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suncaptor · 11 months

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It would be so much easier to not screw up everything in my life and my future if I could care about anything besides deep grief and brilliant terror and horror.

#incoherents #vent #like. come onnnnnnnnn #maybe i should just. fucking put up applications till next year i need to send my requests for letters out by like. tomorrow at the latest #i am drowning drowning #at least all the pain killers helped ... after i doubled them up an hour too late. whatever whatever.#hoping the specific skillset i developed via being a mentally unhealthy adhd perfectionist academic overachiever growing up #can help me with the mess of the pain and nothingness before me

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