#hikari 💞💓💗

[hikari-writes]

Heyyoo,,,

It's me, that bitch Hikari who disappeared without saying a word for two whole years-

Owkdnkwndjw where do i start man-

First of all, I am deeply, truly, sorry for disappearing on you guys like that, really. I owe you guys an explanation but tbh i just think im making excuses at this point. But i just wanna say that Im sorry. Im really really sorry…

I promised myself that i wont be active here again until april of next year (ill explain later as to why) but i thought id just drop in rq to notice you guys that im still here, alive and well, and fortunately not dead yet-

It's been so long since i last wrote any fanfic, and i havent written anything proper ever since 2 years ago, but i rlly miss being able to write,, it was one of my passion, and still is even tho i never wrote anything for the past years,,, id rlly like to come back and revive this dead writing blog once im finally free on april of 2023… I hope you guys will be able to welcome me back at that time with open arms (or just dropkick me for being so inactive i dont mind whichever ahhseilwnekdj)

I have an upcoming big exam next year from february to march 2023, an exam that will carve my path as an adult, which, if any of you malaysians seeing this, yes its SPM. U could say my whole career depends on this, hence why I've been so inactive on tumblr for the past years (and also some other reasons but thats one of it)

I know a lot of my moots have moved on, some still here and some have deactivated or delete their account and all i feel is,, regret. A lot of my moots are what helped me get through my darker moments during quarantine, and the fact that ill probably lose contact with them for forever is horrifying. I wish i had at least contacted them for one last time b4 i disappeared 2 years ago. I wish i was able to ask for their other socmed so that i can still contact them. It's stupid, i know, since I'm the one who disappeared on yall in the first place. I rlly, rlly, am sorry. I just hope you know that. 

I rlly miss you guys. I truly do. Its been so long. You guys are the sweetest people ive ever had the pleasure of knowing and im truly blessed by that fact. I srsly dont deserve you. Thank you, thank you, thank you, for always putting up with my antics and simpings, and always just,,, being the sweetest person ever. I truly dont deserve yall. You guys are the reason i still havent deleted or deactivated my acc. I just cant let go of you guys. Thats why i still keep this up even tho im hella inactive. So that i can still come back here, someday. 

Ive gotten into some more fandoms while i was gone, and I'll add that to my masterlist. I promise when i come back, ill write more for you guys (even tho my writing aint nothing special windijskd) 

Thank you again for all the support youve given me for the past years. I appreciate every one of you <333 I have so many things i wanna say but its all jumbled up and my mind's a mess but just know that im sorry and thank you, for just,, everything 💞💞💞 i hope when i come back, i can still be the hikari you guys remember me as 💓

This isn't a goodbye post, far from it. This is simply a see you later post. I love you guys, stay hydrated, and always rmmbr that ure an awesome person who deserves all the love in the world 💗💗💗

-Signing off for now,

Hikari

[sasubaeuchithot]

Kizuna Hikari is amazing, I just finished reading it, thank you so much for writing it! It is my favorite SNS fic, I can already tell I'll be reading it again and again in the future, it's so comforting and the characterization is amazing, you really gave me everything I ever wanted to read in a sns fic in 200,000~ words 💗💗💗💗

thank you so much!!!!! I'm so overjoyed that you liked it!!! 💖💗💕💘💞💝💞💓

[kpophubb]

Hello 👋

You're so sweet 🥺 your response made sooo smiley and happy :')

Airi is such a UWU name 🤧 💓 I wanna add more to Hee Cat Dad concept.

Yeah he gets jealous when you talk about Minho and tries to be soo much better. Gets v giggly and his pride swells when you talk about how much of an amazing and caring dad he is (heart about to burst when you call him a dad). Very happy you don't pay attention to other cat dads but what happens when the baby doesn't pay attention to the father ? 😲

Imagine the kitten spending more time with Wonnie (another cat 🐈 😩💓) or just wants to be in Riki's lap (Riki- Resident Cat Lover) while the boy coos at her and calls her precious and what not. Hee dad is not happy. It's been over an hour and Airi still only wants to be with the maknaes 😟🥺 definitely picks her up and brings her back to your place. Tries to stay mad and not give her as much love and treats as he usually does. But then realizes how ridiculous he is being. So he ends up cuddling her on the couch. Feeding her milk from the bottle while he tells her to not pay much attention to anyone else other than him or his mom. 🤯💓💞🙊

After some time of having Airi, Hee still gets blushy and giggly thinking of her as you two's daughter. Thinks about wanting another child. Maybe not a human child for now. But what about another cat daughter ?? Or son 🤔 he gets all red and heated up thinking about it 😁😁🤭 maybe you both will get a Siamese kitten like you mentioned you wanted.

Also ik this is getting long but I wanna add one last thing-

It's Saturday morning. After a late end to your movie night. You and hee wake up when your cats climb up your bed and start meowing. Hee takes Airi in his embrace, while you take your other cat in yours. Hee still has his hand around you so your all cuddling together. You both feel soo happy and domestic at that moment. You never want it to end or be interrupted. But alas you all felt hungry. Before getting up tho Hee gets his phone from the bedstead and takes a selfie of all four of you.

Soft lighting, white comforter can be seen. Airi snuggling into Hee. Hee looking at you and Siamese kitty. And you just have your eyes closed while smiling so widely. Yeah that's def his fav picture ever and stays as his wallpaper.

I am so glad you agree with me on the name Ddongsik 😭💗 also GOOD LUCK WITH MED SCHOOL 🏫 👍 ilysm I'd love to be your Hee Annonie ITS SUCH A CUTE NAME. I'll def try and interact more :) ♡♡♡ byee hope you have a great day ☆☆

Your Hee Annonie

Aaah more hee cat dad agenda <3🥺 yep our cute dad will defn get a lil sulky and pouty when airi spends more time with the maknaes >.< he just watches silently from the corner and keeps poking her so she leaves wonie’s lap and comes to him instead. Will be so dramatic afterwards like you said,, remember in the en- video, he was saying things like “is this how much your love lasts?” “It’s over??” When the kitten wasn’t crawling on his lap again. He will be so cute when he’s upset but melt immediately and the heart smile will be back when airi mewls at him again. Will brush his nose with hers gently and kiss her. 🥺 and XHSBXHSBSHDJ WHEN he sees her playing w wonki for longer than he expected and WORSE- when y/n sits in between the two and all three of them play together with airi, he will be so “😩😒”. He might even go and pick y/n and airi up on his shoulders and go like “bye” before running away with them. Not a possessive person at all, but he feels sth different when it comes to his cute little family ☺️👉🏻👈🏻 just wants all the moments with you guys. and YES! He will definitely get a male cat, and we are naming him hikari!! For sure!! It means “light” in Japanese. The light of our lives 🥺🔆 hee will be so excited about having his son 🙊 that he’s gonna play with hikari with a basketball >~< you walk in the living room too often and see heeseung passing the ball to your adorable little son who’s so clueless about the rules but still plays along anyway :p to make hee daddy happy <33 🥰 bc he’s so loved and precious! And the domestic moments? He will not only set the picture as wallpaper but also put the picture in a frame and set in on your bed side table 😭 *family picture moment* AND AND show the members his new Home Screen and flaunt about it. Fanboy over you. Talk about how much he loves you and your children. How happy he is to have such a adorable family. Heeseung will also take breaks from work often now, only to spend more time with you guys and have more of your sweet, domestic moments that fulfill him from the inside.💚

now coming back to you, my hee anonie 😘🥺💚 remember to take care of yourself bc you must be in study pressure too often! Take breaks and sleep well <3 I’ll try to provide you as much entertainment and happiness as I can to make you smile biig <33. Sending you love and wishing you an even better day, lovie 💖

[katsuriin]

♡  𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙠 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙡𝙚𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙨 ♡

𝕋𝕆 𝗺𝘆 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲𝗹𝘆 𝗳𝗼𝗹𝗹𝗼𝘄𝗲𝗿𝘀:

when I started this blog back in June I never expected my writing to reach just over 700 of you. I still can't believe that you're all here if I'm honest. I feel like thank you doesn't even begin to cover what I want to say. it's been a long, stressful year and I can only hope that it's better for all of us next year. with exams nearing and waiting on uni applications, I've not had the time to write as much lately, so thank you all of you for sticking around. I love you!! and I'm here for everyone of you, my dm's and inbox are always open and my dc is in my navi~

𝕋𝕠 𝗺𝘆 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲𝘀: @miitsurii @wissbby @zukosankle @teeyoomi

first and foremost, I love you all so fucking much and I'm so glad to have met all of you.

to neva thank you for being your angelic self, you're the sweetest friend wife I could've wished for and I'm so glad we started talking. you mean a lot to me and I love you so much!! 💓💓

to wiss, god I don't even know where I'd be without you my love 💀 I love you and appreciate you more than you can know 🖤

to lex, I have to admit I love your memes as bald or cursed as they maybe. you're literally the sun personified baby, thank you for never failing to make me laugh 💗

to tee, thank you for all the nights of brain rotting in the server hehe. you're also the one that triggered my love for suna so thank you for this blessing and curse 🙄 too hehe 💞

𝕋𝕆 𝗺𝘆 𝘀𝘄𝗲𝗲𝘁 𝗺𝗼𝗼𝘁𝘀:

I'm not the best at interacting and can sometimes just be here without interacting but I love and appreciate every one of you so much! you make my time here so much more enjoyable and I'm glad I'm friends with such a amazing writers and funny people🥺 I hope next year treats you all better~ 💘💘

@au-ruu @aiiishiiiteru @anarchytheselfshipper @deadontheinsidebut @deephasoceanmagic @eighth-wanderer @e-wwis @goopyartiste @hikari-writes @kurooskult @kageyeaman @mrs-kuroojinguji (azzie and lynn too <3)

♡ 𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙮 𝙣𝙚𝙬 𝙮𝙚𝙖𝙧!! ♡ 

[mirakeul]

Oh, no! I tripped and dropped all of this 💓💓💓💓💝💝💝💝💞💞💞💞💜💜💜💜🧡🧡🧡🧡💗💗💗💗💗💟💟💟💟💚💚💚💚💌💌💌💌❣❣❣❣💫💫💫💫💫💥💥💥💥🧡🧡🧡🧡I'm such a klutz! I'm so sorry 💖💖💖💖💖💘💘💘💘💘💚💚💚💚💕💕💕💕💜🖤💜🖤💜🌟🌟🌟🌟🌹🌹🌹💐💐💐💐🌼🌼🌼🌼🥰🥰🥰🥰💓💓💓💓 (Hiii i hope you're doing fine hun 🥺🥺🥺 take care and drink lots of water kay?)

💕💕💕💕🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥰🥰🥰🥰😘 HIKARI I LOVE YOU THANK YOU ADGJSKSLA TAKE CARE ALWAYS 🥺🥺💕😘😘😘😘

[babykatsu]

Dropping by to say ilysm lia and i treasure u im sorry we havent talked for a long time, please never forget i rlly rlly appreciate you and youre so amazing and talented and have i told u i love you--- (i might be gone for 2 freaking months *sob*) so i just wanna send you yhis ask to show how much i LOVE YtOU 🥺🥺🥺 dare say more than i love oboro or Ytamaguchi, and thats a lot 😤😤😤❤💗❤💗💓💓💖💖?💞 take care of yourself and dont forget to rest well! Also good luck with everything! I love you

OMG HIKA I LOVE YOU TO THE MOON AND BACK... IM SOBBING😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕 Take your well deserved break and stay safe!! Make sure you eat well, hydrate, look after your body and mental health while you’re gone🥺 I love you so much and i’m going to miss you loads :(( And i love you more than i love THE katsuki bakugou🥺💕🥺💕🥺💕 AAAA ILYSMMMM BABY LIKE SO SO SO SO SO MUCH!!!! I’ll be patiently awaiting your return🙈.

[sasubaeuchithot]

Not a question per se, but I just wanted to tell you I just finished Kizuna Hikari and honestly, it's divine! I've been binging SNS fics lately and in so many fics that pick up after ch. 699 authors seem to forget how ridiculously OP Naruto and Sasuke are just so they can have them injured for the drama of it all. I really enjoyed that you made them as strong as they are, only able to hold a candle to each other and even create a new jutsu. (Really cool idea BTW.)

Also, the characterization of Kakashi as a sketchy, cunning but loving person was spot-on. Wonderfully ambiguous.

With so many words it was a freaking book and I became completely immersed in it because it was so good.

Now obviously, the love story of it all was also great, and that's why I began to read it in the first place, but honestly, in this case I stayed for the plot and the fantastic writing. Really, really good job!

😭😭😭💓💝💗💞💖💕💘💞 this is soooo sweet I'm so glad you liked it!!!

keep in touch, because a companion fic is currently in the editing process right now; it shouldn't be too long before I'm posting more in that verse!!!!

you can browse the "kizuna hikari" tag on my blog to see more info on it

[babykatsu]

Ooohh and who is that person u made for the picrew tag? 👀👀

no clue😂😭😭 i just decides to create a hot man bc why noooot

[babykatsu]

Liaaaaa 🥺🥺🥺 Here's a daily reminder that i love you so much and youre so amazing and please never stop being urself and awesome cause i love u the way u are and i hope you're doing well! Get enough meals, sleep, and drink lots of water okay 🥰🥰🥰

thank u sooo much darling!! i’m doing great, been taking care of myself and taking a little break from writing :))🥺🥺🥺

You better be taking good care of yourself as wel hika😡

[babykatsu]

Liaaa 🥺🥺🥺💕💕💕 Hope you're doing fine love 🥰🥰 I was actually thinking of getting a matchup from you 👉👈 I've never ever done this before since I myself don't know how I really was, but I'll try my best since I really want to support u 💕

Uhm so, I'm v v shy with others irl and I don't know what to talk about most of the time. I also always worry whether i was being annoying to others, so I usually don't talk much. I'm more of a listener than the one who talks. And most of the times, my voice usually would be so slow, people had to ask me to repeat myself a couple of times ^^; I also love teasing my friends, but if I won't hesitate to throw hands if others make them feel sad. I love reading comics, writing and drawing. My taste in music usually consists of slow and calming songs, but I can also listen to a lot of other genres including rocks or metals. I love baking and cooking, but I usually am too lazy to do so. But i do enjoy the activity :D I get easily excited over many things that I love, and I'm quite emotional. (And a bit sensitive at times) My sense of humour is zero, and I don't know how to be funny. :'D

Fun facts: I love the season autumn and the colour light blue/light purple and everything that's calming!

‎ ‎❱MATCHUPS!

aaaa hikari babyyy ilyy!!🥺💕🥺💕🥺💕 I NEED TO GET THIS OUT BEFORE YOU GO ON HAITUS omGgggG- i really hope you like this! @hikari-writes

Sounds really random, but Ejirou Kirishima would be perfect for you and could really balance out your shy nature!

Kiri would love you to the moon and back!!!!

when he first saw you, he thought your shy nature was the most adorable thing he’d ever seen

and since then, this boy has not left you alone🥺

you can get really shy so youd need someone who could really help balance that out

kiri is so considerate and patient with you

you don’t know what to say during the conversation? it’s okay, baby boy will just ramble and joke around with you :)

don’t want to speak up in public? it’s okay, just hide behind kiri while he does all the work

he would always make sure you’re comfortable in any and every situation🥺

definitely comforts you soo much!!

gives the best cuddles when you get overwhelmed or you’re just having an off day!

you can always rely on him

he would be your guide and help you get out there and make new friends🥺 he’d make sure you’re not feeling shy :)

But when you two are alone, i can imagine all the jokes and teases you would throw at each other

giggling and cuddling up while calming lofi music plays in the background.

or even just a jam out session to some rock music with him😂

just dancing around and laughing at each other

ONGGgG the baking you would do together!!

he’d definitely force you to get out of bed and bake some brownies with him

while you’d do some of the cooking, he’d just hug you from behind and watch what you’re doing

probably smudge some of the brownie mix on you

food fight😃✌🏻

both of you would just get sooo riled up and excited about anything and everything

but when you get emotional and sensitive, comfort cuddled are coming your way!!

he definitely understands how you’re so sensitive because of his past🥺🥺🥺

he can sort of relate to you 👉🏻👈🏻

gives you the best advice

and cuddles

HE WOULD DEFINITELY FIND YOU SO FUNNY AND ADORABLE😡 you can’t change my mind

Literally would complete each other🥺

I know you really like tamaki and i was going to pair you with him but kirishima was just such a good match😭😭😭😭

here’s some simping material!:

[babykatsu]

Me: *someone who cant handle spicy food that well* Me: *is eating a spicy food* Me: AAAAA THIS IS TOO SPICY!!! Also me: I LOVE THIS. Liek, i love spicy food but im not the best at handling it, but i rlly love it! The spiciness are what makes me 🤩💕💕💕 can u handle spicy food well? 👀

😂😂😂😂😭😭😭

i’m alright at it, like i can handle most spicy things but then there are others and i start having a whole mental breakdown, coughing on spice😅 i loveeee spicy food tho

[babykatsu]

Daily reminder to take care of yourself, stay hydrated, remember to do some self-care and I LOVE YOU LIA

OMG YOU MAKE ME SO HAPPY EACH TIME U INTERACT!!🙈🙈🙈 plesse take care of yourself as well and have an amazing day or night☺️