#hide and seek anon

[awlumii]

"you were a little slow this time," spiderman says when you finally open your balcony door. you grumble at him while rubbing the sleep out of your eyes.

it's october 31st. it's halloween night, but you're too tired to actually enjoy yourself. today's classes were exhausting and all you want to do now is hug a plushie and drift to sleep.

spiderman seems to catch up on your sleepy state; "you look like a little kid waking up from a dream," he chuckles, bringing a hand to mush your cheeks. he laughs again when you don't pull away, realising how tired you actually are, "can i come in, little one?"

you mumble something similar to a "don't call me that" and nod, moving a little to let him in and closing the door once he's in your living room. kazuha smiles at the slight smell of cinnamon coming from your kitchen. you did mention wanting to make cinnamon rolls on your own some time ago.

(he replied asking why you wanted to make yourself, since you're a cinnamon roll to him. you threw your brush at him in response, but didn't shoo him away when he hugged you, cooing at your cuteness and nuzzling his cheek in yours.)  

his eyes don't leave your figure as you waddle up to him, grasping his fingers in yours to tug him closer. "aren't you supposed to be on patrol?" you ask sleepily. "a lot of people do dumb shit on halloween.. be careful.."

spiderman smiles when you lean on his chest. "you always get affectionate when you're sleepy, lovebug," he hums as he wraps an arm around your waist, hugging you properly, "i thought i'd find you trick or treating around the neighbourhood, and yet here you are. was today tiring?"

"i'm too old for trick or treating, you know." you answer sleepily, humming under your breath as you cuddle up his chest. his suit is more comfortable than you thought. you could feel his heartbeat if you focused enough.

"sorry, you're just so tiny in my eyes that i can picture you looking for candies around the city." kazuha says through a laugh. you scoff a little, humming again when one of his hands starts caressing your head. spiderman feels himself smile at how vulnerable you look, trapped in his arms and close to falling asleep. he wishes he could steal you away and keep you somewhere only he knows.

and god, how much he wishes he could hold you like this without this mask on. if only he wasn't a nervous wreck everytime you and your friends came by, and if only he had a vague idea on how to approach you. it doesn't help that your friends usually order for you, either.

"do you still want me to go on patrol, lovebug? i'd rather stay here with you."

"i want you to stay, too. you can get that corner of the ceiling, make yourself a web and become my new roommate if you want. just don't let other spiders come around."

kazuha giggles at your words, cradling your face in his hands to squish your cheeks (and while you usually squirm away out of embarrassment, this time you whine and try to cling to his chest. again, he wonders how tired you actually are.)

"how am i supposed to leave when you're being so adorable, hm?" he murmurs over your lips, cursing the fabric covering his. his fingers trace them as you struggle to keep your eyes open, yearning to just tug him to bed and sleep.

"then don't," you say, leaning in his touch and pecking his fingers lazily, "stay the night. there's other people dressed up as spiderman, anyway."

for a second, kazuha is tempted to say no: like you said, a lot of people cause trouble on halloween night and he should ensure everyone's safety. on the other hand, a tiny voice in him reminds him of how much crimes decreased ever since he started being the city's vigilante. a lot of criminals almost gave up at this point, so.. he can take the night off, right? just for today.

oh, fuck it. his crush is asking him to stay the night and hell if he doesn't want to cuddle you to sleep.

"are you sure, lovebug?" he asks, tapping your cheek twice to wake you a little, "i can't promise i won't get cuddly once we get under the covers."

you scoff at him again. "cuddling is the whole point of having you sleep over, dumbass. and you're clingy in the daytime, too." your cheeks get warmer and you look away, mumbling a "not that i mind" that doesn't go unheard.

"say that again, cutie?"

"you heard me."

"i didn't."

"so your spidey senses only work when you want them to, huh?"

kazuha giggles again. seriously, you're too cute. "alright, you win," he smiles and although you can't see it, you can feel the cheeriness radiating from him despite your sleepy state.

you wordlessly entangle yourself from him and intertwine your hands together, guiding him towards your bedroom and turning the living room's lights off as you go.

spiderman stays quiet until he squeezes your hand: "can i make a request? to keep that one barista guy away?"

you sigh. you already know what he's going to ask.

"can i give you hickies?

"only if you behave."

"i love you so much."

"i said, only if you behave."

- hide and seek 💤 although i'm late for halloween

I'M TRYING SO HARD NOT TO CRY ON MY FIFTEEN BRO @*@;@*#@&#;#,#<#&#;$ OHHNMGNY GGOFXD OH MY FOD OHH MY GOD HELP 😭😭💕💗💕💗💕💗

[starheirxero]

I've just watched Lunar's nightmare, and I don't even know, where to begin!

First of all, there is the "You're a disappointment" line from Castor. I really, really hope, this was just Lunar's imagination, because I will cry otherwise-

The dream itself though? Terrifying. There's something so unsettling about the warm atmosphere as Lunar is chased by their nightmares. It gives off a false sense of security. The lights are warm and comforting, the place is cozy. They went there for safety, and yet, they ended up found, and chased in a scene that could be out of a horror movie, only to end up dead.

Then there are the things they saw, the people they encountered. The very personification of their fears and insecurities.

Earth and Monty's scene in particular made my heart sink. They are so afraid, that Earth is still scared of them. To make matters worse, Monty seemed just as terrified, and this hits honestly horribly. They were the first to reach out, to treat them with kindness. They were always a protective barrier, and an emotional support. Hell, they were the one to witness their death, and brought them back! They were the one, who made Lunar doubt Eclipse, simply by treating them kinder than their own brother! Seeing them nervous and scared is…honestly? I'm not even sure how to describe it. The idea, that Lunar thinks Monty, strong, protective, fierce Monty could be afraid of them, when she really loves them so much is…painful, to say the least…

Then theres Gemini. Oh, dear, sweet Gemini… The way they mocked them, spoke out the words Lunar thought about themself… Pollux in particular made me nervous, she was pretty much chirping out her words, sounding delighted as she mocked him…its incredibly eerie.

And then there's Eclipse. Oh. My. God. Eclipse. Where does one even start with him? I think, this dream perfectly represents to us just how fucked up their relationship is.

Of course, he started out as the backup in Solar Flare's body, lurking outside the window. Just like last time. It's a direct callback to their trauma, same as when they avoided the room in which they was caught. It's the day of the hunt again, the day of Lunar's death.

What I find interesting though, is Eclise's role. Because Eclipse is the most prominent, of course he is, he is the cause of the trauma. But I find it interesting, that he talks in the same breath as Gemini. The two/three of them talk together, switching as they throw insults. It feels big. It makes sense as well, I don't think, Lunar cares as little about Eclipse as they'd like to admit. A deep rooted part of them, one they keep hidden away, seem to still care about what he has to say.

There's also the room in which they were caught. They go in, and immediately leave, only for Eclipse to chase them inside again. It feels as though it is saying, that Eclipse still has control, still has influence, though I could be wrong of course!

There's also the way he speaks to them, almost like talking to someone younger. Not a child, exactly, but someone who operates similarly. Given, that he designed them to be younger though, it makes sense. After all, how would Lunar be able to leave him, if they are young, and need to depend on their big brother still?

And then comes the first Eclipse, the original Eclipse. And man, this truly shows their old dynamic, the absolute terror it was, the way it made Lunar feel! Eclipse talks so casually, as though that's all they are, brothers. But then he locks the door, because Lunar could never escape from him, not from him. And then he starts yelling, making them feel bad for leaving, because of course, of course Lunar harbors guilt for it. After all, there were good moments there, moments that made them wonder, if they were really in the right. And of course Eclipse would guilt drip them, because that's what manipulators tend to do. One could also bring up Lunar's wish to understand Eclipse, their realization, that he's as fucked up as the rest of them. It may make them wonder, if they were in the wrong after all. Most tragically is, how they listen to him though, soaking in his words like the truth, and simply going with what he's saying, even answering him, thinking it's exactly what Eclipse wants to hear, just like they used to.

It's the haunting realization, that Lunar may never be free around Eclipse. If they are angry, they'll be controllable. But if they aren't, then they'll be afraid, and then they'll listen.

"I'm a monster" "A monster? Oh, you're worse than that. A failure." This line drives me insane, actually. There is just so much you can interpret into this single line.

On one hand, it could be "I may be a monster, but you are a failure, who can't do anything right."

But it could also be: "I am a monster. But you can't even be that much, you fail in doing even that." And this is what makes me insane. This is what drives me up the walls.

Just hear me out here: The meaning of what a "monster" is, can be incredibly subjective. However, there are two people that Lunar views as such.

Their first brothers, their original brothers. Bloodmoon is a literal monster in the sense of a bloodthirsty beast, craving only violence. Eclipse is a metaphorical monster. He is what Lunar fears most.

Lunar loved his brothers. He was so excited when he met Bloodmoon. He only ever wanted with Eclipse what Moon and Sun had. He wanted the three of them to be family.

But they are monsters, and he fails in being that. He could never be a part of them, no matter how much he'd wish for it, because he is not like them. He is a failure, for he can't even be a monster, feeling remorse and spiraling when he kills someone, even if it's someone, who hurt him deeply.

Last but not least is the conversation they held with themself. Interestingly enough, the other Lunar reminded me of the time, they were still stuck in Moon's head, and only had one official brother. Except they are bored, and are waiting for something to happen. How ironic, that this version of all mocks them, and tells them to grow up.

However, they managed to pull themself up, and that's all they can do for now. However, if dream Sun is to be believed? It's still just a mask again, they may be relapsing into old habits soon…

And then the Adhd took over, which is relatable-

HOLY SHIT, THIS IS SO DAMN LONG- I AM SO SORRY, MY MIND IS JUST IN OVERDRIVE RIGHT NOW, AND I WANTED TO SHARE MY THOUGHTS WITH YOU-

-Stardust

YEYSYSYEYYSYSYSYSHAHAHAHHHA!!!!!!!! YEEEEESSSSSSS YOU TORE THIS EPISODE APART DON'T APOLOGIZE I LOVE YOUR THOUGHTS!!!!!!!!!!!

I don't have many additional thoughts you are just so correct on ALL OF THIS. Episodes like this that give insight to a character's feelings and fears and thought processes are just EVERYTHING 2 ME. Especially with the fact that this dream had a theme of 1) being a failure and thus, a disappointment (Eclipse and Gemini) and 2) being a monster and thus, too scary to be around (Earth and Monty).

AND GHOD. ECLIPSE AS A WHOLE IN THE DREAM YEAH. I HONESTLY FELT MY HEART DROP WHEN HE SHOWED UP IN THE GLOWY SUN MODEL I FELT LIKE I JUST GOT BLASTED A MILLION YEARS INTO THE PAST. And yea omg the fact he locked the door scared me so bad. Especially with the fact that, like u said, he spoke so casually to Lunar as he came up the stairs. But literally behind closed doors it's an immediate barrage of insults!

AND GHOD. GHOOOOODDDDD BOTH THE WAYS TO INTERPRET ECLIPSE'S LINE TO LUNAR YEAH!!!!! "A MONSTER LIKE THE REST OF US" VS "TOO MUCH OF A FAILURE TO EVEN BE THAT." AUGH I'M GUNNA THINK ABOUT THAT FOREVER

AND WITH THEMSELVES,,, YEAH. YEAG. Seeing that version of Lunar come through the door IMMEDIATELY made me tear up I get so emotional for any variation of "same person talks to a version of themselves from a different point in time" and that HIT for me. Their words reminded me of when Lunar told Earth they don't like how they see themselves (before the Eclipse thing even happened), and I can only guess that old Lunar's words are an extension of that </3

AND THEN SUN AND THE DRAGON YEAHAGWJSGSKWGJCSM SUN'S WORDS WERE RLLY INTERESTING BUT THE DRAGON DISTRACTED ME SO BAD I DIDN'T EVEN PROCESS THEM THE FIRST TIME THROUGH. Sun voice stop lying to yourself stop masking so hard you don't even process your emotions stop feeling like you're exempt from the basic living experience of mistakes [dragon scampers by] what was that

[apollos-boyfriend]

obsessed with pac and mikes official motivations to get felps and cellbit back are because they can't play hide and seek without them 😭

IN THEIR DEFENSE. they also did bring up how they're all family, and how emotional seeing cellbit's letter say he loved them and bring up all their history made them, but also. no yeah their main priority here is the hide-and-seek

[mini-games]

Mini-game of pretending to be asleep so your parents dont catch you on Tumblr reading about punctuation marks

Mini-game: Start!

Hide 'n' go seek: Don't get caught by the enemy "parents" whilst reading a roleplay full of punctuation marks when current stats should be "asleep".

Rewards: "Eepy" status effect (lasts until 12 P.M.)

(Points can be exchanged up front for gold and other prizes!)

[blindmagdalena]

Just dropping by to say Last Resort has me hooked just by the description. I can’t wait to read it!

oh thank you so much! i'm VERY excited to get back to that one. i love fluff and domesticity, but i've reaaaaally been craving some good ol' unhinged & obsessively in love yandere homelander content. i'm particularly excited about the dialogue exchanges in that one. i offer you a preview!

[lairmadness]

Eva, Polter, do you want to hurt a child of the strongest guild leader and face their wrath, or damage the orb in the conflict that will issue?

[vampir3kitten]

♡ tell me about ur trauma on anon ♡

[madame-fear]

i told lucerys I loved him and he fucking FRIENDZONED ME 😐 AND THEN HE WENT AND SAID "Miss, I understand your disappointment. Perhaps it would be best for you to seek counsel in your friends and family. I’m sure they would love to hear your heartaches and try to support you as best as they can at this time of rejection."

I am fucking crying MY HEART WOULD HAVE SHATTERED TO BITS AND PIECES, I LOVE HOW HE’S SUGGESTING YOU TO GO TO THERAPY FOR THE REJECTION I AM SOBBINGGGGGGG 😭😭😭🙏🙏

That was cold af and he seems to give zero shits oml whyyy😫😫🙏😭

[awlumii]

(first meeting with baristazuha me thinks; you're both panicking at literally everything)

there's a storm outside. kazuha thinks he's heard seven claps of thunder in the span of five minutes.

he flinches behind the counter and the teacup he's cleaning almost slips from his hands. he's glad his colleagues are busy in the kitchen doing god knows what.

actually, kazuha has a vague idea of it. they're probably kissing next to the oven. he's caught them doing it before, much to his embarrassment. he started knocking everytime after that. being trapped in the shop with two lovebirds is still better than being out there; the rain is loud and he can't catch a glimpse of outside because of the fog. it looks like there's infinite darkness behind the door, the ideal habitat of some sort of horror-movie-like monster.

that's why he jumps when someone opens the door and basically throws themselves inside. the first thing kazuha notices after realising that they're not some kind of slenderman is the blood rushing down their left knee, soaking the white sock peeking from their sneakers.

the second thing is the identity of the unexpected visitor. it's you. without any of your friends.

kazuha's breath catches in his throat, and the usual welcome he has to greet every customer with turns into a coughing fit. it's the very first time you come here alone and he's already panicking.

you raise your head, water trickling down your face as he coughs. your eyes get a little bit bigger and they look puffy.

"oh god, are you ok?" you blurt in panic before he waves his hands to reassure you. you can't know that the reason behind him almost chocking himself is the wave of shyness crushing into him: you mistake it for scaring him with your sudden entrance. your eyes get even bigger and panic paints your face.

"wait, are you closed?" you ask, clutching the door's handle tightly as you try to ignore the pain in your leg, "i'm so sorry, i was looking for a shelter and i thought that-" a very loud, probably the loudest thunder kazuha's has heard this evening, interrupts your ramble. the both of you almost jump out of your skin.

kazuha clears his throat and shows you a weak smile (that you mistake for annoyance while he's just panicking): "we're open," he says. his voice sounds hoarse. "you can stay here until the storm calms down, if you want. we'll probably do the same thing."

he mentally slaps himself for the if you want. who the hell would rather be outside in the rain, risking to be strucked by lighting?

you sigh in relief: "thank you so much. i'll leave when it calms down a little, then."

you take a wobbly step, probably meaning to sit to your usual table, but the pained expression on your face reminds kazuha of your leg. right. you're bleeding.

kazuha puts the teacup down in a rush and runs out to you, reaching out to grab your arm gently, slow enough to let you swat him away if you didn't want him to touch you.

"i'm okay," you try to reassure him with a small voice, which only worries him more. you try to take another step and you almost collapse. kazuha acts before he thinks and gently grabs your shoulders.

shame rushes on your face, "it really is nothing, i swear. i just- i just slipped on the way here," god, your voice got even smaller. you think you sound pathetic.

and you actually didn't just slip. you slipped and rolled down the wet road. you don't say it just to not sound even more pathetic.

"there must be a reason if you have troubles walking," kazuha says with a soft voice, guiding to the nearest seat. "do you have any more injuries?"

a dark bruise is probably forming on your lower back. your ankles hurt. you think both of your elbows are bleeding. jesus, how does someone gets so screwed up by just tripping on their own feet?

"no," you lie, "i- this is just a scraped knee, i swear, i just have a very low tolerance for pain."

kazuha's eyes fall on the small spiderman keychain hanging on your bag (a present from the vigilante himself) as you put it on the table, and he weakly bites back a smile. again, you get it all wrong and think he's trying not to laugh at you.

his soft gaze focuses back on you. your eyes are still red and puffy and he wonders if you cried after the fall or if something else reduced you in a crying mess. he wishes to cradle your face in his hands and murmur soft words in your ear, then remembers he's not wearing his suit.

"let me get the emergency kit," he says, stepping back to the counter and disappearing behind it, "scraped knee or not we should at least clean the wound."

you think he'll just give you the kit and go busy himself with dirty teacups, but he kneels down in front of you, soaking a cloth with saline solution and dabbing it on your skin.

you panic.

"i can do it myself, really!" you squeak, wincing at how your voice comes out,

"seriously you don't have to-"

"you're injured. please, let me."

now you're almost creeped out by his insistence.

kazuha avoids your eyes as he wraps a bandaged around your leg. he's trying to pay you back for all the times you patched him up.

the both of you stay quiet until he's done. he finally looks up from your legs and shows you a shy smile, the hint of a blush coming to his cheeks when he finds your own already pink.

"there you go, [name]," he says without thinking, realising his mistake when you go visibly stiff - holy shit, now you'll think he's a stalker, won't you?

he tries to save face, "you're a regular, it'd be pretty weird if i didn't remember your name. or your order.." his voice grows smaller as he talks, clearing his throat before adding, "you come with your friends, don't you? mona, fischl.. fischl and i both major in literature, too."

you hum slowly, not totally convinced. as the sky rumbles, kazuha wishes to be strucked by lighting here and now.

you stay quiet as you look inside your memory for any comment fischl might have made on him; she's talkative, always rambling about his lessons with mona and you. then, you remember. he really is one of her classmates. you even recall your name, surprising yourself.

"thank you," you say quietly, adding after a few seconds: "kazuha."

it's the first time he hears you say his name. he's so used to the grumbled "webhead"s, soft "spidey dummy"s and playful "bug boy"s that he never, never thought he would ever hear you say his name. it brings warmth in his face, but he's too caught up in his own head to care if you notice it.

thunder strikes again, but it's nowhere as loud as kazuha's heart.

- hide and seek sorry for sending so many things 😭😭 procrastinating algebra inspires me

i love him so bad. I LOVE HIMMMM SO FUCKIGN BADDDKDSBDBSHBEWJEBJDBDEN

[rainsleeper]

also where did your intro post go

oh, its still there

just hiding

[crimeboys]

Coolest guy ever. A good slime father. To his 3784th daughter.

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[larz-barz]

Let's play a game of hide and seek, anon edition. Guess who this anon is 👀 I'll give you small hints from time to time.

First hint, we are mutuals.

omg, ilona is that you?

[pcktknife]

i went to the school book fair with my brother once after school since he couldn't go alone (hes 6) and what do i see? five nights at freddys the book.

was it a fazbear frights one cause lemme tell you those are a trip

[xhanisai]

needs to take a break from agnst and nto draw that comic

@aqua-sapphire

You ain't slick kid.

Angst and I are like homies for life :)

[green-oneil]

Give it up April, you make things harder than they have to be

Yeah but like….

I have no argument, actually.

[namedoggo]

Yeah, that’s fair. Honestly, I just don’t really care much about the epilogues, but I understand. I’ll be honest, the only reason I asked about Blackbird was because I’m desperate to talk about Hide And Seek with anyone. Like, a discussion, not just a bunch of incoherent rambling from me. Also, Blackbird. I need to know about Blackbird. Response to the question about Blackbird, clearly.

Also, Tumblr won’t let me be anonymous this time. Why? No clue.

Ah- I'm sure there are definitely some people on here who do really like Hide and Seek, I remember actually quite getting excited for it before that Epilogue leaked since I loved Shadow Bonnie and the potential they had from Fnaf 3, but I don't really know too much about the story besides the ending. (And the fact it wasn't ACTUALLY Shadow Bonnie... But Imma pretend I forgot that.)

As for the Blackbird thing, I assume you're asking about how they're in my AU? I really only know the plot summary for Blackbird, so I don't know how they exactly worked, but in My AU, they're a character in the Freddy Fazbear World along with characters like the Plushtrap Chaser. I don’t want to spoil too much of it, but Blackbird isn't exactly a real entity. It's more just a manifestation of one of the character's (not saying which one, but you can probably figure out) guilt and fears that only shows up in their dreams, and just takes the form of that specific character. They don't have the ability to harm or kill anyone though (physically at least-).

And Idk what you mean about the Anonymous thing- I did just check my settings and turn on the option for people to use Anon on this account, but from what I saw last time you just used a burner account or something? Idk if that's what you meant by Anon, but you can probably send real Anon asks now.