#honestly it’s my object permance that’s the problem | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

gregmarriage · 2 months

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feel like i always have to have something to say™️ when i text my friends, but like, i always have to remind myself that i could just say hi, or like send funny image™️ and it will be fine ☺️ <(clenching fists)

#gwen attempts friendship #<title of my extremely unpopular memoir #i feel like i have to say big things™️#like something needs to be happening #i need a topic #and i also have to remind myself that my friends love me and don’t find me as annoying as i think they do #it’s fine!!!!#*bites inside of mouth until i draw blood*#anyways i’m a adult and i’m soo normal at human bonding x #idk i’m having weird brain time™️ again lately and i’m just dealing with that #or trying to in the healthiest way i can #people enjoy talking to me #people like me and even love me #said to the bathroom mirror as i grip the sink so hard my knuckles turn white #i feel like i’m avoiding my friends but it’s also fine if we don’t talk 24/7 #they will not forget me #their object permanence of me isn’t that bad please calm down #we will catch up at a later date and it will be nice #it’s only bad if i’m deliberately isolating myself #and i’m not so it’s fine #just kinda dissociating and forgetting to reply or that i meant to tell them things etc #honestly it’s my object permance that’s the problem #i’d literally forget my brain if it wasn’t inside my head #it’s fun <3 #anyways another fun gwen ramble for y’all

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