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#however i got so used to the atmosphere at uni that i cant cope here
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#i love being home
#however i got so used to the atmosphere at uni that i cant cope here
#it's understandable i cant be all over my friends like usual everyone is with their family and all
#however we dont do shit with my family and after xmas eve dinner its just welp staring at my phone until i feel sleepy
#and it's gonna be worse tomorrow cus my mom's side is gathering and it's gonna be at least 2 arguments and ppl prying into my business
#asking me abt stuff i dont like to talk about
#and yeah yeah it's NORMAL i get it but i dread it every single year
#i get irritable which leads the to get angry at me which leads me to have a foul mood which LEADS to me ruining the holiday
#used to it? idk anymore
#plus i havent goten gifts for anybody
#we have as a family but personally i havent
#which i feel shitty about but i dont have money to spend anymore
#also xmas is prime time for my jealousy to come out
#i know ive always gotten either useful or sentimental gifts so i could always have use for them in the long run
#but it sucks when i see other ppl get interesting stuff for their hobbies or whtv
#that's the thing do i don't have hobbies ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ ig my hobby is studying
#and i got a joined present for xmas and my bday for a programming course which is amazing
#but ive always been like this i would get shit like bandaids and a bag for cmas whilst my cousin would get a fucking hamster roller-coaster
#did she ever play with it after she got it? no. did i still feel jealous? yes
#anyways this will pass and i will get over it
#i started this rant as sth else fuck well i realised when my friend said that she has returned to her conservative town that she cant..
#..be herself anymore and i def feel that
#i have like 2 friends here too that i dont allow to be fully myself with them bc it gets weird
#well fuck after the holidays i have to start studying so the days will pass by quickly soooo i will get to return to uni
#life rambles
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