#hhfg i also could have more fun if i could shake my extreme body dysmorphia. cuz i have the desire to dress up
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maaaan I wasn't going to do anything for Halloween cuz I kinda forgot and had no motivation to try but now I'm seeing everyone online having fun and dressing up and I'm 😔😔😔
#i got candy just in case we get trick-or-treaters but otherwise.#idk i know im feeling this way too because of how trapped i feel living here#i could have more fun and have the energy to do it if i lived elsewhere. and closer to my oregon friends#im actively in my brain fist-fighting these thoughts. like shut up it's fine. it's fine. calm down stop being anxious#hhfg i also could have more fun if i could shake my extreme body dysmorphia. cuz i have the desire to dress up#but it's not easy. nothing ever fits right. i hate seeing myself dressed up. ends up just making me feel bad#honestly it's stupid i would like to exchange my body/brain for a different one#this one is obviously defective#ari speaks#just needed to vent#sorry.
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