#i can literallt imagine this scene

[bankofwildflowers]

Blue hates the song Dick and Jane by Sidney York especially when it's applied to her and gansey. So Ronan puts it on once, loudly, in the car with everyone, solely to piss her off. But the melody is so catchy he starts whistling it out of nowhere and then he ALSO gets pissed off with himself.

[backseatloversz]

i dont know all my lore so maybe theres something im missing but i do wonder sometimes how much of the patd guys in the early days coming across as mean was just on account of the fact they were, like, 19. do you guys remember how much it sucked being 19 becuase im currently experiencing being 19 and it sucks. i dont want to be perceived by my college classmates if i was famous overnight i would probably not know how to act and end up being a bit mean too

[spitinsideme]

Can we know what southern lesbian anon says from now on when they send you stuff (I’m super invested now haha) and two can we draw pictures and make art of this saga I’m literally now imagining this is like a phantom of the opera meets that one scene Carmen sandiego where they sit on the train and talking without knowing who each other are

i will ABSOLUTELY keep you all updatrd ill screenshot all her asks and post them and PLESEPLEASEPLEASE make art of hrr i NERD fanrart of her honestly make shipart im beggong for fanart of me and her together im on my lnees and honestly phanton of the oprera that scene ??? literallt us ANDAND I GOT ANOTHER ASK DOING A WHOLE STORY ERITONG OIT DESFRIPTION IM AHOIT TO POST TJAT SO HONESTLY TAKE INSPIRATION FOR THEM ART WISE I THINK ITS RRALLY COOL !!!

[evansbby]

i swear to god id lose my absolute mind if u gave us an insight to steves actual rationalization pf his behaviour in POYT. like im so thirsty for his cocky ass to try and explain away his feelings (???) /toxic possiveness over reader WHILE having a girlfriend and apparently chasing ass.

like i cant figure out whr he found the audacity.

i need to know where reader fits in his toxic little world. what does she MEAN?!? is he going to continue his little thing with peggy?? natasha???? and meanwhile come back to reader all like im sleeping here every night though arent I? i BIT you? i KNOTTED u! why u so jealous baby? possessive over yr big bad alpha?

UGHHH WTF

i need him to just have abreakdown one day over the fact that shes never tried to even bit him back. i literally want him to lose his mind over it. because thats the one thing he cant force her to do. she literally has to CHOOSE to bite him.

in my head, hes on his knees and just total pitiful confusion: "why wont you bite me?"

and reader just looks at him, sighing, wrapped up in his arms: "Maybe thats the one thing you cant force me to do, you can force me on my knees, spread my legs, make me kiss you like I love you. But you cant make me love you, stevie, not really."

and i imagine that it somehow rocks him to his core like a slap.

ok i went a bit ahesd of myself HAHAHAHA

AHHHH I’m so glad you have so many thoughts about this fic, like this kinda stuff makes me so happy!

Okay so, parts 1 and 2 were really just about them fucking… like especially with part 1 — I didn’t write it with a sequel in mind. BUT. Part 3 will hopefully answer a lot of these questions and kind of shed more light on Steve’s personality and motives! I don’t wanna give too much away else I’ll give everything away!

I will say that poyt Steve is very much based on fuckboys I’ve known in real life. Like how you said about the audacity thing… there’s been so many times IRL where I’ve sat with my friends and we’ve been stunned bc of the literal audacity of boys/men and what they do and how they treat girls in general. Steve is just a manifestation that kind of fuckboy hehe

Also, slight spoiler but in terms of marking — it’s Steve who doesn’t want reader to mark him. Not yet. 😳🌚

Ooooh there’s so much i wanna say!!! But I think literallt the very first scene in part 3 will kind of tell you more where both Steve and reader stand in terms of their feelings. Although I always intended to have Steve’s feelings be more of a mystery — it’s from reader’s POV. She doesn’t know Steve’s feelings just yet so we don’t either haha

[yagamisdiary]

here's some songs that remind me of y/n, eldia etc that i was listening to last night :)

some don't even make sense it's just the vibe of some of them if that makes sense? ABYWAYS HERE THEY ARE

as it was - harry styles

just the vibe and feel to the song reminds me sm of the start of jean and y/n's relationship atm ( for me THIS SOUNDS WEIRD but it's such a summery song that always makes me smile reminding me of jean atm how he's smiling each time he sees y/n and how it's all like a little crush atm it's too cute AND THE PARTS "in this world it's just us" and you know it’s not the same as it was" AHHHH

venom - little simz

y/n and her powers 🙏

Power - isak danielson

it's so sad but so lovely? it's definitely my favourite out of all these its THEM. the words are jean talking about y/n's power over him aughhhhg

smother - daughter

this song makes me a crying mess and i'm starting to cry HELP???? it reminds me of how y/n looks at herself: how she talks about how she's a suffocator and the line "i want him but we're not right

Strange - celeste

NOW I KNOW YOU GET THIS ONE A LOT MORE THAN LIKELY and i know it might not make sense with the friends lovers then strangers but to me it reminds me of y/ n's POV after accepting jeans not gonna write back to her after all them letters and finally letting go : (the strangers to friends then the lovers i know might not make sense, but she had a crush on him and she was 12 she had a little imagination and probably saw him as her little lover then the strangers part her accepting he's not gonna write back : (

astronomy- conan gray

HELLO?? ASTRONOMY?? YINS LIKE FAV THING?? AND THE WORDS ABOUT YOUNG LOVE AND RUNNING AWAY HELLL0000??

now i had cigarettes after sex, adele and billie eilish brain rot last night so i have a lot 😵‍💫

lovely- billie eilish

i know you know it but this song man..

i love you - billie eilish

JEAN AND Y/N JEAN SBDBYAND HEAND WJDBSBDJSJNCK THUS SING. THIS SONG. THIS FUCKING SKGNGN DBEUEN

your power - billie

TRY NOT TO ABUSEEEE YOUR POWER

goodbye - billie

y’all already know i was that bitch that said the thing about jean in the verge of dying and y/n tryna heal him but she’s too sad so her powers are doing worse and she’s trying to pull away to do less damage and he’s pulling her closer, BUT IN THE END HE SURVIVES!!! well y’all ya welcome cause THIS is the song for a scene like that “please don’t leave me” A TEAR HAS CAME TO MY EYE YALL A LITERAL TEAR. FROM THAT LINE ALONE. YALL IM A GIRL FOR ANGST AND IMAGINE THIS MAN SAYING THIS TO Y/N WELL TRYING TO CAUSE THE BITCH IS DYING AND HES GRIPPING HER WRIST WITH AS MUCH FORCE AS HE CAN TO KEEP HER THERE BUT ITS LIKE NOTHING CAUSE HES SO WEAK IN THAT MOMEBT AND HER POWERS ARE DOING WORSE BUT REMEMBER THE KEY WORDS HE SURVIVES ANYWAYS BEST SONG AMARA USE IT BEFORE I STICK ROACHES IN YA PUSSY GIRL

anyways

everything i wanted - billie

i have no strength to explain why after typing all that took my mf breath away

falling in love - cig after sex

literallt jean. the way jt says falling in love with all my heart yall ☝🏾

opera house - cig after sex

jean about y/n once again :(

sweet - cig after sex

ITS SO SWEET KNOWING THAT YOU LOVE ME THOUGH WE DONT NEED TI SAY UT TO EACH OTHER

YOU KNOW THAT IM OBSESSED WITH YOUR BODY BUT ITS THE WAY YOU SMILE THAT DOES IT FOR ME

first line is literallt jean and y/n knowing they like each other but don’t need to say antrhing to know it but want to do bad

second is literally jean thinking about y/n

omg sweet & power would fit so well

[giranswife]

I literally atarted writing a really fluffy fic piece w giran and started blushing like a lot. I hadn’t even gotten to the scene yet I was just imagining how it’d go in my head and all the soft kisses and I legit. Screamed!!! Fucking blushes so fucking bright I literallt tjought my face would melt off alsksksmslsksks I dunno if I can do it guys

[jinnielovebot]

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who is my bias?

ajdkdk i did this before for hyunjin alrdy so imma do it for mr lee know this time owo

what’s your favorite thing about them?

when hes not fckin loud

jk i love how hes like,,,so determined n driven like having to learn how to rap during the survival show n being sososo strong even after he got eliminated :((( and also his stage presence GODOAHDSKJAHDKJ he just oozes charisma n its just NOT OKAY SOMETIMES ;____; and i love how hes just like,,,,,,so blunt abt everything n is cheeky AF at times ahskjda im getting war flashbacks to the pic of him n his hand FIRMLY PLANTED ON CHANGBINS LEG n i love how hes just so playful n cute n hes like 2000% the type of person id prob get along w rlly well ahskdja he rlly reminds me of my sis n my best friend meaning he stresses me out n makes me wanna clock him every breathing second 

who would initiate skinship more?

AJDKDK HIM o my god he literallt gives zero shits when it comes to skinship n i can alrdy imagine him just randomly likw,,,giving tackle hugs when im just tryna mind My Own business n hes probably even more likely to initiate skinship in public bc hes rlly just a little ho whomst i love :///

who would hog the blankets more?

honestly ME AKDKDKDK i get cold so easily n if im not burritoed thr fuc up in 5 blankets then imma b PRESSED n also COLD so idc if he gets cold at night i need my blankets ://

who would be more clingy?

me bc i need attention n validation 25/8 meanwhile he’ll send me snaps w captions saying like “having fun w/o u 😜” n then i deck him

who would say ‘i love you’ first?

i FEEL LIKE I WLD EVEN THO I GET LIKE HELLA  STRESSED TRYNA SAY I LOV U IN PERSON but hes the type to b like “not until u say it first” and i just AJDKDKDK HAVE TO GIVE IN BC I NEED VALIDATION IN MY LIFE

what cuddling position would you two have?

he is on one end of the bed and i am AS FAR AS POSSIBLE ON THE OPPOSITE END in order to suppress my urge to kick him off the bed,,,romantic i kno right 😔✊💓

which colors remind you of them and why?

he reminds of like,,green and fiery red,,,,,,,,so like christmas colors 🤪

which season would you like to spend with them?

fall/winter!! ajdkdk im love going out on walks at night w him or going to restaurants at like 2am sjkdk and also fall/winter is Prime canoodling season SO

who would bake the cookies and who would steal the batter?

u think our dead asses have time to bake NO we’re eating out

which one of you would make bad puns and how would the other react?

BOTH OF US WOULD MAKE BAD JOKES AJDKDK but his would b so bad i wld rlly haveto get my tinder profile prwpared for the day he CROSSES the line w the bad puns :///

who would want to adopt 50 dogs and cats?

DILEMMA bc he wants cats n i want dogs 

which one of you would nearly burn down the kitchen trying to microwave a pop tart and who would come to the rescue?

i wld set the kitchen on fire n then he wld call out my -5 iq :’(

who likes to lean over trail railings and who pulls them back?

ajdkd him but HE WLD ONLY DO IT TO TEASE ME KSKD bc im like terrified of heights and railings so he wld do it for fun to try n scare me n make me pull him back but one day,,ONE DAY ill tell him do it fucker i DARE u

what would watching a horror film with them be like?

me tryna close my eyes SHUT n covering them w my hands n then him tryna pry my hands away from my eyes nd pranking me at night n jumping out of closets to scare me :/

who would be the cheesy flirt and who would be the smooth flirt?

im the cheesy flirt bc idk how to flirt nd hes the smooth flirt bc every time he breathes its like hes TRYNA get in some1s pants

who is more competitive?

he wld be SO FKCING ANNOYING ABOUT EVERYTHING LIKE “bet u cant finish your food faster than me lets race” or “imma destroy u in mario kart loser has to sleep outside” or “BEST OUT OF THREE COWARD” and ill tell him to stfu but ofc he never does 😪😪😪

who would be given constant reminders? (don’t forget your keys, remember to eat, etc.)

both of us??? TBH IM TERRIBLE AT REMEMBERING TO EAT AND WORK AND AJDKKDK so that is y im so dependent on other ppl tbh LMFAOO n i wld needa remind him too bc he hella reckless n ends up not takint care of himself 

who sends memes and who sends cute ‘i miss you’ texts at three am?

ALSO BOTH AJSJS bc sometimes im in a soft mood n i just wanna tell him i romantically appreciate his existence n then other nights i just wanna overload his phone w reaction gifs n kermit memes :/// n sometimes he tries to b srs n admit is lov but 90% of tje time he can only communicate thru shitty memes ://

[yagamisdiary]

ALRIGHT here’s just a paragraph of me putting my thoughts on this chap and stuff for next chap since i’ve no where else to put it 💀💀

This was the absolute most CUTEST chapter yet it was just so nostalgic and beautiful, the scene of her imagining jean and her brothers back to them as young boys made me smile and i couldn’t stop it was honestly so beautifully written and i LOVED it

and then Prince Phoenix AHHHH this man bruh so hot so respectful and literal green flag as a man and when he was with the bunny oh my god i loved it idk why but it was like a scene of proving he has good intentions the way he reacted to it and held it ygm? and when they were walking in the rose garden and fucking jean and ambrose coke out of the bush…💀💀 i cant fucking wait to see how jean felt in that scene if you end up putting it in next chap since you said bits of it will be from that week in his pov but i honestly do really like phoenix so far BUT this guy is blind asf i’m sorry… idc what anyone has to say no way this guy couldn’t see she was uncomfortable and sad after the engagement now this isn’t me saying he shouldn’t of proposed IM SAYING he’s blind that he didn’t hug her like i know it’s hard this guy was so happy and blind anyone could of seen through that fake ass smile girl was about to break 😭😭 but i think how he went with the proposal was cute and especially his little speech he understood

and when my girl broke 😭😭 i was so sad man and the way she felt so embarrassed when jean saw her made me break for her even more, felt for that girl fr

WHEN JEAN WAS BANGING ON THE DOOR ANF WHINED AUGHHHH JUST WAITING FOR Y/N TO TOP HIM SO THAT CAN HAPPEN AGAIN.

I’m sorry but i understand it’s hard for mikasa but i hated how she was treating her as a stranger to try distance herself even tho this was a time she needed her best friend the most like oh my god mikasa get your ass back in the game before i get parasite y/n in here to steal your man..

and i’m sorry but why haven’t i seen anyone except for like one talking about the KEY scene of this entire chapter which is probably gonna set up for a new BIG BIG part of the plot??? Levi and Y/n’s fight i called it istg it’s like when she had bad intentions so will her powers? so that’s why i’m scared for her when or if she loses control cause her stubbornness and emotions have been so high these past like two chapters and it’s only gonna get worse 😭 but oh my god that fight scene was so good and i was honestly afraid for levi when he started coughing man i fucking loved how she took her anger out tho it was so cool

OH I NEWTLY FORGOT TJE BEST PART WHAT. My favourite part was the parts of her and jean in his room and how they slept together it was all so cute. how she was naming constellations and he seemed genuinely interested and talking about the future n shit and how he went asleep and she went asleep on him AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. AHHHHXHXHXJXJJSJSJS MY HEART AND STOMACH AT THAT SCENE BRUH I SWEAR TO ABSOLJTE FUCKING GOD. And how she’d always go back that week. i don’t care what anyone says.. i know it was so small but the best part of the entire chapter for me was hearing how he’d day at night how she can’t come back but every day he’d ask if she was going to be coming over tonight my heart sunk into my stomach in a good way literallt resting on butterflies it was the best fucking part for me

AND JEAN AT THE END???? man what’s up with this guy and pulling her waist? not complaining tho, this guy definitely loves her waist or some shit tho 😭 it was so cute how he was just behind her speaking and getting closer and then brought her in for a hug from behind like oh my god i fucking loved it now i cant wait for him and phoenix to be in a room alone 🥺🤞

NOW FOR NEXT CHAP

bruhhhh smut smut smut m m mmmmmm i cant wait like i just know he’s gonna be slow n shit and the fact he HAS to be slow since she’s a virgin and let’s be honest this guy probably hasn’t had sex in a long while since he’s been so busy and doesn’t seem to be going out as much so HES gonna be holding on for dear life literally edging himself the entire time and i just KNOW this guy gives the best after care let’s be honest like look at how he hugged her when she heard her parents, untied her corset cause he knew it was bothering her and the way he done it AUGHHHSHDHDJD and how he was hugging her from behind at the end and how he was banging on the door and didn’t care if he got caught and hoe he didn’t want to fight with her and just wanted to be with her and just stay with her like oh my god this guy…

ALSO AMARA FUCK YOU WE’VE BEEN STARVED OF CRUSHING MARCO FOR WEEKS NOW.

Speaking of starving we’ve been starved of Amara’s immaculate smut for a total of FIVE fucking months now… FIVE. AND NOW WE’RE FINALLY GETTING IT????

and prince phoenix.. i know i praised him when i was talking about him but i didn’t wanna include this there since thag was kind of a look back of last chap but i don’t trust him.. i also know amara’s ways from parasite so i don’t trust him if im bring honest.. he’s too good to be true i feel like he knows a thing or two about y/n and her powers or at least his parents do but i think he’s way too good to be true and i don’t think it’s a coincidence he picked y/n and he’s also the like less sus person which i think is sus 💀💀 but idk i could just be looking into it too much but i don’t think so 😇😋🤲

anyways sorry if this was really long 💀 just needed somewhere to put my input on this chap 😍🤲 definitely my favourite so far couldnt stop smiling the whole way through it 😭 love you amara mwah 💗💗💗

OMG I LOVE THIS SO MUCH I LOOOOOVE WHEN GIVE ME LONG DETAILED DETAILS/FEEDBACK ITS MY FAVORITE

i’m gonna respond back to each paragraph so hold on:

the part where yn envisions her brothers as siblings was definitely the hardest part to write for me and even though it’s in the beginning of the chapter, it was the very last scene i wrote because i was struggling so much with it like i wanted it to be perfect

prince phoenix definitely did notice she was sad, in the part where she says he was talking to her as she walking him to the gates but she was zoned out and wasn’t listening, he asks her what’s wrong and tells hers stuff and that’s why he hugs her because he feels bad (it’ll get more into it in this next chapter)

the part where she runs to her room crying was one of my favorite scenes to write, i know this sounds HORRIBLE and u guys are gonna be like “yeah bitch we can tell” but i LOVEEEE writing gut-wrenching, heartbreaking scenes like it’s my fav kind of scene to write and the fact that i got that emotion out of ppl makes me happy in the sense that i got my point across like the point was for the reasons to feel her pain and that’s what happened so YAY ME (sorry y’all)

jean hanging on the door LMFAO i just had to include the veronica scene because first of all HOT, second because i feel like jean is always so nonchalant and pretends he isn’t bothered and that scene is one of the first scenes we really see him worried about her and putting his pride aside fully by begging and pleading her to talk to him which is massive for his character development

with mikasa, i understand both sides like i get why mikasa wants to distance herself because she feels like it’ll hurt less to say goodbye but also like she needs to be there for yn when she really needs her, also mikasa is getting more attached to eren since she knows eren is gonna be here forever and yn won’t, it’s kinda like she accepting she has to move on but you’re right she shouldn’t be cold toward her atleast LMFAO NOT U SAYING PARASITE YN IS GONNA STEAL HER MAN

yesss the levi scene is definitely detrimental to the storyline in so many ways, the readers can kinda see the connection that her powers are controlled by her intentions si since she’s always so kind and caring, her attentions are always good but right now, she’s starting to go through some tough shit and her emotions are everywhere to the point where she can no longer control/hide how she feels which correlates with her powers as well

and YES we do see those couple days from jeans pov in the next chapter so he’s pov on when they’re outside running around, when she’s asleep on him, when she goes over every night, when he finds out yn got proposed to etc he also goes and reads the letters she sent years ago so i’m excited for u guys to read that as well

jean touching her waist has a lot more significance than people realize, he’s known her his entire life and only has touched her hands/arms/shoulders because they never were close like that. now that he’s getting closer to her, he’s able to touch her in more personal spots aka her waist, that’s also why he has a habit of always lifting her chin up too because he couldn’t touch her face like that before either

the SMUTTTT it’s gonna be real good like i’m so hyped for it and i know all these bitches are too LOL it’s been MONTHS since i’ve written smut so i’m really excited to get back into it and i think this one is a tad bit more exciting for me because like you said yn is a virgin so he is gonna have this overwhelming feeling that he has to be gentle while having to hide the fact he wants to fuck her brains out LMFAO

and crushing marco comes out this next chapter don’t worry!! especially since it’s marcos pov and the two are friends, you’re gonna see a lot more of the men interactions (jean even speaks to phoenix too but shhhhh)

“amara’s way from parasite” HELPPPP i really traumatized you guys with that book i swear 💀💀 every comment is like “FORESHADOWING???” or “AMARA WHAT IS THIS”