#host sunnybunny

[sunshinesfaraway]

I think the best part of all this DID realization and development for me is finally knowing why I felt so wrong and out of place growing up?

like my whole life i felt so. wrong. like a living thing but not a human, like a person but to the left. (thank u sm for that quote sis) I always felt like.. I wasn't right. Wasn't normal. I was so scared the feeling would persist forever — and it does still sometimes, but it's just nice to finally know why I felt like that for so long, yk?

[sunshinesfaraway]

GUH!!!! CONTENT WARNING BELOW THE CUT!!!! GORE-ISH STUFF AND BLOOD!!! PLS DON'T LOOK IF SENSITIVE!!!

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yeah i like the funny dumb evil hedgehog

here's something im working on. is this storyboarding? idk, i need to take a break @_@

my handwriting is so bad omg my note taking is erratic

remind me to finish this tomorrow and make it digital u u

[sunshinesfaraway]

Do I have the right to be in this body? Am I even the person that was born in this body, or am I just another part like everyone else in the system - an echo, a shattered piece of glass of something that was once whole? Am I "me?" Or did that me die when it all started all those years ago? Did she die when we were cursed? Were we doomed to this from our birth? Who even am I? What makes me "me"? Why am I, out of everyone else, the host? Why is someone as broken, scared and useless as me in such an important position? I don't get it. Am I even me? I don't know what to do anymore. I don't know what makes me, "me." I don't know what defines me as "me." Who is Sunnybunny? Who is Sunnypuppy? Who am I?