just saw 15x18 for the first time, and i am a mess!!! dean had no time to say anything. cas was so right to confess his feelings. sam sees everyone he cares about disappear in front of his eyes. jack went from having three dads to ???is anyone left alive besides us??? and how is dean supposed to answer his phone right now. what can he say. what does it matter if sam knows he's alive or not? he might as well be dead with cas gone. i am so sorry, baby girl. i know you had it worked out differently in your head. billie was gonna kill the both of you. but cas always has something up his sleeve to change the plan. don't do this cas. i love you, dean.
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god i want so badly to tell someone about what i'm planning the very last scene of my rewrite to be but SPOILERS. AUGH </3
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i stopped taking my antidepressants and its clear to me that i still need them because anytime something bad happens my immediate thought is "i wouldnt get hurt if i wasnt alive" it just sucks i guess that i think im in a better place and im right back to square one over the smallest things and it shouldnt be that way
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okay so i'm having a wacky mental time and ik i've said this before but seeing queer blogs of people who aren't aspec actively standing up for and defending aspec people and calling out aphobes when they don't have to makes me ?? so emotional?
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