#i hate rqs so much wtf

[steffyanie]

mrrrrp..... rambling

i went from being super stoked for the magnus protocol, to now having those feelings die every week... the podcast has literally become (/continues to be) nearly impossible for me to listen and tbh it's upsetting. i was really, really hoping that the awful edits and distance of the camera/audio recorder would be like, a smalller bit, or at least not be half of every gd episode... but alas. it just gets fucking worse every week.

i want to know what's going on, and of course transcripts are there, but... i want to *listen* while i am cleaning at work. and it has hit the point that even in a quiet room with headphones in at FULL VOLUME i still cannot understand half of the episodes.... it's a fuckn bummer, man...

it's actually embarrassing how many listens i have given them bc i cant decipher the simplest of conversations... cuz it's definitely not due to wanting the content as greatly as tma. i just keep getting frustrated when trying to consume the content i i was loving at the start lmao and its disappointing

but ugh, i've literally been getting bummed abt it every week lmao. i thought maybe they'd have learned from the negative feedback that s5 Jared, (and even Michael, the Daisy's trunk clip, and audio withint he tunnels) caused because of the difficulty to listen, lol.

it's an AUDIO medium, RQ, pleeeeeeeeeease

pleeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaase make it listenable again jfc ughhhhh :/

[grcetxt]

GOS2 opening title analysis

spoilers ig?? idk

AAAAA S2 CONTENT YIPEEE

so, again, this is gonna be long, rambling, and will prolly make 0 sense so stick with me here I'm feeling a lot of feelings. im gonna go thru each thing in as much depth as possible so buckle up, this is gonna be like twice the size of my poster + hillywood dissection.

OK THE WAY CROWLEY LITERALLY CRAWLED UP FROM HELL TO MEET W AZ IS LIKE :((( and like on their way out from the tunnel thing I saw like a figure with wings?? I reckon it might be Micheal (the angel not the sheen) but I'm not 100% sure. whoever it is, they're holding a box or smth?? so do with that what you will idk

Im pretty convinced we might be getting Moses stuff, cuz the shining light at the top of the hill? seems like mt siani (sianai? idk) and the fact we haven't seen that type of light before and Moses is supposesdly the only person to have a direct face-to-face interaction with god makes me think we'll be getting stuff from that era (catholic upbringing coming in handy for knowing this stuff) ALTHOUGH, there are lots of animals, and they seem to be like in pairs as well?? so maybe more Noah and the arc? which like MAYBE ALL THE FANFICS ABT THEM COMFORATING EACH OTHER ON THE ARC WILL COME TRUE??? YIPEE!!

ok everything bursting into flames is a lil random but after a while of thinking, maybe sodom and gamora? (idk how to spell that either) which like, MORE SANDALPHON?? Don't get me wrong, hate the guy, he's awful and creepy, but he's SUCH a good villain. the actor doesn't get enough props online for how well he plays him. sandalphon had like 3, maybe 4 mins of screen time in s1? and from that, he's become one of the most HATED characters in the entire fandom. That is just like, wow, well done, I hate the character you play, but that's because your acting is amazing. ANYWAYS, sodom and gamora. aziraphales gonna be having some *feelings* about that, because why would heaven hurt all those people? even if they were sinners? similar to noahs arc situation with Crowley giving the most comfort this time <3

WOOOO GOTHIC SHIT!! the pickled herring cart makes a return and it is as confusing as ever. they're in a graveyard, so that's fun times. maybe more hell? cuz that's where they met up when the antichrist got delivered. anyways, does anyone know the period this is meant to be in? it's gone out of my head. anyways, I tried looking up pickled herring carts to see if they had any significance thru history but na. like they were there, and popular, but no, no huge significance. ALSO, in the graveyard, they go past a gravestone with 'every day' written on it??? girl wtf does that mean?? the running theories I have so far are that it's either like, the death of the everyday, meaning that what they used to do (hate each other??) isnt.. happening anymore?? idk?? or that it's just Neil being edgy and emo. my bets on the latter (love u mr. gaiman <3) ALSO ALSO OH MY FUCKING GOD?? Another one of the gravestones says JANE AUSTEN ON IT!! ARE WE GETTING JANE AUSTEN CONTENT??? OMFG??? YIPPEE!! maybe we'll get to see where az gets some of his first editions from :D aslo rq, religious imagery in the background, an angel carrying a cross, more heaven looming over Az?? ALSO HOLY SHIT?? I just accidentally paused it at onde of the graves and i swear it says 'here lies *insert another couple words here* BEELZEBUB?? HUHHH?? is that gonna be the explination for beelzebubs new corparation?? but that wouldnt make any sense?? idk atp but that gravestone DEFFIENTLY SAYS BEELZEBUB

(if you think this is long pls know we're 22 seconds into a 1:44 video, i want lying when I said this was gonna be BEEFY)

SO. HELL. WOOO!! more hell content which could go one of three ways. either we get more goofy Crowley giving more presentations, CAN I GET A WAHOO?? or we get him being given more assignments and we get more of an idea of the whole structure of hell, uncomfortableness but nothing horrendous. OR ALL THE ANGST FICS COME TRUE AND WE SEE CROLWEY GETTING BEAT INTO A PULP BY HIS SUPERIORS!!! maybe all three! can't wait to see :D but as much as my angst-craving self would love to see the last one, I think the reality is it's gonna be the first two. it looks like there's a desk and office chairs, so we'll probably be getting scenes that are like the equivalent to what we see of aziraphale and the archangels in s1

so we already knew we were getting more ww2 scenes but.. MORE WW2 SCENES WAHOO!! maybe we're getting post-church scenes? tender love confessions in the back of the Bentley? or maybe angst? maybe edosian orchids 901s (I LOVE THEM SM) fic about Crowley having a breakdown after being forced to report on the horrors of war will come true? or maybe one of them has to conscript cuz... idk dude just cuz. The bomber plane makes me think of the blitz so maybe Crowley is comforting Azi while they hide from the bombs in the shop? whatever happens, ill love it :D

a quick google told me fuck all about the ladies of camelot, just that theyre often overshadowed by the guys. WHICH LIKE WTF?? anyways, apparently its like king arthur times, so maybe we see the arrangement being born?? YIPEE. other then that, they seem to be like a dance group? so like, idk? could be suppourting acts maybe? could the merlin fandom help with this maybe? whats goin on with the ladies of Camelot my dudes.

MAGIC AZIRAPHLE MAGIC AZIRPAHLE MAIGIC AHVDSAKJ YAY!! I love the idea of aziraphale pulling a snake from his hat as part of the act and Crowley pretending to be pissed but internally freaking the fuck out because 'HOLY SHIT HES HOLDING ME HES HOLDING ME HES SO SOFT WHAT THE FUCK'

I HAVE. SO MANY. THOUGHTS. ON. SPACE. SO, SO HEAR ME OUT RIGHT, SO, the only time space has been mentioned really is when Crowley was talking abt how he made certain planets and the Alpha Centauri stuff. SO MAYBE WE'LL BE GETTING SOME PRE-FALL CROWLEY?? cuz like, the only thing close to space is heaven, but that's meant to be transcendent, and by definition exists outside of space and time. SO THEREFORE, PRE-FALL CROWLEY?? PLEASE?? NEIL IM BEGGING, IM ON MY KNEES, PLEASE!!

the... the hearts.. the love hearts.. the.. the hearts falling from the sky when they.. when the.. when... DNCBKHFVYEWIQUKLDWHJNX I'm feeling such normal feelings rn haha. anyways they're in love and :D the way they're sat on the roof together as well? like aw :( the jukebox and the vinyls (are those vinyls?) make me think more 60's content? and the Bentley as well? friendly reminder that Crowley goes too fast for him!! maybe we'll see him drinking himself into oblivion after he gets brutally rejected by Az :D oo or maybe him contemplating offing himself with the holy water! or maybe more lighthearted stuff, like the discovery of the queen curse :)

(also OO ninas shop!)

the lifts make me think more heaven content, which we knew was happening anyway but I'm thinking more Az giving reports and getting verbally abused and humiliated :D also, the steam makes me think industrial revolution for some reason? idk tho

THE ARRIVAL. is that the title for ep 1? Probably. but on the posters there's like a locked box? (getting fnaf 4 flashbacks) i've no clue what that means, like at all. but its prolly smth!

and thats it! this will probably be updated and edited, but these are all my thoughts as of the day it was released.

if you read this, there must be smth wrong with you mentally, but me too, me too. give me any thoughts you might have, ill be really interested to hear them! (these guys have consumed my brain)

friendly reminder that it'll be quiet, gentle, and romantic. and they like holding hands!

[asherthehimbo]

gonna rant rq before I got to sleep

Kit, Li, Alex, if ur reading this, LOOK AWAY

anyway, I always get so confused about how I should act when making friends with someone who is older than me (age gap bigger than 2 years), because my whole life I was the one taking care of the younger kids in my family, and the older ones too cause they didnt have any commom sense. And I always tried to cling to my sister but i lit never see her so I feel like when I was a kid I built up this expectation on what my relationship with her should be, But I see her like once a year, if that much, know lit nothing abt her life, and im pretty sure for most of my childhood she hated me for smthn that I didn't even do/ had no control over.

Now im just so confused cause it's like that expectation of an older sibling is still there?? but there's no one to fill that?? and im not used to being taken care of so it feels so weird?? and then my friends point out that im the youngest in our friend group, and im like, "Oh shit ur right, wtf"

So yeah, I get v awkward when talking to older people and start idolizing them for no reason because of this🤩 [When I say older I dont mean adult, I mean people with like a 2- 7 year age gap with me] so thats just so fun

also they way my sister forgot my birthday and only wished me after seeing an insta post + not showing up to my dads birthday despite saying she would🤩

its weird growing up and realising she's also in the wrong and looking back on childhood memories n seeing how shitty she treated me yet I can't bring myself to hate her, cause she's still someone I grew up idolizing

anyway, let's all ignore this post. i just needed to put that somewhere other than my notes app

[bunnys-babies]

Their Tattoos

AOT x gn!reader

warning(s): nooooope :) (ok like suggestiveness in mikasa’s but that’s it)

a/n: another anon rq! This was interesting to think about and probably put way too much thought into this 😩 I hope you guys like!! (ps - happy Valentine’s Day :3!)

characters: zeke, eren, sasha, mikasa, pieck, connie, armin, reiner, porco, bertholdt, levi, & jean

Zeke

I need you to know it’s taking everything in me to not say he has one of those man sleeves where it’s a forest, with a rose, clock, and/or like a lion or something. You all know wtf I’m talking about. Anyways, he has a few but nothing too interesting. Mainly some small sentimental ones on his arms, and one near his wrist. That’s about it for this guy.

Eren

Let Connie start to practice on his thigh once and nearly puked from the anxiety of it being bad so he stopped him mid-tattoo. Sometimes when he’s working out and his mid-thigh shorts rise you can see a speckle of it. Not as many as Mikasa, but a little more than Armin! He goes with Mikasa a lot when she makes her appointments and half the time decides, fuck it, and makes his own. He doesn’t stick to one specific style of tattoo though. He has a few American traditional style ones and a couple other simple-ish ones. He’s pretty chill about them and doesn’t take it too seriously yk :)

Sasha

Not too many actually! Shes got like one stick n poke she tried to give herself in high school on her ankle and she hates it. Other than that, she has a couple random ones on her legs and the one she’s got matching with Mikasa behind her ear! A simple girl :)

Mikasa

Didn’t think she’d want a lot of tattoos at first, and only got a little rose on her wrist for “funsies” (according to Sasha) on her 18th birthday. But she ended up really liking how it looked, and wanted more… and more… and more.. LOL. Thus, tatted up Mikasa was born (whimpers) . She started with her legs first, and is now slowly expanding onto her arms. She likes the look of patchwork sleeves the most for sure. And lastly, she’s got a little matching one with Sasha behind her ear!

Pieck

Has a decent amount, I’d say maybe 6 if you aren’t counting the dainty dots she has on her fingers. They’re all very simplistic line work, nothing too intricate or hyper detailed, and nothing too meaningful either. Mainly pretty pieces she thought up mostly herself (art student pieck >>>>>>). Only one is on her calf, and the rest are spaced across both her arms.

Connie

His thighs are covered, littered, with tiny random ass tattoos that are from himself with a tattoo gun he bought impulsively when he was hammered. He’s honestly not half bad. But he couldn’t care less about what they look like - he’s literally got a tiny dick n balls on his left inner thigh because he can just do that. Who’s gonna stop him? Nobody. Also has not a single professional tattoo. “Why would I pay for one when I can literally do it myself?”

Armin

He has a few! Most are in places you wouldn’t see with his clothes on, which is mainly because for a while he was so scared his grandparents would scold him for having tattoos (???). No, they never said they would and in hindsight he’s not sure why he thought that either. But now he just thinks it’s a fun little surprise. For example, he has one on his shoulder blade that you wouldn’t see unless he was shirtless! He’s also very picky about all them matching style wise, and doesn’t have any in color.

Reiner

100% sticks to American traditional style for most, if not all, his tattoos. He doesn’t have a working sleeve per say, but he’s definitely a little tatted. It fits the whole “scary big man but actually a teddy bear” vibe he’s got going on - not that he does that on purpose though lol. The only exception is a tattoo he got with Bertholdt along his right side on his ribs (mf ouch). They’re not matching, but they have a similar meaning about their childhood and growing up together. Very cute honestly

Porco

Mmmmm, none! He just hasn’t really had too much of a desire to get one, and the fact it’s like permanent permanent just gets him in his head about it a little. Although Pieck has tried to convince him a few rare times to get one with her, maybe one day he’ll come around but he’s chillin for now :).

Bertholdt

He of course has the tattoo with Reiner across his ribs, which hurt literally so bad (it also was his FIRST tattoo, no neither of them thought about that). But he also has a a few scattered across his legs! He’s actually not the biggest fan for super serious sentimental tattoos, and part of it is because he takes a lot of things in his life really seriously. So, it’s nice to feel like he’s doing something freeing and just a little reckless in his own safe way :). Oh, and the one and only time he got absolutely plastered on his 21st birthday he did, indeed, let Connie give him a tattoo on his foot (ouch again). At this point Connie’s just crossing them off a list LOL

Levi

Is this controversial?? I don’t know, but Imma say none 😳 he honestly has no clue what he would even get, and he hates the idea of them fading. And what if someone did a shit job? Well too bad cause now he’s stuck with it forever. He also just can’t picture himself with tattoos, like he almost feels awkward imagining it?? Like Levi, no one’s asking you to get a face tat, but that’s where his mind goes every time.

Jean

One, because he’s too scared to get anymore (but he’d never admit it), and it’s his moms birthday on his inner wrist. Although Connie did convince him to get an inner lip tattoo that just said “SWAG” because he said “nah bro you won’t do it, no balls.” Thankfully it’s basically faded away by now 😭

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[nichoswag]

Hey I really loved your latest GOT7 reaction and wonder if you would do any of these? (No rush btw if you have a major long queue) and love your blog ✨

- Where and how would they say the first 사랑해/I love you to their S/O?

- Who do you think is more of a hopeless romantic vs more realistic about love? (If that makes sense)

omgg tysm anon! i'll start off with the first rq and when i get the chance i'll link the other one here :)

[a/n: i'm sorry this took so long but i have trouble staying focused 😢 hope you enjoy lovely anon 💘]

got7 saying 'i love you' for the first time

warnings: cursing, a LOT of the same emojis (🤩🥺😍😢 ofc), mentions of a picnic so implied eating? also not proofread (when is it ever) bcs i'm writing this at 3:30 am and am about to get tf ts 🤠

jayb

jaebeom is kind of hard to read sometimes... i feel like this could go one of two ways with him; he either plans it out extravagantly or he just says it as a kind of in-the-moment thing. if he plans it out he goes all out (read: youngjae) but if it's a moment kind of thing he jus kinda says it like bambam 🧑‍🦲

mark

mans jus kinda just blanks - it takes him so long to actually realize he loves you that by the time he's ready to say it out loud you've already long beaten him to it 🥺 he makes up for being a dumb bitch (affectionate) by buying takeout and making a night for the two of you - him and the woman he loves 😢

jackson

jackson would full on scream as soon as he realizes he's in love with your dumb ass - 'OH MY GOD Y/N I JUST REALIZED SOMETHING ' OMG JACKSON WHAT HAPPENED ' 'I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU OMGOMGOMG' 'bitch ilyt but why tf did you have to scare the shit out of me'

jinyoung

jinyoung wouldn't do anything too extra but he would plan it out - when he realizes he loves you it's probably too chaotic for him to say anything (we're jus gonna pretend the members live together 👀👀) so he waits until later when you're both cuddled up on the couch watching tv or sum dumb shit and he confesses 🤩 sweetest man ong but he's not yelling that he loves you for the first time over all that chaos wtf do you think this is

youngjae

youngjae is our hopeless romantic (also kinda basic at times 😢 no hate i jus like to slander ppl 🤩) so i think he'd go the full rose petals and candles 👀👀 this is a big thing for him so pls treat him nicely and saY IT BACK OR HE'LL CRY. mans plans the timing and everything - he's waiting for you by the front door as soon as you get home to take your jacket and get your shoes off 🥺 pls take care of him he's so precious

bambam

bam is more of a spur-of-the-moment person - he'd literally just blurt it out loud the moment he realizes he's in love with you 🥺 like you could be trying to kill his cat bcs the thing won't stop scratching up your eXpEnsIvE leather purses (courtesy of the man himself bcs hes like ur sugar daddy ngl) and he'd jus look at you with so much love in his eyes (dOrK) - ' y/n i love you ' ' bam not now i'm busy murdering sphinx - wait wtf you love me ? ' but you love him too so you're both dorks 🤠

yugyeom

biggest dork of all, even over bambam 🤩 mans takes you to some cheesy ass spot like a field with flowers or sum shit and has a whole ass picnic jus to tell you he loves you 🙄 cutie tho bcs that's still so sweet 🥰

[jrueships]

Omg this deebo serge video soooo long lol i need to write down my thoughts while it plays just so i don't forget plus deebos talking about blahblah rn now wait hold on he just put eazy e under.. bruh . well anyways so WHOAWTF!?!?? 24:48MINTUTES ????? I CANT WATCH ALLAT?? IM HALFWAY THRU MY PUDDING!!! well man wtf whatever man ANYWAYS imma just burp stuff here rq

Deebo entering five seconds in and admitting how he just wanted to look cool while on the show lol... he is so cute <3 'im on this wretched horrid little show TWO times and i did THIS wooow' and serge trying to embarrass him about it smh serge came to KILL

Deebo mentioning the spurs 🥰🥰🥰 love how deebo cherishes certain memories so much that he makes it a mission in his life to tell EVERYONE about them while reminiscing on all the details like it was just yesterday 😊😊 he may not remember how math works sometimes but he can CERTAINLY remind you of how kyle pouted in the middle of the court with the ball clenched in his angry lil arms !!!

But anyways more about the spurs because I am but a poor... delusional little spurs fan (who has NO idea whAT is going on with the wizards anymore... John wall brad divorce.. done for?? Ex reunion??? HATES*X?!??!? IDK!!!) .. i was KIINDA hoping the spur who showed deebo the Nigerian restaurant was KELDON and THAT was the start of their dad son bond... but no. It makes sense tho and it's rlly cute how much deebo hyped it up! We love a culturally conscious king ! Plus im sure if keldon took deebo to go to a restaurant, it'd probably be like... Texas roadhouse lmao let's be honest

Serge mentioning kyle OF course. Then later using him as trade leverage and demar IMMEDIATELY taking the bait 😭😭 they are HUSBANDS your honor. Demar 'kyle can't lice without me' darnell 'I WOULD TAKE A TEN PERCENT FIFTEEN PERCENT PAY CUT FOR KYLE!!!!!' Derozan. Deebo going back to the raptors no questions asked if kyle was there... him being the only factor there for him.. like YEAH of COURSE he love Fred n pascal! THEY HIS KIDS!! HIS LIL BROS!! But they all grown up now !!! It's THEY team now! And Yeah no matter what deebo n kyle will always be part of the culture, but you gotta admit change when it comes to you! Deebo was so young with his first team.. going back to the past is difficult when the goal in life is striving toward the future. Too shiny shoes to fill when the feet too big!!! Deebo's mentality is so !!! Yeah!

'Kyle is selfish they'd be no money if he there' LMFAO??? The way kyle is so demanding and deebo LOVES it. Laughing while he and serge call kyle stingy. And it makes sense too lol all them 'he's payin for dinner' hashtags. Kyle is here to get that BAG!!! and that's ok!!! Cus as long as deebo gets to be by his side, kyle can take all the money he WANTS! sugarbaby kyle..sugardaddy deeb-ANYWAYS serge being like 'why you do this to my people :(( why you turn them down!!' Then remembering, as a tumblrina connoisseur, that kyle exists and demar is gay so he goes "😏😏😏what is / Kyle / was on the clippers...?" All sly grinch face. Deebo answering SO fast with "I'D BE THERE. 10 15 percent pay cut, I'D BE THERE." arUgh.. the ROMANTICISM???? No matter what.. demar will Be There for kyle. All to sit on a porch together rocking in their creaky lil wooden chairs drinking lemonade while laughin in the sunset... they'd Be There. wAgh!! The KNIGHTISM of it all!!!

Serge asking demar for one annoying thing about himself then getting mad when deebo tells him LMAO???? Trying to defend himself???? 'I am PRO! I am pro for YOU!!!!' he just wanna impress yall smh deebo 😭 and deebo not even tryna sugarcoat it.. just straight up 'you sooooo slow when gettin ready serge' probably because he had to hear kyle complain about it so much back then. Floor general vs unmoveable object serge. I'm glad serge is on the bucks now because giannis rlly appreciates the tiny details about serge that serge manically wants people to notice. He belongs in the bucks clearly😭.. idk HOW many 'wakanda' jokes he had to take from pg.... but yeah giannis said in an interview like 'SERGE ALWAYS A L W A Y S IN THE GYM!! SO LONG! AT NIGHT TOO! AND MORNING!! THAT IS S O COOL :-D!!!' so I'm glad serge has someone that appreciates his snailspace !

I haven't even GOTTEN to the... infamous kyle phone call OR serge apparently exposing deebo for his music so.. let's watch

[eitelle]

hi!! this is where the matchups are i think??? haikyuu pls!!

i’m 5’8, im an intp and a gemini, i really like astrology and i play the guitar and stuff like that :3 my style is pretty good i would say and i put effort in my looks lol, i watch a lot of youtube and play minecraft a lot and listen to music an excessive amount 😭😭 i like anime too haha, i literally only hang out with like 2 people because anyone i’m not comfortable with i’m rlly shy around and i don’t talk much in social situations especially with people i don’t know, i like to sleep a lot and i’m pretty lazy ngl hahshdhdh

that’s pretty much it sorry if i did this wrong oops tysm! <3333

HIHI U DID THIS COMPLETLY RIGHT TY FOR THE SUBMISSION!! wait damn i cant spell. and i call myself a writer 😞🤚 ANYWAYS ARE WE THE SAME MF PERSON??/):$36:$;7 except im 5’4.5 and im an enfp BUT STILL

lemme just kin assign u kenma rq 🙄🤚 basically that means marry me

lemme just match you up with: BOKUTO KŌTARO 🥰

baby is so cute and he will crack u out of ur shell 🤤 BYE I HATE THAT EMOJI SM I CANT

anyways some hcs:

so basically if ur in the dream smp he will watch the WHOLE THING

will he understand any of it? hell no

will he have kins and also become obsessed and simp for wilbur and quackity? hell yeah

u will change his bio on social media to “him/himbo” BYE

akaashi and u are besties i dknt make the rules

tempted to say suna but u and bo would have just cuddle dates

he woukd spoon you and yall would just cuddle and he would rant ab his day while u relaxed

he would play w ur hair

he loves it when u play with his hair tho

wtf is this spotify ad

OK SORRY ANYWAYS

will have random arguments or be like “what is the dip of ur calf called?” “isnt white just light black and black is dark white?”

both of yall are ruled by mercury so,,,, match made in heaven

you guys are people who get lost sometimes but no matter what you always find each other

like how the ocean will always wash something up, or how i always shit what i eat out

OK HOW DO I DO THAT. HOW DO I JUST BE SO POETIC AND THEN SAY THAT. PLEASE. HELP.

u make playlists for yall and he has a little jar of every one youve made that youve shown him and of his fav songs from them

IMAGINE YIME 😁😁

imagine:

another day, another 12 hours in bed. maybe 8 today because dinner downstairs actually sounds good for once. but all of that was ruined when u hear footsteps OUTSIDE YOUR FRONT DOOR. you literally hear huge ass thumping, probably jumping. and these arent just small cute ones; no theyre large and booming.

“HEY HEY HEYYYYYY,” you hear as your front door is ripped open. you sigh with a smile on your face and get out of bed to go greet your boyfriend. knowing how empathetic he can get you become happy just at the sight of him.

he opens his arms wide and brings you in for a hug, lifting you ip and carrying you while talking about the sights he saw on his run here. as you both end ip in ur room, you lay down on top of his chest listening and laughing at his imagination and perceptiveness.

“anyways, its such a nice saturday morning.” he says, meanibg for it to be an offhanded comment but he doesnt notice your tensing up at his comment.

“saturday? ko its tuesday,” you say turning to look ay him with a questioning stare.

“SHIT ITS TUESDAY? AKAASHIS GONNA KILL ME!” he yells as he leaps up. as he gives you a peck on your cheek he leaps down your stairs and runs to the fukurodani gym.

ARTBREEDER!!!!!!

texts now 😋😋

I HOPE U LIKED!!!

[tylerwritez]

Tuesday, june 22 2021

I've noticed I'm getting "the shiverys" or "the twitchy" a lot today. Like every time I FEEL something I take a moment to violently tic.... every time I think about certain things I tic.... good things, bad things, things from an hour ago and things from years ago. Tic, tic, tic.

Also, I have... some stuff to explain. Its really no big deal, but you know me: I'll freak out about it anyway. Basically I dissed my friend (rightfully so) around the time that we had just met cos they did something that threw me off.

He saw it in my phone... NOW. it's not RELEVANT anymore and I've since redacted that criticism...and now I gotta explain it to him anwyays. Oh well. I'm good at this stuff. I can get myself outta any situation. I dont even know why I'm talking like this tho... it's not a "Situation" it's just smthn I gotta explain rq.

Oh, today's song recommendation is Spirit Crusher by Death. I'm a huge Death fan...

Also! I gotta study... for my replacement exam. How stressful. Its about photosynthesis, but like, it's not simple. We went DEEP inside those fucking leaves.

One sec, lemme hook up my IV tube

Not an ACTUAL IV tube... just my headphones. But since I'm so #emo, it might as well be a fucking IV tube with the way that I cant live without it.

Its 3:08 and I'm walking home now. I was upset last night but me and Star have made up now lol... it was thAt easy. I'm so defective, making shit hard when it doesnt need to be.

It's so hot out damn. Idk. I had school today, so I had Bio class... I ACTUALLY PAID ATTENTION for once. I had lunch with Star and her friend group, and I honestly kinda feel like they're MY friends now too, even just a little bit.

Actually, I used to rant about feeling lonely like all the time but now I have so many friends it's crazy they all keep inviting me places and it's like people WANT ME AROUND... idk. It makes me happy.

Today I gotta ask if tommroow after school I can go to Bee's house to watch Supernatural (famous homoerotic ghost show)

I should also add songs to Erin's spotify playlist for our picnic saturday which I still need permission to go to.

I gotta ask for Wednesday after school to watch Insidious with Jay  which is apparently really good

Also hes the friend that I gotta explain stuff to... the DrAmA... the ThEaTrE....

Update my dad said yes to hanging out with Bee but first I'm gonna miss school to fix my broken brackets on my braces

Also turns out the house I THOUGHT we were moving into has substantial damage from shifting so... we aRENT moving there.

In case you didn't know, shifting is when like the house that's been built literally SHIFTS like it moves around.

Anwyays Jay just texted me... I'm gonna change into shorts since it's hot, set up my study area,.... and respond to him.

The time is 3:22 p.m.

Wish me. Luck.

Luck is plentiful! As it so often is in my risky, risky life.

I play my cards right. It's a learnt skill.

But also there wasnt much to explain since it passed already and was tiny anywyas.

XD so I've made up with the whole goddamn world by now.

Its 6:31, we saw 1 house. Only one. Its kinda hot out but I'm gonna bike now since we just had supper. I finally finished my homework... I just have to finish one mixed media piece as my final project for art!

Friday is my replacement. On photosynthesis and cell resp. We know this. But what I didn't mention, or I dont THINK I did, is that if I finish my art project before then I have the second block FREE!!! Me, Star, and her friend

A are planning to leave for second block and maybe get mint chocolate chip ice cream!

Also I might eat her out XD

Anyways idk. I hope I can bike tonight to call Jay.

I keep accidentally using people's real names here then having to correct it... I dont know how much i care about MY identity being discovered... but to have my friends doxxed would suck.

Man I feel bad abt saying fuck star last night cos we made up....

Wait we r looking at another house? Idk I'm in the car still waiting to go home

Oh wait no now we r goin home

Its 6:39... I hope I still have time.

I went biking, called Jay. Went home. Idk, friendly conversation... we talked more tonight and I also talked to my other friend A. Jay is... I LOVE HIM?? SO MUCH??? I feel so happy. Talking to him thinking about him seeing his STUPID FUCKING FACE JESUS. his eyes alone... I could stare at his face all day probably. I want to kiss him... hOLD HIS HAND... omg... huG HIM!!! Eofjwpxjwie he's so sweet like I can't even... and I'm proabably not good enough for him like. Wtf. Hes easily a 10. And I dont rate things outta 10. How tf do I end up with HIM? Doing stuff, as friends. Like wHAT. I guess I got lucky XD. He says he loves my personality and I'm hot XD ofc I dont see it myself. But like. JESUS CHRIST he could proabably easily pull whOever. XD me?

Whatever though. As long as we r together and stuff. I LOVE HIM A LOT. he said he loved me. Every time he says that it makes me so overly happy.

Maybe I'm just sappy and stuff.... whatever. I think it would be nice to be hugged by him.

Yeah I'm cheesy.

I'm sorta tired now so maybe I'm not writing the best.

I just keep thinkinf about love. Love is a muscle of evil suggestion. But how evil can it really be? I am just a human being and that is all. Everything else is applied. I am just a human being with soemthing in my heart that pulls me all over the place. Love is this strange thing because I'm fucked up and to be able to love without that fucked up part of me, without the damage... is this complicated, hard thing to do and I can NEVER tell if I'm doing it right but I know I'm DOING IT. I know I FEEL LOVE. And soemtimes it's such an intense thing like when you go to surf on a wave at the beach with ur belly but u hit it wrong and it's so big and overwhelming it washes over you and PULLS you down to the bottom and smushes your face into the sand and YOU CANT BREATHE jesus Christ it's like that.

Or maybe I just want to experience love as it should be felt.

Obviously all of my problems surrounding this Damage could be easily fixed if I went to therapy but. there are reasons I can't.

I LOVE a lot. Too much for my own good. Enough to hurt me, get me into trouble, etc etc but also... enough to liberate me. I LOVE. I love Jay. So much. LIKE. MY BRAIN ORBITS AROUND HIM CONSTANTLY THINKING OF HIM AND PRAISING HIM AND MWUAH HE IS SO LOVELY I BOW BEFORE HIM...

I think as much as I love, a lot of the times I tend to focus even more on BEING loved.

If I am told I am loved, and shOwN I am loved... it is one of the most powerful things. Especially since I was literally emotionally neglected in childhood... yeah. I feel like I'm always trying to fill that hole.

Not EVERY feeling I have is for that reaosn but sometimes, if you tell me you love me, show me you love me, hug me,... I'll like start crying,,, that's the childhood emotional neglect kicking in. If you call me #smol and #cute and say I look young and fragile which happens more often than you'd think XD, I know I'm not supposed to like that shit, so I act like I dont....but I do. Which is PROBABLY ALSO THE CEN 🤪  like whatever lol

Anwyays I'm fucked up

You see how quickly things become complicated in my mind?

Convoluted? Is that the word?

Whatever. I OVERCOMPLICATE THINGS COS I OVERTHINK THEM BECAUSE I'm LITERALLY MENTALLY ILL IN SO MANY DIFFERENT WAYS. I'm not joking. I obviously have unresolved undiagnosed "issues"

I do Suspect things, though.

I can make a list

Maybe I shouldn't.

Maybe I will.

I shouldnt.

Whatever.

I used to hate when people brought up my self harm. I would actually panic. I still self harm but now? Now I'm fine with anyone  talking about it as long as it's not an adult who can get me into trouble/force me into therapy over it. Because really? I kinda like having it mentioned. It's kinda validating and it's like hey... people can see that I'm sick.

I dont do it so people talk to me about it though. Dont get me wrong. If I did, I'd go vertically on the arms, not for suicide but so it healed and people would ask XD.

My scars are actually VERY hidden... cos I never intended for ANYONE to see. But for those who DO see them,,,, it's nice soemtimes to have people express concern.

I dont wanna be PITIED or anything, but idk I just think to myself "wow, they're CONCERNED... about ME... they arent angry or mean... they didnt yell at me or threaten me... they respect my autonomy and privacy...

And they CARE ABOUT ME..." and it makes me cry.

That's also the CEN.

I dont know. I just like when people express genuine concern. Even if they see and then just ask if I'm okay. That's all it takes cos then I go wow.

Its validating and irs lovely because finally people care... FINALLY PEOPLE CARE. FINALLY I GET SOME EMPATHY OR SYMPATHY AND NO ANGER.

Even just having them brought up tells me its noticeable enough

My brain does this thing where it thinks nothing bad that's ever happened to me was Bad Enough for me to be upset about.

And I dont know... its nice sometimes to be told shit like "omg that looks so bad" or to see that people who do see my cuts are somewhat shocked or revolted... it's nice because I go... "hey, it was bad enough for them..."

Or to have people comment on them with concern. Just ANYTHINT WHERE PEOPLE NOTICE IT AND ARENT ASSHOLES ABOUT IT IS VALIDATING.

Because I'm not used to that...

Because CEN

I'm. The worst perosn on the fucking planet.

I should kill myself.

I suddenly actually feel so self hating I do want to kill myself... oh god.

I ruin everything. Everything. Everything. Everything. What have I done. Like. Why. Oh god.

I'm just remembering when Star said my kindness seemed like an act. And how I've been called out for seeming fake like 2 other times.

DO I SEEM FAKE???? I DONT EVER PUT ON ACTS OF KINDESS.... CONCIOUSLY? but the very idea that I could be perceived that way...

Should I like not try to be nice or some shit?

Jesus christ she hurts my feelings even now when it was a long time ago.

But I cant blame her. I can't blame anyone for how i feel except my parents because they left me with fucking. Heart nerve damage or some shit.

I'm tired and now I'm sad too. Goodnight guys.

[galeish]

miley really did what she had to do.....it’s time to stop disrespecting her and her raw fucking talent.

anyways here’s my ranking of her songs on her new album from most liked to least....for myself cuz im the only one who will read this...and i will probably not put commentary on them as there’s literally 15 songs...actually i’ll put commentary on my favorite tracks but not the others.

I, for one, am SO HAPPY she’s realized her voice was literally MADE for rock.

Miley Cyrus - Plastic Hearts 

the songs placements on this list WILL change

these are literally the best on the album argue with the wall

Edge of Midnight (ft. Stevie Nicks) - I fucking love edge of seventeen...and honestly I usually don’t like covers of songs I love but miley fucking really pulled this shit off omg

Gimme What I Want - I don’t know why I like this song?? I don’t vibe much with the lyrics but the fuckin beat...it’s so dark and I can see myself dancing drunk in a club to it so....yeah

Prisoner (feat. Dua Lipa) - if you put Dua on a song best believe it’s gonna slap idc what anyone else says, simply look at the material. But Dua AND Miley??? instant classic. It reminds me of Physical (Olivia Newton John’s) a LOT. I wonder if they sampled the song. I don’t know either way this song is amazing and I would like to see it performed live right tf now. When it ended I literally gasped it was so sudden and rude.

Midnight Sky - the synthpop makes an appearance...and i don’t care for the time being i’m still a slut for it. I think the reason I like this song so much is the harmonies in the chorus. Also Miley talks about “my lips on her mouth” so that’s nice .-.

WTF Do I Know - listen she really gave us a whole bop right out the gate i was into it within the first 30 seconds and it set the whole tone for the rest of the album- which was excellence.

I really like these but they’re not quote untouchable for me

Heart of Glass (cover) 

Never Be Me 

Plastic Hearts 

Bad Karma (feat. Joan Jett) 

Angels Like You - rq lemme just say this song was beautiful .-.

Past this point the songs kinda blurred together and these were a little forgettable- they’re not placed in any particular order. 

High

Hate Me 

Golden G String 

Night Crawling (feat. Billy Idol) 

[jisokai]

rfa+v, saeran, vanderwood, & rika with nail biting mc

so for some self indulgences and coping writing, i’m doing a hc with EVERYONE where mc has a bad nail biting problem and how they react/help her out trying to break the habit. it makes me insecure with holding hands or demonstrating things with my fingers so i’m just tryna cheer myself up :((

this is my first like, writing post, so feel free to check out my recent for fandoms & rules if u wanna rq something!!

yoosung - poor baby probably bites his nails too :(( - but he can’t let you do the same your nails are too pretty!! - he tries to help you find alternatives, but only comes up with the generic ones that don’t really work you tried - he gets really sad if you don’t hold his hand - and after explaining why he’s only sadder -  if he ever sees you bite your nails he’ll try to distract you by giving you kisses or hugs - if it’s because of stress he will do EVERYTHING to help you out - is relieved that he’s not the only one, but will try to help you work together to break the habit!!

jaehee - lectures - lectures - ...lectures - more lectures - jaehee i know it’s bad stop telling me - but she doesn’t have great stress relievers either so she can’t say anything - she means well but is very,,,, blunt... - probably leaves you sticky notes to remind you not to bite your nails - will try to subtly divert your attention from your nails if you subconsciously bite them - buys you biotin pills to help you regain the strength of your nails and reminds you to take them - guess we know who tops

zen - LET ME HOLD YOUR HAND - IDC IF YOU HATE THEM I LOVE THEM - he’s so sad that you won’t let him play with your fingers or do similar cute shit - definitelyyy massages your hands if you ever start biting your nails - has the nail oil kits and will manicure your nails because he loves to pamper you and help you out - kisses kisses all over them to remind you he loves your hands no matter what - will paint them if you progress because its so cute ughgnnh 

jumin - don’t u dare hide your hands from him - doesn’t give a shit - hold my hand mc idc if you have stubs for nails - if anyone ever points them out oh dear..... - also likes to kiss your fingertips because he loves them even if there’s no nail sksjdjsj - will get you acrylics or gel nails if you want them - if you bite them around him he’ll probably try to give you elizabeth to distract you - or other things.... - he really doesn’t care, he’s just worried about health issues

seven - oh boy - hes the exact same  - with his lifestyle, he doesnt have nails either and probably shares the same insecurities - but he wont let you feel bad so he always shows you that youre not the only one with shit nails - probably gets the stick ons and have you two match - will tackle you or do weird shit to distract you if youre biting them - but he really doesnt care about how they look - will use your habit as an excuse to hold ur hand - “so you can’t bite your nails!!!” - ok sure whatever

v - you hate hate hate when he takes pictures of you because of your hands - always trying to hide them from him - but he doesnt care!!! - he worries about the health of your fingers and if you have an anxiety problem, but wont judge!! - likes to hold both your hands at once - all the time - v i have shit to do - constantly praises any progress and tries to help you become more comfortable with them

saeran - he doesnt really say anything but he knows - super subtle when getting your attention away from your nails - if you ever try to pull away when he holds your hand, good luck - grumbles some shit about how he doesnt care and holds tighter - subtle compliments too - if you have progress, hes sure to mention how they look good or ask about painting them bc he wants you to be confident 

vanderwood - wtf stop - will pull out the cuticle trimmers and nail filer in the middle of a restaurant - aggressive with helping you break the habit but they mean well - honestly probably oils your nails when you’re sleeping KSJDK - mumbles compliments and kisses ur hands

rika - she doesn’t care at all - but she really wants to help you - because she’s obsessed with beauty, she wants to help you feel more beautiful - WILL get you those extravagant acrylic nails with the fancy designs - always praising them and holding hands - if she sees you biting them, she probably guilts you a lot little  - loves shiny jewelry to bring attention to your hands (rings, bracelets, watches) and will get you so much shit if you break the habit

[ao3writers-pls-love-me]

hello!!! i've been reading your aus and headcanons lately and i really like them, you are so productive!! thank you so much for all of those solangelo stuffs, you're doing me a favor i would really love to write abt them. you said you dont need permissions but i still want to ask you for it, ty

and also i have questions for you!! if you dont want to answer, its ok.

what tags do you hate the most on ao3? (with s)

did you watch encanto?

what au on your mind lately?

again ty so much forrien!!!

thank you for your kind words! it made day! this is my first ever Q&A, i'm really happy, thank you so much! yes of course you can, use any of my AUs and headcanons, it makes me overjoy how my things get notes and reblogs a lot the past weeks. so i would be in tears if some of you guys write about my things (pls do i will be very happy).

Q1: i hate a lot of tags lol, but i hate them more if they go together, like who and why and how can you write a "hurt no comfort, enemies to friends to lovers to enemies, unhealthy coping mechanisms, self-harming, (genders) threesome, (characters) is horny, with bunch of explicit tags, angst with happy ending" fic??? (and last time i checked it's completed wtf are you ok???).

Q2: YES I DID! Encanto is very cool and the characters are very pretty! I will watch it again after exams season.

Q3: photographer nico/detective will AU! it's very cool in my head but i don't know how to put it into words. detective will is such a refreshing idea, i like him already.

you know what frick it you had my first ever asker privilege, buddy. here's the AU.

whoever thinking abt writing this au be warned: it's gonna be long and required a lot of dedication and rightfully amount of researches lol (no one gonna write this, its a headache). mainly bc of slow burns, smart crime solving detective will but he predicts most of the thing and somehow always got them right, accompany with nico's sharp photorapher skills that are secretly very crucial to the investigation.

basically it all happens in nico's small quiet hometown. of how nico once took a photo of a serial killer three years ago, but nobody knew until an anonymous spreads it suddenly. angsty time, no one likes him there for dumb reasons (think as you may, i just thought they hating on nico bc he doesnt and refuses to take family photos,nude models, weird 24/7 things where he follows them around and capture every moments of them doing stuffs or cheating/exes/exposed rqs - this is a very toxic town i know, but nico still does his job normally and keep his professional ethics clean. he doesn't want money, hes following his dreams), so they being stupid and believed everything bad abt nico and make up even more terrible things. they are assholes, they blame him for every deaths possible, even individuals who didn't get involved in the town's drama compare him to somekind of plague, its horrible. oh but dont be panic, no one actually hurts him, they just barks with no bites so thats a relief (but no, it really is not to nico yikes)

and the rumor spreads to ny-city-investigator-will, "an experienced and intelligent with high-problems-solving-and-critical-thinkings-and-charming-crowd-working-TO-people skill" detective. he wanted to be a therapist like his father but somehow ends up with a bachelor's degree in criminal justice and/or psychology. so anyway, why not, and detective will is born. hes on his way to his case and as he first steps foot in the town, he immediately knows how problematic it is. that bad. so he clears nico out, bonds with nico. slow burn occurs. they work together. the town's uncooperative, 1-2 dead dudes, close to death-woman, will out-smarts the serial killer, some sad backstories abt the town and them, how they actually adored nico and hes the only one that was nice to them, more solangelo moments, plot twists, "its not the serial killer its the corrupted town!" moments, nico moves in with will and they live happily ever after, except there are still crime stuffs happening and sequel nico in the action with his bf, chef kiss.

thank you for the questions!

[bookcoversalt]

I Fixed It For You: Throne of Glass

the main thing i did was unfuck the colors and the contrast en masse, but LETS TALK.

first of all, I’m a miracle worker.

second of all, listen, i try to keep my salt about the actual contents of the books separate from my salt about the covers of the books, but we’re making an exception today, because I loathe TOG inside & outside and we’re all just gonna have to be cool with that.

1) My main, #1, most hated element of this cover (and all the covers in the series) is how caelealananananaa (listen i can’t spell her name so i dont even try) (YES I KNOW SHE BECOMES AELIN IDC) looks like a frozen corpse. Why is she blue?????????????? I don’t demand she be a rosy-cheeked princess but honestly wtf? anyway look at how you can have a blue filter without making her look like a zombie. look how cool that is.

2) I don’t mind that her hair’s absurdly long, bc you can get away with that in illustration, but for some reason it’s smudgy and flat and weird? Like it’s just so badly painted in comparison to the detail on her outfit? I don’t want to denigrate the placement/ movement of it because it’s the only dynamic thing on this godforsaken cover but it’s weird and i went w some tamer photomanip. “but it doesn’t look as badass and edgy!” aint fuckall about caelealealnsnsnsan that’s half as badass and edgy as the illustration. a milquetoast photomanip is all she deserves so i DO NOT feel bad about this.

(By the way--this is pure speculation, but I feel like the original illustration of C was costume concept art for some unrelated project. This illustration to me doesn’t say “was commissioned for a book cover” it says someone was doing concepting for something else, it never got used, and when bloomsbury said “female assassin?” it got pulled out and purchased. there’s just SUCH a higher level of detail in her clothes than her face or hair, and this would explain the vagueness of her sword-things and also possibly why she’s barefoot and blue--this was a character that was, before it was Calealananeana. OR I MIGHT BE TOTALLY OFF BASE. BUT THE LEVEL OF DETAIL IN THE JACKET/SHIRT VS PAINTERLY NONSPECIFICITY OF HAIR/FACE IS V WEIRD TO ME. ANYWAY.)

3) Wtf is happening in the background? Why’s it that color? It looks vaguely aquatic, but the whole color scheme of the thing says “ICY/ COLD”, neither of which have any canon basis, so I replaced it with a less-ugly ~burst of magical light that also actually works with rather than against the gradients happening around the edges. speaking of the gradients happening around the edges, why are they ugly purple? It doesn’t go with any of the other colors, and I feel like if I licked this book it would taste like artificial grape. So I desaturated tf out of them.

4) Hand-in-hand with fixing the background, I generally balanced the contrast of the illustration. Also I had to give her a new photomanip face, because what’s there is so weirdly murky.

5) Got rid of that delia’s-magazine thigh gap, but more importantly, raised it. Original Caelaelalaeeanananaa’s crotch is inexplicably low, making her torso too long.

6) I GAVE HER SHOES, WHICH IS NOT A THING I SHOULD HAVE HAD TO DO

7) There’s nothing wrong with the original title, my beef is with the imagery, but I redid all the text for the sake of being Thorough. its not my best work i felt a compulsion to introduce some sans serif in there.

8) fixed whatever that little gap in her pants is below the belt. a nitpick, but honestly, it looks like her pants are falling down. you can’t assassinate people if you’re pulling up your pants.

not that would matter because she doesn’t assassinate a single damn person in this book yet she’s ~THE ASSASSIN~ how convenient that she gets to have a cool sexy title without doing anything that might make anyone uncomfortable. everyone loves a Badass Female CharacterTM until they do anything moderately morally grey, good thing we sidestepped that ha ha ha

By the by, these are the alternate covers:

The one on the left was the original paperback and from what I understand was short-lived. I understand why it wasn’t liked; it’s clearly a dead-eyed model rather than anyone who is actually going to hurt you, but for what it’s worth, the design is much more balanced and the colors MUCH better than what came after it. I debated working with the cover on the right, which I think is the UK version? but I didn’t want to force myself to look at THRIONE OF GLASS all day

like I can’t be the only person who reads this “THRIONE” right?

Anyway. Is my version a good cover? Still not really. It’s generic af, though this is at least in part because the ubiquity of TOG spawned a whole bunch of copycat covers amongst the YA fantasy crowd and now we’re overly used to looking at things like it. (I will at some point do a roundup. we’ve denigrated so many RQ knockoffs on this blog its only fair.)

here it is once again for good measure. fuck those dumb purple gradients. fuck this book. bye.