#i cant fucking wait for winter. im so tired of it being hot and humid and bugs being everywhere
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y'know i used to joke about having bad luck but it's not funny when it gets more and more common
#re: jesus all i fucking do is complain#i swear every time i try to pick up a new skill its like everything goes wrong#i live in the middle of nowhere outside of a in a small town ALSO in the middle of nowhere#and you're telling me we have a light pollution problem? of all the small towns in my state its MY small town that has the problem?#i wish i wasn't so stupid lmao everytime i get excited abt something i get disappointed#i am so ! useless !#i put all of my worth and self esteem in the things im capable of doing but time and time again i prove to myself i cant do anything !!!!!!!#ive said this before but i would like it if the things i try really hard on work out for me#most of the time its not even something that needs skill. it just fucking happens when you do it#but not me babey !#i cant fucking wait for winter. im so tired of it being hot and humid and bugs being everywhere#i want to lie on my back in the snow in the pitch black again like i did in the 2017 winter w the eclipse#that was like one of the best days of my life#god i hate living in the woods i miss being able to see for miles and knowing where the horizon line is#i never thought i would be homesick for a place i was always uncomfortable in#but i cant stress enough how much i miss living on a hill in the middle of a field#ive been so tired for so many weeks now and there's only so much i can take#this post really encapsulates the 're' tag im using#local white girl cries a lot bc she can't see a meteor shower or whatever#im a fucking joke
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