#i hate fate grand order

[boingolungs]

Study week is coming and I generally like to type a whole summary at the end of the semester when one ends. Holy Fuck I've been at home most of this semester. Like the amount of times I've actually went to my Uni is either at the single digits or barely past the double digits. So yeah. I wonder if it wasnt for the pandemic how often would I actually be at school. I asked my sister and she just said that I probably would've been there a whole lot. So yeah Fuck. Anyway as an art major looking back I made more shit I like I did this semester compared to last. Which I would probably upload images of but no. I keep my Uni art away from my big tiddy Tumblr Twitter art. Which I haven't done in a while but I'll get back on the horse. Soooo...... A painting I did do that I really liked is this weird nun painting and honestly...

Imma make a big tiddy spooky nun! If the good ol book is telling the truth I'm probably going to hell but considering how I like cute guys and scary chicks I'm probably going to hell either way so that's groovy.

So now I only have two semesters of uni left. It would be one but the art higher ups like to fuck over students so a class that is required that I haven't taken yet is only on during the fall semester. So I'm just gonna be getting as much credits I need this semester and finish up the last class next semester. And then I'll probably get a job for some experience.

Who knows maybe the winds push me a different way and I'll be married to a rich older woman (still like milfs) and live a comfortable life or a cute dude whose is a hard worker. I didn't say dilf cause I don't like dilfs. Hell who knows maybe I'll be a vtuber or get back into IT. (I hated IT)

But let's get a bit existential since like only two mutuals will read this also hey love you and appreciate you homie! Are you ok I hope you are. Anyway the existential dread I wanna hop onto for awhile. Not what happens when I die but more so do you ever wonder what happens to where you live in the next 10 years? Now I'm not talking about family I'm talking about landscape and environmental shit because holly balls to the walls when the city you live in is extremely reliant on a lake that is drying up and you live in a desert. Boy howdy are you fucked! Because the lake I live next to or too is gonna be gone in the next 10 years. Which bring some to this. Where would I go? Who would I be by that time? Will I still be the guy I am? Or maybe something new?

And you know what the answer to all those questions are. Who fuckin knows.

Right now however you know what I'm thinking about?

THIS FUCKING BITCH WHO IVE BEEN TRYING TO SUMMON GOD DAMMNIT FIRST THEY DIDNT GIVE RAIKO, THEY DIDNT GIVE ME VAN GOGH, THEY DIDNT GIVE ME, RAIKOU AGAIN, AND THEY DIDNT GIVE ME A COSMIC HORROR GIRL, AND THEY WONT GIVE ME THIS SNAKE BITCH GOD FUCKING DAMNIT JUST GIVE ME THE SNAKE BITCH HAVE PITTY ON ME IVE BEEN GETTING SERVANTS I DONT FUCKING WANT LIKE COME THE FUCK ON JUST GIVE ME THE SNAKE BITCH IM NOT SINKING MONEY INTO FGO SHES THE ONLY SERVANT I WANT FOR A GOOD WHILE COME THE FUCK ON I BLAME MY WEIRD FUCKING LUCK FOR NOT GETTING HER I SWEAR TO GOD AN I GOT COCK TEASED BY SUMMONG A GOLDEN CARD SABER WHO WASNT FUCKING IBUKI DOUJI AKA SNAKE BITCH INSTEAD I GOT SOME SABER FACE I COMPLETELY FORGOT ABOUT JUST GIVE ME THE SNAKE BITCH

Also it turns out I haven't been eating Philadelphia sandwiches I've just been eating fajita burgers with cheese

[eepy-cat]

There's something inherently funny about how despite a lot of modern things painting her as a villian Yang guifei in Fate is basically absolved of most, if not all responsibility for her role in the dynasties fall basically making her innocent but then going erm actually she was just innocent THERE she's actually kinda crazy and DOES do evil things but like not that time

[caffstrink]

Cain and abel sealed the fate of all siblings in history

[figurecollection]

Berserker (Arjuna Alter) 1/8 Scale by Alter, from Fate/Grand Order

[idliketochill]

Happy Valentines 2024

Extras:

[barbwalken]

[saeraas]

"I haven't looked much into fgo since nito alter (peak) released and I heard lb7 part 2 comes out today. I wonder how the new servants are gonna-"

[cestacruz]

Anyway since i dont think i actually posted these, have this

Bitches from a Monster AU theyre all gay

Uhh more in the tags cuz i dont wanna type here

[lycannny]

WiP (expect I will never end it)

[chaos-of-the-abyss]

Depression

[kurozu501]

i cant get over oberon directly telling aurora to her face that he's a lying liar who lies and her only much later being like "hm. probably should have killed him" as she lays on the ground dying. GIRL.

[chocomaomao]

I would like to say thank you Oberon for bunny Castoria 🥹 crying 🥹 darling 🥹 baby

Bro this summer is already GOING MAN WHAT ELSE ARE THEY COOKING I DONT HAVE ANY MORE QUARTZ AAAAA

[lostplay]

[picaroroboto]

"Castoria and Oberon are both constantly fucking pissed about being forced to play their roles, if Guda has any feelings like that too they must keep them buried real real deep" + "no matter what, Guda doesn't want to regret joining Chaldea or forget that it was their own choice" was the concept here

[mako-neexu]

i must be overreacting earlier, but as soon as the new chapters were released for the santa nemo event i was excited and barely read merlin's part (but im rereading it in a bit) since i wanted to know what will happen if nemo really went back to 2015. who will he see? what was going to happen.

of course, as soon as it was successful and i saw cerejeira, i was realllllyyyy super hesitant to proceeed with the dialogues😭 when she was about to leave and as nemo's narration continued, i swore my breathing slowed down until this scene came along:

and i couldnt. breathe lol. my face and tears were really hot. my hands were sweaty and was shaking haha😭 but then fucking nasu had to just make dramatic effect of the screen to show that-

this is Doctor Roman. Though in the past, he is alive and healthy. See? This isnt an illusion caused by a song or by a spell.

This is the Doctor you know and love.

[morgaseus]

No game has ever made me tear out my hair from frustration other than fgo.