#i cant tell if im crying over destiel or the state of my life right now but

[f-rgetregret]

just saw 15x18 for the first time, and i am a mess!!! dean had no time to say anything. cas was so right to confess his feelings. sam sees everyone he cares about disappear in front of his eyes. jack went from having three dads to ???is anyone left alive besides us??? and how is dean supposed to answer his phone right now. what can he say. what does it matter if sam knows he's alive or not? he might as well be dead with cas gone. i am so sorry, baby girl. i know you had it worked out differently in your head. billie was gonna kill the both of you. but cas always has something up his sleeve to change the plan. don't do this cas. i love you, dean.