I wish more people were normal about POC, and specifically black, characters in the MCYT fandom. I mean, for obvious reasons related to CCs and all that, but also bc I often feel like I’m doing something wrong because sometimes I’m one of the only people I know how is getting like? Stimming flappy arms excited about my favourite black characters? It’s not like I’m singling them out either I get the exact same way about my favourite non black characters?
It’s jarring to get into skyjacks and see almost equal amounts of art of Jonnit as everyone else because I’ve been in this weirdly passively racist fandom for so long. People are so weird about like CANON (silly canon but) biggri and they make them weirdly toxic when they were so sweet. If it was Scar and Grian you people would be all over it. And dude fucking whatever happened to the way people drew Ponk. And, it’s not even just black ccs and characters. Don’t get me started on the way a lot of Dteam fans back in the day (and still some qsmp fans) talk about Asian women like Tina.
Not to be shippy on main but why does everyone go in for tsundere fx and "nuisance to society" jy when their every interaction screams the opposite. Fx is logical and realistic enough to be more than well-acquainted with how she feels and is extremely devoted to her work (and subsequently the general) and on the opposite hand jy is incredibly selfless and caring towards her (literally the first time they met he told her he'd take the blame when she suggested they frickin commit a war crime in order to win the Abundance War). Like yeah teasy jy is amusing or whatever but realistically that wouldn't be in the droves y'all think it would and fx would probably laugh at it the few times it might happen more than she'd get all tsundere-y about it
She's not emotional. That's the difference. She doesn't have emotional outbursts. She's extremely calm and rational and she's dealt with jy for more than long enough to become extremely used to his antics and she wouldn't take them nearly so seriously.
They're PINERS. They're pining and it's obvious. They watch each other from across the room when they think the other isn't looking and they leave each other nice little notes at work because both of them overwork themselves and need breaks. I am COOKING here
deleted Instagram from my phone just a few days back and have literally spent every day w my feet in a creek before work and every evening cooking a beautiful and sumptuous dinner and discovered new music and got a workout routine going again and have gone on 2 dates w my husband and went tubing w all my friends plus some new ones….. ok I didn’t know this was what y’all were talking about!!!!!!!!!!!!! everyone go spend an hour in the morning in a folding chair in the middle of ur local creek reading a book and watching a hawk bathe NOW NOW NOW I AM NOT KIDDING!!!!
In the last month or so, my interest in nyo!England has blossomed. Yet, I have long disliked the canon stylization of the character.
Ms. Alice Kirkland has never been one to shy away from physical labor or the harsh realties of her own people. Even at the height of her international power, it was rare that- unless directly requested by the monarch or prime minster- that she lived among the aristocrats for long periods of time. A stark difference between her and her French counterpart. While her rebellious days as a sailor were behind her, throughout the 1800s it was not uncommon to find her either in the mines, in a factory, or tending to her own country estate farm.
References and Inspirations bellow cut, Programs used: MS Paint and Krita
I could not have done any of this without these references.
hi guys—ik i’ve been inactive on here for a while + my oopsie with thinking it was niki’s bday a couple of days earlier 🤡 i haven’t been on tumblr for a while not because of embarrassment or anything (lol feel free to clown me too)
but after careful consideration (aka after legit mistaking what day it was), things kinda got put into perspective for me. i had been running on 3ish hours of sleep the whole week due to midterms + dealing w several migraines.. i kinda realized that my brain was uhh not okay to mistake dec 5th for dec 9th 😭😭 plus having already been to the hospital in the past for previous health reasons, i realized i should probably take care of myself and focus on my priorities, so i will be taking a needed break until january! i’m so so sorry to disappoint anyone waiting for the fics i promised to post, but they will be released when i return :)
thank you
jae
happy actual bday to riki (and late bday to sunghoon)<333
🏨 gimme those blorbo rooms fdsfdsfsfsd, since it’s Pinterest can I ask for more than one? XD if so ima ask to Karimas and Shaheens OH and also Gideons (low key I know what valens/yazans looks like but its a good excuse for u to get to share) so if u want to Valens and Yazans wild be fun 😌
K BYEEE <3 😘
LOLL im glad you asked and yes i will give you all of them 😌😂😂
Karima: she’s obsessed with collecting room decor and she has a crochet corner, half of her decor is crocheted too honestly 😂 I think she also has a thing for animal print stuff esp curtains and pillow cases, she’d keep small ceramics stuff she made with daemon everywhere
Shaheen: idk why it was funny to imagine his college dorm lol he uses space very efficiently also his desk is very important 🧠
Gideon: his room is so big and so empty but he’s barely home so who cares, the only notable thing about it besides the diabolical toys collection on display is the display cabinet he keeps all his medals, plane models, pictures, uniforms etc in
Yazan: yazan’s room as you know is a Dumpster 😂 it’s impossible to find anything in there and it’s never tidy, also so many posters and records + ofc drum corner
Valen: very pretty but his room is an entire house in itself you need directions to where everything is 💀 Texas king bed with a canopy, mirror above bed/on ceiling, maximalist unique decor and very beautifully coordinated color wise. Also huge portraits of himself obviously lol
It's so stupid I just feel not ever happy or fine making OM edits now...I'm trying to find some joy in it again. But a voice in the back of my head is like "What's the point? They suck. They won't last long, devs will strike them down again in due time. It's all a waste."
If those people who caused this all to burn down. Aimed for a creative person to lose hope, motivation and crap over wanting to create or share things. So they won't share anymore love, passion, etc over the series, because they feel only they deserve to share/talk about it, no one else. Because they see themselves as a 'true fan' by harassing and targeting people out of petty personal issues/feelings and shit.
Then congrats. You've done it.
Again...I need to create more edits for other stuff.
I got 14DWY, TKATB, Paralive, etc to show love and stuff to...I should do it more now.
one of the worst feelings ever is wanting to write but your hands hurt too much or the words just don’t want to work so you just sit there staring at a half finished doc with tears in your eyes bc you want to write and you need to write but everything is telling you that you can’t