#i got told im a dyke bc im broken and too weak to date men- and my bestie just had no words of comfort even tho she cares
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#tw for mentions of heavy abuse#ugh i need to tell my story#and have people listen#but nobody close to me has the depth of understanding because they all have mostly normal lives#i got told im a dyke bc im broken and too weak to date men- and my bestie just had no words of comfort even tho she cares#she just kinda digitally shrugged and tried her best and i love her but it made me feel very alienated#its not her fault- she has very little experience with lgbt stuff and is cis#but this seems to be with everything :<#not to be a huge weenie but the people i know and love either dont know or have zero understanding of my history#and how deep the wounds run when youve been trafficked and beaten and trapped in a cult for over a decade of your short life#and all therapists do is try to convince me im TOO broken and cant heal#the nicer ones anyway- ill never trust a mental health clown again#im just tired to my bones but so scared that im wired all the time!#i need a long hug but id crawl out of my skin unless i knew the person rlly well for at least 6 months#personal#negative
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