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#but ive always been like this i would get shit like bandaids and a bag for cmas whilst my cousin would get a fucking hamster roller-coaster
depthnessingsweet · 2 years
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#i love being home#however i got so used to the atmosphere at uni that i cant cope here#it's understandable i cant be all over my friends like usual everyone is with their family and all#however we dont do shit with my family and after xmas eve dinner its just welp staring at my phone until i feel sleepy#and it's gonna be worse tomorrow cus my mom's side is gathering and it's gonna be at least 2 arguments and ppl prying into my business#asking me abt stuff i dont like to talk about#and yeah yeah it's NORMAL i get it but i dread it every single year#i get irritable which leads the to get angry at me which leads me to have a foul mood which LEADS to me ruining the holiday#used to it? idk anymore#plus i havent goten gifts for anybody#we have as a family but personally i havent#which i feel shitty about but i dont have money to spend anymore#also xmas is prime time for my jealousy to come out#i know ive always gotten either useful or sentimental gifts so i could always have use for them in the long run#but it sucks when i see other ppl get interesting stuff for their hobbies or whtv#that's the thing do i don't have hobbies 😭😭😭😭😭 ig my hobby is studying#and i got a joined present for xmas and my bday for a programming course which is amazing#but ive always been like this i would get shit like bandaids and a bag for cmas whilst my cousin would get a fucking hamster roller-coaster#did she ever play with it after she got it? no. did i still feel jealous? yes#anyways this will pass and i will get over it#i started this rant as sth else fuck well i realised when my friend said that she has returned to her conservative town that she cant..#..be herself anymore and i def feel that#i have like 2 friends here too that i dont allow to be fully myself with them bc it gets weird#well fuck after the holidays i have to start studying so the days will pass by quickly soooo i will get to return to uni#life rambles
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fawtyy · 2 years
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rindou haitani x female! reader
warnings: none, all fluff :)
summary: ever since I seen that he was number two on the “best bf” list from the character book, ive been thinking about him nonstop, so now you can too :)) plus my little soft spot for mikey
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i feel like he was super shy when you first met
You’re family owned a connivence store in Roppongi. You helped them out everyday after school, no matter how much they wanted you to just go out and enjoy your young life.
You were reading through a textbook, writing down notes when the door opened, the bell ringing. “Welcome in.”
Glancing up, you seen two boys walking down the isle of snack. They had came in a few times before, always getting some snacks and drinks. They were very nice to you and your mom.
As they walked up the counter, you straightened up as they set their snacks down, starting to scan everything. The one with braids glanced around, taking in the decorations your mom put up for Christmas while the one with the blonde bun and glasses fumbled with his rolled up bills.
After scanning everything, you smiled at them, telling them the total. You waited for him to hand you the money, the other one bumping his arm. “Rindou, pay for it.”
Rindou glanced up at you, his cheeks slightly red as he handed you the money. Your hands slightly touched, Rindou instantly bringing his hand back. “Thank you.” you said, giving me a bright smile.
His cheeks got even darker as he grabbed the bags, his brother laughing at his reaction.
The second time they came back after that, he worked up the courage to ask you out.
he always comes to you when he’s hurt
You groaned as the knocking at your door wasn’t stopping. Getting up, you threw a robe on and opened the front door of your apartment.
Rindou stood there, cuts and scrapes covering his face and hands. Sighing, you grabbed his arm, softly pulling him in your apartment. Sitting him down in your couch, you went and grabbed the first aid kit before going back to him, sitting on the table in front of him.
Grabbing his hands, you started to clean them, Rindou hissing at the sting. “Sorry.” you muttered.
“It’s okay.”
Cleaning up the rest of his hands, you placed bandaids over the cuts and moved to his face. His lip was busted and his eye was bruised. Cleaning a scratch, he moved his head away, causing you to sigh. “It’s gonna hurt Rin, but I have to clean it.”
You smiled when his lip poked out, coming closer again. Cleaning the rest of his face, you brought your hand up to caress his face gently, feeling him lean into your palms. “What happened?”
Twisting his head slightly, he pressed a kiss to your palm before putting his own over yours. “Just some guys talking shit, so Ran and I put them in their place.”
Smiling, you leaned in a placed a kiss on each of the bruises on his face. “Well, I’m gonna need you to stop getting so hurt in the process.”
“Yes ma’am.” You began cleaning up before he reached up, pulling your hip in, causing you to fall on his lap. “I think you missed a bruise.”
You giggled, pushing his hair from his eyes. “Oh did I? Where did I miss it?”
He pointed to his lips, slightly pouting. “Right here, it’s hurts, if you kiss it better it won’t anymore.”
“You’re such a baby, Rin. Come here.”
rin is the bf where if his food is messed up, he won’t say anything, but you’re the gf that will
“Baby, it isn’t that big of a deal. You don’t want to do this.”
He walked beside you, trying to keep up with your pace as you walked to Tenjiku’s hideout. You had overheard from some of their gang members about how Rindous boss had been making smart remarks about you.
‘That girl is controlling Rindou’
‘She can’t stay out of his business’
‘It would be better for him to cut off that loose end’
You weren’t just gonna stand by and let someone speak about you like that. It was unacceptable.
“You know, Rin, you should of already stood up for me!” Stopping, you turned around and pushed Rindou away from you. “Why would you let him say those things about me?”
“I didn’t even know those things were said! He’s my boss and he’s fucking crazy, he’ll kill us.”
“Then I guess we die together.”
He groaned as you walked to the entrance, hot on your feet. Multiple members looked at you as you made your way to what seemed to be, a sitting area.
Ran looked over and gave you a huge smile, throwing his arms in the air. “Y/n! What’re you doing here?”
“Not now Ran.”
“Oh shit, she’s mad.”
The executives of Tenjiku stared at you as you marched your way up to Izana, glaring the whole way. He tilted his head with slight amusement. “Well hello, miss y/n. What brings you here?”
“Oh so you do know my name? Are you sure it’s not “that girl” or “loose end”?”
He chuckled, as Kakucho shifted nervously beside him. “And where on Earth did you hear that?”
“You’re little playthings talk a lot of shit.” Izana’s eyes darted behind you, staring at two of his nervous men, before going back to you. “I’m gonna say this one time and one time only. I’ve been with Rin through a lot, way before he was apart of Tenjiku. If you ever disrespect me to the point of calling me a loose end again, I will beat the fuck out of you. Do you understand me?”
Izana stood up, chest to chest with you as he stared down. You could see the way his jaw ticked and you knew he was angry. Out of the corner of your eye, you could see Ran on his feet, ready to help Rindou get you away.
“You are understood, miss y/n. I apologize.”
He was amused by the way your eyes widened, and how Rindou sighed in relief. Crossing your arms, you stuttered put an answer. “We-well good! Thank you.” Turning around, you pushed Rindou again, causing him to scoff. “You should’ve done that a week ago!”
rin was so nervous when he asked you to marry him
The blindfold covered your eyes as Rindou led you through what seemed like a field. You could smell the nature and hear the wind blowing through the trees.
Rin had taken you out for dinner, which isn’t anything out of the ordinary. He promised you a date night every week, weather it was staying home or going out. He took you to a very fancy restaurant, acting nervous the entire time. After that, he placed a blindfold on you as he drove to your destination.
“Rinny, you’re not gonna kill me after all this time, right?” You giggled nervously but didn’t like the lack of response. “Rindou?”
“Just a few more steps and you can take it off.”
He guided you until he placed his hands on your shoulders, taking a deep breath. You heard him move away again. “Okay, take it off.”
You pulled the blindfold off, gasping at the sight. There were lights hanging off the branches, roses spread around with some tables and chairs. With the sunset in the back, it was beautiful.
Looking back at Rin, he was down on one knee, causing you to cover your mouth in surprise. Tears pricked your eyes as Rindou was nervously shaking. “Y/n, I love you. I have ever since I seen you in that store and I knew then, I would marry you one day. You’ve stuck by all the bad things I’ve done and-“
He didn’t even get to finish as you flung yourself into him, both of you falling to the ground. “Yes yes yes yes! A million times yes!”
“I didn’t even get to finish!”
You placed kisses all over his face as he wrapped his arms around your waist, pulling you in close. Pulling back, you both looked into eachothers eyes, soft smiles. He placed a sweet and gentle kiss on your lips.
“Can’t wait, Mrs. Haitani.”
remember what happened with Izana? yeah, mikey messed up
“Rindou, is that y/n?”
Rin looked over, his eyes widening as you walked through headquarters, looking at each name on the door. He immediately left Sanzu and Ran, running to your side.
“Y/n, what are you doing here?”
“Where’s Mikey’s office?”
Rindous face paled, knowing what this was about. You were 9 months pregnant, and ready to pop any minute. Rindou had put in a request to have 3 months away from work, wanting to be with you and the baby. Mikey immediately denied it, saying that work and Bonten was more important that you and your child. So you had a few words for Mikey.
“Baby, please, I’ll talk to him about it. You should be resting in bed, this isn’t the place for you to be right now.” Looking over his shoulders, you watched Kakucho knock on a door, before going inside.
Going around Rin, you seen the nameplate had Mikey’s name. You and Rin narrowed your eyes at eachother, him slightly shaking his head. Pulling your hand up, you knocked until the door opened, Kakuchos confused face popping out. Turning to him, you gave him a huge smile. “Hi Kaku, I’d like to speak to Mikey.”
Kakucho looked over you, seeing Rindous death glare as he shook his head. Though looking back down at you, he could see that certain look in your eyes. The same one he seen with Izana and in all honesty, you scared him more than Rindou. “Right this way.”
“Kakucho!”
You walked into the office, seeing Mikey sitting at his desk. The white hair sitting on his shoulders, dorayaki in a hand as he looked up at you, a brow raised. Looking behind you, he seen Rindou and Kakucho, both nervous.
You stopped right in front of his desk, ready to tear into him before you took in his appearance. His undereyes were darker than the last time you saw him, and he was smaller. Looking down his body, you stopped at his hands, brows furrowing. “Oh Mikey, how did your nails get so dirty?”
Both men behind you were beyond confused. Rindou knew you were here to confront his boss about paternity leave, not his nails. Kakucho was ready to watch you go in on Mikey and intervene before it got out of hand.
Sitting in the seat front of his desk, you pulled stuff from your bag, placing it on the desk. “Thankfully, i bring a nail kit with me. Do you care?”
Mikey just stared at you with wide, confused eyes, slowly shaking his head. Grabbing a hand, you began to clean underneath his nails. “Rin, get me a bowl of water please.”
Rindou left the room, as well as Kakucho, as Mikey just watched you clean up his nails. Once everyone was gone, you began to speak. “You know, I’m gonna have this kid within the next week. And I’m terrified.” Mikey looked up at you as focused on his nails. “I’ve never been a mom, never had to be. I used to take care of Rindou and Ran but we were teenagers. It’s gonna be different for a baby.” Leaving that hand, you picked up his other one, doing the same. “I know Rindou is scared too, I heard him talking about it with Ran. He can do gang stuff with his hands tied behind his back, but he doesn’t know the first thing about being a dad.”
Mikey slowly nodded, as began filing his nails. “Which is fair, he’s never had to. Just like I don’t know the first thing about being a mom. Though it’s gonna come to us when the baby is born, you know?”
It got quiet as you continued working on his nails. He just watched, confused, since he figured you were coming to beg for Rindous paternity leave. Looking down at his hands, he slightly sighed, remembering the way Emma used to do this for him. “Rindou can take the paternity leave, as long as you need him to. I can get someone to cover his missions.”
Smiling slightly, you nodded, finishing up his nails as Rindou came through the door with a bowl of water. You took the bowl, placing Mikey’s hand in it before taking them, allowing Mikey to look at them. They looked a lot nicer than before.
Putting your stuff back in your purse, you stood with a smile. “Thank you Mikey. Make sure you’re eating please, and getting enough sleep.”
Mikey nodded, still looking at his nails. You pulled Rindou from the room, mentally laughing at his confused face. Shutting the door, you turned to him with a smile. “You’re taking paternity leave, for 3 months.”
rindou loves to show his kid off
Walking into headquarters, he held the hand of his 4 year old son, Ren. Though Ren had never been to the headquarters, he knew all of Rindous colleagues.
Walking into the meeting room, he let go of his hand pushed the door open, smiling at everyone. Everyone was there except Mikey, all doing their own things. Ran raised a brow at his brother. “Why are you smiling like that?”
Rindou was beyond confused. Everyone loved his kid, could they just not see him? Looking down, he realized that Ren was gone. Frantically he looked around the room for him. “Where did he go?!”
“Who?
“REN!”
Now everyone was on their feet. “You brought Ren?!”
“What the hell is wrong with you?!”
“I don’t know, y/n had a meeting!”
As they searched the hall and room for Ren, the 4 year old found himself in front of a door, deciding to push it open. It was a pretty big office space, a couch on the side and a huge desk in the front. Walking in, he looked at everything as he walked towards the desk.
Opening a drawer, his eyes sparkled seeing the dorayaki laying in. Grabbing two, one for each hand, he began eating as he climbed into the chair, looking at the room. He slightly flinched when he heard the door shut, looking and seeing the offices owner.
Mikey walked towards Ren, an amused glint in his eyes. He’s only seen pictures of Ren, and those were when he was a newborn. Though he was the spitting image of Rindou.
Crouching down in front of the chair, he eyed the two dorayaki before looking at Haru. “Are you eating my dorayaki?”
Ren nodded with him, offering the uneaten one to Mikey. He took a smile before picking Ren up. “Alright, let’s go find your daddy.”
Rindou was a nervous wreck. He couldn’t find Ren anywhere in the building. Not only that, but the thought of telling you? It didn’t only stress him out, but his colleagues as well.
Most of them sat at the table, their heads in their hands while Rindou walked back and forth, thinking where he could be.
All of their heads turned when the door opened, Mikey standing there with Ren in his arms, still munching on the dorayaki. “I believe you’re missing this.”
Rindou immediately accepted Ren into his arms, everyone sighing in relief. Mikey gave him one last smile before looking at the group of men, his eyes landing on Rindou. “Keep a better eye on him, or I’ll tell your wife.”
That sentence alone made Rindou gulp back the fear that creeped up. “Yes sir.”
Rin honestly just loves you so much, as well as everything you do for him
Coming home from work, he locked the door, taking his coat off with a groan. As much as he hates to admit it, he was getting too old to be in a gang. He was only 35 but felt 60.
Standing there for a moment, he realized how quiet it was. There wasn’t the sound of feet from his kids running to the door, wanting to greet him first. Or you running after them, trying to brush their hair and get them ready for bed. Only for him to help you grab them and put them to bed together.
Looking around, the house was clean. There wasn’t toys strewn around the living room or dishes piled up from when you cooked. Actually, everything was so organized, the remotes were even in order.
It was starting to scare him.
“Baby?” Taking his shoes off, he walked back to where the yours and his bedroom was. Looking into his kids room, he seen how cleaned and organized they were, just like the rest of the house. “Y/n?”
Walking into the bedroom, he sighed in relief, seeing you with a robe on. You raised a brow at the man in front of you, giggling. “Are you okay, Rin?”
He nodded, giving you a smile. “I didn’t hear the kids, and you didn’t say anything. I got a little scared.”
“Oh I’m sorry honey.” You took his face in your palms, Rindou visibly relaxing into your touch. “My mom came and got the kids this morning, so they’re with her for the weekend. It was a lot easier to get things around the house done.”
He placed his hand over yours, turning his head to kiss your palm. “And it looks incredible, you did a great job.”
With a smile, you leaned up, kissing his lips. “Well thank you.” He smiled into the kiss, wrapping his arms around you. He lifted you up, causing you to giggle. “Rin!” You both laughed as he spun you around.
Placing you back down, he grabbed your face in his large hands, kissing you deeply. Your hands held his, kissing him back with just as much love. When he pulled back, looked into eachother eyes, noticing the tears in his. “Are you okay, Rin?”
He smiled, placing another kiss on your forehead, holding you close to his chest. “I just love you so much, y/n.”
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