#i have npd and bpd. im not someone whos easy to love or care for.
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honestly wild i managed to even have someone as nice as my partner love me in the first place . wild
#[jay]#[duckie posting]#not because im like. unlovable.#but in the sense that like. i AM hard to love.#thats not something i can really deny.#i have npd and bpd. im not someone whos easy to love or care for.#and somehow by some fucking chance i have managed to fall head over fucking heel for someone who loves me like its breathing#and its?? so natural?? and so sweet??#and shes so kind???#i mean seriously i have been through the fucking ringer and she has seen it.#they're well fucking aware of how i am. dice *knows* how i can get. he's seen me in the fucking trenches of life#and every single time she's just. right there waiting. every single time.#there have literally been times where i was just. on the fucking brink of life. just so so fucking close to the edge.#and every time my first thought has been ''but i would miss duckie''#and somehow by some fucking miracle that has worked every time.#and yeah. i DO miss duckie.#every waking fucking second of my life that i cannot be with him i miss him#but its not like. a BAD feeling of missing her. its a good feeling. its a feeling of being loved whole yknow??#anyway. thanks for coming to my ted talk i love my boyfriend
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