#hisoka morow fluff

[darlingbabyboo]

Can you guys imagine the potential of a trauma dump candy salad with the HxH characters like it's the only thing on my mind 😭

Gon: Hey it's Gon and my father left me when I was just a baby so I took up the same field as him so I could understand how he could abandon his newborn son.

Gon: And I brought the jelly beans!

Killua: What's up I'm Killua and since I was young my family trained me to be an assassin and when I finally escaped by stabbing my mother and assaulting my brother I was dragged away from my few moments of freedom by my over-controlling brother who stuck needles in my head.

Killua: And I brought some chocolate robots!

Alluka: It's Alluka! And I was closed off from my family because they feared my abilities/wanted to control me and was continually dehumanized and misgendered by them and for a good portion of my life I was separated from the only person who saw me as a person.

Alluka: And I brought some mentos!

Kurapika: Hello, I'm Kurapika and all my friends and family were slaughtered by a notorious gang who stole their eyes and sold them on the black market, now I'm empty and angry at the same time and will dedicate my life to revenge at the cost of my life.

Kurapika: And I brought sunflower seeds!

Leorio: Heyyy it's Leorio and my motivation to become a doctor comes from the fact that my childhood friend died because of a preventable disease all because he didn't have the money to afford healthcare.

Leorio: And I brought Warheads!

Kite: It's Kite and I met Ging

Everyone: We're so sorry man that's tough (╥﹏╥)

Hisoka: I wasn't invited but I came anyway~

Hisoka: I like kids :)

Everyone: *sideyes*

Hisoka: I brought my restraining order 🥹

[apollodarling-writes]

Could I request some headcanons for Hisoka? Sfw/fluff. The reader is a child (killua and gon's age, and travels with them) and somehow got attached to him. Even though gon and killua find him super creepy and don't trust him, y/n doesn't find him off-putting at all and wants to hang out with him. Like at heavens arena, instead of being disgusted at his little show he put on, she was amazed he could do such things. Reader doesn't have a dad so he kind of takes that role in her eyes. She thinks he's really cool and follows him around when he's in the area. Reader is also training as an assassin (not quite as good as killua though) so she doesn't find his desire for killing scary. I just want some cute hc's between hisoka and his little admirer :)) fem or gn pronouns.

hisoka with a child! reader hcs

cws : fluff, sfw, father-figure hisoka, murder mentions, reader is an assassin in training, hisoka trains reader, it’s been a lil bit since i’ve watched hxh so it miiight be ooc, disorganized thought process.

— killua and gon would be very, very confused at the fact that you don’t find hisoka creepy. they would both try to reason with you, but wouldn’t hold it against you if you stand your ground on the subject. although, they might be a little concerned for your wellbeing.

— hisoka would have already noticed that you favor him for than the other two, and would be more than a little flattered.

— hisoka strikes me at the tough love type of father figure. while he would dote on you, he would also make it very clear that he expects good things from you.

— hisoka would make sure you’re well fed and would go out of his way to protect you.

— i definitely see hisoka being similar to illumi in terms of the extent of his protectiveness. at some point, even killua and gon would have noticed his presence around you at all times, whether or not you knew it.

— when you ask hisoka to train you so you can protect yourself better, he would smile and tell you that he can protect you just fine. if you insist, he’ll teach you, but when he’s training you, he won’t go easy on you.

— hisoka absolutely adores you. he won’t go out of his way to hide blatant murder from you, but when he sees the way your eyes sparkle after he kills someone, his chest swells with pride.

— in all honesty, i can see hisoka making you a mini-him. not exactly forcing his own ideals onto you, but planting those seeds.

— when you tell hisoka that you think of him as a father figure, his gaze would soften almost unnoticeably and pat your head with a smile.

— hisoka would change a bit after that, he’d be a bit gentler with you, even more attentive and protective, and would make sure that he has eyes on you in some form at all times. you’re his kid, so he doesn’t want to lose you.

— when hisoka is participating in heavens arena, he won’t ascend a level unless you do. he will purposefully sabotage himself just so he can be sure that you’re safe.

— before hisoka’s fight with kastro, he’ll search for you in the crowd and give you an extravagant bow to see you smile.

— during his fight, he’ll do his best to keep an eye on you so he knows you’re not in any trouble.

— hisoka will play card games with you all day long if you’ll let him. he loves seeing you pout when he beats you, but also loves seeing you smile pridefully when he lets you win. also, expect a lot of card towers.

— hisoka will teach you nen once he deems you well versed in combat. he probably won’t let you take the hunter exam unless you really want to, just because he doesn’t want anything to happen to you.

— all in all, a (kinda) creepy dad that dotes on you :DD

[hisokakissmeplz]

How They Sleep

Adulttrio + Kurapika and Leorio

Slight nsfw for Hisoka

CHROLLO

Would suffocate you.

Like I will not take criticism on this one, he needs to be as close as humanly possible to sleep at all

he doesn't sleep much but when he does it's quite peaceful and he doesn't move much

As I said before he likes to be close to you and the closet he feels he can get is you lying on your back and him lying on your stomach so that's how you all sleep

I feel like he would also like read to you or tell you bedtime stories

There are books upon books stacked on his end table so you have a large variety

He sleeps in black sweats and a tee btw

Idk that's it ig

LEORIO

the coochie man

Kind of a creep like he would want you to lay a certain way so he can have his hands on your ass

Doesn't he sleep naked in the 1999 version

Idk either that or boxers he likes to stay cool

Would snore like honk shoo honk shoo most definitely and then denies it in the morning like

One morning you call it to his attention and he's like 'um no I was not snoring you were. ' and gives you the silent treatment until you apologize

Probably goes to bed super late because he's studying yk and would let you fall asleep in his lap if you are tired before he was.

Sometimes he falls asleep with you and you guys wake up together in his chair and he just kisses your forehead and nuzzles against your shoulder

ILLUMI

He doesn't

Not much anyways

He would make a fuss if you ask to cuddle him even though he loves it

He wants you to think he's tough so he won't verbally ask if you want to cuddle he'll just kinda drag you into the bed with him and wrap his arms around you

lays on your chest and let's you braid his hair

Big spoon he likes to protect you even while you're sleeping

listens to your heartbeat to fall asleep

Sleeps in his sweats and shirtless

His body's naturally pretty cold so you guys kind of just huddle up under the blanket and fall asleep like that

His grip would be so tight like even while he's asleep he would not let go

if you wake up before him you'd have to wake him up if you wanted to get out of bed otherwise you're not leaving

He always apologizes the best he can when you tell him you need to pee or something

'sorry I guess I didn't realize' and you would tell him it's fine and he would kiss your cheek or your hand on

Does it all again when you get back in bed

HISOKA

kind of like chrollo he loves cuddles

He'd probably suffocate you too

he doesn't sleep as much as normal ppl do but is less against it than Illumi

Likes to sleep in any position with direct contact and prefers to sleep with his head on your chest and his hands wrapped around you waist or vice versa

Always big spoon he likes to engulf you with his arms and body

His body is really warm and produces a lot of heat so sometimes you get hot but there's no way he's letting you go til he's ready to get up

His hair is long and down while you're asleep so when you wake up it's either in your face, splayed out over your shoulder or chest or just barely covering his face while he sleeps

Would dream of you almost every night

Wet dreams ofc

Don't be surprised if you hear him moaning in his sleep bc we all know he's a creep

That's why he likes to sleep with his face in your chest if you have tits

If he wakes up first he'd probably try to wake you up by kissing your neck and leaving hickeys or groping you if you're okay with that

He's a somnophiliac but would only act on it if it's consensual as with everything thing else

morning sex obviously

Probably has sexsomnia too

Anyway he sleeps naked

He would wear his boxers if you make him put on clothes but would whine about it

'but baby please, you see me naked all the time what does it matter if we're sleeping' or 'but love, you know I get hot at night' don't suggest not cuddling either because he will grab a hold of you and almost smother you in a hug to prove his point

Kisses you good morning and good night

KURAPIKA

Like Illumi he doesn't sleep much

An extremely light sleeper too like je can hear a pin drop in his sleep

He has nightmares sometimes and wakes up in the middle of the night

Cuddling you always make him feel better

Would switch between big spoon and little spoon

Blankets and lots of pillows surrounding you almost like a pillow fort

Sleeps with a fan on bc he likes the noise

Would hum to you while you lay on his chest

Likes to curl up behind you and cuddle you with your back to his chest

If you get up while he's asleep he'll wake up no matter what

'where are you going? Oh okay, come right back alright?'

Let's you play with his hair

Kiss your head and whispers 'i love you' once he thinks you've fallen asleep

You can probably tell who my favorite is but that's okay. Also I was not expecting my last post to get any attention but ty all<3

[rotten-pomegranate]

Want him to put that cigarette out on me

Idk who the art is by

[hisokaafanpage]

𝓗𝓲𝓼𝓸𝓴𝓪

ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢ: ꜰʟᴜꜰꜰ , ᴘʀᴏʙᴀʙʟʏ ᴏᴏᴄ ʜɪꜱᴏᴋᴀ 🤍

𝘙𝘦𝘲𝘶𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘣𝘺: 𝘈𝘯𝘰𝘯𝘺𝘮𝘰𝘶𝘴

𝘗𝘳𝘰𝘮𝘱𝘵𝘴:

18: “𝘚𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘐 𝘣𝘦 𝘴𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘳..?”

25: “𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘺 𝘳𝘰𝘰𝘮 𝘢𝘵 4 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘮.. 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘶𝘥𝘥𝘭𝘦?”

Rain pelted down onto the roof of the rundown house. You and Hisoka were out late looking for a certain person, but you guys had decided to keep going the next day even though Hisoka could have probably kept searching. It was extremely obvious that you were tired, and your feet were aching. Searching from 9am that morning, to 2 am at night took quite a toll. Hisoka knew about a slight run down house not far from the place you guys were scavenging through, so you guys decided to stake it out there. There had been a storm coming in also, so it just worked out anyways.

A strike of thunder hitting disturbingly close nearby, making you jump a bit. It was quite early in you and Hisoka’s relationship, not to the comfort level of sleeping in the same bed as eachother for extended periods of time. Hisoka mentioned sleeping in the same bed earlier, but you shut the thought down immediately. You just didn’t feel.. ready? At the time.

It was nearing about four am now, and the rain hadn’t let up. You hugged, swallowing your pride for a moment and stood up. You wrapped the scragged, thin blanket around yourself that had already been here when you and Hisoka had arrived. You slowly walked out of the room, soft steps making their way to the room next door. His room was only a door down, since it was a rather small little shelter in the middle of nowhere.

You creaked open the door to reveal the sleeping clown, shirtless. Your cheeks flushed red a tiny bit, as you opened the door more. You took soft steps towards the bed, him being groggily awake as you got to the edge of the bed.

“Hisoka…” You whispered, placing a soft hand on his shoulder. He turned to place his tired eyes on you, raising a brow. “What..? It's 4am.. what could you possibly need?” He said in a tired, deep voice. Another loud boom of thunder came over, and seemed like it shook the roof. “I see.” The magician grabbed you, wrapping you in his arms.

“I can't believe you woke me up at.. 4am to cuddle cause you were scared. Should I be scared?” Usually, it was Hisoka trying to cuddle you. “You should have just gotten in bed with me doll~ I wouldn’t have minded. ♥️” He said in a low voice in your ear. You could easily hear the tiredness seeping through this voice.

Your mouth twitched up slightly, feeling warm in his arms. You weren’t usually the one to cuddle. But maybe, you could get used to it if it was with Hisoka.

[konekochanxhisoka]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR HISOKA!!!❤️❤️🥰

And hisoka was 28 years old in 1998, this was not a fan theory, he was born in the seventies. The proof is here

[liquorishblack]

Inside the twisted mind of Hisoka Morow (part 2)

Relationship headcanon

Before you start reading, you should definitely check out part 1 , so you can understand my reasoning a little bit better.♡

Part 1 , Part 2

Synopsis: What a relationship with Hisoka Morow would look like, from sweet beginning to bitter end.

Genre: nsfw!, fluff, angst, headcanon, psychoanalysis, a little bit of everything

Reader: genderneutral

TW: nsfw!, mentions of: physical abuse, emotional abuse, manipulation, violence, murder, blood, sex, size kink, bdsm, praise, humiliation, cheating, trauma, mental illness ... basically everything, it's Hisoka after all

Wordcount: 5.066

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Part 1 already checked? Yes? Then let's get started...

Theoretical babble aside, now we´re getting on to the practice… so, what would a relationship with Hisoka Morow look like from sweet beginning to bitter end? Here we go…

Get to know him:

As for his prey pattern one might think that the only two things important to him are 1) at least one hole and 2) pulse. But that´s far from the truth! Hisoka has strong narcissistic traits, so it will be important for him to be able to decorate himself with his newest conquest, just like with an expensive accessory. So he´s quite superficial when it comes to picking his next target. 

If you manage to attract his attention, it will be quite easy to „get to know“ him in a sense of „he only shows you of his what he wants you to see“, but you wouldn´t even be able to notice since he´s an outstanding liar and manipulator. For you, it will seem as if you are talking to an open-minded gentleman. If you fall into his pattern, he will - after observing you for a while - approach you in polite and friendly manner and open the conversation... probably with a pick up line that makes you cringe, laugh and blush at the same time. Since Hisoka is a sweet talker, he´ll have no difficulties to convince you, to go out with him, but there are occasions when wine and dine seems like a big waste of time to him. He has better stuff to do after all. In this case he´ll straight up ask you to hop under the sheets with him, cause he doesn´t feel shame either. If your answer is "no", he will, without deterioration, fly on to the next little flower and since he's a good looking gent, sooner or later this strategy will lead to success. But if he is bored anyway and looking for entertainment, you´re in for a date with a gentleman par excellence. The path of doors being held open, food at his expense, and a bunch of compliments is the most straightforward right into your pants, after all. 

After a nice evening out he'll get down to business relatively quickly back at home - if you two even get there before he gets to the nitty gritty. He doesn´t shy away from PDA after all, since he is in fact completely shameless (neither has he empathy for you, nor for himself) and since he´s quite exhibitionistic, it might even turn him on.

When it comes to sex, it would be better, if you don't care about your physical integrity too much… since he has self control, he won´t hurt you seriously, but like I´ve mentioned before, this man needs strong stimuli to get *all excited*. But if you´re down for his messed up shenanigans, such as bdsm and bloodplay, you´ll enter an extatic world of domination and devotion, pleasure and pain, denial and overstimulation, humiliation and praise. And since promiscuity is quite a common trait of people who fall under the ASPD spectrum, he has plenty of experience and knows exactly what he´s doing and how to please you. For him sex is - besides the fun it is by itself - also a tool for boosting his ego. He just loves to see the impact his cock and his little tricks have on you and he will watch your facial expressions while fucking your brains out with great enthusiasm and pleasure. Only when you´re a total mess, he will allow himself to release and give you some rest. If he really likes you, you can expect at least some kind of aftercare, to make sure you´ll sleep with him again, just in case he decides wanting to do so. It´s an opportunity nice to have after all. If you´re just a random hookup, a towel is all you get… if you ask for it very nicely. He likes to see you suffer and he´s big on teasing and humiliating after all. 

Dating-Phase:

Honestly, when it comes to relationships of any kind, casually hooking up is as uncomplicated as an interaction with Hisoka can get - as long as you can keep up with his kinks to say the least. You two meet, he´ll fuck you senseless and afterwards you both go separate ways as nothing ever happened. That's probably how most of his „relationships“ will go. They serve their purpose and are uncomplicated … just according to his taste. 

But what if the thought of your sweaty skin against his, the sound of your greedy moans and the sensation of your nails, digging into his flesh, while you´re silky wet insides clench around his cock won´t leave his mind no matter what, even long after you´ve left?

Chances are high, that such a twist of events would happen with a s/o who is quite unaffectionate. See, Hisoka seems to like a good chase as he makes advances towards Machi over and over again and this would even match up with the theory I mentioned in part 1, that Hisoka was in fact a neglected child. When it comes to love relationships, it can be quite instructive to look at the earliest relationships we all had: Namely, those to our primary caregivers. Hisoka simps for a woman who doesn´t give a shit about him, because that´s probably the kind of „love“ he experienced at an early age. So chances are, that he has infact mommy- or daddy-issues, probably both. As Alain de Botton once said: „We don´t fall in love first and foremost with those who care for us in ideal ways, we fall in love with those who care for us in familiar ways“ (Adaption Level Theory). Furthermore people who shy away from intimacy, because it means making oneself vulnerable, tend to chase after individuals, whose affection is unattainable (such as Hisoka does with Machi), since there is no danger from a relationship that will never come about. In these cases psychology talks about different attachment-styles and attachment-disorders. But back to topic: It's very unusual for Hisoka to have his bed-bunnies still haunting his mind after he have had his fun, so this keeps him guessing… 

Probably out of curiosity and ambition to get what he wants, since he´s an opportunist and at this stage might not think about the consequences (like he could fall in love, common, this is ridiculous), he´ll reach out to you again and observe… observe what it is, that you do to him and how he reacts to it, how it makes him feel, just to wrap his head around what is happening. His search for an answer can already take on obsessive traits, because in such an unfamiliar situation Hisoka is confronted with the old familiar feeling of loss of control once again. His ambition will be to regain control, but this endeavor will automatically lead to a conflict of interests: he has a crush on you, he wants to spent time with you, hold you and be near you, just as anyone would, when you grew quite fond of someone. But at the same time his danger-radar screams at the top of it´s lungs „JUST THE FUCK LEAVE, MAN“!, which he actually will do! Over and over again. 

In this early phase he will disappear on you often… ghost you for days, weeks, even months. And this, my friend, believe me, will get you hooked. Those push & pull or hot & cold tactics are even used by those dubious dating coaches and you know what? THEY WORK! The culprit in this case is in fact the dopaminergic system. Since we are human beings and therefore social creatures, attention makes us happy - especially if it´s given to us by a good-looking jester. But the moment Hisoka disappears on you, without any shitty excuse even, you´re lacking your daily dose of dopamine, which in fact can lead to withdrawal-like phenomena on a psychological level. Even if you were not so much into him from the beginning, now you´ll be craving your next hit like a junky in rehab. You´ll question yourself, why he got blank on you so sudden… did you do something wrong? Did he find someone better than you? Does he do this to you on purpose? Even a certain sense of ambition can be triggered by this whimsical behavior. With everything you do, you´ll try desperately, to get his attention back, just to get your ego at ease.

So, this bastard got you hooked, not even because this was his intention in first place (not that he would mind either), but because of his own insecurity, which he would never ever show to you, since it´s an admission of weakness and this would give you power over him. Power, he doesn´t want you to have, since he doesn´t trust anyone. You on the other hand will notice anything of that said insecurity. All you see is a fuckboy, who goes blanc on you and uses you like a toy. Your meetings are of fire and passion, while the dead end silence in between will evoke an excruciating sense of longing. Not so much for him, since he doesn´t have great access to his emotion, but you, my dear, are fucked at this point. And so it goes on for a while…

Feelings arise:

We value things, that make our everyday life easier and keep boredom at bay. If you manage to entertain Hisoka to a sufficient degree, he might decide to keep you. Spending time with you, feels always nice - no matter if you´re out on the streets, visiting an amusement park or just chilling on the couch. You have a great sense of dark humor that makes him laugh and he´s somewhat impressed by your high intellect. Sometimes he just sits their, watching you scrolling through your phone, admiring your beauty and wondering, what’s on your mind. Although he's good at reading people, you seem to be somewhat unconventional in your way of thinking - unpredictable even. You don't exactly make it easy for him to see right through you, but that´s what makes you so interesting to him. You are a challenge, which he doesn´t stumble upon often. And you give him sass! You´re not afraid of talking back and speak for yourself, traits he always appreciates. Your attitude somewhat humors him. Somehow Hisoka enjoys the danger radiating from your innocent face (again: Your behavior gives him a sense of insecurity, never knowing where he stands with you - a feeling he is familiar with from childhood days). 

Also the genuine acts of affection and kindness you show towards him, will leave him wondering: He isn´t used to being taken care of. Most people avoid him, so every time you snug up to him for a hug or say something nice to him (and he can sense that you mean it) it leaves him somewhat pleasantly surprised. 

You help him to fill the void inside of him, an ever-bleeding wound, that tears open again, as soon as you are not near him and he´s confronted with his inner emptiness again. This comforting feeling you give him, he no longer wants to miss and so it happens, that he develops some sense of care for you. He wants you to be happy, because when you´re in a good mood, you are most entertaining to him. He wants you to be safe, so many more shared nights are guaranteed. 

You might have noticed a slightly egoistic tinge to these motifs… this is, because they are. This is what Hisokas „love“ will be like. Don´t get me wrong, he will do everything to make you happy and more. He will help you become the best version of yourself you can be and he´s the wind beneath your wings, there is no doubt about that. But Hisokas love will always be conditionally. 

(If love is ever unconditional - mother love aside - is a topic for itself, I personally don´t think so and therefore wouldn´t mind, but anyway).  

In this phase he might consider to disappear on you and this time it would be final, but that would mean losing you, even risking, that you would move on easily and he can´t have that. So he stays. 

Hisoka would never ever be verbal about his feelings at an so early stage. He´ll show his affection for you with, of course, physical touch (believe me, you guys will always have physical contact in some way or another), gifts and quality time - acts of services not so much, but occasions might occur.

If he happens to really fall in love with you (not crushing on you like before, I mean truthful deep feelings), this is when things can potentially get dangerous. When stronger feelings arise, it means that Hisoka has lost control and as said before, he can´t have that. He will consider leaving you once again, but feelings are stronger than ratio at times, so again, he stays. 

Now remember why Hisoka doesn´t like the feeling of losing control in the first place: because it makes him vulnerable. It puts him into a position, he isn´t used to. You have the power to hurt him now, not physically (let´s be honest here, he wouldn´t mind that anyway, it would even turn him on), but emotionally, which is were his real weakness lies. As he´s afraid that you could abuse your power and actually hurt him, he will do everything he can, to avoid that from happening. Since he´s quite overwhelmed by this unfamiliar experience, cause he isn´t used to having someone he cares about, expect whimsical and impulsive behavior - but to an extent that goes far beyond what you are already used to from him by now. Just multiply those hisokaesque-traits with 10. His antics will align with his emotional state and therefore become even more unpredictable and uncontrollable. 

At times he might try to push you away, maybe by being nasty and saying such hurtful things, that make you consider leaving and never coming back. Without doing it on purpose, you´ll probably touch old wounds of him and make them bleed again. That´s just how relationships are… people who share a great deal of emotional intimacy, trigger and hurt each other from time to time, which in itself is not a big deal, if it weren´t for Hisoka we´re talking about. 

Sometimes he might even hate you for making him fall in love with you. For making him feel weak and therefore turning his world upside down, which he absolutely hates at times. If he´s feeling unsure about the relationship or - even worse - about your feelings towards him (not because of you doing something wrong, it can be external circumstances as well), this will throw him off. 

Giving him the cold shoulder, like you did in the dating phase, is only good as long he hasn´t invested much, but when feelings come up, that's a big no-no. Jealousy might be a problem as well and yet again, since it´s Hisoka we´re talking about, this might go hand in hand with stalking, obsessive and even possessive behavior, since he can´t find the ability to trust in himself. 

It will be your task to show and teach him, how to trust and to convince him, that you can be trusted and for that I hope you have the patience of a saint. Even though from the outside Hisoka seems quite self-confident, remember that this might be a mask. This man has definitely an inflated ego, which is often based on feelings of inferiority. As he has narcissistic traits, he´s highly dependent on external confirmation. The chasing phase is over, so now he wants to be treated. You better look up to him and show him your love and respect as much as you can. Praise him, make sure that he knows that you´re feelings are genuine. Make him feel safe in your arms. Hold him, don´t push him away, even if he can be clingy and a bit much at times. 

At that early stage he needs to be your No.1 priority. Don´t dare to ignore him or hurt his ego. Don´t lie to him. This man will notice immediately and get back at you tenfold and he does not shy away from acting up, just to get your attention back, that´s sure as hell. Nothing feels worse to him then not being seen and feeling neglected, since this triggers his childhood trauma. Also, if he gets a reaction out you, that must mean, that you do still care about him, doesn´t it? The bigger your reaction, the better. In this early stage of you´re relationship it is most likely you, who gives the biggest investment, since out of the fear of being hurt, he´s still holding back. But if you´re able to deal with his antics for a distant span of time, this might change. In this early stage he feels best, when you are around him (where he can see and control you, making sure that you don´t dare to act irresponsible with the heart of his in your hands) and therefore he´ll try to have you near him as much as possible.

On a more positive note, I don´t see Hisoka as a physically violent man, unless you ask him nicely about it. He will push boundaries, that´s fore sure, but never to such an extend, that´ll make you leave, since that´s quite the opposite of what he wants. He wants to convince you of what he already knows: namely, that he is the best you´ll ever have. Hisoka is a passionate and sensual man after all, so you´re in for treatment as it would be worthy of a queen/king. Flowers, exciting dates, romantic dinners (hell, he would even cook for you), lots of childish shenanigans like dancing through the sleeping streets and pillow fights after hot and sweaty hours under the sheets. As trust growths, you´ll see more of his soft side and you´ll be surprised how gentle Hisoka can be during intimate hours. He´ll praise you as well, since he wants you to feel good around him. Many many compliments, passionate kisses all over your body, especially on your neck (he´ll definitely mark you as his property), soft caresses and cuddles on end, just holding you close to him for hours. Just for you. Just to make you happy. Just to make you his. At this time he´s more than willing to let troupe duties and even fights in heavens arena slide, just for a lovely and cozy night in, cuddling, giggling and playing cards with you.

Established Relationship:

If he would ever officially propose in case of verbalizing, that you two are in fact in a relationship, is questionable, but his wall is getting cracks already and therefore you´ll get to know his real self more and more over time. He´s no longer the outgoing jokester who teases you all the time (ok, lets be honest here, he´ll stiIl tease you every now and then, he always will, because that´s how he is), but you´ll see a more introverted side of his, which comes along with a certain softness. More often he´s more quiet than loud and he´ll just listen to you for hours, while his bedroomed gaze rests on you attentively. You got his full attention as well as his heart. He cares about you, so he is interested in what you have to say. 

But the longer you guys are in a relationship, the bigger of a challenge it will be, not to bore him. He´s volatile after all and it´s highly possible that he nostalgically remembers his times as a lone wolf sometimes. 

If bored, he might start arguments out of the blue, just to make things more exciting… and fighting with Hisoka is very unpleasant to say the least. He is bratty, arrogant, petty and has a hard time apologizing. He will only do so, if he wants something from you. He´ll gaslight and manipulate the shit out of you, just for you to feel sorry in the end, doesn´t matter, if you did something wrong or not. In addition your guilt will get him lots of make up sex and sloppy heads afterwards, which is always nice to have. However, these are just squabbles we are talking about… a real argument will look extremely different. 

Hisoka has the patience of a saint and nothing makes him fly off the handle so easily (which is quite unusual for people who suffer ASPD tbh). But one thing that will push him over the edge is you being reckless with your own physical well-being… or you flirting with Chrollo, which threatens his ego, cause this man might even be stronger and therefore more impressive to you than Hisoka himself (which he will obviously never ever admit, so he would find some other shitty reasons to justify his anger). When Hisoka snaps, bloodlust oozes from him and the possibility exists that he´ll put you into your place with harsh words spoken in a stern voice, maybe even screaming at you, which might scare you, since he´s quite intimidating in this emotional state. He does this, because by putting yourself in danger, you are endangering himself, too. He doesn´t want to lose you because of some unnecessary incident that could´ve been avoided easily after all, so he´s quite protective when it comes to you. 

Also frustration might push him over the edge. He´s not used to not getting what he wants and has his difficulties with terms like „no“. Since he respects you, he won´t cross any major lines, but he´ll push your boundaries and manipulate you into giving him, what he wants. Let's call it psychological warfare. If you somehow manage to hurt his feelings, he´ll go cold on you, pout and even ignore you for hours, days or weeks, depending of how much he´s hurting. Not because he´s so resentful, but because he wants you to feel sorry for what you´ve done to him. When he´s ready to talk to you again, you´ll have to apologize in very very sweet tounges to get back into his good grace.

So, to keep boredom and unnecessary quarrels at bay, it is important that you both find ways to spice things up a little. Now that he has a certain sense of security when it comes to you, you should also lead a more self-determined life again, at least to a certain degree. Don´t be to needy. Don´t run after him. Give him his space and try to find the trust that he´ll come back to you... even though there will never be a guarantee that he does. But give him the chance to miss you, to be longing for your touch, as he´s on his missions and you are mining your own business. 

Also you´ll need a high libido to keep up with his insatiable needs, not just during the honeymoon phase, also beyond. Otherwise you´re taking the risk, that he goes elsewhere to get what he needs. I don´t think that Hisoka is big in monogamy when your relationship has been going on for a while… at least when it comes to him. And that´s a problem: He might look after other (wo)men or even consider „cheating“ on you (unless you aren´t fine with an open relationship), but I think his ego might get in the way, when you express the desire to sleep with other (wo)men as well, which is quite unfair, but that´s how he ticks. Maybe consider visiting swingerclubs or participating in threesomes every now and then, as a compromise. It is important, however, that you only get your appetite elsewhere, but always always always eat at home! Don´t deflate this mans ego. This would be a thing you might regret later. If he catches you cheating, he´ll be furious and I don't know how you could, or if you ever could, make up for that. He will definitely kill the person you cheated on him with and I think this could be one of the rare occasions, where he might turn even violent against you. Just to make sure that you´ll never ever dare to do this again. If he decides to keep you despite the cheating, he will treat you like a good-for-nothing slave for the next few weeks, just to make you suffer and get back at you. As for building trust on his side, you can start from 0 again at this point, as you can imagine. Also I should mention, that if Hisoka ever cheats on you, that doesn´t mean that he does not love you. Sex and feelings are two completely different things to him. Therefore his anger in case of you cheating, isn´t based on severe heartbreak, it´s in fact his ego, that is hurting. As if he's not enough and all you need.

I´ve talked about Hisoka pushing boundaries before, but just to make clear what could come along with it: There might be occasions when he comes home after one of his fights, emotionally still heavily loaded and in the mood to celebrate his success, aka break someone. This energy needs to go somewhere and since you´re sleeping right over there so peacefully, you´re the perfect target. He will take what he craves and just destroy you in the most pleasant way possible.

So he comes home in the middle of the night, highly aroused, and will wake you up by indulging your crotch with fiery kisses, bloodlust dripping from his tongue, and greedy blood stained touches. He´ll bend you over and start thrusting into you merciless, without giving you the chance to come to your senses first. All you feel is his hard pulsating cock stretching your insides, his tight grip around your waist, sharp nails digging into your flesh and the cold blood of his enemies dripping onto your hot skin.

These are occasions when sex feels best to him. Every single thrust inside your clenching walls sends shocks right through his body, making him feel more and more extatic with every second. He is completely in charge, not just over you, but also over his opponent, who is most likely already dead by this time. His orgasms are intense in this state of mind and he´ll sure as hell not be satisfied by filling you up just once. After he has absolutely destroyed your downstairs, he´s finally satisfied and will just lay there, with you on his chest, admiring of how much a mess his cock made you become, and enjoy the soothing calmness that floods his body instead of bloodlust. He´ll listen to your soft and exhausted snores until he falls in a deep and dreamless sleep, just like you did, the moment he pulled out of you. 

And that is what I mean when saying, he´ll push boundaries. The longer the two of you are together and the more secure you make him feel, the less he needs to fear that you´ll leave by the moment, he shows his real self to you. For the first time in his life he feels accepted as he is… loved even. You stayed. No matter how much of his deviant personality traits he had shown to you and despite the many times he pushed you away. And therefore he´ll be forever grateful. 

Breakup:

Is „forever“ even a possibility with Hisoka? I´m not sure about that, to be honest. That would require that you both grow together, to support each other in the fight against the inner demons that I'm sure you both have, otherwise you wouldn't have played along with his games for so long. So always remember: „I´ll admit, I have my issues, but you are just as bad“. Even if the possibility exists, I find it hard to imagine that Hisoka would attend trauma-therapy and engage in inner child work. In addition to that, it would take him years, to put down his mask to such an extend, that he´ll open up about his past, if it ever happens. Also, even if he does, this could cause an initial deterioration of his condition, which could have disastrous consequences. For both of you. Therefore, some things might better stay untouched, otherwise they might break you.

Also, I don´t think that the chances of a consensual break up, without any drama or heartbreak, are very high. What ever the reasons might be, if Hisoka is the one being hurt, he might decide to kill you. Not because of hatred (unless you have treated him tremendously wrong), but because of safety reasons and therefore it´ll still hurt him like a bitch. It would be a scene as tragic as from a love drama. He would hold your lifeless bleeding body until it gets cold, kiss your soft lips as your last breath leaves your lungs and gently close those your/eyecolor eyes, he lost himself in so many times. He might even shed a solitary tear. Whatever happened between the two of you, you showed him, what love is, and therefore he´ll never forget you. But it just had to be. In the end, you two didn´t work and you just know too much, to keep wandering this planet. He has many enemies after all and with your connection, the trust in you, that you won´t use your power against him one day, is broken. Depending on the circumstances, he might decide to never love again.

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♠ „Farewell, my dear. Too bad, it didn´t work out. We just weren´t meant to be… and still, you´re the only one, I´ve ever loved and therefore I´ll never forget you.“, he says, plenting a last heartfelt kiss on your forehead, before he leaves. ♠

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The End.

TYSM for reading!🫶🏻 You made it till the end, so you deserve a flower.❀ If you enjoyed my writing, feel free to send me requests, I'm always grateful for some inspiration. - Yours truly, Ava 🤍

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How Hisoka Falls in Love? | Hisoka x S/O

Word Count: 594

Warnings: None

Author Notes: If you liked the headcanons please like and reblog the post. I hope you all have a blessed day!

First of all, it will probably take this man a long time until he realizes that he’s in love with someone. He isn’t the type to fall in love easily, mostly because he can get bored easily.

In order for him to even fall in love, his s/o would have to catch his attention first. (I feel like he is also the type of person to forget people.) His s/o doesn’t have to be powerful or even know how to fight. They just have to seem interesting in some way. Whether that is challenging him, yelling at him, or laughing at him. It just has to be something that normal people wouldn’t do around him.

After getting his attention, he will keep appearing wherever his s/o is. And tease them, scare them, etc. But the most thing he does is observe them. He pays attention to their likes, dislikes, personality, hobbies, and even their love language. After hanging with his s/o for a little while, if they don’t seem any more interesting he will quickly check himself out of the relationship and find something else to attach himself to. I believe he’s the type of person who likes to discover things piece by piece, much like a puzzle. He’s more likely to fall in love with a person, who’s closed off from people and keeps to themselves, an introvert in simple terms. Which explains why he has attached himself to Illumi. 

Despite Hisoka being the type to tease and flirt all the time, he doesn’t actually think of them more than a friend. So, his s/o would have to confess their feelings first. I feel like Hisoka isn’t the type to reject anyone, he would probably change the subject by teasing them. But the fact that he is spending time with them shows that he’s interested to some extent and that is enough for him to accept their confession. 

At this point, nothing is off-limits for Hisoka. If he wasn’t teasing and flirting before, he definitely is now. As everyone knows, Hisoka’s love language is physical touch. He loves seeing their reaction every time he touches them. I feel like he never asks for consent, he just dives straight in but if he notices that his s/o is uncomfortable, he will stop. In my personal opinion, I feel like he would feel shy when holding their hand, there’s not a reason for this, I just feel he would. 

The way Hisoka realizes he’s in love is when he notices how much he is changing and how much time he spends with his s/o. Just listening to them talk and being near them is enough to satisfy him, which scares him. He finds it strange that sometimes he would reveal things about himself, not fighting as much as he used to, and caring about their well-being. Eventually, he would disappear and try to sort out what's going on with himself. But he hates that he is away from his s/o. He hates the emptiness he feels inside his chest, the silence, and the loneliness he feels. 

After a short time, he will go back to his s/o and he’s surprised that they are still at his place. He’s even more surprised when his s/o jumps into his arms and expresses how worried they were. Hisoka’s heart breaks once he sees the tears in his lover's eyes and he says something that he never thought would leave his lips. “I think I’m in love with you.”  

[la-squadra1234]

Hi I just got my wisdom teeth taken out and I’m of need of some fluff. Can you please do how the spiders would react to there s/o getting their wisdom teeth getting taken out. Thank you.

Of course I can do that and you are welcome

I hope your recovery is very smooth!

And thank you so much for requesting

Full credit to la-squadra1234

Feitan-

He would just stare at you, and if you pronounce some thing crazy wrong, he will burst out laughing. He honestly just can’t help himself but if he sees that you are getting upset over it or sad, he will definitely comfort you by hugging you and just being very sweet overall 

Phinks-

He honestly finds it hilarious, but he will definitely try his hardest to be as serious as possible at least in front of you he might go make a few jokes in front of the phantom troupe, but he means no harm He honestly won’t be too different than usual except he will just tease you a little less and be more comforting

Chrollo-

He would quite literally take it serious. He wouldn’t make any jokes about it not in front of you and not behind your back. He would definitely cuddle you and hold your hand. If you go anywhere and he would let you know that you don’t sound ridiculous and that this is only temporary until you’re fully recover.

Nobunaga-

He would honestly be the same, pretty neutral. He wouldn’t record any funny moments of you saying anything random he would just let it go and keep it in his memories he would not want to embarrass you after you are done recovering

Hisoka-

He would honestly be super confused on why you are saying random things and not pronouncing things correctly even though he knows that you got your wisdom teeth taken out, he would still be very confused, and he honestly wouldn’t be much help but he would still be there for you. He just wouldn’t understand

Shalnark-

Man would honestly be terrified of having something like that happening to him so he would definitely be there for you, and have your back 24/7 and he will be there with you literally everywhere you go no matter where it is if you are going to the bathroom, he will literally stand outside of the door. He does not want to leave you alone.

Franklin-

He would just hug you and tell you that everything is going to be OK and that you don’t need to freak out or have a mental breakdown over it and that he understands fully he would be honestly the best at comforting

Uvogin-

He would try to crack some jokes with you not necessarily about getting your wisdom teeth removed, but just trying to be funny and be humorous, but it doesn’t help so he just ends up cuddling you hoping that that will help at least a bit

That’s it for today everybody I hope everybody enjoyed. This was really fun writing like honestly it really was

BTW to anybody who only wants certain characters done just tell me the characters names, and I can do them for you, and it will take a lot less time than it would to do all of the other characters!!!!

I will see everybody in the next Post bye now!

[villaingabisweb]

Your honor, they're in love

[suncthynuts]

Why can I see Hisoka having a really weird sleeping position.

[hisokakissmeplz]

headcanons for Hisoka getting with Illumi’s sister? :D

Illumi would be pissed.

He makes sure his sister is aware of that too.

Hisoka finds it rather cute how mad Illumi gets at the whole thing

Because of that he purposely teases Illumi by mention little things about you to him.

"I've seen her naked you know." "Hisoka stfu or I will kill you."

Of course that's after you start dating Hisoka

Illumi knew Hisoka liked you before you knew he did

And ofc Hisoka teased about it all the time

Illumi would eventually come around and accept it but that still doesn't stop Hisoka from getting on his nerves and under his skin all the time

[hisokaafanpage]

𝓢𝓽𝓲𝓽𝓬𝓱𝓮𝓼

ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢ: ᴀɴɢꜱᴛ, ꜰɪɢʜᴛɪɴɢ

𝘗𝘳𝘰𝘮𝘱𝘵: “𝘞𝘢𝘪𝘵 𝘢 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘶𝘵𝘦.. 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘫𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘰𝘶𝘴?”

Requested by: @mikaellaszi

Crowds filed into their seats at Heavens Arena, everyone whispering to the people near them about the fight that was about to take place. Hisoka and JanKun.

You were on the bottom row, so you could get a good view of the fight. Hisoka had made sure you would get a good view of the fight, and so he could see you.. Just in case he needed a little extra motivation. Though you knew he wasn’t worried he would lose this fight. JanKun was one fight away from getting to challenge a floormaster. Him and Hisoka had battled once before and he had actually managed to get one clean hit on Hisoka. The fight wasn’t much after that though. You knew he would be bringing his all. The magician was just itching for a fight, not to the death but a civilized one. Which was a bit out of character for him but at least you knew nothing too serious that couldn’t be put back together would happen.

Orange flames rose up from the ceiling as JanKun stepped out onto the long walk path to the battle platform. He was decently built, and you could tell he was well experienced in nen. It had been at least a year since he and Hisoka had last battled together. Maybe this will be a better fight than last time.

Purple flames shot up from the floor and Hisoka stepped out onto the stage. The arena went silent as Hisoka’s heels clicked gently against the metal floor as he walked over to the battle platform.

The referee put his hand out, “No time limit. Clean hits are 1 point. Critical hits are 2 points.” A second or two passed. “Begin!”

Immediately JanKun lunged for Hisoka, and it really just looked like Hisoka teleported to the other side of the platform. JAnKun tripped over air, and face planted into the floor. Springing right back up, he looked over at Hisoka with determination on his face. Flipping into the air, Jankun yelled and landed right in front of the magician. “I’m gonna take your arm.” He said. This made Hisoka giggle a little bit. “Somebody is quite confident~”

Hisoka then held his arm out. “Take it. I don’t really need it that much.” He said, shrugging nonchalantly. JAnkun took a frustrated breath, slicing his arm off quickly.

“Give me a real fight!” The male blew up, lunging for Hisoka while throwing the remaining arm behind him. “Well.. I might feel up to the challenge now.” Hisoka connected his bungee gum to both of Junkun’s feet and then to the ceiling. For now he would let him be free. The magician punched him in the nose, blood immediately spewing. THen he let his bungee gum retract, leaving the poor fool hanging by his feet upside down. Hisoka chuckled, waving his finger a little bit around to watch him just swing by his feet.

Finally he let the bungee gum free again, watching Jankun plummet into the floor face first. Two critical hits. Hisoka walked over and grabbed his own arm that had been so rudely sliced off. Hisoka then gave him another punch right in the jaw and retracted the bungee gum at the same time leaving him swinging all across the arena. He knew it wasn’t enough to kill him, but just to leave him winded for a week or two. THe magician then undid the bungee gum and Junkun fell onto the ground.

“Hisoka is declared the winner!”

A smirk fell onto his face and then he started off the platform and towards the other exit with his arm. You, and another girl were standing there. Machi from the Phantom Troupe. She had always made you a little jealous.. Knowing that her and Hisoka had a little bit of ‘History.’

The three of you headed back up to his room, and you just stayed silent. You sat down onto the couch, crossing your arms. Hisoka sat at the dining table and Machi stood next to him. You knew she didn’t have any intention of trying anything with Hisoka.

It was really just a feeling you couldn’t control. You watched her nen stitches go into action, honestly a little bit mesmerized by them. It was really a neat talent to have, and something you haven’t seen before. Hisoka seemed interested in them also, which made you take a deep breath. You didn’t really need to cause a scene over just one girl.. right?

You purse your lips, watching her wrap it up. “Why don’t you stay for a little while~” Hisoka said, leaning his head on his newly attached arm. Your voice hitched as he said that, you clenching your fist.

“I can’t. Not that I would want to anyway though.” Machi muttered, rolling her eyes. “I expect the money in my bank tonight or tomorrow. No later.” She said, walking out of the door with a slam of the door following close behind her

Hisoka chuckled and nodded, “Alright.” He said leaning back in his chair and looking over at you. He looked you up and down, and then at your clenched knuckles that were nearly turning white. An eyebrow rose, and right as he was about to get up you stood up and walked into the bathroom of the penthouse. You needed some time to yourself. Making sure you locked the door behind you, you turned the shower onto the hottest setting. Steam filled the room in a matter of minutes.

You slipped off your clothes and opened the glass door to the shower. Your shoulders dropped as you relaxed from the steaming water.

Timeskip -

After your wonderful shower, you slipped on sweatpants and an oversized shirt. You had been actually quite enjoying yourself in the shower by yourself. Usually you would be accompanied by your boyfriend. You brushed through your hair and then took a deep breath. You unlocked the door and saw Hisoka sitting on the couch, flipping through his deck of cards. You didn’t really know why you were so petty about this, it wasn’t the first time. Which was probably a bad thing.

“I know you're jealous. I can feel it.” Hisoka said softly, not in his usually confident voice. You looked over, raising an eyebrow. “How’d you figure that one out?” You muttered, rolling your eyes.

Hisoka knew he had screwed up. It wasn’t very often that the magician had admitted that he screwed up, but he did this one time. “You know Machi isn’t my type, lovely.” He said walking up to you and brushing fingers through your damp hair. You took a deep breath, looking up at him. “It didn’t seem like that earlier.” You sighed, now looking down.

“So it is jealousy? Are you seriously jealous of her?” Hisoka said, wrapping his arms around you.

“Yeah. I am.”

Hisoka nodded to himself, thinking back to the words he said to the other one. “I shouldn’t have invited her for dinner. That was wrong of me.” He admitted, hugging you tightly. “Will you forgive me?”

“I suppose.” You said, a slight grin on your face.

[konekochanxhisoka]

This scene always blows my mind 🤤

[namikawa]

— [one bed trope]

featuring: hisoka m.

cw: fluff, swearing, literally like one sentence is a teeny bit suggestive. wc: 663.

notes: hisoka, my beloved.

walking into the hotel room your eyes immediately widen. “what the fuck, hisoka.” you spit out viciously. you had just gotten back from a mission with the troupe, everyone splitting off into their own separate rooms for the night while you were stuck with hisoka. neither of you complained about the rooming necessarily, you didn’t mind bunking with him… but one bed? you have to be kidding.

he rubs the back of his head, avoiding your gaze. “guess you’ll be sleeping on the couch. some of us have to look presentable,” was his response as he opened the bathroom door and went to shower.

-

you laughed at his words, falling onto the bed and sighing. the bond you and hisoka shared was different. although both of you weren’t capable of “love” you both had expressed something close to it. a deep appreciation for one another, and that’s all that mattered honestly.

as he came from the shower, towel loosely wrapped around his waist, you took a quick glance; noticing the indentations below his pecs. “my eyes are up here, you know?” you look up at him, rolling your eyes.

“yeah, i caught that. i was staring at your abs, dumbass.” you return. he grabs his pants from the chair on the other side of the room, going back into the bathroom to change. deciding on showering in the morning, you get up and change into a black tank top along with some sweats. when hisoka returns you were sprawled out on the bed in a starfish form.

“move or i’m gonna crush you,” is the only warning you get before he falls on top of you. “goodnight,” he says, closing his eyes. you hit his head, attempting to push him away from you. after a few minutes of trying to get him to get off of you he finally chuckles and abliges.

“alright alright, i’m moving for fucks sake!” he exclaimed.

“stay on your side of the bed, or i will not hesitate to murder you in your sleep.” you turn over, closing your eyes and drifting asleep.

the next morning you wake up, lazily opening your eyes and observing hisoka’s sleeping form next to you. he seems peaceful, not as on edge as he typically is. his lips slightly upturned and his breathing a bit louder than normal, with both of his arms wrapped around your waist. wait back up… his hands around your waist??? your heart rate elevates, it wasn’t a foreign feeling, but you’d never enjoyed it this much. you relax, letting his touch soothe you for a few minutes before needing to get up to use the bathroom.

getting away from hisoka’s tight hold took a while, mostly because every time you were almost free his grip would retighten. eventually, you decided to give up opting to just lay there silently. soon after, his eyes fluttered open and he let out a large groan. “finally! can you let me go now? i need to use the bathroom.” you wiggled as his grip tightened even more at those words.

“you’re so comfortable though, a little longer.” was he pouting? there’s absolutely no fucking way he was audibly pouting over you needing to get up. you smacked his arm but that only gave him more reason to keep you contained. “please hisoka, it’ll only be a minute.” you try bargaining with him.

“i’ll let you go… but only if you’ll come back to bed right after you’re done.” you couldn’t deny that his protests were cute, so you agreed. he moved his arms, freeing you to leave. after coming back from the bathroom you were greeted with a half-smile from hisoka, opening his arms once again for you to lay down.

as soon as you were comfortable in his arms the sound of his breathing evened out, yours soon following after. and during the next heist the room you two shared, a mere coincidence of course, only had one bed.

[lovelycreativecrafts]

here's a prompt

Hisoka and his daughter or son

New Connections | Hisoka x Daughter (Platonic)

Word Count: 934

Synopsis: Hisoka meets his new daughter

Warnings: None

Author Notes: Sorry, it took so long but I hope you like it. I am definitely making a part 2.

I glanced down at the paper in my hands and back at the letters on the door. Making sure the apartment number on the paper matched what was on the door. Why did Mama send me to him? I could perfectly take care of myself. I’m sure he doesn’t even know I exist and if he did, he never even tried to visit me. I turned away from the door but quickly stopped as I recalled Mama’s dying words. 

“Once I leave you, my princess, I want you to go to your father.” Mama handed me a bag. 

“He will take care of you though he may be a little surprised to see you.” Mama chuckled. 

I turned back to the door, raised my fist toward the door, and gave it 3 quick knocks. If he doesn’t answer then- 

The doorknob twisted, and a tall man appeared behind the door. He’s eyes shifted to the ground making contact with my eyes. His pink hair fell over his eyes as water dripped from the ends of his hair. His face looked to have been carved from a sculptor with his sharp eyes and nose.

A smile appeared on the man’s features, “How may I help you, little girl?” 

“Is your name . . . Hisoka?” I asked. 

The sound of my father’s name reminded me of a sly snake. Whoever named him surely did not love him. 

“And what if I am?” The smile that once graced his lips turned into a smirk.

I glared at the man. Mama told me how my father liked to play games and do tricks and the fact that we resembled each other too well proved that the man in front of me was my father. I reached into my bag and searched for the letter that my mother wanted to give my father. I pulled the decorative envelope out of my bag and lifted it in front of my father. My father took the letter from me and his golden eyes revealed themselves as they widened. 

I shifted my weight unto one of my legs as my father opened Mama’s letter. My heart began to beat quickly inside my chest, feeling my anxiety beginning to rise. Throughout, the entire journey here my anxiety hasn’t once messed with me so why now? Why in front of the man that was supposed to be my father? I began to do what Mama taught me; I focused on my breath. I looked away from my father and steadied my breathing. 

Hisoka’s POV

As I read the beautifully written letter a familiar scent escaped from the paper. I vowed to forget that fragrance. It was a reminder of how a certain female was able to tame me. The handwriting also looked uncomfortably familiar. I glanced at the little girl, which she seemed to have found something interesting to look at. Is this a setup? Perhaps she’s just the messenger. 

I looked back down at the letter and briefly read it. It asked about my well-being and where I currently was in my life. I skimmed over it and stopped at a word that stated child. I quickly reviewed the sentence and my eyes widened. I shifted my eyes down to the bottom of the letter. Your love, Victoria Vince. 

My hold tightened on the letter. This explains the familiar scent and handwriting. The one woman that I could truly say I fell for. She had me wrapped around her finger. Fireworks filled my stomach as I reread the first words on the letter. Dear, My Hisoka. I continued reading the letter, taking in one word at a time. I soon learned that my past love was living in a small town and she had retired from being a Hunter. 

As I kept reading I frowned. She’s dead. My chest tightened, but I ignored the feeling as I kept reading. Once I finished the letter, I folded the letter and placed it back into the envelope. I looked over at the little girl in front of me. The only thing that is left of her is her daughter. . . My daughter. 

The little girl soon looked back at me, and I took in her appearance. Her pink hair stopped just by her shoulders, one side longer than the other, it was obviously cut badly. Despite her short appearance, she held herself with confidence, shoulders back and head lifted so her gold eyes could connect with mine. Anyone with eyes could tell she was my daughter, not just by her appearance but also by her demeanor. 

The girl frowned, “If you don’t want me then I’m leaving. You don’t have to worry I can take care of myself.” The girl turned to leave. 

I watched the girl walk away from me. If she were to leave, then I probably won’t see her again. I wouldn’t have to worry about taking care of a child. I could go back to living my regular life. But was my regular life even anything I looked forward to besides the occasional opponents I would get? I began closing my door and my chest tightened again. I glanced back at the girl walking further away from me. 

“I never said that I didn’t want you,” I stated. 

The little girl stopped and slowly turned her head, “Then what else am I supposed to assume when you’re not saying anything?” 

I forced a smile, “Why don’t you come in?” I opened my door wide. 

The girl narrowed her eyes at me; she tightened her hold on her bag and made her way to me.