#i Was gonna post the unblured art

[nenekkasa]

happy keishin sunday with uhhh whatever this line meant

[dollofdeath]

art summaries for this year >w<

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(I / II / III is a comm i haven't posted anywhere / IV / V / VI / VII/ VIII / IX / X / XI / XII)

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more stuff under the read more, because there's quite a few stuff i actually liked this year!

january

this was a comm for kiz, but i think it came out pretty bomb. any hypsters who are into projmoon/projmoon fans into hypmic pspspsps --

actually i think this was my first ever piece this year, so it's interesting to see how much i've improved in over the past couple of months!

also i did some comms between feb and may to help raise some money for my relatives in the philippines, but i don't think i should post the ones i really like since the project isn't complete yet. but i think they came out bomb too, trust me -- (the volo art in my art summary is one of these comms lol)

april

i just wanted to post these two together since they're a set LOL thank u arb for giving me flowers that aren't roses to associate with hifugen....

also here are the unblurred versions of this set lol

may

this is just one of my fave hifugen headcanons KJFSDJKJKF

gentaro about hifumi: 🙄😒😑 gentaro about hifumi, when hifumi's fangirls are around: *draping himself over hifumi* excuse me ladies, do you have any business with My man?

KJFSJKDFSJKJH

august

i think i went rly hard in august. august was really a turning point for me this year too i think, so maybe my art reflected that haha, but anyhow. i really love these

everyone and their mom has done a religious jakurai art, but i wanted to do one too... the detail i rly like is the blood on his hands. because i like to headcanon that jakurai has vitiligo on his hands. i like how i incorporated that hc in this without making it too busy lol

THIS ONE. HELL YEAH. this is a redraw of an older art i made for thanatos' anniversary, and i thought the first one was cool but i was like "i think i have the skills to make this even better now" and I DID!!! idk, i'm glad i could capture the horror vibes more poignantly

september

this one is?? i don't think i made her a full reference sheet, i realized lol but i started streaming for friends because i have a bunch of game recs and no attention span to play them WKJGJKD so i decided streaming them so i could be held accountable for them would be the best way to do it LMFAO

anyways this is my pngtuber. they have no name, but she's a shopkeeper of a mysterious antique store. originally that doll on the bookshelf was gonna my pngtuber and i came up with a bunch of lore for her, but then i realized i had another oc design i really dig and was also simpler, so i revamped that for streaming FJKSDJKF but i would like to put that doll to use somehow or another. anyways if u can pinpoint all the references on the shopkeeper and their bookshelf and even her store's very existence, i love u --

catch me on twitch on sundays and mondays for mhyk and ace attorney respectively --

october

as much as possible, i try to do a vanistar anniversary art because noël is my baby boy... i'm so happy with how this year's came out!! ofc there's areas that could use work, but i like the colors and lighting c:

I'VE BEEN MEANING TO DO AN IBERIA AU FOR JAKUDO FOR SO LONG... probably as long as the koibito AU for hifugen, but i just haven't been able to put it into words... i'm glad i could at least do a bit of this year, and i hope one day i can manage the whole concept!! also this idea's been in my head for so long that arb managed to reveal demon designs for both jakurai and doppo, sparing me the effort of designing them myself FSJKJKKJH

this one is also a set, so i wanted to post them together hehe again this is based off a horror rpg concept me and gianna came up together back in high school that will probably never see the light of day lol this probably doesn't surprise anyone who knows us, but these characters are based on us FKJSKJH

wah... i think my artist wrapped really covers what i have to say! quantity-wise, i'm not too happy with how much i made... it can't really be helped considering how busy and tiresome it's been this year, and i really wish i could say i can do more next year, but it's likely i'll be posting less and less in the future TwT but as much as possible, i'd still like to share my work! i think this might be my time to start focusing on original stuff, but i still wanna do fandom related stuff because there's still a lot of ideas and concepts i wanna see realized!! also i just love my fandom blorbos a lot lol, so i'll find ways to do things for them >w<

quality-wise though, i think i'm pretty pleased! last year i got csp, so i was still figuring it out, but now i think i got a better hang of it! and that means my art looks more confident i think haha. of course, there's still a lot of room for improvement, but it's nice that i can look at my stuff and go "yeah i like this!" i'm excited to see where my artistic journey goes from here!!

but yeah, maybe it wasn't a plentiful year for me re: art, but i made some pretty nice stuff despite that! thank you all for the support, and here's to next year!!

[lochnessmister]

a very distant and anxiety inducing form of tag - shieda kayn

Fairly angsty lil story/one shot I made for Kayn’s birthday, might post some art later but I don’t know because I’ve got other stuff to do. Anyways, I hope you enjoy it. I would post more writing here but most things I do are longer projects that are over 8k words long. If the pacing seems a bit off, which I think it is, it’s because I was aiming to do something quick (still took over an hour haha). Sorry I don't know how to do keep reading in html which is what I need for red text.

Word Count: 678

Characters: Shieda Kayn, Rhaast, Zed

SFW, No Shipping

TW: Blood, Death, War

Kayn outstretched his right hand, chest puffed, feeling that familiar taste of untouched rage on his tongue as he leapt from the shadows, the forces of his body return to its normal construction. The enemies ahead of him were trespassers on his land, one that had been claimed thousands of years ago, those who beat and tortured the person he had destroyed from the inside out, that crying little boy held captive by their forces, something that would never happen again. Seething, his vision tunneled unto them, blocking out all other senses, the burning feeling coming from his scythe and the shouts of various Ionian resisters and Noxian soldiers. Their faces blurring, The Shadow Reaper charged for an isolated group of fifteen or so Noxians with a yell of pure hatred for all of them. Yes! More! 

Once he was in between the clump, avoiding their slashes and slices perfectly with an agile dash, Kayn threw the Scythe around the attackers in a circle, aiming for whatever lined up, whether it be an arm or a throat. The world was in slow motion, his environment catching up to him like a child running towards him in a game of tag.

  A child. The faces unblurred, a young man’s eyes meeting Kayn’s own, they were… familiar.

Just as the universe came to a stop, so did it speed back up to a pace he couldn’t handle. All the Noxians around him had fallen, each taking a strong blow from his reaping as he landed back on his feet. Catching his breath, he looked back at the boy-no, a man, right? He, he was…

Hearing laughing in the back of his mind, Kayn’s vision blurred into a red haze, nauseation tickling the back of his throat and something else running up the back of his neck. Blood rushed in his ears as he took off running from where he threw himself into just moments ago. “No, no…” Everything was spinning, his sense of touch turned completely off as he fell to his knees below a tree just off the shore, his left arm quivering and almost… glowing. Oh this feels… so good. “St-stop-”

“Kayn!” He came back to his senses and sat up, responding to the voice calling out to him.

“Master?” He shook his head to try and calm himself down, but the damage was already done.

“Your eye… it’s gonna be okay, Son.” Zed outstretched his arms and let Kayn hug him for a moment, though not for very long. “You’ve done more than enough, go back home and rest. I don’t want you to lose yourself.” He stood up.

“But-”

“Go home.” Master put his mask back on and turned around, back into the fray as quickly as he had left it. Kayn was alone again, or if he were normal he would be.

_____

Your master was always such a killjoy.

“Shut up.” His room was dark and cold, the only light source coming from the faint glow of the moon behind the curtains and the glowing eye on Rhaast’s chine laying on the wall furthest from him. He moved his hand and stared at it blankly. Did you know that kid you kept staring at or something?

“I think he was one of the kids that didn’t get saved. We grew up together and-” He stopped. “Well I can’t be sure, but-”

Sorry about earlier.

“You tried to kill me and sent me into a panic attack mid fight. That’s not something I can just forgive you for on a whim.” He sighed. “I don’t think I can expect more from you though.”

What about a truce for the time being?

“And I can trust you to do that because?”

Because I feel bad.

Surprisingly, Shieda Kayn of all people wasn’t in the mood to argue. “Yeah, whatever,” he replied with a yawn. “I’m going to sleep now.” He knew that wouldn’t happen, knowing those muted brown eyes would keep him awake all night long, but regardless he tucked himself in. “Goodnight, Rhaast.”

Goodnight, Kayn.