#i dont know why i feel inclinced to do this but...

[venbetta]

I'm starting my day, I was gonna finish a commission and work on a Freaky Friday update, but my brain reminded me of a crack au I made a few weeks ago as a joke where it's Hamilton x FNAF... just replacing the Hamilton characters with fnaf characters...

it was a joke but now I wanna make an animatic of it and my brain is cursed

[cosmicdream222]

im literally kicking myself in the foot for not doing something more worthwhile with my existance... i never knew of manifesting until recent years and while society likes to say its never too late sometimes it feels like that is it too late cause to learn any skill you have to have already learnt the techniques then have good practice abilities on top of it, like you cant just waltz into a sport for instance and take a gold medal you have to do it step by step but to do that again im fucking regretting so much rn cant i just bash my head into a wall and slowly die? or music for instance cant just pick an instrument and be good at it right off the bat again shouldve just fucking picked something and stuck with it

also i never had the likes of tiktok or anything internet for entertainment when i was a kid so in a way it shouldve been perfect chance to really do smth but as always situations got in the way and im regretting existing a lot rn. like why so many ppl so good at their niches or whatever it is they choose to do and theres so much more available now than there was back then but i cant seem to pick a single damned thing that i could realistically do at my age and still feel accomplished bc id just end up feeling behind or regretting not doing it sooner

sorry for ranting abt myself there just if only there was time machine or a literal realistic way of shifting to another damned reality cause this aint it like why im wasting so much of it doing fck all? it should be shameful honestly but like at the same time its kind of impossible with current economy being so crappy

for instance if u want to own a business (which i would do if i could even afford one with my own money but then u got to ha e the job and the know how on running it) seriously my ancestors had so many more things that were successful in their lives and some did have businesses bc shops were affordable back then, education used to be affordable too and housing etc etc. id be more inclinced to then have a family of my own if that were the case but it is not soooooooooooooo then its like even if you want a bog standard job it can still take months just to get something basic. i once did manage to manifest a free bus ride and my teacher not coming to college for a few days but thats abt it. other than that lifes kinda average sadly its not the 1950s and elvis is still dead asf.............. not fair

the other thing that puzzles me and sorry for making this so long but if we are supposed to have had past lives a) why havent we known about it before now and b) how come some celebs dont reincarnate or do the celebs that pass away just get a free pass to heaven and decide to stay put? (in which case i wont blame them but its also not fair that i have to still exist... or fail to exist i should say)

My dude, I understand where you’re coming from and I have been where you are. But you say you wish there was a way to travel back in time or shift realities - there IS a way to shift realities, travel back in time, and live whatever kind of life you want. Seriously. That is the whole reason I created this blog!! So please read through all the information I’ve collected instead of just complaining ok? 😭

All of that stuff you mentioned about your current reality is an illusion. Time is an illusion. It does not matter what you’ve done in the past. The economy does not matter. Your present circumstances do not matter. Past lives only exist if you believe they do.

Look around tumblr at void, loa and shifting success stories. I have shared many of my favorites. People in very difficult circumstances have regularly completely change their lives overnight, wake up in new houses, shift to alternate realities, change their genders, change their ages, bring people back from the dead, to say the very least.

None of it matters because we live in the literal matrix - a VR simulation - and you can have anything you want NOW.

[astroaid]

whoops sent it on anon but ur reply was so awesome! yes i do think its harder to adjust to suddenly having to be online to find people to connect with when u were used to having to do it in person and agree so much as an adult things / socialising are just harder to achieve cause i think we again are supposed to have learnt how to do it from a young age so it should be natural but its not natural for everyone. sometimes people still havent learnt that its okay to be quieter like if im in a loud social setting im going to shut down faster than windows 98 lol.

i dont know why we arent ever told its okay to be emotional or its okay to have varying opinions, its okay to be unpopular or irrelevant and voice them or its okay to be different to not fit in and so on? i cant recall a timr where i actually heard that and yet in most social settings its always always the loud mouths who get the most say in the discussion or people are more inclinced to discuss themselves. yeah wednesday show overall was hit or miss couldve been better but i loved the characters more than the story line itself

in a world where every other person and their granny wants to be an internet star i dont know where to find my friends really so thanks once again muchly it really resonated a lot! do you think our charts might demonstrate why people are the way they are or is it by choice of our behaviour? like some folk can really act so oblivious and unaware of the way they might come across to others or growing up i always felt my friends mightve been on the more childish side or they had to always have thought about someone or other, how about yourself? either way hope ur doing well!

Hmmm that is a good question about whether it is our charts or choice of behaviour. I believe our actions are our choice. But circumstance can make it very difficult to feel like we have a choice. For example, I feel like I’m a very social & positive person. But sometimes others judge you based on your physical appearance and assume you’re a stereotype. It’s very frustrating and feels like in social situations a person can be trapped in the perception of someone else. I think for me a lot of the problem is the town I’m in. It’s not very welcoming and people are very close minded to people different from them. I would love to leave asap. But I do love the friends I have as I’ve known them since I was a kid.

I hope things get better for us lol