#howtomeasuretime

[theenchantedflame]

Time

Wow.....time.....so much has passed since I've last been here. Does it feel different? Slightly. Its just a matter of making the necessary adjustments. Time....time....time.....time....time....time.....time.....HMM still cant figure out if you are a friend or a foe. Do I worry about you or do I not? Do I push myself to the limits to try and make the best of my time or do I sit back and wait and allow the things that I desire to come to me? See time you haven't revealed to me what the answer is. I would honestly like to know. Am I doing the "right" thing by taking my time or should I be in a hurry. My elders have told me to have patience and I sit and wonder how. The world is constantly telling me that I tomorrow is never promised, that I must go after the things that I want today but what if I don't have the energy to? What if I just want to scream in my pillow? What if I want to sit in my bed and do absolutely nothing? What if thing outside of my control continue to happen and take away from the time I had for something else? Does this make me less than? Time......can we come to an agreement? May we compromise? How can I make the best use of what you have allotted for me to use. I guess I have to keep going to find out.