#i felt insane omg TRULY 😂💀

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I’m here to scream with you about chapter 35 because I read it yesterday after work, I wrote this and then my dumb brain forgot to send it 💀😂 sorry if it is all over the place I read it like at 2 am and wrote this right after almost falling asleep sjksksksks

Omg first of all sibi, you once again made me cry so much, THIS WAS HEARTBREAKING IN SO MANY WAYS 😭 like how do you manage to write emotions so vividly because why does your writing makes me truly feel the emotions your characters are feeling??!! It’s insane! Especially for the latest chapters the PAIN sibi THE ANGST gets bigger and I just SUFFER jskskskskksks like for real you are such an amazing talented writer!

I did see some oc slander in your asks and I just want to tell those anons “come outside, my fists just want to talk ☺️” because WE DONT ACCEPT OC SLANDER IN THIS HOUSE, especially now that she’s going through so much 😔 like pls let her be unhinged for some chapters this woman’s life and reality has been upside down from the moment she stepped into that damn university, her mind has been manipulated, she’s been tortured, she’s been HUNTED DOWN and almost killed by two freaking psychos (I’m sorry Mimi you are good now a whole sweetie) while her boyfriend just watched, she had to be there for Tae in his grieving so he didn’t loose himself, had to watch him killing and distance himself from her for it (just like Tae is doing now for her), she had to see her whole family almost die because of some magical bitches AND had one messing with her brain trying to end her, and now? SHE LOST ONE OF THE LOVES OF HER LIFE, LET HER HAVE HER UNHINGED MOMENT, she HAD to break at some point guys it was just a matter of time and circumstance, it would be the same if the one dying was Kook or Tae or any of the other members of her little family, she fought Yoongi just as hard for Tae in SA now it’s just a different kind of craziness because she has more knowledge I don’t see it as favouritism at all she just wants her family back complete 🥺😭 I truly love how unhinged she’s acting right now because you know what? I GET HER I too would go completely crazy trying to save my loved ones by any means necessary, I do have to say GIRL YOU WILL GET YOUR YOONGI BACK PLEASE DONT KILL YOURSELF IN THE PROCESS 😭 like the part where Tae found her almost dead in the middle of the hallway BROKE me 😭 my poor boy he must have been so terrified when he found her with her heart barely beating 😭😭😭😭 I can help but think about how terrible their grieving would be if they loose her too, like Kookie loosing both his lovers would destroy him completely and Tae loosing once again one of the only people who bring him true happiness goddd why do I do that to myself😭 at that part where she was “dreaming” about Yoongi I was so suspicious because it was like “this dream feels weird why everything is so calm why is he saying that she’s finally there, please tell me she isn’t dying what’s happeninghhshssjsj” and she was indeed dying from exhaustion 💀💀💀💀💀💀 and the part where she’s taking care of Yoongi???? HEARTBREAK if you look for that word in the dictionary that scene appears as an example 😭😭😭😭

And also Tae has been such a supportive boyfriend he’s for real the sweetest bean that also deserves a break, just like her, it broke my heart when he broke and told her that he felt she didn’t fight for him and instead fell in love with Yoongi while he was in prison BECAUSE WE KNOW THATS NOT TRUE like I know he said he didn’t mean it but I do think that maybe at some point in SA he felt that for like one second and then buried it deep inside to never think it again and now resurfaced as an outbursts of emotion, stress and preoccupation for her that he could control, like we all say things we don’t mean when we are under stress especially the emotional kind 😔

And then Namjoon that motherfucker jsksks look as a Joonie biased Army (my wise sweet nature loving man that acts like a little puppy my love) that shit was so disturbingly hot??? I hate youuuu jskskskskjsksksks at some point the little voice in my head was like “you know what I’m a weak bitch for this man let’s get that evil vampire dick and destroy the world girl” jskskksksks but miss oc YOU WILL NOT GET ANYTHING OUT OF HIM BY TORTURING HIM BECAUSE THE PSYCO GETS OFF ON IT HE LOVES IT, you have to hit him where it hurts, his “superior” immortality, threaten him with mortality and he will probably start behaving at least a little bit, the fucker more jail for him Immediately! 🥴

Jiminie baby he’s so sweet 😭😭😭😭😭 trying to make oc feel better by telling her the story with Yoongi 😭😭😭 I love how he’s so straight forward with her and has no qualms in telling her that yeah she’s hurting but at the same time she’s hurting the people that loves her and has to try to be better for them while still looking for a cure, AND THE WAY HE HUGGED KOOK TO COMFORT HIM??!!! BABY IS ALREADY SO PART OF THE FAMILY THEY ARE ON HUGGING TERMS I LOVE THAT FOR MY JIMIM 🥹🥹🥹🥹

And finally, YES to Kookie for being like “yeah no, we are a team in this relationship, I know you need a break and all but we both know that won’t happen unless our Yoongi is back and I miss and want him back too so let’s get some answers with Meredith, fuck the vacations at the beach 😤” THATS MY BABY! YOU GO KOOKIE MY LOVE!

That’s for now Sibi I’ll be back later after I read the new chapter!!!!! I’m so excited to know what happens with Meredith!!!!

-Shy Anon

FADJSFJADS I'M SO HAPPY THAT I MANAGE TO MAKE YOU GUYS EXPERIENCE THE EMOTIONS OF THE CHARACTERS AAAAH HEHEHHE 💜💜💜

like pls let her be unhinged for some chapters this woman’s life and reality has been upside down from the moment she stepped into that damn university, her mind has been manipulated, she’s been tortured, she’s been HUNTED DOWN and almost killed by two freaking psychos (I’m sorry Mimi you are good now a whole sweetie) while her boyfriend just watched, she had to be there for Tae in his grieving so he didn’t loose himself, had to watch him killing and distance himself from her for it (just like Tae is doing now for her), she had to see her whole family almost die because of some magical bitches AND had one messing with her brain trying to end her, and now? SHE LOST ONE OF THE LOVES OF HER LIFE, LET HER HAVE HER UNHINGED MOMENT, she HAD to break at some point guys it was just a matter of time and circumstance,

PREACH IT BESTIE FUCKING PREACH IT!!! I love that she's so unhinged rn like yes go off queen, you deserve to have your lil crazy streak 💅🏻💅🏻💅🏻

it would be the same if the one dying was Kook or Tae or any of the other members of her little family, she fought Yoongi just as hard for Tae in SA now it’s just a different kind of craziness because she has more knowledge I don’t see it as favouritism at all she just wants her family back complete 🥺😭

THANK YOU THIS!! like! I remember people hating on her for fighting Yoongi all the time in SA like besties, we were all there when the story evolved lmaoao by now we all should know that she is a mighty stubborn and resiliant fighter when her family is involved fjadsjf

I can help but think about how terrible their grieving would be if they loose her too, like Kookie loosing both his lovers would destroy him completely and Tae loosing once again one of the only people who bring him true happiness goddd why do I do that to myself😭

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO PLEAS ENOOOOOOOOOOOOO NOOOOOO

I do think that maybe at some point in SA he felt that for like one second and then buried it deep inside to never think it again and now resurfaced as an outbursts of emotion, stress and preoccupation for her that he could control, like we all say things we don’t mean when we are under stress especially the emotional kind 😔

YES THANK YOU I love this analysis so much and I can definitely see this being the reason for his outburst LIKE YES OMFG 😭😭

“you know what I’m a weak bitch for this man let’s get that evil vampire dick and destroy the world girl”

HAHAHHAHAH MOOD HAHAHAHHAH

I love how he’s so straight forward with her and has no qualms in telling her that yeah she’s hurting but at the same time she’s hurting the people that loves her and has to try to be better for them while still looking for a cure,

YES I LOVE THIS SO MUCH ABOUT HIM when I decided to give him a redemption arch, the most important thing for me was that he won't his straightforwardness and "I WILL be rude if I have to" attitude so I'm happy that you like HIM BECAUSE I LOVE HIM TOO :(

And to end it all of *chants* Kookie kookie kookie!!!

[1eos]

leshinset goes crazy because i can remember the exact moment he became my bias and it hasn't changed since. it was the on and on music video where he was being shot into space while singing and then it was cemented when he choked that girl out in hyde. he embodies each character so well in every concept and mv like he really was a vampire alien (?), he really WAS possessed in hyde and error??? that was pure HEARTBREAK like you don't even gotta watch the MV to know it was a tragedy because all you need is to hear his voice. i could write a whole essay on it 💀 i think the term "stage presence" has definitely been changed because some people who are described to have it are okayyy I guess but i haven't felt it as strongly as I have with leo and a few other members of vixx at times too (but mostly leo) sorry this is so long but it really is insane just how good of an artist leo is and how little attention (in relativity to other soloists) his work receives

LESHINSET GOES CRAZY YEAH!!!!!!! truly regardless of how campy or crazy or embarrassing the concept was leo was fucking acting nd that really snatched me by the wig and has yet to let me go 😭😭😭😭 i remember watching the only u mv over and over like 'damnthe one w the bowlcut singing like he was HURTING' i was saur new to kpop i thought everyone was serving like that oh i was so wrong. not many could do the horror camp of hyde and give 100% and whats crazy is that 9 years later leo is STILL serving still giving regardless of the project ��‍💫i said he's a lil too good for kpop and i meant that!!!!!!! also never apologize for saying a lot (when its something i care abt LMAO) nd sometimes im like omg everyone on earth needs to see the leoatage (leo eatage) bc 2nd gen stage presence was a ak47 then and is now a fucking bomb bc the bar is so fucking low now.  but then i remember him being absolutely mortified when he won at isac for wrestling so he'd probably hate having stannies starting fanwars in his honor rroioiroiroiroioarkipafkaf like be ready to blow himself up 😭😭😂 so i will take the W of random write ups calling him an iconic vocal with an iconic body

[cheerupcharms]

YOOOOO HAPPY KINGDOM HEARTS 4 ANNOUNCEMENT DAY!!! 🤩🥳