreement isn't hinged on faith, it's him offering up goods (himself) in exchange for what matters most to him (saving Sam).
he trusts Cas when he shoves him against a wall and pulls out a knife.
Yeah that's a really good moment for Dean and Castiel. Season five and especially season six build on the brothers-in-arms dynamic that they formed during their battles against heaven and hell. Castiel is earning Dean's faith and trust in this moment, but it's a big stretch to call it anything religious-like.
Dean not only find religion in Cas, he finds when he has no reason to believe.
There's a big asterixis this lovely comment is forgetting: season six and beyond. The payoff for Dean and Castiel's growing friendship in season 4-6 is the betrayal that Dean wasn't expecting and found difficult to recover from. In seasons 7-15, Dean and Castiel's relationship is often defined by tension and opposing goals. The fact that, despite how much they hurt and betray one another, they still find themselves forgiving one another is a potent part of their relationship.
I get Dean/Cas. It's not something that appeals to me but I get why other people would dig it. What I don't get is the (mostly) nonsense fanon that I just explained why I disagree with. It does two things I dislike: it erases Sam and then pastes Sam's story onto Castiel's.
I'd like to think that if I did ship Dean/Cas, I would have a lousy time in fandom. Shit like this and Claire/Jack's Two Dads and Married Happily Ever After is just so opposed to what's actually there between Dean and Cas that I'm boggled as fuck.
Dean/Cas is brothers in arms formed in one war and broken by the one that follows. It's betrayal. It's enemies to friends to enemies to friends once again. It's type of love from Castiel that Dean is incapable of returning and Castiel knows that but sacrifices himself anyway so that Dean can live to fight the good fight. This pairing I get, even if I don't care much about it.
Also, for people accusing me of being threatened by Dean and Castiel's relationship. I'm not threatened. It's Dean/Castiel shippers literally cribbing from Sam and Dean's relationship and me pointing that out.
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sugar-rave-rabbit · 4 years
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Ok! So! The other day on my way to work I was listening to Alastor's Game, and I'm known to just like tie my characters into shit so I did! Basically, the story is Bonbon makes a deal with Alastor to see Frederick, who was killed. Of course, he promises Alastor his soul, but he never specifies which one and yadda yadda. He does get dragged down to hell due to Alastor tricking him into having to make another deal. Of course, Frederick isnt in hell cause he is uwu innocent bean (which is the reason Bonbon had to make another deal cause Alastor said he would search hell for him knowing damn well he was in heaven.)
The whole ig "au" follows Bonbon in hell at the Hotel trying to get into hevean, but he still has to deal with Rex and Rabi, who both have a knack of sending him into a homicidal rage.
I ended up having to build hc and add onto what we know of Viv's hell just so I could develope some of the story. Idk if this is canon but I have a thing where demons choose their name when they get into hell, while angels are assigned a name. I've yet to think of a name for Frederick but Bonbon chose the name Redwood, as the tree has a lot of meaning to him and he didnt want to name himself after his twin sister.
Bonbon was orginally going to have two faces, since he has mulitple souls in his body, but I scrapped the idea due to complications and my lack of art skill.
I also created a hc that the "sinner" demons only have a very limited say in what they look like and can only choose a single attribute. (i.e. Angel Dust choose his body type and that was all he could choose, stuff like that). Bonbon choose not to be attractive, as that was something that caused him to get attacked while living. This, sadly, doesnt really help him since his soul still has certain qualities that cause people to target him, and it becomes a whole problem at one point with V🤮l.
Bonbon is also very powerful due to him having been Half-Sprite when living. (This is a species I created when I was 12 and have been tweaking and altering ever since. Its complicated, but basically Bonbon was exactly half human and half demon, which is rare for Half-Sprites which is why he has a lot of unique 'powers' (like being FUCKING IMMORTAL) but of course they all come with a price (i.e, literally everything in his life seems to go wrong, he is borderline insane, ect.). He isnt as powerful as, say, Alastor, but he is up there. There is a point where Frederick is apart of the execution day and BOY does Bonbon go bat shit that day .-.
Anyway this is all I have I didnt go too far with it I do have a sketch of Redwood but I havent finished it and it's very basic. Bonbon never died so the scars he has are very reminiscent of the ones he had while living and the chains are there because he is still a slave to his past. Also he is a rabbit b/c Bonbon is actually my human version of Toy Bonnie so yeah >.> (all of the ocs I mention most likely are a human version of a fnaf character ok I have a PROBLEM)
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Yeah but I like the design I might finish it if enough ppl are interested in the story :>
Also yes all of this was created in the span of 30 minutes the sketch was done after work. Redwood had no red or pink in his color pallet. It is mostly blue and black, with a hint of brown b/c Frederick was such a huge part of his life that it his color transferred over. I didnt draw it in but there is a patch of fur on his chest that is colored and that's the brown. His color pallet changes when Rex or Rabi takes control. Rabi does have red, but that's because him being all white would be too boring. Rex causes the pallet to change to black and silver. Redwood's eyes are of course green, Rex has pure white with red irises and Rabi has pure black with white irises.
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grotesquegabby · 4 years
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I once again apologize because I'm pretty sure this is also a lot to ask X3 What would Cordie's future kiddos think of their cousins? :3 And only if you want, their other possible aunt and uncles? :D I of course mean Davey and Ula's spouses heheh
oh you are perfectly alright huehue~ uwu here we go~
@post-itpenny some more of yours are here as well~
Margaux: the one with much love but slight fear
Harper - This man makes her nervous. Hes beautiful but his expression scares me. Need to assess if he is actually safe to be around.
Penelope - This is mommas best friend! Clearly she can be trusted!
Amaranthus- mysterious lady is...mysterious. Is she..a witch? Getting witch vibes so shed be nervous around Amaranthus to start but....will learn to like her in time. uwu
Maggie - pretty lady reminds me of a cardinal.
Billy - Hes a pretty man. business business business is what comes to mind. This is the witches dad, is he a witch too. x3
Atlas - what? What! *Points at his head* does he wear those all the time! Can I wear kitty ears then? view him as this brave guy who goes around being himself no matter where he is.
Schrader - *Dreamy eyes as she stares at him* hes like a prince
Ally - Cute! is the first word that comes to mind.
Rory - will honestly be creeped out by Rory, just a feeling. Something aint right there. That smile makes her nervous.
Clara - a living doll, she is quite pretty. looks delicate like she could break like a porcelain doll, would worry since shes known to worry about such things.
Calliope -  oooh, shes pretty. She looks so nice, and Momma speaks highly of her for advice.
Cuckoo -  They are so kind looking. Will instantly trust Cuckoo upon meeting them.
Bingo - calm, yes perfect. uwu
Carney - a wild one, would be too shy to want to stick around Carney but if Ally was with him shed feel more comfortable. uwu shes just not a full of energy type of person
Orion and Hunter - due to the feeling both of them give her. Kind of creep her out a bit. Its the smile again.
Dante - This is a cool guy, I think my big brothers would like him a lot.
Robyn and Rayden - did these two together cause Margaux for a bit might  think theres only one of them for a bit till she finds them both together x3 she knows abut twins but itll be funny to see I thought x3 But she does like them they seem like fun people to her~
Ace - woah hes so big and strong looking.  I bet he can pick up everything. Maybe even a dinosaur, or a house.
Ferry - Is she a fairy? she might follow her around to see if she does magick. Will find out shes married to the strong man. Its a match made in heaven~
James - This is a nice man, she would love to spend time with James. Hes clearly so nice and shed adore him.
Magpie - that is a fun lady. colors, glowing and more.
Juno - She seems cool and Momma seems to like her. So she must be alright.
Vega - shes so wonderful, and kind. she bakes too. fast friends with this woman due to her sweet tooth.
Lyra - would be a bit nervous around Lyra but get over it soon enough. As Im sure Lyra would be welcoming to her.
Peregrine - nervous, might be scared of him.
Joseph -another nice man uwu this is the dad of the guy who wears antlers all day long.
Felix: The one with even more questions than before!
Harper - whys your face like that. Are you wearing makeup? Why are you wearing makeup? Are those feathers in your hair? Thats a bold fashion statement dont you think? Why do your eyes look like that?
Penelope - Miss Cordelia told me you guys used to be superheros. Are you still a superhero? Do you have super powers? Miss Cordelia said I shouldnt tell anyone else about it. Can I be a super hero too!?
Amaranthus - Are you a witch? do you eat kids? ooooh, I guess that is just fairytales. Are you one of those goth people then?
Maggie - Will notice the feathers on her and instantly are you an angel? Are you someones guardian angel? If he finds out she can see into the future ooh man prepare for lots of quesitons about it and of course Felix will start to worry and wonder if things will work out. He likes Cordelia and loves all of his new family he wont want to leave it anytime soon uwu so he might look to Maggie for some reassurance
Billy - will be transfixed by Billys eyes, with the two colors. Hes never seen it before so itll be interesting but Hes going to wonder if Billys a demon x3 and just flat out say it in front of people.
Atlas - Deerman! Do your antlers fall off like regular deer? Do you have hooves? No, awe that would have been so cool. I think it’d be cool to be part animal? Are you secretly part animal? like...*whispers* a deer superhero? *dreamy eyes* You are married to a very pretty lady.
Schrader - You are also married to a pretty lady~ uwu and he plays music! Will learn sign language so he can talk to Schrader better uwu
Ally - you are super cute! tells her this upon meeting her. just all :3
Rory - He doesnt understand why anyones nervous around this guy, they seem so nice. Look at that smile! :D so welcoming
Clara - a pretty lady who is more than meets the eye. He bets!  Plus she made these lovely toys for him and his sister so how bad could she possibly be?
Calliope - mixed feelings for Calliope. She seems really nice but his brother seems to think other wise.
Cuckoo - The Circus owner is a wonderful person and seeing that his brother would trust him right away He would as well uwu
Bingo - would love to catch her at roller derby competitions.
Carney - Wild one! Perfect for Felix, who has lots of energy. Cordelia wondering if Carney would like to babysit at least for Felix who wanted her to ask. x3
Orion and Hunter - wouldn’t have too much of an opinion on them yet
Dante - a cool guy who played in a band. are you still in the band? What do you play? how
Robyn and Rayden - would just like his sister get fooled as well to start x3 and then laugh upon realizing. Would think these two are cool as heck and man if one doesnt want to do something....the other could do it in their place. Have you two done that he wonders?
Ace - *flexs his little muscles* x3 Will want Ace to flex his muscles too. see if he can lift him, of course Ace can uwu but Felix just wants to be lifted~
Ferry - a nice lady who makes wonderful tarts and treats~<3 (- o.o-)
James - Miss Cordelia has talked about this nice man. And that he is a good family friend that the kids can go too uwu
Magpie -  Would love to go to her shows. This is a fun lady, look at her she is a master magician.
Juno - Lady of fire! mostly due to her fiery spirit. Will definitely want to hang out with her.
Vega - a very nice woman uwu mom of the deerman. Will ask if shes an animal person too. If he gets a good answer hell be excited x3
Lyra - not too much of an opinion yet
Peregrine - o3o why are you so grumpy looking? x3
Joseph -would seem nice enough uwu hes the dad of the deerman.
Damian: The one who pretends not to care
Harper - What the hell...why is he so...beautiful!
Penelope - She seems pretty nice. Clearly Cordelia’s bestie. can see why these two would get along so well.
Amaranthus - Digs the outfit.
Maggie - She seems nice
Billy - He can see getting along with this guy.
Atlas - Whats going on? Why are you wearing antlers? Whatever floats your boat. So your married to Cordelias big sister
Schrader -  Really cool guy, would love to hang out with Schrader.  Your also married to Cordelias big sister?
Ally - She seems very sweet and kind. And somewhat timid.
Rory - This dude here makes me....nervous not sure why they do.
Clara - She seems nice enough. Probably volunteers at homeless shelters which isn’t a bad thing no she just looks like she would.
Calliope - Now this woman here....is not...human. Theres just no way. Will he say this out loud? no.... x3
Cuckoo - Thinks Cuckoo is cool, they own a circus. Thats one of the coolest things to him.
Bingo - very serious are you and the tall guy...together? Thats not a bad thing no he just thinks they would fit together. Not that Damian is claiming to be a match maker no way x3 But hes going to find out about her roller durby and oof Shes going to be one of the coolest girls he knows!
Carney - Not too much of an opinion for him
Orion and Hunter - together they make him weary x3 but he does find them pretty neat. If they are
Dante - Definitely thinks Dante is a cool guy, he might get a reaction out of Damian thats eager and excited not annoyed. uwu
Robyn and Rayden - these guys are friends with Dante. And meeting them is going to be cool, imagine the pranks you can play as identical twins~
Ace - might be slightly intimidated by him but would pretend not to be x3
Ferry - She seems very sweet, and can see Ace and her dynamic really working out.
James - a genuinely nice person. He feels a connection to him for a reason.
Magpie - really colorful and fun. Can see why his sister would like her.
Juno - Hed definitely like her. Shes pretty cool, would enjoy hangning out with her.
Vega - same feeling as Lyra, more than meets the eye. He bets she is secretly a prankster.
Lyra - seems pretty cool, he has a feeliong about her that shes more than meets the eye.
Peregrine - I feel these two would just stare at each other or glare from across the room. x3
Joseph -Seems nice enough
I hope these are alright uwu
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waywardfeathered · 6 years
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headcanon #7
regrading the ep. 4x10 “Heaven and Hell”.
ok so... on 4x7 “it’s the great pumpkin, sam winchester” we have castiel telling dean that he in fact does have questions. doesn’t know what’s right and wrong anymore. and 4x10 i think is even more heavily a turning point for cas?
it literally starts with him saying “we’re here for anna... she has to die.” saying that, even though he does have questions. he’s under strict orders, anna is a fallen angel, therefore she needs to die. but does he really believe that? i think not. he’s still willing to go through with it at this point, but he does question it. anna was his superior and that has something to do with it, it feels unnatural to him to command her death sentence because he once took orders from her. but more importantly. he has started to question (again -- but with naomi and her memory wipes and brainwashing he doesn’t remember that he’s rebelled before). why must they murder anna? just because she became human? she didn’t do anything wrong, did she?
dean: you’re some heartless sons of bitches, you know that? castiel: as a matter of fact, we are. and?
that’s cas’s survival method. he starts having questions, emotions, which angels aren’t meant to have, it frightens him, he deliberately makes himself emotionless. it’s easier. it’s what’s expected of an angel.
also... he agrees with dean. it’s an attempt to seem like a proper, just, unerring soldier of god, but he agrees with dean. he knows that what they’re doing with uriel is heartless. he literally says that.
but he still goes with his orders.
castiel: i’m sorry. anna: no. you’re not. not really. you don’t know the feeling.
cas does know the feeling. he is genuinely sorry at this point. anna doesn’t see it, but he is. he doesn’t want to hurt anna, but he won’t dare to go against his orders, not because of what would be done to him but because the idea of deviating from the concept of what angels are supposed to be scares him. questioning orders, faith, anything, scares him.
when alastair attacks castiel and he can’t defend himself, and then dean attacks alastair to make him stop, that’s another important moment for cas. he doesnt understand why dean would help him, he pretty much thinks that dean despises him (dean has been quite vocal about how angels are dicks) so why would he go against someone as powerful as alastair, the very demon who traumatized dean by teaching him how to torture souls in hell, in order to help cas?
and as he watches anna take back her grace, pretty much gazes at her doing it, even if he could have stopped her at that point, he wouldn’t have. not anymore. had anna not managed to snatch her grace from uriel, had they been able to capture her, cas would not have been on board anymore. he understands something, watching anna take back her grace. not consciously, probably. but a part of him understands why anna is so much better than him. with free will, with free emotions.
and, yeah, he betrayed anna later. he was the reason she was sent in heaven’s prison. i think on s4 cas struggles a lot about whose side he is on. the heavenly host or humanity. so he goes back and forth.
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skiasurveys · 7 years
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old myspace surveyyy
1. Last beverage: Iced tea
2. Last phone call: My mom i believe
3. Last song you listened to: Closer- the chainsmokers ft halsey
4. Last time you cried: today 
5. Have you dated someone twice: kind of.  my current boyfriend and i dated before but it was only like  2 weeks and then we didnt date again til 5 months later, and now were still together which has been 15 months. i dont really consider he first time an actual relationship lmao
6. Have you ever been cheated on: Not that I am aware of.
7. Kissed someone & regretted it: eh, my first kiss was awful
8. Have you lost someone special: yeah my dad died.
9. What are your three favorite colors: lilac, cyan, pink
10. Met someone who changed you in the past month: not in the past month
11. Kissed anyone on your friends list: yeah
12. How many kids do you want: none.
13. Do you want any pets: i have two cats
14. Do you want to change your name: yeah i do
15. What did you do for your last birthday: Had dinner with my boyfriends parents, then had a small party with a few friends and my boyfriend, but that was it. Wasnt so lit.
16. What time did you wake up today:  i woke up at 10 am i think
17. Name something you CANNOT wait for: to finally move out
18. Last time you saw your mother: um. like 10 minutes ago lol
19. Most visited webpage: youtube
20. Nicknames: Jen, Babygirl, i dont really have nicknames that much
21. Relationship status: Taken
22. Zodiac sign: Sagittarius 
23. Male or female: female
24. Height: 5′1 
25. Do you have a crush on someone: my boyfriend 
26. Piercings: I got my ears pierced when i was 18 but i took it out apparently too soon and they shut.  I am going to get them redone but im just lazy
27. Tattoos: none as of now
28. Strong or Weak:  physically or emotionally..haha..
FIRSTS
29. First surgery: wisdom teeth
30. First best friend:  Eric or Reis 
31. First sport you joined: softball when i was 7/8
32. First vacation: British columbia when  i was 4/5
33. First school: Joseph welsh 
34. First pair of trainers: If trainers you mean shoes but in a british lingo..uhh i dont know. DC shoes? those ugly fat skater shoes.
WHICH IS BETTER
35. Lips or eyes: eyes
36. Hugs or kisses: honestly both, but idk it depends. sometimes i love hugs because i like feeling him hold me and against me , but kisses are so sweet
37. Shorter or taller: taller
38. Older or younger: older
39. Romantic or spontaneous: both
40. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive.
41. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.
42. Shy or outgoing: a bit of both. im really outgoing so in a relationship it doesnt matter for me. but i dont really like people who cant make conversations at all..
HAVE YOU EVER
43. Kissed a stranger: I dont think so.
44. Gotten a speeding ticket: No
45. Lost glasses/contacts: i dont wear glasses or contacts
46. Sex on first date: nope. but oral sex yeah.
47. Broken someone’s heart:  i have but whatever.
48. Been arrested: No
49. Have you turned someone down:  yeah but thats cause this dude wouldnt stop trying to date me and the funny part is he didnt even live in the same fucking city as me so idk why he kept trying so hard. I also had a dude back in highschool who i still chat with try to date me but ive turned him down couple of times but he knows now.
50. Fallen for a friend: not really.
51. Moved out of town: no
BELIEVE IN
52. Miracles: ehhh
53. Love at first sight: no. but i mean i know when i first met my boyfriend i was like oh hell yeah. but its not love.
54. Heaven: yeah
55. Santa Claus:  no and never have.
56. Kiss on the first date:  sure. ive done it. idk how you cant believe in a kiss?? lmao
57. Angels:  yeah
58. Yourself: no
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY
59. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: no.
60. Been in love with someone you couldn’t be with?: yeah but not “in love”.
61. Ever cheated on somebody: No i am not a cunt.
62. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: i would love to relive my first date with Connor, i dont know why. i wouldnt change anything but that day was really awesome.
63. Are you afraid of falling in love: No. 
64. Was your last relationship a mistake?  well i guess, since i am in a different one right? it wasnt a mistake per-say but he was a waste of time. 
65. Do you miss your last relationship? god no.
66. Who did you last say “i love you” to?
connor, the other day <3
67. Have you ever been depressed?  yeah i have depression.
68. Are you insecure? yeah but im getting better.
69. How do you want to die? in my bed, while asleep.
70. Do you bite your nails?  lol i am currently.
71. When was your last physical fight? Ive never really had one.
72. Do you have an attitude? yeah. i can have one.
73. Twirl or cut your spaghetti? twirl if i ever eat it. i hate spaghetti. Connor loves it though..
74. Do you tan a lot? eh no
75. Ever eaten food in a car while someone or you are driving? yeah usually while on a trip
76. Ever made out in a bathroom? yeah.
77. Would you take any of your exes back? Not at all! Barf.
78. Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? depends on the time.
79. What are your plans for this weekend? it is the weekend currently, nothing is planned.
80. Do you type fast? yeah
81. Can you spell well?  i think i do.
82: What are you craving right now? nothing actually.
83. Have you ever been on a horse? yeah a few times.
84. Would you live with someone without marrying them?  yeah my boyfriend lmao
85. What’s irritating you right now? my dry skin atm.
86. Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts? yeah.
87. Does somebody love you? yeah my man does. lmao
88. Have you ever changed clothes in a car? a few times
89. Milk chocolate or white chocolate?  milk. white chocolate is nasty
90. Do you have trust issues?  i kind of do.
91. Longest relationship? my one i am in currently which so far is a one year and 3 months
92: Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you? i am sure he thinks about me every so often, i mean i sometimes think about them for no reason and not the “i miss you” thinking just like something reminds me of them or whatver. Im sure they think of me sometime. i dont really care lol
93. Have you ever walked outside in your PJs? yah lol
94. Do you believe everything happens for a reason? no
95. Did you have dream last night?  yeah i dont remember it anymore
96. Have you ever been out of state? yeah
97. Do you play the Wii? eh not anymore. i dont like the wii or the wii u, i tried to like the nintendo products but i am more into Playstation ;)
98. Do you like Chinese food?  i do
99. Are you afraid of the dark?  sometimes
100. Is cheating ever okay? No.
101. What year has been your best? 2015 so far and 2016 wasnt really so bad.
102. Do you believe in true love? yeah i guess
103. Favorite weather? fall weather. where its warm but kind of cloudy, where you can wear whatever you want and you wont be too cold or too warm. 
104. Do you like the snow? NO
105. Do you like the outside? yeah i do.
106. Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? yeah i like when connor does
107. Have you ever made out for more than a half hour straight? yes
108. What makes you happy? cats
109. Ever been to Alaska? no
110. Ever been to Hawaii? no 
111. Do you watch the news? usually like to keep an eye on whats happening with the world. like now.
112. Do you love MTV? no
113. Do you like subway? yeah but its not my fav anymore. but i do crave it randomly
114 Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? no lol were dating.
115. Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? well my best friend of the opposite sex is my boyfriend..so...
116. Why did you decide to do this quiz? im bored
117. Have you ever seen someone you knew and purposely avoided them? yeah actually one time my mom and i were shopping and we saw this crazy lady that we know. and so we kept avoiding here while we were grocery shopping and we actually got away lol thank god. she is so annoying. When my dad died she told my mom she had to get rid of his pictures. like mcfuck off.
118. Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? yeah a few 
119. Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? connor
120. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? Jennifer
121. Ever bought condoms? no. we dont use condoms 
122. Ever gotten pregnant? No. thank god
123. Have you ever slipped on ice? im sure
124 Have you ever missed the bus? yeah
125. Have you left the house without money? i have once. i was working too and on my break i was heading to get food and then i realized i forgot my wallet. -___-
126. Have you ever smoked cigarettes? no. just weed.
127. Have you ever smoked a cigar? no 
128. Did you ever drink alcohol? yeah of course.
129. Did you ever watch “The Breakfast Club”?  yes. one of my favs
130. Have you ever been overweight? last year i went on medication that made me gain 20 pounds, but i lost all that weight now thank god. I wasnt over weight but i was kind of chubby. Im back to my skinny-self thank god! 
131. Ever been to a wedding? yeah
132. Ever been in a wedding? yeah my cousin got married in 2013 and asked my sister and i to be apart of it. worst idea ever. We werent really apart of it. she had her friends in it and my sister and i were just kind of the side bridemaids..yah weird.
133. Have you ever been on the computer for 5 hours straight? yeah back when i didnt have an ipad or iphone.
134. Did you ever watch TV for 5 hours straight?  i sometimes binge netflix when im with my boyfriend
135. Ever kissed in the rain? no
136. Did you ever shower with someone else? yeah i have with my boyfriend. it was really intimate lol
137. Did you ever fail a driver’s test?  i have only ever failed the written exam where they ask you all that stupid shit and you have to remember speed and signs. but my actualy drivig test, i passed first try!
138. Ever been outside your home country? yeah to canada
139. Ever been on a road trip longer than 5 hours? yeah we used to drive to vancouver or south BC which would take 13 hours.
140. Ever been to a professional sports game? NO
141. Have you ever broken a bone? no surprisingly i havent. even though i got hit by a car..
142. Did you ever win a trophy in your life? no :(
143. Ever get engaged? no
144. Have you ever been on a diet? kind of.
145. Have you ever been on TV? kind of. not really.
146. Ever ridden in a taxi? yeah. with my boyfriend, its really awkward and weird...
147. Ever been to prom? we dont have prom here in canada but we do get dressed up in nice dresses and have dinner and a dance, but not prom. But yeah i did go.
148. Ever stayed up for 24 hours or more? yeah i think 2 days 
149 Have you ever been to a concert? yeah. my first was...Jonas brothers...BARFFF. thanks 12 year old me -.-
150. Have you ever had a crush on someone at work? i did have a little crush on the security guard. but not a big crush.
151. Have you ever been in a car accident?  i got hit by a car
152. Ever had braces? yeah from 12-14. (gr.6-8)
153. Did you ever learn another language? i tried french. but i cant speak it. i gave up. I wish i could learn something different.
154. Do you wear make-up? yeah. 
155. Did you ever have your wisdom teeth taken out? yeah when i was 18 i got put completely out and had surgery to get them out.
156. Did you ever kiss someone a different race than yourself? yeah. 
157. Ever dyed your hair? yeah ive dyed it reddish, darker brown, fire ombre (look it up it was awesome), blonde, ash blonde, blonde with purple tips and then now i just dyed it back to brown which is its natural colour. i like it blonde but im starting to like it back at its natural state.
158. Did you ever wear someone else’s clothes? yeah ive worn my sisters clothes
159. Ever ridden in an ambulance? no
160. Ever ridden in a helicopter? no
161. Ever caught the stove on fire? no
162. Ever meet someone famous? no
163. Ever been on an airplane? yeah i was only on a plane from here (canada) to california and back. but thats it. my first time it was really nerve-racking, but on the way back it was chill. i dont like being that high up lol
164. Ever been on a boat? yeah a few times. its kay
165. Ever broken something expensive? no
166. Did you ever kiss someone before you were 14? no. my first actual kiss wasnt til i was 18..lol
167. Did you ever find something valuable on the ground? yeah my fucking life.
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Satan and Me Asks
1.)  for the questions thing - are you cool w sexuality headcanons for ur characters??
I’m assuming you mean if people in the fandom make sexuality headcanons? And of course. You guys can do whatever you want. I know I’ve only posted about a few sexualities, so there’s not much to go on anyway.
2.)  Is hell really gone out of Satan forever? How long does Nat's wish last?
Hell’s not gone from Satan. It’s still inside of him, but he doesn’t hear the constant voices in his head anymore because of Natalie’s wish. That was what she sold her soul for, so the wish will stay in effect the rest of his existence.
3.)  Will we be seeing Pax or Felix soon? What about that small little boy?
Pax and Felix looking for Zadkiel is kind of a side plot in the comic, so I can’t say for sure when they will intercept. My guess is anywhere in the next 15 updates?
4.)  Do satan's earings indicate his emotions as well?
When Satan is in “human” form, his earrings are like his horns. They will change between yellow and red based on his mood.
5.)  is gabriel ok?
At the moment, no. He’s in considerable distress, but he will be. You’ll see this arc.
6.)  So im a ask, how does satan really feel about nat being damned to hell and him not being able to figure out how to stop it? He seems to care if she does.
He doesn’t like it at all, but since they can’t change it atm he is choosing to not think about it.
7.)  Has Satan thought about sex with Nat?
He’s been too preoccupied with the Apocalypse and the recent Titus thing (and now Natalie being sick) to really think about anything like that, I’d think. That’s not to say he’s never thought about sex in general, but just the plot never called for him to so? He really hasn’t.
8.)  any ships you generally don't like?
I mean, my taste in ships change all the time and have no effect in canon. There are some ships that become/are already canon that I don’t care for, and there are some I really like that I know will never be canon. For example, I used to hate Ganthea, but now I like it. It really depends. I flip-flop around a lot. I’d feel bad though listing ships I don’t care for, just because I don’t want to make anyone feel bad for liking something. Just because I don’t shouldn’t mean that you guys can’t like them. 
So in the spirit of not making someone feel bad IDK if I can fully answer this question.
9.)  any insights into how angel society works/what it generally is like for the various background angels? what do they get up to? are they all the same ones who were created back at the Beginning? how do they view current comic events (if they generally know anything)? what do they think of their 'leaders' (the archangels)?
Loaded question lol Well, the angels canonically in the bible are ranked. There are a lot of classes of angels; the archangels are actually second from the bottom. They’re literally just protectors and foot soldiers, I guess that’s the closest I could equate them to. So the vast majority of angels are just the society in the comic, whereas the ones who follow the archangels actually enlist to be in the army.
Each archangel leads a squad (except Raphael, who only works with the medic angels in the hospital). Each squad has a certain duty (ex: Jophiel’s is trained in recovery and surveillance, Zadkiel’s was p much the ones who take on tough jobs that have a low mortality rate, Gabriel’s is trained in support and backup to other troops, etc). They’re sorted and placed under an archangel depending on their test results. I actually do plan to do a dumb little comic about angels enlisting at one point.
Angel society as a whole aren’t 100% up to current events, because the archangels and higher up angels dictate what information is allowed to be trickled down. They also don’t want to cause alarm so they bend the truth a little bit. Right now majority of the angels aren’t even aware what really happened with Titus (like they didn’t know that someone was trying to overthrow Satan).
Not all of them were created at the beginning. Some were, others are fairly new. It really depends. It also depends on their personality if they like the archangels or not, so it’s hard to lump them all in together. For the most part the angels not in the army are blissfully unaware of the things around them. They stay in Heaven and mind their own business.
10.)  Why is Angel Michael so upset about Human Michael? And what does Human Michael think about Angel Michael?
Angel Michael is upset not at Mike P, but the situation. He likes humans but he doesn’t want to be a human. So the idea of being put into his body upsets him a lot. Mike P. doesn’t know anything about Michael; he’s just trying to process the information. When he does, he will want to get to know him.
11.)  Have any of the angels actually crushed on a human before
Quite a few have, but virtually none act on it. They would be executed if they procreated with a human, as would the nephilim baby. It’s a “look but don’t touch” situation.
12.)  okay okay you wont tell us the end game ships & das okay, but can you tell us who you personally ship Natalie with?
Natalie’s the rare character that I can ship with 95% of the cast, if written a certain way. The list would be too long lol
13.)  Do we get anything about Luce's past in the comic? I know there are parts from where he's an angel but maybe how he grew up or him as smol babe? Perhaps some cute scenes where they interact with God as their father and cutesy things?
There will be comics like this, yes.
14.)  What are the places/businesses Ipos and Sheila set up in the past? 
Ipos spent a lot of time around various parts of the world. During the 1700-1800s he stayed in Ireland, where he met Sheila officially. She spent most of her time in the Southern Hemisphere, and stayed in Australia for a while. 
Ipos was in the military for a while, too, so he could see more places, learn more about humans, keep tabs on everything. The real Ipos he’s based off of is actually an information keeper, so I tried to keep that true to form in the comic as well. Under different guises, Ipos and Sheila have run restaurants, bars, brothels, a hardware store, gun shops, camping supply stores, construction companies, real estate businesses.
15.)  Are all demons fallen angels, or were some just always demons? Also, is it possible for angels to have kids, either with each other or with humans? 
95% of demons are Fallen Angels. The few that aren’t are either born from bad circumstance/human sorrow, or have been made in a pact with another higher level Fallen. (I actually have a series that explains the first contracts with demons but that won’t debut for another few years I’d surmise. It’s touched upon as well in future “Here it Comes” updates.)
Angels can have children with each other, though it’s rare, and they can reproduce with humans. Nephilim, human and angel children, are very strong and very unpredictable so they’re viewed as taboos. In the bible it’s a big reason why God flooded the earth with Noah and his ark. Angels had copulated and had children with humans so they drowned them and their parents. (I’ve heard speculation that Goliath from David and Goliath was a nephilim baby too, but IDK how accurate that is).
  16.)  What is Kristi's family like? 
Kristi has her parents, Norma and Ray Lange, and an older sister who is in college, Lily. Kristi’s mother is high maintenance, which is probably where Kristi got it from. Her father grew up in town with Alex McAllister, and he used to bully him a lot. He had a crush on Carla (but was stuck dating her cousin), so that’s another reason he doesn’t like Alex. He settled for Kristi’s mom when he met her later, so it’s not exactly a love built marriage. He’s not too interested in his home life. Kristi’s sister is easy going and nice. She has a good relationship with Kristi.
17.)  Does Raphael have any fears about like real physical stuff/like how people have fears of snakes, spiders etc
Raphael doesn’t have a lot of fears like that. His are more mental stuff. But he is scared of bats. Won’t go near them.
18.)  Are there things about the story that you wish you could change but can't 'cause it's too late? if so, what?
Yeah, there are a couple. I wish I did more with Jericho. I watered him down for the comic, which I’m regretting. He was going to be more problematic than that. I’d like to keep Ipos and Sheila around a little longer, but they died p quick. There are scrapped updates I wish I went through with, but I can’t do anything about that now.
19.)  will we see pestilence and famine interacting with natalie and satan?
Not sure about Famine, but Pestilence yes.
20.)  Would it be fair to ask about what kind of piercings each character has? I know that each has their own unique ones and since we don't always see all the piercings (as with Anthea, whose belly piercings aren't revealed until that one episode) and it would be cool to know all the piercings that each has.
That’s a lot to list, but I’ll just say what piercing someone has if it’s under clothing.
Zadkiel has lower back dermals, Pax has a Apadravya, Jophiel has hip dermals.
 21.)  So how come Lucifer only uses "Festus" and doesnt call Felix "Felix"? 
Lucifer’s more formal like that. I’m sure if Felix pushed the issue he would change, but it’s really force of habit cuz that name comes to mind first when he talks/thinks about him.  
22.) How do you make updates do you write out a script or do you just make it up as you go?
I make it up as I go. Aside from a few events I know that I want to take place, I have no idea how I’m getting there and just let what happens on each new page take me there. A lot of times I’m surprised how the story changed, but that’s what makes it fun
23.)  Are we going to find out what happened to Yup's parents? 
If anything it will be subtle if it’s mentioned in passing, but IDK if it will. His dad and mom weren’t married so his dad split. His mom was into recreational drugs and was evicted from their apartment because of insufficient funds when Yup was 6.  She left him at the freeway underpass when she couldn’t deal with her situation anymore. When Zadkiel found Yup he’d been on his own for a month or so.
24.)  Do any of the angels or demons have any Phobias or fears? Just random things they are afraid of for no reason or for a specific reason at all
They do, it just depends on the demon. Anthea was afraid of driving on the freeway. Felix is afraid of being ignored. Zoe is afraid of small spaces.
25.)  i've always been curious... what exactly were titus' spikes made of? were they some type of metal? and did it hurt him to use them?
It did hurt, but he had a high pain tolerance. They were a mixture of calcium and stone (like Cain with Abel).
26.)  Do any of the angels have tattoos besides Gabriel and Raguel?
Some do, just depends. They usually have a specific reason in mind if they do.
27.)  Do any of the angels look less than human?
Yes.
28.)  What was laila's brother's name?
Lyle. Laila’s name is actually Veronique and her middle name is Laila. After he died, she started going by Laila to feel closer to him, since they sounded similar.
29.)  Does Michael have an ex and does she have a name?
Michael does have an ex. They were together briefly before she fell, not enough time to really get attached but he was curious enough to try. They aren’t really touched upon in the comic so I never gave them a name.
30.)  So something I was wondering, bc I love Ipos and wish he was in the comic longer, does he have an Irish accent because he was in Ireland for so long and decided to adapt it? Also how tf is Ipos pronounced, bc i say it like eye-pos but idk if thts right.
He has a small accent, yes. And yeah, it’s eye-pos.
31.)  Have you ever imagined any Satan and Me babies? Not the characters themselves as children, but having children
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32.) Since Raguel is only 55, Does that mean he actually has a birthday then?
The day he was created was April 2nd on the 20th century calendar, as opposed to the other archangels who were born at the beginning of earth’s creation.
33.)  I was wondering is Michael jealous of how close nat and satan are? like when satan flew off with nat after the scuffle. I noticed Michael didnt look too happy. By the way I love your blog its the best It puts a fun twist on bible stories/charecters.
Michael is very jealous of Natalie and Satan’s relationship. It drives him up a wall.
34.)  I actually thought of one, surprise surprise. We know a few of the "who knew who first" scenarios, but did felix know of Lucifer first, or meet Anthea first? I suppose the same question could go for Anthea over Felix and Gabriel.
Felix knew of Satan first and was already enamored with him by the time he met Anthea. Anthea met Felix before Gabriel, though. In that WIP Gabriel and Anthea comic pre-fall I think it’s addressed that they met later down the line.
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