#i am just soooooo close to losing my temper bc ive had an awful few days and NO ONE seems to get that
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random fuckin life update ig idk im upset fjkashdfkj
ive had an incredibly shitty last. five days. like ive lost so much progress and i got so much worse so quick. so what if i just dont talk to anyone and stay in my room and find something to binge watch while i just sit in bed like >=[ bc im incredibly angry HKSJGHKJSHGK
#is this a vent. sure yeah.#vent#vent in tags#i havent lost this much progress so fast in such a long time#i was doing so. good.#like i was actually starting to think i was getting better. everything was going well. i was getting better.#so much has happened and im angry and paranoid and exhausted and i dont know what to do#ive barely talked to anyone and i dont know if i will bc im just gonna pick fights#i hate fighting with people. i hate it so much. but if i need to fight or argue i will.#i get incredibly angry incredibly quickly tho so i might just take a breather KGHSKJHGKSHG i need to chill#i am just soooooo close to losing my temper bc ive had an awful few days and NO ONE seems to get that#no one seems to understand that ive been doing horribly and it actually makes me so angry#argharghjghsdgh me when i become violent#whatever i dont think i need to explain why im doing horrible to anyone who already knows#and its not something im going to divulge on tumblr dot com unfortunately JKGHSJKDGH#idk man im. im tired. im so incredibly tired. i need to take a nap for the rest of my life.#might talk to friends or something just to get out of my own head but who knows#its such a nice day i wish i could go for a walk but of course thats not an option. why would any aspect of my life go well for me rn#OKAY IM DONE IM NORMAL i have to get out of my head and find something else to focus on before i actually lose it#long post#long tags
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