#i dont blame them but FUCKK

[chick-magnet-marco]

Dude apparently there was a scene in the draft script for scott pilgrims little life where theres an evil exe meeting after scott defeats matthew ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUSSSS?? WE COULDVE SEEN THEM BE A LEAGUE????? AND HAVE MEETINGS WTFFF

HOUSE OF JEALOUS LOVERS ARE YOU KIDDINGGG MEEE???? SERIOUSLY??? WE COULDVE HAD THEM HAVE A MEETING IN THE MOVIE BUT WE DIDNT???? FUCKK

[obxsprincess]

please please pleasee make a luke × pillow princess smut

―💭✧˖° ♛ °˖🎀✧―

your lukes pillow princess, through and through. pillows n bedsheets always stained from your teary gloppy mascara ! and you even convinced him to buy silk pillows cus their better for your hair when hes balls deep inside of you </3 especially cus of your squirming and squealing, it messed up your hair so bad :( he bought them instantly, nothing came between luke and his girls puffy tight cunt. but what about being his sweet blanket princess?

“couldn’t just let me take you on a nice date- could ya’ mama?” he panted above you, his dark curls blocking the bright sun and falling on your whimpering tear stained face. “o-oh! fe-lt too empty” you whine all innocently. “course’ ya did, ma” pants pulled half way down his legs and your frilly panties thrown god-knows where, moans filling the luscious forest and your dizzy stained head. but he was just as much to blame !

it really did just start out as an innocent date tho. luke leading you through the oak trees and bushes cus you kept tripping over your own feet :( he was so mean when you jumped at any little branch breaking, and rolling his eyes he finally just picked you up with an annoyed sweep under your legs. he brought you to a stunning lakeside picnic where he finally set you down, all nonchalant as if he wasn’t the best boyfriend ever. as if he knew affection made you real horny which your clenching thighs and giggles gave away quickly… so technically he gave in

“k-kiss me” you whimper, suddenly feeling deprived as he ruts into your slick hole, wrapping your dainty arms around his neck you try to lift up, he groans cus your cunnie flutters but pushes you right back down, holding you there “fuckk nah see- pillow princesses dont getta’ make demands- you wanted dick baby, you got it,” he growls n your puckered lips pout, glassy eyes all puppy eyed, the pleasure becoming too much, but you try n hold in a sniffle, tears brimming your lash lines :( you just wanted a kiss ! “I-I won’t cum until you do” you whisper, hiding behind your hands n his neck with a sniffle. trying to avoid his amusement, all mean cus he likes seeing you like this, so so whiny and needy… with a raspy laugh he grabs your hands and pins the above you head… other hand gripping your wobbly jaw !

“ya’really crying all because m’too busy ruining’- fucking, this pretty pussy n not that makeup you got on, sweet girl?” his hand came down to gently grip your hip, making slow but deep love up into you, your soft sobs subsiding slightly “just- auh! wanted a kiss… wanted to feel loved luke!” those doe eyes and drooling lips could make luke do anything you ever wished, he was the most responsible camp counselor but one bat of your lashes had him doing some stupid shit (as in head over heels pussy whipped ahbcnsjhs)

he groans defeated, with a sigh he pulls your lips into his. all sloppy, wet and soft and it makes him move suddenly harder n harder back into you. you writhe n squeal into his mouth from the bliss ! “god- you can be real needy sometimes, your fuckin’ majesty. course’ I love you, just gotta dick you down fast and rough sometimes that’s all mama” (he fucking loves it just needs to do a little brat taming) but your cut off by lukes tongue probing into your drooling plump lips… his desperate little pillow majesty.

[lucy4-ever]

bill kaulitz x male reader

!NSFW!

Emo Boy

i met bill when i was 16, at this time we were only fucking. his twin brother was as handsome as him, which by the way, made me question things about myself. bill used to be an one night stand fucker, but he met me. im a 16yo boy who's in a romantic relationship with bill kaulitz, a famous german singer in the Tokio Hotel band. as you probably know, bill always says in interviews how much he's a love at first sight believer.

bullshit. 

im not shaming him though, he's just a liar, a hot liar. when bill was about 17, he started acting like tom, fucking with anyone who was near, and minor. he was acting like this because of alchool, then because he wanted to. i mean, i cant blame him, alchool does make me horny, which is how we met, well, not exactly.

i was in a bar, in paris, minding my own business, when a really hot and drunk emo boy came to me asking if i was gay. i wasnt in the mood to fuck, to be honest, he just looked irrestible. i said yeah and we went to a hotel room. when we arrived i started getting excited since he was flirting with me as we walked to the hotel. bill was really drunk, i asked him why would he drink so much, between his sentences talking about my dick.

"i dont know, i guess i just love avoiding problems by drinking them away, whatever, i really wanna suck your cock right now", ive gotta say i kinda felt bad because i was feeling like taking advantage of him. so we didnt do anything. when we arrived he jumped on the bed, arching his back, okay now he was testing my patience and hornyness for sure. i told him i didnt have any condoms or lube. he just kissed me, heavy, wet and long, asking for more kissed me. i really didnt wanna fuck him, knowing im a sober teenager and he was a drunk, famous teenager. even though, i could have fucked him. but i respected him too much to do this when he was dead drunk. i decided to take it easy, because he was starting to complain.

"how are we gonna do it, fuck"

he had this adorable german accent too.

"look i feel like youre not in your complete mind to do this, we dont even know eachother"

"how come boys teenagers dont have hormones?" he said smirking. he was really hot.

"listen i can suck you off if you want, but nothing more, it'll feel too wrong"

"alright, then make me cum" his eyes were so pretty, his nose, his smile too. jesus christ, that boy really excited me.

i obviously, started sucking him, and just when i touched the top of it with my tongue, he started moaning like crazy, in english, in german. tired moans though. he was actually driving me crazy. "oh fuuuck, please, please, aah, fuckk, fuckkk *german sounds*

he ended up sucking me too. then he fell asleep on my chest. i gotta say, that was one of my best fuck, even though we just sucked off eachother. bill was just so, so hot.

finally, the next morning, i was kinda suprised he was still here, sleeping in my arms. he was so pretty too. sun came across his face, lighting his smoked eyeliner. i checked the time, it was 4pm. damn.

when he woke up, he started blurring out apologies. i gotta say i didnt quite understood why.

"im so sorry, i really shouldnt have forced you"

"i gotta say you were completly gone, haha" i answered, chuckling.

"well, im kinda awkward to ask this, but, would it be possible to get your number?", he was blushing sooo hard. or maybe i was the one blushing very hard. not only my face was bright red, hardly flushing. my dick was too.

so yeah, we fucked, for good this time.

we ended up giving eachother numbers and bill kept talking about how good i was in bed and how handsome i was. i kept saying "you too" though.

we were hooking up almost every two days. he felt really good to be honest (still is).

we determined our relationship as casual hookups.

yet he always came to my house, and after fucking we were having so much fun, watching movies and stuff. so we decided to get together, as a couple. the way we did was pretty cute.

we were at my house, bill called me to ask my opinion about an outfit he wanted to wear, i told him he looked better naked. so we started to flirt in a very sexual way. "oh yeah, you think so?" he answered, "im actually kinda insecure about my naked body, cause like im so skinny".

"twinks are the hottest" i said. he laughs. i actually kept what he said in mind, i didnt know he was insecure, i mean when we fucked he was pretty confident actually. i also felt good that he trusted me enough to tell me about his insecurities. we continued flirting until he said somthing like "gött, pretty sure im hard, thanks to you", he chuckled, with his adorable laugh making me feel butterflies in my stomach.

"anyways, im coming over" he said.

"im impatienly waiting for you love" i answered.

he made a gasp sound, "did you just call me love"

"what, you don't like it? sorry, i didnt mean to grt you inconforatable"

"no, no it's alright, pretty sure i liked it."

then bill came to my house, the second he ranged the bell, i litteraly jumped onto him, kissing him with the least respect for myself. he kissed me back with his heavy tongue, exploring my mouth.

i held him by the waist (he, on purpose, arched it so i was getting a great look on his ass, such a whore) while he gripped to my neck, thrusting his nails into my skin, while dominating the kiss, and moaning some german words.

we finally moved to my bedroom, i took his hand and pushed him onto the bed, telling him he shouldnt act like a masochist slut with me. he answered "i know you secretly liked it, dont you, honey?"

dang it, that german accent was doing things to me.

i was about to undress when he pulled my arm and forced me to sit on the bed. emo boy stood up and looked at me with those desiring eyes. i knew what he wanted, and i was gonna give it to him.

he got on his knees, and kissed my used lips. he started lowing his kisses, from my chin, to my neck, while he held it with his hands, then my torso, touching my back sensually, then he just touched my up body, lifting up my shirt. i finally started whining and moaning. bill took off my shirt and started unbottoning my jeans. he was holding it, even with my underwear on. he grabbed it, and just touched the top of it throught thd fabric. he started moving his fingers up and down. emo boy took off his pants too, even thought i wanted to be the one doing this job. he did it just so i could his back arch whild sucking me off. he just kept moving with it in his mouth. i felt myself exciting real much. i kept giving looks to his ass, how was he arching his back that much. he started moaning too, german moans only.

what was really hot too was his full mouth moans, it was reallllly attractive.

i wanted to realise it, the hot white liquid fulling my cock. but bill decided otherwise, so he told me right in the eyes that if i came i wont fuck him up. so i didn't. now i was really horny and vulnerable right now, the only thing i wanted was to feel my dick in him.

author's note : i decided to do a bill x m reader cause i've only seen like 2 posts about a gay relationship with bill. like? he's so fruity 😮‍💨

i'm sorry i'm cliffhangering you guys 😞

i just didn't have the energy to keep writing. so don't worry i'll make a part2 😙

love yaaaa!! 💕💕

[synchlora]

im crying over cbeeduo again but whats new

[mapleshmaple]

,.

[lonelymothman]

I’m fucked like I’m literally FUCKED and I didn’t even do anything this time. Crime by association jfc

[sukirichi]

Suki , i just read Reckless and when i go back to read a/n and you said the song Let Me by Zayn reminds you of playboy CEO Gojo, I NEARLY TEARED UP.

Then, i went to Spotify to listen and read the lyrics, FUCKK 😭😭😭 IM SOBBING, IM TYPING THIS WHILE STILL CRYING CAUSE ITS TOO DAMN FUCKING ACCURATE. oh god, chapter 3 made my heart ache soo bad... i mean, the way Gojo has to pretend that he's okay, makes me wanna hug him so bad. Well, i cant blame y/n but maybe her words are too harsh and now my baby boy Gojo is hurting in silent.

At this point, i dont mind what kind of ending you choose for this series but if miscarriage happens, im gonna yeet myself out of my bedroom window. 🏃🏻‍♀️😭 However, whatever ending you'll end up choosing, we'll accept it cause you dont need any pressure, you work hard enough for all the amazing fics you wrote for us readers to enjoy. ♥️

Anyways, you did an amazing job writing Reckless, love. Couldnt expect less from Naoya's trophy wife 😉 hope youre having a wonderful day, suki :)

<3, sh

DOES LET ME BY ZAYN NOT PERFECTLY DESCRIBE HIM? PLEASE I’M LOWKEY SIMPING FOR RECKLESS GOJO BECAUSE I KNOWWWW HE’S GOT MORE TO SHOW US ITS ALL JUST COMPLICATED RN BUT FCK IF THE PIECES FALL TOGETHER IM GONNA SCREAM!!! NO BABE PLEASE DONT CRY 🥺 Yeah both of them are hurting here and both have reasons for why they do what they do and that’s what pains me so bad because its just...ITS NOT RIGHT! Yeah I do admit Y/N can be very harsh, I wrote her that way but yknow, room for character development! And aww thank you so much 😭 I am grateful for all the support and I am thoroughly enjoying all these discussions with you all! and awwww babe thank you sm, I write a lot when Naoya-sama isn’t home 😌💓💓💓

[mediocreyandere]

haha im still alive i dont liek it and honestly everything blurs the line of okay and not okay idc anymore u win shrink i dont matter i know u win im sorry i wasted ur time ik im just pathetic normal person im sorry 4 telling u anything  fuck this every fuckign NT wants us autistics fucking dead and my clinician is trying to hint i should just fuck off because im just a fuckass (i dont blame her, she really does have more worthy clients no srsly i dont do sarcasm) sounds fucking pathetic but at this point id actually like my fren’s fren to fuck off so we can just go to heaven fuck thsi ive tried like twice already but im too dumbass and all i fuckign do is be a useless piece of shit who sleeps every single hour and cant even fuckig type properly or walk  was going to say brainfog but shrink said no im just too much of a butt to answer questions, and fine idc anymore i seriosult do not care if im bad or good i just want to fuckig do what i want i fucking tried getting help i really fuckking trid but i just fuck it up and realise i dont need help im just a dumbass just FUCKK fuck prozac i take like 40 mg, nothig  happens in fact i have a fuking worse day whee i didnt eat or piss even only to be fuckign spasming out three days later what a fuckign scam, no im just lying tho coos shrinsks said im not right im lying  yeh im goign to fuckign die and thye wouldbt suspect it BECAUSE WHAT IF IT WAS ALL A PLAN TO DECIEVE ThEM SO I COULD DIE WITHOUT THEM STOPIING ME?>?? HUH?? yeah i dont fucking knowww 

[survivormuxloe]

Episode 16: “I’m a petty bitch betta know that” - Scott

FUCK YOU RHYS HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA I SURVIVED GOAT ASS BITCH IM COMIN FOR THAT FIC WIN SO I CAN TAKE UR GOATY ASS TO THE END AND WIN I FUCKING DESERVE IT THAT WAS THE MOST STRESSFUL THING OF MY FUCKING LIFE HOLY SHITTTTTTTTTTTTT AS ANNA WOULD SAY IM HARDDDDD

Oh boy mo lost firemaking. Oh well. I tried. Not sure there is much hope in me winning, but guess I have to try. Ima be preparing a bomb ass speach, and a decent rites of passage. Not looking hopefully but like fingers crossed.

Also I think I’d make end either way now. Scott wants me in the end probably. Ryan wants me in the end probably. So if so. I get 2nd at the least. But I’m probably winning immunity anyway so ;).

ok its the day after.. n i finished my rop.. hopefully the jury likes it. LOL LIKE I WASNT GUNNA JUST KISS THEIR ARSES FUCK THAT im gunna be honest ab my feelings...

also like. kinda feel bad ab my confessionals last nite ab rhys.. i was a bit. excited. but. its tea. LAMFJBFHBFG

Final immunity is a little stressful. Like it’s the last one to win, if I win this that’s 5 individual wins. Just something more to put on my speech cause I’m gonna need it.

I’m feeling confident I can manage to pull out this win so like yeah I’m gonna have to work and try to win each part of this.

im actually gunna lose this fic which is super annoying bc it means i get 3rd LOL! aLMNFBFG

like memory lane i can win if im not dumb which i am so. winterbells i'll 100% lose like i lost to anna lol. endurance i'll 100% lose bc i'm such a forgetful slut i only lasted 40 mins in canadienne.... slide puzzles are legit my worst nightmare and then the mystery task i looked up from last ssn and it took them 11 mins so if i take more than that i lose... yay!

wow i can't wait to get 3rd place;;;; i feel like scott has gotten into rhys' ear and now i'm not the prime choice to be brought to final 2 grrr. at least thats what it seems like idk. ugh rhys doesnt deserve to make final 2 and it will make for a boring ftc zzzzzz who knows maybe scott or i can pull out an upset. i lowkey think scott would vote me out tho which is ugly and i would 100% be bitter at him idgaf KLFADHSKF

earlier i wasn't really sure what rhys and scott were thinking in regard to who they'll bring to f2, but since then i've talked w both more and i feel like 80% confident both will take me to final 2 so that's cute 8~] i don't think i'm doing well in the final immunity so far so i'm honestly banking on that lol.... as much as I think I'd have better chances against Rhys as the end, I am rooting for Scott to win it and bring me bc that is the ending this season deserves imho. i don't think there'd be a clear cut winner going into it and the ftc would be contentious as fuck... i hope at least lol. Scott def played a really dominant strategic game but def has some iffy relationships with jurors. I played a really purposefully utr game for most of the time but i think it's respectable, although there are some point against me like sitting out of so many challenges, that tie vote with jones voting early being the reason i was saved... but i think i can make a good case despite those faults and i'm honestly excited to show a new me at the live tribal. like i've been nervous as hell every time we had to go to tribal bc calling makes me anxious af, and that was def a contributing factor to me sitting out of the spelling challenge and even the card stacking one. so I'm planning on forming my case around that anxiety, and hopefully the contrast between my ftc performance compared to every live one before that will bank me the jury's respect. kind of like Kristie from AU survivor where she stunned the jury bc all game she had appeared so timid and dumb at tribals. hoping i can channel that energy and pull out the win hehe

so we got 5 and a half ish hours until deadline. uhm. i'm honestly really happy with my scores? like. i feel as if i have a big chance of winning this and that would be SOOOOO fucking good like both of them can smd honestly if they think im giving this chance up and getting 3rd or getting 2nd to ryan... like i love him but hes beyond dumb if he thinks im taking him to the end i cant throw a victory like that lol.

i dont wanna get 2 confident tho bc knowing my ass i'll be crushed if i lose this fic lol like at least if i dont i know ryan wins so it isnt that bad but it should be me!!! im a selfish cunt i need this jsjsjs

i say this after doing endurance for 5 and a half hrs so my brain is a little floopy rn :) forgive me :) aLFMNHFG

uhm ya. rhys can suck my ass as well with his OH IDK WHO I'D PICK!!! like bitch if u pick ryan enjoy a rerun of canadienne only this time ur losing unanimously lol

Honestly im done with Scott. Like stop being rude okay. Like I GET IT. YOU DONT WANT TO BE 3rd!. I GET IT. Like quit it with the "I dont want to wait to be cut", cause honestly, I dont know who im taking, OR IF IVE EVEN WON YET. so like stop it. Like ive been told im gonna loose, stop attacking me, because i essentially chooses who wins.

I think my immunity went good. I did good in all the parts I think.

ok.... time to guilt scott into bringing me to the end lmfao

Dammit I was so close to winning, but in the end from what I’ve heard I’d be the best choice for Scott to take to the end. So fingers crossed. Scott will take me there cause I really want to make the end. Even if I loose. I’m proud of my game and I just want to get as far as I can.

BIG FUN! CUS TONIGHTS THE NIGHT. bitchhh i get to pick who i want in f2 with me!!!

THIS IS SO EXCITING BC I LEGIT HAVE NEVER WON A FIC OR A F3 CHALLENGE BEFORE AND I FUCKING DID THAT!!! I SWERVED THAT VICTORY AND ITS SO FUCKING SATISFYING HOLY FUCKK

NOW IM GUNNA MAKE RHYS SUFFER EVEN THO IK IM PROB PICKING HIM BC HE WAS AN ASSHOLE LAST WEEK :)) IM A PETTY BITCH BETTA KNOW THAT

LIKE RYAN UNDERSTANDS IF I VOTE HIM N HE 100% VOTES ME TO WIN AND I DONT PLAN ON FLOPPING FTC SO :) BYE! UR WINNER IS HERE!

i feel like scott is gonna vote me out and i’m a bit gagged sbdbjsjsjs i really didn’t expect him to slit my throat like dis but. ig he wants to win badly and rhys most likely secures him an easy win so i cant blame him. still sucks though :C i thot we were solid dndjjdjs and ugh i dont wanna join that angry ass jury

ok so i'm still not giving up on tryna convince scott lol. honestly like i've made it this far in the game, no way i'm gonna accept defeat so easily. i don't actually know if it's better for scott to sit next to rhys than me, it probably is but seriously my game isn't amazing and i very well could see scott beating me. i think he's really overestimating how much the jury "hates" him like idk they aren't that petty, if anyone is it might just be michael. but scott really has dominated this game and everyone is aware of it, he should beat either of us.

So, this could be my last confession.

Scott, I don’t know where he was thinking. I thought it was general concensous that I was the one to loose. Yet here I am Scott is still unsure about who to take and it’s an hour 40 untill tribal.

So like this could speak well about my game if Scott worries he can’t beat me. It could also just be him wanting to take his best friend to the end. So yeah. I’m like 50/50 when I thought I should’ve been 99/1 about staying.

I can’t believe I’m here. I have a half chance at winning. That’s if we’re even which were probably not.

This is probably an uphill battle for me, so I have to go hard or I’m going home empty handed. I haven’t lasted this long just to come second. I do think I’ve played a winning game. I think I can make a killer final tribal preformance just to solidify my case. Hopefully this will be the third winner of celestial.

So final tribal happened.

Funny how has mo won that tiebreaker I would’ve lost unanimously. So thanks scott for winning that, and the FIC.

I think this could go either way tbh. However if I win it’s because of Scott’s bad jury management which isn’t the way I wanted to win. I would’ve preferred people to see my game more and respect that but because my moves weren’t big or flashy I have been put down to doing nothing.

it's 2 and a half hours until we find out the winner. am i nervous? absolutely.

do i feel as though i deserve to win? absolutely.

it just keeps ringing in my mind what ryan said in his speech that the jury seemed to root for rhys and be bitter against me. i feel as though my speeches and answers were much better than his and i was able to explain my game so much more clearer so i'm hoping that they reconsider and see that i controlled the game.

if i lose i'll be gracious and nice to rhys because at the end of the day it was my own fault that my jury management was bad but it'll definitely sting because i don't really see that he did much tbh alkfjhfg. i love him but it's tea. especially when he's said that i probably deserve it more. ):

i'm really just hoping for the best at this point! anything can happen and hopefully it'll be in my favour hehe. it's been an incredibly fun season and i wouldn't change it for anything else.

this has been mr scooty toots with his finale confessional, and hopefully mr scooty toots will join the winner and the hall of fame. hehe. will lowkey be awkward if i lose tho!! LOL but oh well alkdjfg

Scott wins in a 8-1 vote!

[thtdrummerkid01]

As i lye here thinking about everything and what is making me doing crazy stupid things, and when people ask me “ whats going on?” Whats bothering you?“ All i could say is “life”, or I’m fine i blame life for everything cause i didn’t want people to know what was really going on but i think the real answer is you brother We were opposites at birth but we suffered depression but you were the one who hides the pain and at young age i saw you how you dealt with your demons you were shooting up smoking it up never had medication cause you were stubborn for them. As for me i looked up to you cause you were my big brother and i wanted to be like you so i did smoked some, snort some, and shoot up. One thing i liked about it i was never really addicted to it like you were. But yes you were there for me through my darkest times and you helped me without drugs just listen, cried with me, laugh with me. But as years went and you decided to get your life together by going into the marines i was soo proud of you but so scared for you cause you were dealing with demons but you never showed it that hows you got into the marines you were the strong one but you weren’t strong for yourself, back in June i was trying to contact you but you never respond and you always respond to me saying “sorry i was at work”, or in class” “ on duty ” and i never got a txt from you till September and what you said to what you did that fucking hurt me it broken me then anyone ever could. What you did you never thought about all though was about escaping life by attempting on killing on yourself you scared me and that trust its broken i can never trust you when you say your “fine” hell i dont trust anyone when they say “they are fine” cause you were fine then you did this, but i cant blame you for the same mistakes, cause if i was you and you were me you will be mad at you. Look i forgive you but i never forget what you did to me, what you put me though. Maybe this is why I’m feeling like this overdosing, mixing cause I’m just hurt by your actions brother and people I’ve met and lost. Cause maybe its all i know is suffering and by not feeling pain is just become numb to everything. I hate to say this but i think I’m becoming like you but i prey to god i dont I rather loose myself then become like you. But I’m still here trying to stay alive that why i got this tattoo is to remind me that i need to stay alive for the people i love and care about but its hard to stay alive if i holding a grudge on you brother cause ever time i take my meds i think of you and what you done it just blows my mind it killed me, and i dont how to let that go.but I’m still here and if I’m still here i got to start living life with positive I’m no savior if i cant save my brother and with good people and not get myself into shit I’m not supposed to cause if i leave this world you will never know why and never know if i forgive you i cant let you live with that guilt feeling, but I’m just hurt from everything and everyone, I’m just fucking hurt by your actions time wont heal the wounds you left me, I’m just fucking hurt by everyone else to. So what about to say is this goes out to you and others please please read this one carefully and please please try to understand where I’m coming from…. So if you call me back or let me in I swear I’ll never let you down again I know the devil you’ve been fighting with I swear I’ll never let you down again…!!!! Please understand that line is important to me thats for those who i care and love..... I don't know what time it is anymore or whose the one to blame for this like i said just blame your actions but fuckk Pains is troubles that i know so welll. You messed me up bro and i will never know why you tried to kill yourself cause you will never tell me but I'm not dump but ill play dump for you if you. And to those who keeps asking why I'm doing this to my health, etc this is why know you guys know my fucking answer its not "life" that was just a excuses after excuses. My answer is I'm just hurt by everything lost my mind, lost my Direction wandering in the dessert looking for survival looking to be saved and forgiving from my regrets and my mistakes, I'm not a prefect sister I'm not perfect human being but I'm learning and trying to do good in life cause with this one breath i still have good in me. I dont want to live in dark places anymore, but the scar you left me will never go away and i dont know if i could ever forgive you like i said i do but I don't, anyways I'm just hurt am i alive or just living???... And to those I let down or i couldn't love enough, or be who they want me to be and i tried to be and do and love unstoppable I'm sorry I failed everything just hurts everything is coming to a understandable. The devil dont play fair and time just keeps on going while I'm having my lows life dont stop for no one life don't care how you feel. I'm just fucked up and i'm sorry brother and i'm sorry everyone, all i wanted to be was strong, and make the impossible things to possible. If i had my way i would make all the pain go away the misunderstanding, go away

[heyisforhorseswhenyouyell]

omg i feel so disrespected like

im so sad

why would he get back together with her thats so dumb

but whatever

but honestly why was she such a bitch

like i dont say that about girls that often but god

thats what happens when you talk to a slut i guess

fucking jesus.

i literally didnt do anything wrong and i got yelled at by a girl who didnt even know me

IM LITERALLY SO COOL AND I NEVER GOT TO SHOW HER HOW COOL I AM LIKE ?????

UGHHHHHHHHH

im venting but omg

my feelings are so hurt

well

ive cut them BOTH out of my life. this is honestly like the second time that happened so im literally never talking to jesus again.

like hell nah im done. he is too much drama

lowkey wish he got with that other girl though she was so nice :((((

I NEVER EVEN WANTED HIM HE WAS THE ONE WHO KEPT ASKING TO MEET UP AND SLEEP WITH LIKE IM GETTING BLAMED FOR HIM

IWAEHFGO’HIRW WR9oiehf ioweUFJ9AIWE;GHIAJKSDHFIOEW A;LFHKw’ig

my feelings are so hurt

i hate it

i got yelled at for no reason

i wanna rationalize this so its like yeah i fucked up

i probably fucked up by asking for an apology but my feelings were hurt and i really thought that i deserved one

but whatever

ughhhh

ok

i think im done. i just had to get that out of my system

I GOT BLAMED FOR SOMETHIGN THAT WASNT EVEN MY FAULT

AND THERES HONESTLY NO WAY THIS COULD BE MY FAULT

IM SO BITTER I HATE GETTING YELLED AT FOR NO REASON

like yeah if she had a reason i would have been chill

ugh i wish jesus would have told me bc i would have been like yeah ok cool

shes probably cheating on some other guy with jesus or something like dude? he never mentioned you so how the FUCKK was i supposed to know?

am i never supposed to flirt with anyone for the rest of my life???????

???????????????????????????

ok im over it already 

lowkey though andy should def hit on her like dude do it to prove what a fucking hypocrite she is

i blame jesus

he thought he could have it all. hell nah bishhhhhh~

im out

goodbye forever ya fucked up.