#i also have sooo many headcanons for her that i just wanna share with u all but i dont. i dont know how.

[adahlena]

★ THEA ZILAN, ILMATER'S CHOSEN — 1/?

tiefling • acolyte • ilmater cleric • oath of vengeance paladin

[mrs-mikko-rantanen]

Uhm, my day was decent? I mean aside from the fact that mornings exist and I did not want to wake up in time for my shift at work. But. And the end of the day when I have literal hours to do stuff after.. it works out cuz. Usually I get off and its oh shit I have enough time to halfway emotionally recharge and then its time for bed.

But. I got in and E^2 had put like. My name down on the schedule, and. That was great really. And we had this sheet for sign up of, basically what areas you want to be personally responsible for. And I signed light and it was great. And I dont think anyone really noticed cuz the manager wasn't there and no one else really looked at the schedule or anything else. But. It made me happy.

Still haven't gotten my name tag changed and honestly I dont think I'm going to. Cuz. I feel like I'm just being a bother asking again. But. It is what it is I guess.

I got off at five and its now nine and ive just been vibing in the car listening and singing to Spotify since I got off just trying to keep the sad at bay. And I should probably go home but. I dont want to. Cuz I know I'm just gonna wallow in the sad and self destructive tendencies if i go home.. If I ask nicely will the fae take me in as one of their own and I can become a cryptid in the woods?????

I have a three day weekend coming up and im considering doing a touch up on my hair since its really washed out. But I cant decide if I wanna keep it fully red or try and do like an ombre double tone thingy.. but I'm not sure what other color I'd try to do to the tips? Idk

I kinda wish my hair was longer so I could do like. The galaxy hair thing? Where its various shades of purple and blue and some pink and it looks different depending on how you style it. But I also know attempting to grow my hair out longer than I already plan to is a bad idea, cuz the sides and back are already getting too long and I hate it. But I wish I could do fun stuff with it too

Oh well. The duality of man i guess..

Uhm. I bought a giant plastic egg the other day, that reminds me of a dragons egg kinda. And I'm trying to decide if I should keep a hoard of dice in there or a hoard of crystals. Cuz. Dice and the clacky math rocks. But. Also shiny crystally gems

Speaking of dice I also really kinda want to try and get into a dnd group, but social anxiety and I have zero idea where to start with that so. That's fun.

Im currently resisting the urge to go and get more holes and metal in my head too. I just. The red hair makes me feel cool and powerful and I wanna look punk and

Sorry I've been rambling for like half a novel. I'll stop now before I get annoying. I mean I definitely already am. But you asked for asks and distractions and 👉👈 I love you

Id ask about your day but you seem to want a distraction from that sooo. How about, got any fun headcanons to share??

Thats awesome on the name front!!! I saw that and I got really excited for you when you posted the picture this morning, honestly I think you should bring up the nametag again, esspecially if its showing up on the schedule too. (Oddly enough I kicked around the idea of using a new name with friends and sruff today which is weird mostly bc like i like my name irl, its fairly androgynous and it makes me happy and i love my online name bc it means me :))

My vote is two tone!! I almost did a pink/purple ombre with my hair this round so I say do ittttt (that's also what I say about the extra holes and metal. Do itttttrrr)

That would be a hard choice but u do really like the idea of a giant dragons egg full of dice ngl. I need to find some people to play with too. I'm trying to get b and c in on something but idk if its ever really gonna pan out the way I want it too. My town actually has a pretty active dnd community but I am way too new and way too socially anxious to ever join something like that so I feel you there.

100% not annoying, each paragraph made me smile more. :)

My day was actually mostly ok, i just sorta ruined it with Danny at home. I just pointed out that the idealized dream band life that I wanted and thought I had was what she got and that it made me kinda jealous and she pointed out (correctly) that I'm jealous of so many aspects of her life that she now has a list of things she can't talk to me about for fear of setting me into a spiral and just. Yeah. That wasnt fun.

But work was ok. The kids all were really tierd so there was a fair bit of crying going on, but the weather was really nice so we got to go outside with them for a long time and that was very nice. I also got some really sweet cuddles from a few of them that made me very happy.

Oh! I also have a funny story about them!! So I was squatting (my main position is almost like Spiderman bc I'm down on the kids' level but i can also get up and move if I need to pretty quick) and one of the girls goes and gets a book, then stands right in front of me and points at the floor and says "sit" in the most authoritative voice I have ever hear from a 1 1/2 year old 😂 as soon as I sat down she was in my lap and opening the book so I could read to her.

As far as headcanons.... Sadly my brain is bouncimg mostly art ideas for the Tamgled au and not anything of substance so I may take a crack at that later. Otherwise I keep thinking about whumped up Will crying on the floor and Maurie finding him. Really I'm just thinking about Maurie and Will being bros. A lot. So much. God I love them.

[piisuke]

[Part 1] Yoo it's me Emoji Anon! 🙋 Because I'm in a happy mood today, lemme sprinkle you with these for some blessing and luck: 💓💕💞❤💜💙💚💛💖💝🌸🌺🌼🍀🍀🍀🍀💐 As for the headcanon or favorite anime/manga/characters, I'm sure you already know because I have told you on the previous asks yesterday, right? 😎✨ Hey btw I'm in love with your OPM Cats fic snippet! It's really cute and I like how you wrote the scenarios for them, so thank you so much for sharing it to me 😚👍💕💖

EMOJI ANON!! YOU'RE BACK!! LEMME GIVE YOU A HUG (っ˘з(˘⌣˘ )

Im really glad you're in a happy mood!! Happy moods all around! Go spread that positivity queen! King...? R U L E R

Yea!! I get it!! Lmaooo!! I love opm sooo much. It used to be my favorite for such a long time, but actually! I think jjk is TIED for my favorite show, and jjk and a lesser known book called Dreamin' Sun are my favorite mangas. If you wanna weird a slightly weird romance manga there you go- that's the best--

You're welcome!! Idk bro I get so many weird ideas, they're just word garbage but I'm glad you like them ❤️

BRO so okay. Badd was my absolute favorite character. Ever. Why? TOTALLY not the omake where his hair is down. Idk bro. I hadn't read the manga yet and hadn't been introduced to Garou. Badd was my absolute first comfort character!! I loved him so muchhhh. It started with the hair, then I rewatched the fight with... mezlegaurd? Idk ONE gave the villains some weird ass names- then I learned about Zenko and Tama and I realized he is SUCH an underated, misunderstood character. Even my MOM liked him when I explained his character dynamic. I definitely have a type now too- it's all his fault-- I kinda backed off of him a little when I became legal and eventually fell out of the fandom, but now I am BACK and ready to claim Badd as my SON and ship him with my other SON who I occasionally SIMP FOR and AHHHA it's a fucking mess man.

ALSO ITS FUNNY YOU SENT ME THIS BC I HAD A DREAM HEADCANON THING ABOUT HIM IM FIXING TO POST I THINK YOU'LL LOVE IT-

Awe!!! I'm so glad you're taking care of the neighborhood cats!! Are they strays or ferals? I mean ... You can't really tell. Uhhh why did I ask. Ignore that- I used to take care of foster kittens when I lived down south! So I'm glad we have that in common ❤️

Please see my previous post about my girlfriend 👉👈 I totally didn't just spend 45 minutes writing about her 👉👈

My most memorable moment is probably the first night we met (If you read the previous ask you'll understand lmaooo)

So!!! How are you today? I saw you say you're in a happy mood, which is good!!! Is there a reason why? Is there anything you wanna talk about??