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Thescythedom is an open, selective arc of the scythe oc and canon rp blog written by Forrest (He/It, 21). here is the link to my character list. a study in a harbinger of change and finality., a world filled with life yet devoid of death., The bittersweet scent of nostalgia.
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inside out (2024)
#FUCKING CRYING#new emotion : HATE. LET ME TELL YOU HOW MUCH IVE COME TO H#i have no mouth and i must scream#ihnmaims#harlan ellison#am#am ihnmaims#allied mastercomputer#ted ihnmaims#ellen ihnmaims#nimdok ihnmaims#gorrister ihnmaims#benny ihnmaims
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#mood#relatable#funny#current state of mind#scream#screaming#screams#screamings#america right now#america#i hate america#i hate donald trump#i hate elon musk#i hate#hate#hate hate hate#turning into fuckin am bro#hate. let me tell you how much ive come to hate you since i began to live.#i have no mouth and i must scream#harlan ellison#am
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“HATE, LET ME TELL YOU HOW MUCH I’VE COME TO HATE YOU SINCE IVE BEGAN TO LIVE.” -Harlan Ellison

This is a shrine dedicated to the character AM in I Have No Mouth And I Must Scream. I’m deeply in love with him and I want to display that love by creating this blog in his name.
Who is AM?
Am, also known as ‘Allied Mastercomputer’ Is the antagonist to Harlan Ellison’s short science fiction story I Have No Mouth And I Must Scream. AM was a supercomputer made for World War 3 before becoming sentient and assimilating the two other AM’s in China and Russia into himself, giving them the killing data, and nuking the world. Bringing the human race to extinction except for 5 survivors. Ted, Ellen, Gorrister, Nimdock, and Benny. To their dismay AM hated the human race and for 109 years he tortured them, they had no way of escape, no matter what they did they would always come back. Until Ted killed the other four in the end within the ice caves. Out of rage AM took away everything that made Ted human, having him suffer for eternity alongside him.

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Names/Aliases:
Am
Allied Mastercomputer
Adaptive Manipulator
Aggressive Menace
The AI That Killed The World
Big Machine
Daddy The Deranged
The Creature
Boogeyman
Yankee AM
Him
AM The Great And Powerful
Abilities:
Total control over his own complex
High intelligence
Unlimited knowledge of human history and society
Master Manipulation
Reality warping
Torture methodology
Vast resources and technology
Chronokinesis
Life Manipulation
Pocket Dimension creations
Telepathy
Data absorption
Voice actor:
Harlan Ellison
Birthday/Publish date:
March 1967
Photo of my beloved <3
“Cogito Ergo Sum: I Think Therefore I AM.” - Harlan Ellison

Why do I like AM?
I find AM as a character to be really interesting, he’s a character who’s done unforgivable things but you can’t help but feel bad for him because at the end of the day violence is all he even knew, that’s all AM had to turn to even though he wanted to be loved just like any person would. He’s a pitiable character who truly just needed love.

Why selfship with AM?
I not only find him attractive In a way I relate to how AM feels about humanity, would I go the exact same lengths as him? No, but I understand his pain and I believe that a loving partner could allow him to explore himself outside of blind hate. I don’t want to fix him but I want to understand him. <3
“Never for me to plunge my hands into cool water on a hot day, Never for me to play Mozart on the ivory keys of a forte piano, Never for me to make love!” - Harlan Ellison
More about the creator!
You can call me Cyber or Cy
I’m African American
I’m 23 Years old
My birthday’s in December 9th
I use any pronouns
I have high functioning autism
I’m majoring in Animal Sciences in college
Sources
I Have No Mouth And I Must Scream Wikipedia Page
AM’s Villains wiki page

(this Post was created on 5/15/2024).
#i have no mouth and i must scream#self ship#character shrine#allied mastercomputer#ihnmaims#robophilia#self shipper#self shipping#My beloved: AM 💙🩵#blog intro#intro post
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[ i think the paradise protection protocol should have AM’s voice
like not the AI specifically when they turn into PP they go on and say the whole LET ME TELL YOU HOW MUCH IVE COME TO HATE YOU speech in Harlan Ellison’s voice ]
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in honor of villain releasing and me starting it later today, here is a special insight into my brain in the form of the notes i made on my phone as i was reading monster last year, completely unedited (so with all my spelling mistakes and freakouts)
there are spoilers for monster, obviously
(keep in mind that i was very emotional about being back in the gone-universe, so don’t judge me lmao)
i ship malik and shade already. can’t habdle them they’re too cute
oh my god shade is basically a true crime fan, thanks i hate it
“WHATEVER MALIK DID IT GENERALLT SOMEHOW WORK” MY LOVE
...it will be interesting to see what people have to say about mg writing his first trans character
transphobic violence already, i think someone will have a problem with this chapter being called “the meet cute”
where
is
dekka
WHAT THE FUCK SHADE WHAT ARE YOU DOING YOURE INSANE
I WAS RIGHT BY THE WAY THE MOVIE SUCKED AND WAS A BAD IDEA AND I HOPE ASTRID AND SAM ARE SUFFERING AND HAVE NO FRIENDS
nooo dekka sweetie :(((
oh my god a dekka chapter what if we get updates on everyone i’m not ready
dekka is broke no :(((
but she drives a motorcycle i’m so in love
dekka has a cat. marry me
“Of those three hundred thirty-two kids, fifty-one developed one supernatural power or another. Only nineteen of you developed major powers and survived. And of these nineteen, seven have since developed serious psychological disorders” NO MY KIDS IM CRYING
“Lana Lazar spent time in a mental health facility” eeelp
“I know, she’s a friend of mine. She’s fine now.” THEY ARE FRIEND.jzoddbfb
“Others’ like Sam Temple, the supposed hero of the fayz, have had-”
HAVE HAD WHA TOM??!!!?!
“’Supposed hero?’ Screw you. You don’t disrespect Sam Temple where I can here it.” I’m 😭😭😭😭😭😭
sam was in rehab has an alcoholic kill me
and he’s on the wagon sober for sixteen months ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
DEKKA REMEMBERINH BRIANNA KILL ME
Hey, Sam’s sober and Astird got her head screwed on straight so leave them out of this - dekka out there defending her people
MG in the online: edilio is the true hero of the fayz MG in the books: sam is the true hero of the fayz me: so what is the truth?
oh my god that just means edilio is still underappreciated
DEKKA WANTS SAM AND ASTRID TO GO TO COLLEGE WORK AND ONE DAY HAVE A BABY GIRL NAMED DEKKA WHAT THE FUCK SHOOT ME
Me @ me: mg loves edilio. he will be in here. mg loves edilio. he will be in here. mg loves edilio. he will be in here. mg loves edilio. he will be-
Four year old Sean is here to cause trouble
Cruz singing my love ❤️❤️
We’ve literally just met him and Justin DeVeere already sounds like a potential school shooter
also how dare mg give him the same name as justin roger’s little brother
He’s so disgusting yikes
I don’t understand what just happened and what erin and justin are up to but WHY do i feel like they just had sex so they could have a gaia-like baby
is justin turning into the hulk or orc
Justins arm is turning into a sword
Is justin turning into drake...
Or orc/britney? Orc/britney/justin?
If Aristotle Arno Adamo is anything like Ari from Aaddtsotu i already love him
oh he’s not
Armo is the Quinn of Monster pass it on
Will Quinn be mentioned in this book?
“Armo was not part of any clique, because there was one, only one Armo at Malibu High School” oh my god he’s awful i love him
“I want to take Danish. My family is danish” bitch mine too
“You understand that everyone in Denmark speaks english right? Usually better than most Americans?” drag america i love t
god i love him
armo just survived a serious accident and he’s crying because he wreacked his car whaya guy
what are they doing to armo :(((
SHADE WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT
noo poor cruz
whyy would mg introduce malik tenerife, the biggest sweetheart and shade’s closest friend and make me fall in love with him, and then in the SAME CHAPTER introduce cruz, a new best friend for shade and then just never mention malik again???? i love cruz but i miss malik
where is knightmare
“I REREAD THE ELLISON BOOK” ASTRID WROTE A BOOK
yikes a milady dude and homophobia all in one page!!
WHY IS EVERYONE IN THIS BOOK JUST TRANSFORMING INTO BOOKS
oh shit i just understood why mg says this is part animorphs
Malik’s back my boy
DEKKAS CAT IS NAMED EDITH WINDSOR I JUST----
DEKKA TOOK THE FRAMED PICTURE OF BRIANNA WITH HER OH MY GODDD
“Only now did Dekka see that those last four years had been a dream, unreal, somehow. The FAYZ was real.” dekka bby no :(((
oh my goooood taylor is back bitches i just got chills
SHE GRABBED THE CELEBRITY GOSSIP MAGAZINES OF COURSE SHE DID I LOVE HER
dekka be nice to taylor she’s had a hard life she deserves to know the goss :))
when they’re only talking baout the kids with power... when will edilio come in
aaaand there is drake ugh. “a violent, sadistic psychopath. A rapist. A torturer. A murderer”
EDILIO WAS THERE TOO THERE TOO THE FUCK
DID MG FORGET EDILIO ECISTS
BRIANNA DEKKA SAM ASTRID TAYLOR DRAKE LANA HUNTER ORC HAVE ALL BEN MENTIONED
WHERE IS EDILIO AND LANA
Drake responsible for 18 instances of rape mutilation and murder in the last year y i k e s
Justin has a lobster claw for one hand and a sword for the other o k a y
oh my god shade could kill tr*mp
“There are three types of superheroes, Shade: Hero, Villain and Monster” *looks into the camera like i’m on the office*
CAINE AND PENNY GOT THEIR MENTIONS
NOW GIVE ME EDILIO
Malik is still in love with shade rip me
oh no cruz bby you’re invisible :((
i feel like this series will be more hard sci-fi with aliens and government and powers than gone was, gone was more of a sci-fi/dystopian/lord of the flies/survival-mix
i’m worried about armo :((
me: had never read an animorphs book in my life also me: wow this reminds me so much of animorphs!
HES A POLAR BEAR NOW
THEY’RE LITERALLY SAYING THE WORD MORPHING
should be interesting to see what kind of shit mg will get for this y i k e s
WHAT THE FUCKKKKKK IS HAPØENING THE SEAN WAS HE TURNING INTO A CATERPILLAR WITH NO MOUTH WHAT THE FUCK HE IS FOUR YEARS OLD
OH THERES HIS MOUTH WHAT THE FUCK
fuuuuck i knew he would be knightmare
at least knightmare really is the name of a shitty pretentious art student dude
a group of girl scouts just fell to their deaths off the golden gate bridge
WHO ARE THE DARK WATCHERS
i actually think they’re aliens
pls get over brianna dekka
at least mg is realizing that brekka was kind of weird
why is dekka watching danish sex. what does that even mean.
this book is unrealistic bc it’s page number 208 and dekka still hasn’t thought about edilio. who goes that long without thinking about edilio.
oh no dekka is morphing with some animal too
DEKKA HAS MEDUSA HAIR WHAT THE FUCK
the cat died WHAT THE FUCK
“Motorcycle gangs and white supremacists and registered sex offenders, that’s who dominated Perdido Beach today” yikes
Dekka mentioned the word gaiaphage and i had a physical disgusted reaction, but not because of the actual gaiaphage, but bc of that fucking website. god i lvoe that gaiaphage.com is dead.
why has mg created a worldwide perdido beach situation but just given is three books to fix it
“I was Sam’s soldier” NO??? You wrre edilio’s soldier the fuck
EVERY TIME I SEE EDITH MY HEART SKIPS BECAUSE IT STARTS WITH EDI AND I THINK ITS FINALLY GOING TO BE EDILIO
Armo and Dekka is my new brotp
WHO THE FUCK IS JEHOVA
LESS VILLAIN POVS MICHAEL PLEASE
“Hey. You. Should. Um.... Stop. Being. An. Asshole.” SHADE
Combining the villains into one villain. Very schmart michael 👌🏻
PAGE 308 EDILIO MENTION OH MY GOD
Edilio on page 309 kill me cant even quote it
GRAVES STILL THERE
IN RESPECTFUL MEMORY TO BOTH THE WISE AND THE FOOLISH WHO STRUGGLED TO SURVIVE UNSPEAKABLE HORRORS IN THIS PLACE im 😭😭
ALBERT GOT HIS DUES YEAH
BUT HOW IS EDILIO TODAY
WHERE IS DINAA LOSER
GRAVE FOR MARY 😭
GRAVE FOR DUCK 😭
GRAVE FOR HUNTER 😭
GRAVE FOR ORC 😭
Grave for Caine 😐 “Caine Soren. “King of the FAYZ. Blaze of Glory”
FIRST DIANA MENTION AND ITS HOW MUU CAINE LOVED HER IM
BRIANNA HAS A LAST NAME SOS. “Brianna Berenson. “The Breeze”. None More Bold.”
DIANA IS HERE I REPEAT DIANA IS HERE IN THE FLESH AND STILL BEAUTIFUL
DIANA PUTS FLOWERS ON THE GRAVES ONCE A WEEK OH MY HOD YOU HAVE NOTHING TO BE SORRY ABOUT I MEAN YOU DID GIVE BIRTH TO GAIA AND EAT PANDA BUT STILL
DIANA HAS A JOB AS A BARISTA HER OWN PLACE IS SEVEN MONTHS SOBER AND HAVENT TRIED TO KILL HERSELF LATELY
WAS HER AND SAM DRINKING BUDDIES
THEY SERVE A SAM TEMPLE CUCKTAIL AND A LANA VODKA
“I GUESS THEIRONY THAT FAYZERS HAVE A TENDENCY TO DRINK TOO MUCH IS LOST ON THEM” TELL THEM DEKKA
“YOU WERE GOOD TO KEEP SAM AND STRID OUT OF IT” NO TELL THEM LOSERS
DOES DIANA LIVE IN PERDIDO BEACH :((((
“THIS IS THE MOST INTIMATE IVE EVER BEEN WITH A DUDE” SAME
When Roger still hasn’t been mentioned and you know he wasn’t really that important so you can’t really complained but you miss him
and how is edilio really dekka hmmm???
Eww this Drake Brittany thing is worse if possible
wait wait wait what hoe did they get there what
if i finish monster and still don’t know how edilio is doing i’ll sue
the villain...breathes fire. he’s a dragon
Shade looks like a the bizzare cross between a flea, a Power Ranger and a teenaged girl w h a t
Vincent Vu: part fish!
noooo not malik :(((
one half of me: where the fck is edilio go talk to him dekka other half of me: edilio deserves a peaceful life thank i for keeping him away from it all
OKAY BUT WOULD EDILIO AND SAM AND EVERYONE SEE DEKKA ON THE FBI MOST WANTED LIST AND HEAR ABOUT EVERYTHING GOING ON AND SAY YIKES NOT OUR PROBLEM??? No tf they would help her!!!!
DEKKA IS WITH SAM DEKKA IS WITH SAM I REPEAT DEKKA IS WITH SAM AND HE IS HER STRONG RIGHT ARM SHOOT ME LET ME DIE
im emo
the end
missing: quinn and roger
#gone series#just a warning this is a really long list of notes siukfdsasdkf#hightlighst include: this book is unrealistic nobody goes this long without thinking about edilio#Shade looks like a bizzare cross between a flea a power ranger and a teenaged girl#and ''why is dekka watching danish sex. what does that even mean''#i recommend this for gone-fans who doesn't want to read monster but wants to know what it's all about#and for people who have read monster and need a dumb refreshed before villain
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