#i forget wtf we said about him that made spite bring this up

[bhaalsdeepbat]

Anytime I say something disparaging about Astarion or that treats him like he's pixels, I have to now add, "JAIL FOR BAT. JAIL FOR A THOUSAND YEARS"

[flowerwrites06]

bow to you III — jjk

Pairing(s): King!Jungkook x Queen!OC (Name: Belle)

Rating: G | PG | M | R 18+

Type: Drabble | Oneshot | Two Parter | Series

Genre: Royal AU | Marriage AU

Word Count: 1.8k

Tags & Warnings: infidelity, cheating, lots of crying and screaming, marital problems, royal marriage troubles, jungkook is something else dude, sexual references and sexually charged scenes (non-explicit), anGST, mild force 

Authors Note: hello another edition of ‘i don’t really know wtf im doing with this series but it has somewhat of a flow so i goes with it’ series, hope you like 

In the span of two weeks, changes between the King and Queen were cold and harsh. Belle continued sleeping in her private chambers and spending her days writing or drinking tea. Other times she would handle matters of the court when Jungkook was busy building his new harem. Whether it was out of spite or tension from their new separation, Jungkook made it a hobby to bring a new starry-eyed girl into the grand building of red wood and gold tapestry.

The ache in her chest became a dull throb seeing the same scene every day. A new girl, more nightly noises in the distance and the glossed look over Jungkooks’ face during their daily meetings. It was all the same.

Belle orchestrated a private meeting with the lawmaker while Jungkook was scouring the town again. Morning sunlight painted the wooden table gold. She wore a mostly translucent pink dress with her hair tied in a comfortable bun, floral crown perched as the only piece of jewellery. “I need the laws regarding non-political separation between the royal couple.”

Her words sent an eerie silence amongst the counsel. Though their expressions weren’t shocked. Jungkook wasn’t exactly subtle in his new activities and mixed feelings suffused the air of whether their King was still in the right mindset anymore.

“Some Kings and Queens have done separations under wraps so they could preserve alliances,” Namjoon said. “So it’s lawful so long as you don’t have any legal heir.”

Belle hummed. That dull throb in her chest felt heavier when she remembered Jungkooks’ words about their lack of conceiving heirs. He wanted children and it didn’t matter if it never came from her. All those promises turned into the same madness of getting heirs for Kings. She took a deep breath to calm her thoughts again. “That’s clearly not an issue here.”

Namjoon nodded, strands of his silver hair falling over his face. “We also need the King to sign an approval of the separation.” Long fingers intertwined on the wooden surface. “I don’t think the counsel would be able to convince him, Your Majesty.” He hesitated for a moment. “You might have to consult him with the paper personally.”

Dread settled in the pit of her stomach at the possibility of having to face Jungkook in this state. Belle knew it was for the best. If he was going to go this far to stray from their marriage then there was no point in keeping it safe. With a defeated sigh, Belle looked out the window as the heat created a layer of sweat on her back. “Alright. I’ll take the papers to them.”

-

The Kings’ harem began with an entrance bridge of red wood hovering over a lily pool. It was once a simple outing piece where court members would meet for tea at the rotunda. Now golden curtains covered portions of the rotunda so the concubines could have private conversations. Jasmines vines wound up to the dark wood pillars and the sweet fragnance of perfume lingered the air like a magical barrier.

“Wait out here.” Belle told her ladies as she held her papers to her chest. Her ladies weren’t happy by the suggestion since they wanted to stay close to the Queen for support. Except Belle knew some of the concubines weren’t kind to female faces they didn’t recognize.

Who knew a week of power could push someone to bullying?

Making her way down the planks, Belle watched two serving maids pushed the curtains open for to enter, not forgetting to bow in her presence. The concubines bowed as was custom. Each of them covered in different coloured gems and specific colours to indicate their identity instead of actual names. Belle wasn’t even sure if Jungkook knew the names either.

“Is His Majesty free?” Belle asked the purple one.

“Yes, my Queen. He’s just drinking tea and speaking to Lula.” Her voice was wispy like most of the concubines.

Without Belle having to whisk her way through, a serving maid with a red mark on her cheek led her over to the private rooms at the west side.

The blue one walked out of the doors, affectionately touching the love bite badly hidden on her neck before abruptly coming to a halt when their eyes met. She bowed down, nearly falling to her knees but steadying at the right time. “My Queen.”

Belle didn’t have the energy to say anything and hummed instead. Finally, the serving maid opened the door at the end of the light filled hallway and bowed again. She touched the maids’ shoulder in comfort. “Get some rosemary paste for your cheek,” she muttered under her breath.

The serving maid met her eyes with glossed ones. “Yes, my Queen.” Her voice was barely noticeable before she rushed away.

Giggling quickly came to a halt in the room she entered. Lula must’ve been the green one. Her cheeks were already flushed pink, delicate hands wrapped around Jungkooks’ arm hurriedly pulled away and her slender body stayed pressed against him. The Kings’ smirk faded back into his soft, neutral expression as he traced his finger pad around the brim of the tea cup.

“There’s a document I need signed urgently.” Belle maintained her formal tone as she placed the papers on the floor table. Moving to the bamboo wood table, she brought the quill set and his glasses placing next to the papers.

Jungkook held his gaze on Belle longer than she was comfortable, brown eyes glazed from something more than just jasmine tea. Thankfully, he ripped his eyes away when the green one cuddled up closer. He placed on his gold-rimmed glasses, veined hands caressing the paper absentmindedly as he skimmed through. Each second passed, dark brows furrowed and features tightened. The soft caresses against the paper scrunched from the rise of his anger. “Get out.” He pushed the green one away.

The green one stammered but cleared her throat and moved to her feet. She bowed briefly to Belle and walked out of the room with a more flushed face than minutes before.

“What is this?” Jungkook shook the paper, heated glare plastered on his face.

“It’s a form for an official separation between us.” Belle intertwined her fingers together, trying to keep them from trembling.

It was sunset when Jungkook asked to marry her. She was so sure that nothing could keep them apart and they would rule together happily until the day they died. No royal couple had ever been that perfect though.

Jungkook yanked off his glasses, throwing it onto the table so roughly that it could’ve cracked from the pressure. “Did you honestly think I was going to sign this?”

Belle stared at him in disbelief. “We’re standing in your personal harem and you’re still shocked that I don’t want to be near you.” Emotion clogged in her throat like painful nausea as she remembered the mark on the blue ones’ neck and how the green one cuddled up to him. “You treat me like I’m some mad woman getting upset over this.”

“Every King has a harem.” Jungkook tapped on the table.

“So you’re like every King then,” Belle seethed, fingers tightened into fists. “Give it a few years and you’ll just be sitting on your ass, feeding on your pleasures like an animal.”

Jungkook moved up to his feet. “We promised to be together for our kingdoms and for ourselves. I made this harem not to hurt you but to ensure the future of our kingdoms.” He pressed his hand against his chest. “Why can’t you understand that? When have I ever tried to hurt you on purpose?”

“Don’t turn this into your own personal hero story for me.” Belle shook her head. “If you really wanted heirs, you’d have stopped with that blonde harlot I saw you with. This is a sport to you. Whether you do it on purpose or not, it does hurt me.” She let out a shaky breath. “I’ve told you it hurts me. But you don’t want to understand, you want this.” She gestured roughly outside, tears forming in her eyes. “Not for me but for yourself.”

“I’m not signing those papers.” Jungkook spoke with absolution. “You are my wife and you will stay that way.”

“Yes of course the mighty King wants everything in his perverted, greedy grasp.” Belle grimaced, tears trickling down her cheeks like pearlets. Strands of hair were already falling from her floral crown and her translucent robe slid off her shoulder. “I’m just going to be the perfect wife, letting you fuck all these coloured gowns until you come crawling to me to make yourself feel like a hero, is that it?” Her eyes burned from the brewing emotion. “Is that what you want our relationship to turn into? Is that really better than a clean separation?” Belle couldn’t stop her final words from turning to sobs.

Jungkook closed his eyes and sighed, pretending like this conversation was a mild inconvenience. “You are my wife.”

“But you are not my husband!” Belle shrieked enough for the trinkets hanging on the walls to shake. “My husband is loyal and a good man. You are not my husband.” Their distance depleted until she had to crane her neck but she maintained her gaze with a passion.

“I’m not your husband? Hm?” Jungkooks’ eyes blazed red.

Belle shook her head, face puffed from crying. “You’re a monster—who took my husband away from me.”

Heat radiated from his body like a flame close to combusting. Jungkook clawed the back of Belles’ neck and slammed her lips onto hers, hot and angry as he pushed her against the painted wall. Before he could grab onto her arms, Belle swung her palm against his cheek casting a stark echo of impact against the small room.

Belle let out a small sob, trembling body rested against the wall. She didn’t know what felt worse; the pain in her stomach or the fact her own loves’ kiss felt hollow for the first time. “Don’t kiss me like that.” She hugged herself tight. “It’s not going to fix anything.”

Jungkook tried to catch his heaving breaths, roughly raking through his hair. “I can’t do what you’re asking me.” His voice turned raspier than ever. “I need heirs.”

“So sign the papers.” Belle sniffled. “You can’t have me and them.”

Rough fingers rubbed against his red tinted lips trying to gather his composure from the heat spreading across the room. Defeated sigh passed through him, he turned on his heel and sat back down on the floor table.

The few minutes were wordless between them as Jungkook dipped the quill into the inkpot and signed his name.

Despite the haunting kiss lingering on her lips, Belle felt a snap of their red string finally break.

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[nadziejastar]

Day 8: Roxas

Author: Axel

Today's mission was to show Roxas the ropes. I feel like they've had me babysitting him since he got here. He's not a bad kid, but he's spacey. Good fighter, though. At least I won't be bored.

Yeah, what the heck? To be honest, for most of the years I played the KH games, I did so on my own. I didn’t really go online or read fan opinions. When I actually did read the fandom opinions, I was surprised to see a lot of the views people had. I couldn’t understand how certain popular viewpoints came about. They were just downright bizarre to me. Like the opinion that Roxas and Ventus and Xion and Kairi were always supposed to coexist. Or “Axel the babysitter”. I hate that characterization of him. It’s so cringey.

Roxas: What? Why am I a slap on the wrist!?

Axel: Well, they just know how much I loathe babysitting...

Like, I don’t know where people got the idea that hanging out with two kids all day would fulfill him. Going by the fandom, you’d think that as soon as Axel met Roxas and Xion, he found true happiness with his inseparable best friends™. All he needed was his two "precious cinnamon rolls" to protect, and he’s totally content. Yuck. Axel would be humiliated and throw up at that portrayal.

“Watch this!” Axel threw a dart at the board.

“Hey! We have to investigate.”

“C’mon, it’s just a couple darts.” Axel tossed one more, which neatly struck the bull’s-eye.

Axel was very fond of them, but he did not like babysitting. He took on that role in spite of himself, for THEIR sake, because there was no one else to look out for them. It didn’t come naturally to him and he seemed a bit suffocated by it at times. He was also very lonely. "Babysitter” wouldn’t be his ideal lifestyle if he had other options. He lost his childhood and felt a lot of empathy for vulnerable kids. But he wanted to be a kid again, not take care of kids. 

Talking to Roxas and Xion always brings back memories of my human life, back when I was a kid. It's a weird sensation. I ought to be able to share all this with Saïx, but I just don't feel like it anymore.

He desperately wanted to talk to someone who was his peer; his equal. He wanted to share his memories of the past with Saïx (well, probably Isa to be more precise). He couldn’t truly relate to Roxas or Xion. He barely told them anything about himself. He longed to confide in someone about his TRUE feelings instead of having to lie all the time. He was never happy to just be a mentor. It’s a big reason why I was so turned off by KH3 making Roxas and Xion seem SOOO much more important to Lea than Isa was. It seemed like in KH3 he left his past in Radiant Garden behind him. Nothing about his life before becoming a Nobody mattered much anymore. All he needed was Roxas and Xion in his life. It’s just plain weird and kinda creepy. And not very realistic, either. Axel was a strong independent woman man. He was his OWN person and had his own identity long before he met Roxas and Xion. Why didn’t we get to see how he felt about his real home? He did NOT see Twilight Town as his home.

Day 75: Inseparable

Axel told us best friends can be inseparable even if they're not always together, but it sounded like he wasn't too sure about it himself. I thought Axel knew everything. Oh well...

Day 171: What's Love?

On my mission at Beast's Castle, Xaldin told me about "love" and the special power it has over people. I tried to ask Axel about it, but his explanation didn't make any sense to me. Every time I ask him about this kind of thing, he tells me I need a heart to understand. It's like he's dodging the questions.

Roxas thought Axel knew everything about life, but the only things he had trouble explaining were “best friends” and “love”, lol. Honestly, I was always FAR more interested in learning about Axel’s past than his relationship with Roxas and Xion, which was kind of shallow, to be honest. Axel never talked about himself with them. Their relationship was pretty surface-level in many ways. Axel was close to them, but at the same time very distant from them. Which I liked! It was more realistic that way and I wouldn’t change it. Real life is complicated. But I wanted to learn about who LEA was, not have his character forever stagnate in the sea-salt trio, where he's stuck as “Axel the Mr. Rogers babysitter” figure. Gross. That’s not who he really is. That’s not going to make him happy.

Day 14: This Kid?

Author: Axel

Another mission with Roxas today. Is he seriously my responsibility? At least he's starting to talk like a normal person. Maybe that means his memory's coming back. Still, this kid's supposed to be the Keyblade master's Nobody? I don't see it.

Why was Axel tasked with looking out for Roxas in the first place? This is something Xemnas asked of him on the day Roxas joined. Probably because Lea was worried about Isa, and tried to take care of him during the experiments. Xemnas knew that out of all the members, he had empathy for vulnerable kids in bad situations, due to his past trauma as a kid. That doesn’t mean he wanted to be a nanny for the rest of his life, though.

Looking out for other people when I can’t even take care of myself—this isn’t like me at all.

I don’t understand fanon Axel or KH3 Axel. He needed someone he could actually have a grown up conversation with, and Roxas and Xion didn’t offer him that. I understand the rage against Isa even less. How did people not understand that Isa was not Saïx? It really didn’t take a genius to see where they were going with a character like Isa. Nobody had a hard time seeing that Terra was not Xemnas. He even had all of Terra’s memories, and called Aqua’s armor a “friend”. The only difference was that Saïx didn’t know he was a Nort. Well, I guess a lot of people intentionally vilified Isa because they saw him as a threat to the sea-salt trio and Axel’s role as the babysitter? God, that’s weird...

Isa: From where I stood, the only thing you drew was a big L on your forehead for "Loser"..."Lame," "Laughable"...

Lea: Wha-- Isn't this the part where ya...cheer me up or somethin'? "You're just havin' a bad day." or..."That's what you get for pullin' your punches!" Some friend.

Isa: Oh, you mean I was supposed to lie.

Lea: Ya see what I gotta put up with? Sure hope you don't have friends like him.

Like, I’ve seen some people really overreact to this scene and it blew my mind. Someone I talked to said that they had no idea why Lea was even friends with Isa. I was so confused by that. Isa was a bad friend because he used playful banter? I’m like, do these people not tease their friends, WTF? Lea liked it when Isa roasted him. They were just playing around. Some people prefer that type of banter. It’s common flirtatious behavior, too. Lea needed to be around someone who could tease him.

“…Aw, is it good?” Axel teased. “Seriously, you’re like a little kid. Even though you look like a mean old man.”

Riku made no response, keeping his gaze fixed on the computer screen. The comment did rub him the wrong way. But mentally, Axel was definitely older than him by at least a little. Not that you could tell from looking.

Guess Axel didn’t deserve to be redeemed, either. Look how evil he was to Riku! Truth is, Axel was holding back his real sense of humor with Roxas and Xion because they were so innocent. If fans got the impression that Axel was just as sweet as Roxas and Xion and that he wanted the same things they did out of his friendships, they were wrong. 

Xion: Heh heh... Thanks, Axel. You're sweet.

You can just see him cringe when Xion called him “sweet”. Like, ew don’t call me that. You don’t know me that well. I kill people for a living. Of course he would never tell her that, but you could tell he felt awkward and uncomfortable.

Isa: I know I won't forget you. Believe me, I try all the time.

But you can just see how much he was beaming with delight when Isa playfully insulted him. He was definitely more comfortable with Isa’s way of showing affection. Isa didn’t seem like a bad friend to me at all. He seemed like the perfect best friend for him. He offered Lea the type of communication he truly longed for.

[dog-day-morning]

WHAT THE HELL YOU SAY?? If you ascribe to the Lord's precept upon the precept's way of interpreting scripture livelihood you can conquer that 3 headed demon. 1 John 2:16 16 For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world. Not too many of us have overcome these stalagmite sized thorn's so it gives reason to say that no one has truly overcome the world except those who've made it to the Kingdome. You gotta die in order to live. That's what they've been telling us since they enslaved us while they lived off of the fat of the lamb right here on Earth. It doesn't pain me to witness learned men of the Bible speak improbable things that aren't in accordance with the calling to be entrusted as a shepherd. Esau has found it upon himself to place his doctrine before God’s word. When your spiritual leaders become lovers of money it doesn't bode well for the parishioners of your Church that looks more like a cult whom Reverend No Good is playing with their financial contributions like it was 3 card monte every Sunday. I've not been corrupted with wealth by way of Mammon which has corrupted many in the Black clergy that in due time will make some believe they're God. That's cray cray. The Evangelical Rights vision of an all white Christian, Denomination Nation is being subjected to the scrutiny of every Black man who historically followed the teachings of their overseers. The people who have misled, and hated us no longer have a cover for their miscalculated deception to fall back on. In the eyes of God it was good for men to be revealed for their love of things that are temporal which have no worth, or meaningful value in the order of things. If the Kingdome has streets paved with gold, and we walk on them with our feet, what meaning taken from this premise that God has spelled out for Israel, and the gentile can you determine? 1 John 4:1-6 4 Beloved, believe not every spirit, but try the spirits whether they are of God: because many false prophets are gone out into the world. 2 Hereby know ye the Spirit of God: Every spirit that confesseth that Jesus Christ is come in the flesh is of God: 3 And every spirit that confesseth not that Jesus Christ is come in the flesh is not of God: and this is that spirit of antichrist, whereof ye have heard that it should come; and even now already is it in the world. 4 Ye are of God, little children, and have overcome them: because greater is he that is in you, than he that is in the world. 5 They are of the world: therefore speak they of the world, and the world heareth them. 6 We are of God: he that knoweth God heareth us; he that is not of God heareth not us. Hereby know we the spirit of truth, and the spirit of error. The Spirit of Truth isn't what or who you believe it to be. God uses men to speak to His lost people yea though this Prophet’s in need of psychotherapy. I bear the burden of Israel's hatred, and frustration towards the God of Israel assuredly. But you as well as I must stand before the Lord God on the Day of Judgment to see if heaven will become our new address? This Nation has hated God's people much longer than the date of my birth, way before the mystery of God was revealed 3-4 generations ago in this day and time. The people of Edom have been trying to eliminate God's people off the Earth for the past 3 thousand years without actually thinking to themselves how can they maintain this planet without God behind this for we are not His people? Does the colloquial term biting off your nose to spite your face mean anything to you? If so, apply it right here. They’ve tried to destroy God's people, and they’re not wholly convinced that a man of questionable intelligence who's a case for Milledgeville; “Beyond the Tuskegee Experiment,” is the one chosen for such a hefty task? Have you seen pix of 45 walking through the white House with feces dripping from his Depends as though that crap was normal? I rest my case. I've questioned everything under the sun. The answer always goes

back to the Father. Esau, and his children have destroyed more Civilizations than they've built PERIOD!!! The Egyptians, and the Sumerians gave you astronomy, math, and languages, you still can't figure out how the Egyptians constructed the Pyramids of Giza. My God's people (Indigenous Blacks) invented the cotton gin which was a blessing to us in building, and establishing this global economy for your people. We invented the automobile, the telephone, the major component for the illuminating light bulb, the modern computer, including the internet. We invented the first Central Air and Heating unit. You stole everything from us, and after these brilliant men, and women passed, you kept all rights, and patents to their ingenuity, even if some of them were slaves this should've stayed in their family as generational wealth, and you refuse to even make us an offer of reparations which would be a slap in our face. trump did succeed in his greatest accomplishment. The destruction of Western Civilization as we all know it. I pity you not. Jeremiah 14:14 14 Then the Lord said unto me, The prophets prophesy lies in my name: I sent them not, neither have I commanded them, neither spake unto them: they prophesy unto you a false vision and divination, and a thing of nought, and the deceit of their heart. 1 Timothy 6:17-19 17 Charge them that are rich in this world, that they be not highminded, nor trust in uncertain riches, but in the living God, who giveth us richly all things to enjoy; 18 That they do good, that they be rich in good works, ready to distribute, willing to communicate; 19 Laying up in store for themselves a good foundation against the time to come, that they may lay hold on eternal life. You had Evangelical pastors losing it over the presidential election of 2020 who went out on a limb for a man whose broken all ten of the Ten Commandments including murder. Whattup Jeffrey Epstein?!! They openly supported an orange hobbit who brought down the house of Esau with their support. Paula white beat her hands so hard that night calling on the god of aboo daboo to bring the fallen angels from Africa on Mount Hermon to fight the battle to prolong WS; WTF?!! I saw a bevy of false prophets ministering in the name of white Jesus who lied saying God spoke to them in a dream Himself personally, declaring that trump would serve a 2nd term, and sit in the oval office again with his cronies while Rome finished burning to the ground. Biden who's just as racist as Bull Connor, but for the sake of political correctness we’ll call him a left wing, conservative moderate. Add it all up, and these people are gonna hate us forever. Yeshua is coming back for Israel; let us get that point across. You will have some of those who will cleave unto the house of Judah that's Israel who will enter New Jerusalem. But, this doesn't bode well for the majority of Edom or Israel. Only a remnant of the remnant shall enter into His glory that is Israel. All of those people who look like us, you know, they're our skinfolk, but they wouldn't accept an invitation to a family reunion unless the Grand Dragon of the kkk showed up dripping with the blood of twelve Black servicemen after your first cousin who's about 6 feet 2 damn B i i i i i G beat him to within an ounce of Jack Daniels proving that a retarded 9yr old with a degree in I hate Bubba can do all things through my doctor who prescribes me 200 grams of Crack. The high profile, low down political pundits, and elected officials who sell us out when the opportunity presents itself, are not Israel. These are the people who are getting paid filthy lucre to walk confederate with those that seek our blood. Some people have trouble sleeping because their job calls for them to prosecute their people unfairly as District Attorney’s. You have a conundrum to deal with, call on Maaco. You can be as Daniel Cameron desires, hoping to become what Kamala Harris has become with even higher aspirations or walk away from your white bread world, and your white zaddy, saving your soul in the process. Believe it or

not God gave me a conscience that's why He has told me to GET OUT!!! Or else. For those who heed these words which are straight interpretations from the Bible, walking with God beats running with the devil of which the remnant will see a reward. Isaiah 28:5 5 In that day shall the Lord of hosts be for a crown of glory, and for a diadem of beauty, unto the residue of his people. If Yeshua wasn't full of grace and mercy, willing to sacrifice Himself for a greater reward that is His Father’s inheritance; the Jew, and the other gentiles would suffer more so had He not been ransom for Israel, and their souls. As I mentioned, Esau, and Jacob are forever at odds. Jacob's not the problem. God has seen fit for some of Esau who are not of Edom, but walk in line with the Fathers people that will enter into His good graces along with Jacob who's the beginning, Esau’s the end. 2 Esdras 6:9 9 Now Esau is the end of this age, and Jacob is the beginning of the age that follows. If the minority who are the people of the caucasus mountains cant get along with this amount of Black people on Earth today, you're not Kingdome ready. Jacob's future is bright, and the angels in heaven are Dark Black. Balsamic Black. You must question yourselves, and be truthful. do you believe you're of the chosen elect? Forget I even asked. Romans 11:1-5 11 I say then, Hath God cast away his people? God forbid. For I also am an Israelite, of the seed of Abraham, of the tribe of Benjamin. 2 God hath not cast away his people which he foreknew. Wot ye not what the scripture saith of Elias? how he maketh intercession to God against Israel saying, 3 Lord, they have killed thy prophets, and digged down thine altars; and I am left alone, and they seek my life. 4 But what saith the answer of God unto him? I have reserved to myself seven thousand men, who have not bowed the knee to the image of Baal. 5 Even so then at this present time also there is a remnant according to the election of grace. Life's cruelties has taught me not to trust anyone, almost giving up on humanity save the Son of man who is my Savior, and even He has led me into stony, dry places because of my hardened heart that cannot keep thoughts to itself or maintain a compassionate level of human kindness. If this were 1961, and God chose someone with a sane mind he would've been dead before they blew out the 13th candle on his birthday cake. That's the psychosis of Edomites. The remnant doesn’t consist of Israel only, they happen to be the major portion. God will bless those who pass the test that is Tribulation with a robe of white, and a diadem of gold. Don't expect your favorite tele evangelical pastor who supported trump to walk into the Kingdome unless he has an epiphany of the truth that is Yeshua. Many men of Jacob will teach you whereas you've taught us about our history while revising its truth, and reinventing yourselves based on your fallacies which denigrates you because it's based on our legacy, and heritage. Everything we've done here on Earth is chronicled in the heavens, with no stone left unturned. To the detriment of a baseless people who seek to exalt themselves over God's truths this is what the truth has boiled down to. It ain't in ya. Yet some of the gentiles will enter the Kingdome of heaven without ever having to face abuse, persecution, death, pain, fear, or sickness and disease ever again. When God told Abraham that all nations and families of the Earth would be blessed through his loins this was one of the blessings in the case of the gentiles he made conclusive because Abraham was faithful though Sarah's womb was barren, and he had not the strength to conceive a child in his old age, so he thought. Romans 11:21-26 21 For if God spared not the natural branches, take heed lest he also spare not thee. 22 Behold therefore the goodness and severity of God: on them which fell, severity; but toward thee, goodness, if thou continue in his goodness: otherwise thou also shalt be cut off. 23 And they also, if they abide not still in unbelief, shall be grafted in: for God

is able to graft them in again. 24 For if thou wert cut out of the olive tree which is wild by nature, and wert grafted contrary to nature into a good olive tree: how much more shall these, which be the natural branches, be grafted into

their own olive tree? 25 For I would not, brethren, that ye should be ignorant of this mystery, lest ye should be wise in your own conceits; that blindness in part is happened to Israel, until the fulness of the Gentiles be come in. 26 And so all Israel shall be saved: as it is written, There shall come out of Sion the Deliverer, and shall turn away ungodliness from Jacob. The comforters in need of some Alka-Seltzer or Maalox. If you heed the teachings of Jesse Duplantis who teaches a Christian doctrine, that's a man made religion, based on a Hebrew Bible about Israelite people that the world refuses to acknowledge we are God's people not the squatters over in the Middle East which geographically is another fabrication like the size of Alkebulan that dwarfs all other land masses. Ain't nothing changed. Pat Robertson, Joyce Meyer, Rick Warren, Franklin Graham who supports Africa, and its people who are in need, yet is a staunch supporter of trump, and his all but dead lawless administration that's brought about the collapse of the Western hierarchy; makes him look schizophrenic. He could have a stake in the Motherland, and he's watching after his, our investment you tell me, but something's not adding up. I have an Apostle who I trust to a degree more so than members of my natural family which isn't a good look for Gomez, and the rest of the Adams Family. Israel is a forgiving people, because God is in them. I didn't include myself for reasons you'll find out by this time tomorrow as soon as I find the reasoning behind this façade of illusive illusions the world's trying to catch, and I'm trying to outrun called reality. Chase me down with a bag full of Bacon Cheeseburgers, and blow me a kiss before I eat from Frechelle’s goody bag. This is where I leave my computer. My senility is showing, and it looks like the ugliest dog in the pound entered in the Ms. America contest. Good morning. 10/1/2021

[mysticanswers]

Hello! May I ask for how would the RFA+V+Unknown (if you're okay with writing about those two) about being in love with MC but she's engaged to her hot, childhood bestfriend. But MC is engaged not due to being in love but rather it's like to protect the bestfriend from gold diggers, naturally the friend said no but MC insisted since the poor friend is always being chased by gold diggers. How would they react before and after finding out the truth. Feel free to make it fluffy or funny. Thanks!

I’ll give it a try! I really hope you like it. ^^’

Ø ~~~YOOSUNG~~~

Kicked puppy.

He loves you so freaking much, and he tries tolet you know through disconcerting yet sweet messages about you being his “princessin shining armor.”

My man Yoosung got the spirit. He a littleconfused, but he got the spirit.

You had to politely decline, and you don’t thinkyou’ve ever seen something so adorable and saddening in your life.

He called you straightaway, and… was he crying?

Oh my god please no

You tried to console him, and listened as hisvoice slowly stopped trembling. There were a few sniffles here and there, buthe seemed okay enough to talk.

This is when you explained why you were engagedin the first place.

He laughed. You were joking, right? One big jokeon Yoosung! Ha ha ha!

“Yoosung, I’m serious.”

“…”

“That’s the reason? So you don’t really want tobe with them, right?”

Well… Honestly, you had taken a liking toYoosung. He was always there when you needed him.

So, maybe it would be better to end theengagement? After all, you should be with someone that you have feelings for inthe long run, right?

You hang up after saying your goodbyes andimmediately call your friend to explain what is going on.

Friend is 100% okay with you choosing your ownway. They want to be with someone they love too, and while you were a goodfriend, they did not want to spend the rest of their lives with you as anintimate partner.

You were better off friends.

When you tell Yoosung about calling off theengagement because of your feelings for him, his soul exits his body.

He is so happy!!!!!!!!!! And so are you~.

Ø ~~~ZEN~~~

eNGAGED??? Wtf wtf wha t th e h e l l

You knew he had feelings for you, so you had tofinally come clean about your engagement.

He was spamming the chat with incoherent phrases andshocked Zen emojis, completely baffled and fuming.

You found it hysterical, you horrible person.

You calmed him down, saying the engagement wasmore of an arrangement so that your friend wouldn’t have to deal with peopletryna pinch their pennies.

“What!? So you aren’t even in love?! You shouldmarry someone you love!”

like me

You found Zen completely charming, but yourfriend’s happiness was on the line.

But so was yours. And so was Zen’s. And yourfriend didn’t even really want to go through with it. So, what do you do in asituation like this?

You make your damn self happy. That’s what.

You never thought you would actually love someone. But here Zen was in allhis majestic glory.

You’ll explain it to your friend, and they willunderstand. (And secretly be grateful that you gave up the act. They will befine without such extreme measures, and they want you to be happy as well.)

Call off that engagement, girl! Tell the worldyour feelings! Get you some ZEN!

Ø ~~~JAEHEE~~~

Your engagement came up in conversation one day.

Jaehee was shocked. She tried to hide thedisappointment on her face as you talked about it over a cup of coffee.

You explained the terms of the engagement, thenmade mention of having feelings for someone else and not knowing what to doabout it. She perked up.

“You should tell your fiancée how you feel. I’msure they will understand.”

“But what if the one I love doesn’t feel thesame…? Wouldn’t it be a mistake to call it off when I have no idea how you feelabo—–”

Shit what

Jaehee nearly spits out her coffee. She coversher mouth and looks at you.

“M-me?”

Well, you have to come clean now. With a flushedface, you confess your feelings. Crazily enough, she reciprocates.

You choke. Baehee has feelings for me too?!

Sorry friend, looks like the engagement is goingto have to stop!

The friend is relieved, and very happy you foundsomeone you truly love~

Next time you and Jaehee go out for coffee, youcan officially call it a date!

Ø ~~~JUMIN~~~

He will never admit it, but he is thoroughlyupset.

You two had met up after the party, and heinvited you to have some wine at his place for celebration!

You really liked him, and you got the vibe hewas interested in you, though you could never properly gauge his feelings. Hewas always so stoic, yet very gentle and kind towards you in particular.

When he placed a hand on yours, you flinchedback. This wasn’t right… You had to tell him.

Hearing your confession, Jumin froze.

His eyes narrowed and locked on you, like a predatorstaring down its prey.

“No, I mean, I like you! You’re the one I want! But it’s just… I’m only doing this tomake these women stop prying for his money! I just can’t—“

You are silenced.

Jumin had pressed his lips onto yours, and hewas not letting up.

He wrapped his arms around you, wanting you,needing you, claiming you.

You melted into the kiss; damn it just felt so right.

When he finally pulled away, you stared at himin a daze.

“Jumin…”

“MC, I want you to tell your fiancée that youcannot go through with the engagement.”

You couldn’t help but feel extremely hot at theway he looked at you, the way he spoke, desiring to possess you. You’d neverhad anyone want you like this.

In a spellbound stupor, you wrap your arms around his neck.

“I’ll tell him, Jumin… I want to be yours…”

Ø ~~~SEVEN~~~

It was no secret to Seven that you were engaged.His “background checks” were more than enough to give him this information.

But it sure didn’t stop him from falling foryou.

Everyone in RFA could tell that Seven had athing for you, but he couldn’t bring himself to admit it firsthand because ofyour engagement.

And he never thought he could compete withsomeone like that.

Your fiancée was effin’ gorgeous. Hisinsecurities were set on fire every time he thought of it! And of course, Sevenjust loves to suffer, so he occasionally constantly snooped through your fiancée’srecords, photographs, and social media.

He even considered hacking into your fiancée’sbank account out of spite, but of course he would never stoop that low.Especially since it would affect you.

He knew your current fiancée would be better foryou than he would be. It was a sad truth.

After so many urges by RFA members for you andSeven to be together, you admitted to everyone that you were engaged andexplained the situation.

Seven was shocked. So you didn’t love your fiancée…?

Was there still a chance, then…?

He couldn’t bring himself to ask.

He was torn. He loved you and wanted youdesperately. But it was better this way, if you were never put in dangerbecause of his feelings. If you never knew the truth…

He encouraged the engagement, through clenchedteeth and sleepless nights.

But it was okay, because you were safe…And that was the best thing he could ever do for someone he loves.

I’m so sorry I just couldn’t see how this one would end well sdkjfsdl

Ø ~~~V~~~

“Oh…”

Poor gentle cornflower.

You could see the agony on his face. He was crazyin love with you, and everyone knew it.

He was not subtle. He gifted you with freshflowers, photographs, and other “beautiful things that reminded him of you.”

He was so sweet, and you felt horrible forputting him in this situation.

“V… I wish things were different…”

But, couldn’t they be different? All you had todo was call off the engagement, and run into V’s arms.

You knew he would be the best husband,completely and utterly devoted without a shred of doubt.

You would be happy with V. But what about yourfriend?

“It’s okay… I suppose it just wasn’t meant tobe.” He smiled halfheartedly, digging deeper into the hole in your heart.

Don’t you deserve to be happy? Doesn’t V deserveto be happy? Is marrying out of sheer concern the right thing to do?

You pondered your options for a few days, andthen finally decided what you needed.

“V. I’ll be with you. I’ll always want to bewith you.”

He is silent for a moment before speaking.

“Aren’t you to marry your fiancée?”

“V…” You smile and take his hands in yours.

“I choose you.”

Ø ~~~UNKNOWN/SAERAN~~~

“No.”

“Saeran! Just let me explain!”

“NO.”

He looked like he was ready to explode, fistsand teeth clenched tightly, face red.

Boi was pissed.

“I’ve loved you since the day we met! He couldnever love you like I do! Why him?!”

He backed you into a corner, eyes usually thecolor of the sky are now darkened, menacing.

“WHAT DOES HE HAVE THAT I DON’T?!”

“L-Listen to me, Saeran. He and I aren’t… We don’tfeel that way about each other.”

“THEN WHY?!”

You’re nearly trembling, and he notices. Hebacks away, regret all over his face. He realizes he has a problem with hisanger, he’s really trying to fix it.

He is in love with you, wants you more thananything in this filthy world.

“I’m sorry, I’m sorry… You just make everythingso bright… You make the world worth living in, and I—I can’t accept that thislight belongs to someone else.”

He desperately wants to console you, caress yourcheek, hold you, but he is afraid of himself. He is afraid to touch somethingso fragile and beautiful. He can’t let himself corrupt you.

He looks like he’s about to break down, no no noplease no.

You forget yourself and throw your arms aroundhim, nuzzling your face into his neck.

He freezes, his breathing stops, as if a single gustof air would shatter you into pieces.

“Saeran… I did it to protect him. I don’t lovehim, not like I love you.”

His heart nearly stops. A confession?

Gently, he brings his arms up to curl aroundyou, pulling you in closely.

“Would you give him up for me? Would you be withme, MC?”

You tighten your hold on him. You’ve known theanswer to this question for a long time.

“Yes. A thousand times, yes.”

[bookreadalongs]

Wow, Lara J, I Get You

15:49 5/8/2017

85. All cutesy and smiles on the outside, but on the inside bitter thought. “I guess she didn’t think a girl like me could really shine at UVA.” 86. “He’s a Potter person, like us.” I thought it said “like the rest of us” and I was like yes! 87. I feel like Ravenclaw would suit Margot, but that’s because she’s a Ravenclaw…probably. LJ’s…very creative, but probably hufflepuff. I wouldn’t be surprised if she was Gryffindor…actually, she’s very scared about a lot of things. I don’t think she lets fear rule her life, but I think it does affect it (naturally) to a degree that she wouldn’t be Gryffindor. I’d love for Ravi to be Slytherin. Yo, where’s Josh going to school? 88. Dad didn’t think Margot would be the hardest to please, I bet. Lara Jean always chirps on about her mother. Margot did have he most time with her though… 91. I love the way they talk about their family. LJ said earlier– Tumblr is doing it again. Anyway, I’ll ignore it right now, just focusing on not making typos that I can’t see. LJ said they were a Butter in the fridge family. Same. Now, Margot says they are not a Fresca family. Love it. I never thought of our family this way, but everyone has their quirks. Family’s as a whole certainly do.

I can’t handle this. 15:59 can’t see

16:23 102. Me. I’m probably And Peggy, but I’d rather not condemn myself that way. 106. I remember how much I wanted Tia there when I found a prom dress…goodness gracious Tumblrr. Okay, I’ll switch to desktop 16:28 16:32 114. Okay, I caved. Peter is included in the proposal though! Like, woah! Would it be overkill if she said no? Like LJ’s rejection? She won’t though…just all of these expectations, planning the future around assumptions 116. AHHHHH I CAN’T THAT IS SO NICE PETER AND KITTY 121. That’s so embarrassing. I thought KITTY called her Tree because she was tall… 16:56 I suck. I read the last paragraph. It was perfect. By the last paragraph, I mean the last two pages basically. Mom basically said to postpone making dinner. I will for half an hour to an hour. 7:29 138. LJ…she’s so cute. It doesn’t annoy me at all that she’s pretty. She’s just…she’s a good one to be pretty. 140. Literal same. I’m so there. Draft talk is always like wat. I tried to look it up a few times. I feel like I got caught reading about other countries or something. 140-141. He’s so cute. So young. So full of life and promise. AHHH SAME LARA JEAN 141. He’s so cute and perceptive. 143. I totally had those thoughts. In his twenties that I may never get to meet. 146. I just remembered that cliche thing is what I say. Cliches are cliches for a reason. I hope Chris remembers LJ’s birthday 147. I love it. 148. Will KITTY and Owen….?? 151. HAHAHAHAH WOW FACE MASKS?! 153. Oh, I’ve been wanting to watch that for years! Because…Burdge 156. See, right now I don’t relate to Lara Jean much at all. I would not be this hands on in a wedding during school, I don’t think. I wonder if the Asian heritage subconsciously plays a role for me I wonder if Tia saying asians were weird in my childhood made a difference for me. Lily wasn’t. Tia liked Lily a lot…she also appreciated nicer people. I don’t know. I know I’m more easily jealous of another Asian than others…I just want to break down all of my walls of prejudice 159. I love this exchange “Sure, but I could’ve had that idea on my own, you know. You should at least give me a chance to have ideas.” I pay him on the knee. “Just please don’t forget.” 160. Dang. I forgot they were related. I thought he just volunteered too. Sneaking out and playing in the snow…so sweet. 161. I’m not entirely sure who sent that text. 162. Oh right. I wish we got to see Margot Meeting Stormy. I have been thinking about writing and don’t know how to avoid the boring parts…but JHan just skips them. If their too rudimentary and have little purpose, just don’t include them. They need to contribute to the story. 163. The offer, true offer, is what counts for me too. I can be furious or ready to cry, and someone can say, I’m sorry. I can __ and suddenly I’m all good. Because that’s all I needed. A genuine offer to clean the dish or do this or that, then I’ll do it anyway…because all I was ever really searching for was the offer. - for a second I thought she’d rethink and go to school in Richmond. Probs not though 164. Wow. A year ago. We missed most of LJ’s senior year. I want to know what she did. Mostly spend it with Peter? Go to those parties? 167. WHAT WHAT WHAT?! WAT WAT. WHAAAAAT? I always pictured John Ambrose McClaren as a really smart dude destined for…I don’t know…an Ivy, I guess. Love it. 168. LJ is just too darn relatable sometimes. I swear, she can appeal to such a great audience. “I say it like I don’t remember her name, even though I do, I mean, I just heard him say it two minutes ago.” 19:10 My potato pancakes are a struggle. They were supposed to be a quick easy dinner… 180. I get that. Knowing someone so well… 181. Lip jut out. Awwww 182. I wish I went to after prom…in Shaker I wish I had Tia’s high school life 183. But Chris knew she’d spend time with LJ during her birthday after all 184. AHHH IT IS ALMOST CHEATING USING ALL THESE CUTESY MOVIE CLICHES BUT I LOVE IT 185. Little lines that are vague and obvious, but hit you are why I like Jenny Han. “I guess that’s part of growing up too–saying goodbye to the things you used to love.” Ah, so that’s why she wished to always love Peter as much as she did in that moment. I guess John Green’s thing that Ryan loved and bought was so deep about funerals being for the living is also…like what I love. The cliches authors know teenagers and anyone– I feel like I’ll love this later in life too, will love because they feel that tug of authenticity in the quote. You can connect to it by thinking of a particular feeling or memory even though the line wasn’t explicitly written for you. 190. He doesn’t say anything because he hasn’t broken t to her that they will not have all summer because DI lax or because they only have summer? 191. Leaving high school…damn that would’ve been crazy in Shaker 193. I let the breathing thing slide even though I thought it was funny. Kitty saying let’s not get carried away made me actually laugh though. This book has the most feminine cover and coloring ever 196. This is the first time Chris has been more of a good thing than a bad thing I feel like. I would do this. 197. I know Peter will try to call as your phone is dead. He’ll be all but LJ doesn’t let her phone die! Wat is going on 199. Tell him that. Text him rather than being spiteful! I’m always spiteful though 201. She definitely plays the role of introvert well, but…I don’t know. People can be introverted and just not be as socially anxious I guess. 204. Chris’ big attitude and talk are coming down now…it’s refreshing. 206. Another use of the phrase “it’s cliche for a reason” 208. This is a great page. It gave me chills. A genuine connection between Lara Jean and her future step mom. Differentiating her life from Peter…laughter from lack of sleep. Matriarchy 211. Oh goody! I’d love for them not to go to a party too! 213. As my Dear Evan Hansen would say, we start with stars in our eyes…Peters have deflated a little 214. Wow, Virginia Tech? Aren’t tech schools harder? Is Gen like smart? 216. Lols me as a girlfriend. Literal the shitty parts of me as a girlfriend 217. Why is he a dick? For getting drunk? That’s certainly part of it. Not being completely happy? Fair, but, yes, dickish. He seems to have changed a lot since dating her though. I don’t think she realizes that. 218. Hahaha love him - A truth universially acknowledged that a man with a fortune must be in want of a wife? Or something like that. It’s been a few years. 3? 220. I laughed again at “Do I need to explain to you guys again about Silpat versus parchment paper?” “We got it.” Hahaha her share of cookies 222. Hahah “Hey, I’m built.” 225. HAHAHA THE LONG CON. GOTTA GET PETER ON YOUR SIDE 227. Does Jenny Han also follow Burdge? Or are all of these coincidences (okay, two, Amelie and tread softly because you tread on my dreams) 229. That’s sweet 232. I just realized Jenny Han sneakily maneuvered back to the beach. @TheSummerITurnedPretty 233. Those trying very hard to be relatable lines…not being able to find a hair tie when you need one 234. High school being a time to remember for the rest of your life…. 20:04 Gotta make food. Not feeling reading anymore. 20:28 236. IT can be hard bringing up snooping. It's because he lied. Lies suck 238. Feelingly? -basketball hoop heist? @barneystinson 241. WOAH HOW DID I NEVER GET THAT SHE WENT TO CAMILLA'S SCHOOL? I guess...if it's been two years since this came out, and I read the second one reasonably before Camilla told me I could've forgotten. Still. Bad friend move 243. Eek is right. She's trying 246. Woah. That's something KITTY would say. Ruthless That's an interesting take on why it's better to be in a fight rather than passive aggressive pensiveness 247. KITTY THAT IS SO SWEET! No one would've been able to tell Kitty to do that. That's the cutest thing ever 248. Oh, Peter 250. LJ is so endearing 253. That's so cute. Lara Jean liked Kitty's nose earlier 256. They're both understandably petty. 257. Good ol' John Ambrose McClaren 258. I wish we got to see that talk of LJ being the star of that costume...now that I think about it...he always does let her be the star WAIT WHEN ARE THEY GOING TO THE BEACH? DID IT ALREADY HAPPEN?! THERE IS SO LITTLE BOOK LEFT! I was content at the end of PS I still love you. I so will not be content now. I feel like that has less to do with the books than my state of being 259. Wtf you took your grandmother to karaoke and we didn't get to see that? I feel jypped Oh good. Somehow I knew Beach Week hadn't happened yet. Time just jumps sometimes in these books. 20:53 20:10 262. Oh, Lara Jean, so romantic. I wish I was like that 269. Hahaha John Ambrose McClaren is so cute. What a rabbit 270. JHan is totally trying to make him cute too "still holding the carrot" What the BUT? He was going to her school, then she goes to the school he planned to transfer to? They just have weird, but many similarities. It's why he's so cute. Because she's so cute He's genuinely happy for her doing what he couldn't 274. Just don't be too offended when he doesn't eat it because diet. Also, how can you be so skinny, LJ? 276. LJ is very confident...she's a good role model. Good job, Jenny Han 277. She understands a layer of someone who she loves more than life itself be away 278. He really respects her 21:24 21:28 279. I love him. I love his precautions. I love that he literally jumped away when she said wait Have they ever even been half unclothed? 280. He's so reassuring 285. Woah. PETER OH MY GOSH YOU ARE SO RECKLESS AND EVERYTHING ELSE IN TREACHEROUS. YOU STILL HAVE STARS IN YOUR EYES. YOU ARE SO CUTE 289. It's so hard. It truly is. 290. The house feels small. Rather than big. With her feeling so small That's the most younger sister thing I have ever heard. "Margot and I are on the same level, and you're on the level below us because, you're the youngest." Lara Jean is that bridge. Perks of middle child...though I frequently see the oldest and youngest with stronger relationships because they just don't have friction as much 293. That's nice that Margot noticed. I get not telling her. Tia is great, gives wonderful advice...but sometimes I feel like she doesn't completely listen to me when she has made up her mind...or that she talks down to me if she does listen 294. Pigtails? LJ is childish sometimes 299. One drink? Yeah...I can't do that Ah, yes. The drunk slight cop out 302. I mean, all of that does make sense in his perspective. 303. Wow. What a good moment for Margot and Trina to make amends, or start to, right before the wedding 304. I love that this was her first hang over. I realized this whole book I've been nervous she was going to just let loose at some party. This kind of makes sense 305. Why does Kitty know? 308. These children are all so privileged. To think she could get anything she needs...on the spur 309. Yeah....that's the thing about growing up. Nothing will ever be the same 310. Is it normal to only have one or two friends from high school? I guess so... 311. I just had real flashbacks to too much frosting during OL...asking about f it was homemade. I would've made it. I was talked out of it. If everything went how I thought it would and should....I guess I'll never know if I ever could've 316. I read that as ice cream. I was like interesting for a wedding 317. Ahh my heart. Tears actually formed. He was so scared. She gave him the scrapbook or break up... 320. I love how uncertain that is. Jenny Han knows that. "With all the certainty only a teenage boy can have" 321. Wow. I love it. I love him. He's so imperfect. Why only tell us this now? I was just wondering when she got it back 322. AHHH NOW SHE'S LEAVING TO COLLEGE?! I guess...this is already so subtle and contemporary. The only times it shows are little times of conflict. She showed all of the cutesy in the beginning to convince us all of their love...I feel like I need to reread the first one mow..this is so sad That's totally the point. A chapter ending. I wonder if this was sad for Jenny Han 324. The dream. My dream. Marrying my childhood best friend...that's Jack though. He's crazy. He's a star. Tia says he's gay. Wouldn't put it past him. He's amazing, but I just don't think I will ever feel that way. I mean, I totally did kindergarten and fourth grade, but...he's not my best friend anymore... I forgot so much. I should've reread them all before reading this. I remember he got that brooch or something for her from his mom's store...but don't remember everything. 325. Wow. I know I read it earlier. I read it preemptively like a little brat. This was a really good book. It was different...powerful. The other books were cute. I loved them in that way. The one that got away. Josh. They weren't relatable for me. I loved them. Jenny Han plays the being able to love them, but love Peter more extremely well. I have to say, though I always think this after reading something new that I like...5 stars. Maybe 4.85. I love it. It's so cute. It's not 100% relatable, but it is somewhat, and it's great in ways that it's not relatable. Throwback when it was too perfect, and I was unsure about it. Look how far we've come. That was a perfect ending. I love Jenny Han so much. I love it all. The fact that they're still so close...that they can go home on three day weekends...I ache for that...but...it's good for them. It really is. I went to Barnes and noble for the last time today. Well, the last time here. I sneakily took a picture of Jenny's Q and A in the B&N exclusive version. I felt very...wrong doing it. I looked over my shoulder, quickly did it, then quickly put the book back...I am so bad at being bad. It was just the question of what LJ's wedding song with Peter would be and what her wedding song with JAM would be. Wow. Gotta love those initials. At Last was perfect. They are so good for each other...truly soul mates in another life. Well, he probably is transferring to UNC...no. Peter and LJ though. They can do it. Please? I love that this is where it ends. It feels ended. It's such a good place to end it. They still have stars in their eyes. They never really fought. This will be different. 4 hours though...no...like 3.5...that's so reasonable. They can do it. 22:24 22:25 OKAY AHHHHHHH! I went to read the playlist again (for about the fourth or fifth time, I know. I suck) and it ended with Frank Ocean...because, well, sex. Love it. Sneaky. Okay...I think it's really done now...I will make some of the sweets in the back sometimes. Pour one out for LJ and her sweet tooth and her sweet relationships with her family and Peter. 22:26