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#i mean my average is yk still the best grade there is but
noxtivagus · 2 years
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JUST SAW THIS NOW AAAA MY FAVS 🥺🫶🏼
#🌙.rambles#[ octopath. ]#i love them !!!!#gna. try. to do. a lot. today. hdfalksdjfsd#guys i love them so much though temenos n throné r my favs#sorry. for the tags. i'm. not part of the semestral honor awardees bcs my grade in filipino was just barely out of the cut#sorry it just. hurts. i cried a lot about it in november it made me really numb n i isolated so much n a lot kinda broke for me then#it's weird yk haha i've always been a part of these ppl#n my grades in ever other subject is just but filipino just.#it hurts. it hurts so much#i mean my average is yk still the best grade there is but#stupid school n it having this awarding system of only semestral awardee if each qtr tou have the highest grade#bro i had a full identity crisis n#i just. don't want to think abt it#i don't want to think abt it at all haha this is one of my biggest regrets#but what i regret more is how i just can't be kind to myself abt it#but it's just so. disappointing yk?#i used to be one of the top in exams. tbf that'd be for every subject that's not in filipino#n i'm not bad at filipino but it's just my weakest point compared to stuff like english or maths n sciences n wtvr the fuck#it hurts. this#i'm sorry it hurts even more than i'm even hurt by it but i just want to move on get it out of my head but it just hurts so much#i was gna rant abt it last night but apollo n i ended up talking abt stuff n i went to sleep without it being the first thought on my mind#this hurts bcs it's just one fucking subject bringing me down#but my worth isn't defined by this. i know that i know so much more. but. what if i'm not? what if#goddamn bcs growing up acads was rlly. yk. to me. i wrote n played piano as my hobbies n even i liked some sports honestly but#i rmb thinking then how much it hurt how. yk back then i thought acads was what i was best at. but i. was. inferior. even to#one of my old best friends. tbf she's like rlly rlly smart n she's my third cousin too actually but yh#i know that i know better n i'm above this pain but.. it still hurts n i just curse my humanity#SORRY I'M FINE JUST TIRED RN. yk i'm just.. happy at least that. i'm moving past my disappointment yeah? striving to do better.#n i am. i'm taking care of myself better n that's what matters most to me. still it hurts but i'm more than it yk
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vale-3-t · 3 years
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headcanons for liyue characters! in school…
tags! modern au!, school, mentions of math (gross), pretty much all younger liyue characters
includes: chongyun, hu tao, xingqiu, and xiangling!
chongyun!
tbh he would be a good student but def the “too gullible for his own good” made OBVIOUS by xingqiu (i literally hate them bye/p). his grades are average and he would probably like sitting in a more secluded area maybe in the courtyard or in a classroom. xingqiu would obvi sit w him and prob tell him some ghost stories. also i feel like chongyun would be superstitious abt ghosts in the school and hu tao would prob make fun of him.
xingqiu
my fave guhua geek or whatever. OBVI a try hard but in the cool way. but honestly he’s definitely that one super smart kid who will try to help u out if anything, he gives off that vibe yk? definitely spends most of time in the library always picking up new books to read and his best subject is defo literature tho he’s pretty much good at everything bc of his business background. although he speaks with eloquence he’s definitely more of a little shit head then you might think. his words definitely carry a second meaning and that definitely comes out when he’s messing around with chongyun or hu tao (although hu tao catches on much easier).
hu tao
i feel like she would honestly be a secret try hard. she likes trying to keep a less tied down point of view in life but i feel she still strives to do her best yk? though i feel as if her smarts come naturally. more of a social type but people sometimes find it hard to communicate with her. luckily she has chongyun, xingqiu, and xiangling by her side. i feel she would try turning to zhongli when she needs help with more personal matters (i love their dynamic sm ). like i’ve mention like ten thousand times she definetly loves pulling pranks and teasing her friends, especially the more gullible ones in the group xiangling and chongyun who seem to fall for anything.
xiangling
my faveee ever i love her sm <3. anyways xiangling would definetly strive in more…creative arts, but would 100% be lost in things like math and science. tho lowkey i feel she would try apply cooking to science and i feel as if that’s her main way of trying to learn the subjects. like hu tao she slider on the social side but she would much rather spend her free time with the group. i feel she would be one of those girls who brings like cookies and cupcakes to school and just gives them out to her friends, she’s just nice like that. a little gullible sure but she doesn’t take it to offense and enjoys the pranks as much as anyone else does. plus, who ever said she didn’t ever get payback with some of her more… questionable dishes ;)
a/n: idk this just came up in my head but i had sm fun writing this i think i might make some scenarios for this group if friends they’re all so cute :( <3
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chants-de-lune · 6 years
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1-Hey need help with... not drama but a choice ?first let me say city A and B both have great unis with similar levels, so i cant use that to make my choice basically im about to go to uni and in city A i got like 2 of my best friends, right ? But the thing is, they're dating and I mean like joined at the hip hopelessly in love dating, and even tho b4 they started I was super close to both of them, now sometimes I feel like a third wheel. City A by itself is not that nice, it's gloomy and
2-average on size without them I wouldn't even consider living there. Theyve both been super happy that im coming tho saying "we're gonna do this and that" but I'm just scared theyll see me for 1 week and then forget me yk? cause its the same city but they'll be together at a different uni than mine. Then id be stuck in a city i dont hate but dont like that much. I mean I could make new friends,a new life and shit, but I could also do that in city B, where I know no one but it's bigger, nicer
3-nicer weather and just more of the choice I would make if I was basing myself off of cities only.I have no idea if this is clear and I know its not explosive drama but it's kind of a dilemma lmaoo so thanks if u have any kind of insight or just for reading this long ass ask
okay I don’t know if I’m the best person to come to in this situation, because I’ve watched some of my friendships get destroyed right in front of my eyes, so like unless it’s family and you can trust them, I would never recommend moving somewhere for someone. 
 If these two are dating and going to a different uni? That’s time they’re spending a) together and b) in class and c) doing homework/working, so it sounds like the three of you would get together maybe once a week or once every two weeks.  If that’s good with you, go for it!  I know getting separated from your friends can be tough.  
City B.... sounds like the much better offer in my opinion, because let me put it this way - the guy from my high school group who goes to my college? turned out to be a libertarian fuckhead who dragged me into his own drama and sank one of my longterm friendships (but she was kind of a hot manipulative mess so in the long run it was better) 
but I made new friends at college, most of them were two grades higher than me but we were all bi girls who liked nerdy fandom stuff and it worked out p well, we have several group chats still going a year after their graduation 
TLDR: I’d say trust your gut and go with city B, but it’s up to you 
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