#i literally cried over this today

[groovyace]

These two asks next to eachother in my inbox are sending me???? There are two wolves inside you 😭😭😭

[selfinflictedgunshotwound]

sorry for only saying this type of shit lately but i kinda wanna drive a car straight into a brick wall at the highest speed possible

[trkstrnd]

you know what’s really funny is i have made such a name for myself around my college as the lone star kid that ppl who haven’t spoken to me in two years came up to me today to ask how i was doing broo

[frostios]

(guy whos been drawing all day) man i wanna draw....

[number1girl]

my boss is abusive like straight up <3 <3 <3 not even in a "donate to my gofundme to help me escape an abusive living situation and by that i mean my roommate asked me to do the dishes" type of way. like i am literally trapped in the cycle of build up explosive incident honeymoon phase

[thebirdandhersong]

:')

Y'all it has been such a joyful and incredible week but today has just been. So much. Too many emotions too many people and three occasions in which I said something to a large group of people and received blank and distant and in some cases even judgmental stares back (perfectly valid things and questions and it was all to people I love, and i felt smaller and smaller as it happened again and again), not to mention feeling the pressure of being needed by two different friends and being unable to give anything to either due to having no capacity to give anything, and trying to figure out why I don't want to spend time with a childhood friend anymore while she keeps trying to maintain contact (and why her love feels smothering and burdensome, and feeling guilty because of how I feel and how quick I am to try to avoid talking to her), and feeling a great deal of body insecurity again very suddenly, and trying to come to terms with the fact that the boy HAS at least once approached my friend to talk to her, which he rarely does with any other girls, and has admitted to finding her attractive, and in the midst of sudden unexpected anguish wondering if this old pain will always always be with me long after I say goodbye

[nekoning]

i talked to my friends about this already but just...thinking about how han muchun became the paternal figure that his disciples needed the most, how cheng qian didn't get to experience a normal childhood and had to grow up too fast because of his family's circumstances and how han muchun treated him with kindness and affection he hadn't known before, even spoiled him a little bit and that slowly made him let go of anger and resentment

and about how han yuan tried so hard to impress him at the start, because he wanted to prove he deserved being part of the sect and he was probably afraid that the man who had been the first to care for him after living a vagabond life would regret it

and that despite not knowing the details of why yan zhengming ran away from home, we can be sure that han muchun offered him something that his parents couldn't, something that all their money and luxuries couldn't buy

and how even though li yun's backstory is a mystery, we don't need to know it to know that it was thanks to han muchun that he found his home too

he was also the only father shuikeng ever knew and that even with a different appearance, she would recognize him because he's safety and family to her

just...how much his kindness changed their lives

[thompsborn]

i know i’ve said that being able to do the stereotypical insane ao3 authors notes is fun and amusing to me but can the universe NOT take that as a challenge to add more shit to my list of things to add next time i post ???? like. fucking. Calm Down Please.

[crisispider]

I'm sorry I haven't really been around, my queue is getting ready to run out but real life is kicking me in the ass you know? I have the flu kicking my ass because life is.. rough and I haven't really eaten in 3 days so that isn't helping. So basically all this to say my brain is fried, and I don't get money till the second of november.. so until I'm able to get actual food in me and recover I probably won't really be around much, if at all.

So yeah anyways, consider this a little extra low activity warning?

[maretriarch]

theres a daycare right underneath the eating disorder clinic and i do wonder what the children think when they see us on breaks clearly being shepherded by another adult

[twotimeracewinnerlandonorris]

anyways i’ve unfollowed literally everyone f1 related for peace of mind so now i only have snoopy of the day on my dash.

sorry if you were part of the purge but i do not want to see even the slightest mention of o*car or mcl*ren on my dash and filtering was not enough.

i will not be posting any f1 related content as well for the unforeseeable future so feel free to unfollow me as well ❤️

[warmspice]

It's LITERALLY OCTOBER

[musiccokeandfrench]

The media is tripping over a neurologist visiting the White House, and all I can think about is how I made out with the guy's son back in college

[hecksupremechips]

My ass was trying so hard not to jump up and down with glee playing yttd with my sister and getting to the shin reveal I was like MY GUY MY FUNNY LAD MY SILLY RABBIT

[angelouvre]

I cannot stop crying today because it was my favorite coworkers last day :(