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petricorah · 2 months

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#i have two comics that are close to done and dont know which one to finish #ones oblivious pining and the others joking about dating the blue spirit #also i have tickets to see the ATLA concert tomorrow?!? im so excited #ahh i have so many zukka comics planned but im not sure which one to start on next #ones a longer post canon one about sokka drinking cactus juice and confessing and zuko doesnt know how to say he feels the same when sokka #puts his life on the line for him #another is the 'do you regret it' betrothal one thats not really angsty #one's a redo of my tea shop au with sokka being the college kid who comes in to work lte at night #ones a canon one about zuko getting sick and not knowing how to trust the gaang #i really like that one but its not really shippy #and then more. so. many more that i dont know which to start #hajsjdj #notmyart #CRAP I NEED TO SET UP MY STORE #i might just accept that maybe ill take a loss this first time and do it before i cant anymore. just do the easiest platform and just Go

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just-spacetrash · 5 months

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#waaahhh feeling BAD again.....#like few months ago my friend asked if i had new years free and i ASSUMED that meant we were like planning smth together?????#and today she mentions in a GROUP CHAT that shes spendingnnew years with her bf #and like. ok. fine. good for them i guess #but i just rly wished she woulda told me like before #and it happened while i was at a Christmas party toooo.... now im sad and just not drunk enough #feeling lonely #i rly thought i had like things going up things looking good finally friends and shit #and like obviously i know her bf is the most important person to her thats how it works #but likee feels bad yk #cause apparently to her this wasnt even that big of a deal cos she didnt bother mentioning it yo be before #and i have no one #my other friends invited us both (thats how i found out) but theyre a couple too so i dont wanns go third wheeling their new years yk #i just #u think its going so well #and suddenly i just feel like ughhhh #this is cringe even writing i might delete this tomorrow when im sober and awake #but like. everyones got someone and ive been trying to click with someone for 20 fucking years #and still #:(((((((((#and like it feels bad not being anyones most important person #and like i know so many ppl are in this situation im not trying to be like wahhh my suffering is unique but like it just feels bad #very bad esp when ur tired as fuck and alone and shit #:(((((#my post #everything SUCKS!!!!!!!!!

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bahrmp3 · 3 months

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#tomorrow is it! and im feeling nothing over it tbh its like ok i guess? im trying to make plans on my own and im not feeling it either #today ill go blond to go blue so thats kind of smth i guess i hope it works lmao if not then its only the edges of my hair #there is soooo much i want to say but i cant say it either maybe piercing my ear again tomorrow will make it better #personal

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wall-e-gorl · 2 months

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Tomorrow I get to build a dresser and dye my hair and draw and play minecraft and will have energy for it after my only 6 hr shift tomorrow

#i cant wait #there was a brief 40 mins today that i thought i didnt work tomorrow and could do some of these today #but then i realized and went back to my plan of doing it tomorrow lmao #anyway my hair Desperately needs to be dyed it doesnt look Purple anymore its just like kinda purple #its also going to make me feel better genderly and the dressers gonna make me feel better in the doing things w my hands way #and the drawing is for emotions n comm and the minecraft is mined craft with my best friend :3 thats best friend time i gotta have that

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opens-up-4-nobody · 11 months

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#theres a special kind of agony in tryinf to find an apartment in an college town with a housing shortage #everythings expensive as fuck and im sure its frustrating for everyone but i feel like its especially frustrating for me #bc it takes me so much fucking time to understand the information right in front of me and then i doubt myself so i have to check and check #and double check and triple check that im on the right website. that im inputting the right info #and its like. what if theres a better place i could b looking? like i found a management place to apply to thats expensive but less #expensive than another place but the building looks like its kinda on the edge of town like 15min drive from school #which i hate bc im an anxious freak and its gonna b worse than driving here bc itll get icey as fuck there #like proper inches of snow all winter. negative negative cold. so its like. do i take a nice apartment thats kinda far away #or a slightly more expensive apartment thats like 10min from school and more in town #and then theres the application stuff. and i cant fill anything out without having a full on like sobbing breakdown #but im that way abt everything. i do that all the time when i have to buy plane tickets #its exhausting. and i cant plan my exit until i know when i can move into a place. whatever. it doesnt help that my hormones r fucked rn #or i hope its the hormones. ive been so tired. so so tired. like sleeping 9hrs and still tired when usually im wired after only 7hrs sleep #i hate it. and super brain foggy. and this week i have to finish taking measurements for the last time #so i gotta decide if im gonna go in tomorrow or Monday to start it. its gonna suck so bad bc im gonna try to do it in 6 days. which will b #agony. but after that ill never have to do it ever again. ugh. im just so tired and i dont wanna limp my way into a new project feeling #like damaged goods. which is exactly what it feels like now. ive just done a very good job of making my job difficult #cant go into the lab without feeling physically ill. drained away all my joy. now theres only a sad distant recognition of how far ive #allowed myself to fall. i kno ill feel better once i have a place to stay and i can quit my job just getting there is taking an eternity #unrelated

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silverislander · 4 months

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prof said congrats for writing up a proposal so early i am going to get a good grade in. well this is literally going to be graded. but yk the meme

#i really hope its decent proposals are really hard for me to write. i never really understand how much im supposed to say #also i dont plan stuff in advance! i hate drafts and proposals why cant i just jump in and run w my topic #i dont Know exactly what im going to cover just yet can i get back to you once ive covered it #levi.txt #i spent One page just opening the two page proposal so. i know it needs some cleaning up #but the last time i wrote one of these i only got a 75 (not a bad grade but i could do significantly better) bc. and i am not kidding.#i wrote a several page intro abt the themes of a story i was super pumped to write. and forgot the /plot characters and title/#a 75 was honestly generous. that prof already liked me and knew my work so i got very lucky #also i just think the guy im working with for my essay is so cool and i want to impress him bfhshsk #ive taken 2 classes with him before he is so smart and so enthusiastic. i was 1 of only 3 who was there for every class both times #everyone whos helped me has been so cool and very nice to me i want to do a good job and prove that im as capable as they think #and also jesus fucking christ ive worked so hard for this degree PLEASE #if i dont get honours im walking into the forest laying down and letting the fae take me as they will #side note: i have 1.5 movies left (its late and im finishing army of the dead tomorrow + watching evil dead rise)!! thats so exciting #theyve (mostly) been really fun and i feel like i have a really good general idea of where im going w my essay now #the movie eras are starting to kind of organize themselves into coherent themes in my mind #i think its smth along the lines of racism/xenophobia -> social change -> satanic panic -> action and militarism -> prejudice/bias #and i actually think were in smth of a thematic reckoning w zombies rn as a culture that im excited to discuss!!#for so long weve accepted that zombies arent people but weve really been starting to interrogate that since abt the mid 2010s #w tropes like searching for a cure (not just a vaccine) or movies like warm bodies or evil dead where you can truly turn back #and im really excited to see where the future takes the zombie genre!!

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doperel · 4 months

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#isnt that really wonderful having a major surgery that greatly effects your physical and mental health tomorrow and literally almost none of #your friends say anything about it to you #in the main server i talk in wirh just friends they literally didnt even respond #and went straight to talking about their lives #fucking thanks guys really making me feel seen and listened to #ive gotten more messages from my old guildmates on wow wishing me luck for surgery than i have any of my friends #and thats fucking 3 messagss #it really really huets and makes me super upset #i have literally had a fucking countdown going for this that multiple people have seen and still nothing #it honestly feels like a majority of the people i talk to could care less considering #none of them talk to me unless i initiate a conversation #i feel incredibly alone with this and i just want someone to talk to thatll listen to me #i cant even fucking get into any support groups near me because theyre all fucking dead links or dont exist anymore #endometriosis has been the most isolating experience of my life #i just want somebody to talk to thats it #im miserably lonely and i hate it #and im getting to be more and more angry and bitter about it because of the lack of care i recieve from #people who i consider friends #ever since i first got endo my friends have dwindled in number so much #if its not fucking me making the plans and going out people just do not fucking care #and the fucking people i was close with ended up using me for fucking sex and making me their therapist while dealinf with this #it feels a lot like people dont want me unless they can date me or i pay to do things with them #i legit feel like the last crumbs in the bowl

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griffworks · 4 months

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#griffin's diary🪦#i feel like every day i get a little braver #sorry i keep talking about the same thing but im really excited about getting a haircut #i feel like im gonna be the happiest little guy at the barber #i think ill get an eyebrow notch #i hope my mom isnt too mad #after that i might go to hot topic and get something to celebrate #i havent even called yet but im really really excited so im making plans #ill try to call tomorrow!#i just hope this feeling doesn't go away... i wanna actually go out and do stuff and make friends hopefully #i wish my uni had clubs bc i would join one #be the change you want there to be in the world... yeah but i dont know if im brave enough for that yet #i hope so though #it would be nice to have an irl friend #i dont think I'm just shy i do think ive got some sort of social anxiety...#cos do shy people physicially shake when you do group social project in class? i don't think thats the norm?#i really considered dropping out of a class at the beginning of the semester bc i learned there would be a presentation as the final #i was really upset about it. didnt turn out to be that bad thankfully #im gonna stop before this fully turns into a vent i wanna preserve my happy mood

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zemnarihah · 7 months

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guys i have so much homework this week:(

#and none of its even FUN i never have fun assignments this semester #i have to finish this huge maze for perspective drawing on tuesday. and i have my midterm essay due for art history on wednesday #thats it basically actually i finished all the other stuff today #it just is a lot i rlly am not sure if i actually have time bc i also have work tomorrow #like if i knew i could spend all of tomorrow after class working on the maze id feel a lot better abt it but i will probably have to do a #decent chunk of it on tuesday before class... hate that #god i was trying to vent abt it but now ive stressed myself out i need to go to SLEEP so i can wake up and work on it before class. OKAY #heres the plan. I can do at LEAST 2 hrs before work. 2 hours after. That is a decent chunk done and then I can wake up early the next day #and i have until 5 to finish it. EASY #THEN after class i can start the essay. next day wednesday i have literally the whole day. its only two pages it doesnt have to be good #also i have to do laundry that day bc on thursday im going to visit erik for fall break:) it will be a good relaxing break i hope

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truthundressing · 8 months

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be warned: the line between forcing urself to go on a daily depression walk and it turning into u enjoying running is very very thin

#how in da hell have i become a runner🧍#it really does feel like a mental cleanse tho especially if i go at like 7/8am makes me feel soooooo good #and ive found out its the only sorta cardio exercise i can do without fainting so :) thats fun :)#also hiking oughhhhh i love a good 3/4 hr hike <3 going on one tomorrow and the highlight of my evening has been planning out my route <33

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orcelito · 10 months

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Brain is rotating between depressing but bittersweet post-trimax one-shot, current wip chapter of itnl, playful horny Sentido sequel one-shot, and violent bloody itnl times to be had sooner than you think

Like the barrel of a gun. Click click click click spinning round and round. Which one am I gonna land on? Only time will tell.

#speculation nation #itnl shit #i did start writing chapter 14 today. finally.#like barely but it's a start.#but ive also been thinking about the post-trimax oneshot i wrote the intro for a month ago & havent written any since #but ALSO im thinking about smut. which i plan to write itnl side stories when that shit comes up #but it's gonna Be A While & i could theoretically do the sentido sequel oneshot WHENEVER i want #ive been waiting for ww to officially be in itnl so hes alive again. b4 i go back to sentido.#but i still have a while and i wanna write smut NOW!!!!!!!!#these 2 make me wanna start Chewing i swear #i also started thinking about blood. specifically vash covered in it.#which yeaaa yeaaa we have seen that already. kind of. but thats not the blood i want to see on him.#there's a difference between his blood and someone else's blood. his blood on him is natural. common. expected.#he's fine with it bc he's so fucking used to it.#now someone Else's blood? that's not as common. he avoids it at all cost. not bc of the blood itself #but rather its existence signifies his failure. to keep someone safe. to keep someone alive.#for him to be covered in someone else's blood he has to fail quite badly. and Boy do i have some immanent plans for that >:3c #all in all i am feeling Profoundly unhinged tonight. but in a creative sort of way.#unfortunately i dont have a brain for writing rn so none of it is being done. but i will do Something... later.#hopefully tomorrow. we'll see!

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your-fave-is-bi · 2 years

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Have to teach an intern/coworker tomorrow what i do at the part of the lab I’ve been at for. A small three weeks now. And am not looking forward to it.

Like for one i dont feel qualified to be teaching him anything I dont feel like I’ve mastered myself. Secondly. I’ve observed him follow someone else at that part of the lab and be taught stuff and he’s. Asking so many questions. And constantly interrupting. And like bro just. a (tiny yell)

#personal tag #like for what its worth the lab people from that part of the lab tell me I do a perfect job of what im doinf #i still dont feel like ive been doing it long enough to be qualified to teach #like unpacking of the samples? yea bro i can teach that. have taught that. easy.#fucking doing the fucking shit n piss things. thats more complicated bc more can go wrong with it #my current plan is to let him observe tomorrow and then let him try on his own the next day #idk man shit’s fucked lmao #this lab feels like a sinking ship i wont lie

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kellystar321 · 1 year

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