#i only use this to rb stuff so i dont lose them in my likes 😭

[woosansang]

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[egg-emperor]

My dude, its not that your content is boring, or you are a bad writer, or that people hate you. Quite the contrary, you are incredibly creative and passionate and that is always a delight to see. The thing is you are on a dying website on a fandom that tends to be the butt of jokes (so most people dont want to be associated with it) and you write about one of the last popular characters there. Its a niche community, thats why your posts dont reach a big audience. (1/2)

I can't help but feel that way lately ever since my instrusive thoughts came back bad the worst they've ever been and it feels like everyone is proving all the horrible things my mind is telling me about myself and my work to be true. It just seems like people don't really care about what I have to offer anymore, like I can't entertain anymore so now I'm worthless. The idea that my creations that make me happy makes others happy too is one of the only things that kept me going and motivated to share more but it feels like it's dwindling. I appreciate you and everyone else that has been supporting me and I'm glad you still enjoy my content. I don't want to seem ungrateful but my mind is being nasty to me and seeing how a lot of people seem to be losing interest across all three of my blogs more than ever is getting me down even more.

It's a shame that the site is dying when Twitter is garbage that kills the passion and creativity of many. Yeah that might be a part of it but I definitely have a more active follower base than it seems most of the time. I notice this when a bunch of people following me only like/rb/interact with stuff I reblog and clearly scroll past my self made posts in between. And yeah Eggman isn't that popular, especially not modern/game canon. But I'm even starting to feel like an outcast to the Eggman fandom space here (despite being here before most since 2015 when there were barely any Eggman posting blogs. I was the one accused of gatekeeping for not liking jimbotnik but I'm the one feeling pushed out and alienated now lol) because I don't like the movie and I'm not big on the popular romantic ships, headcanons, and fanon interpretations now. It just feels like everything I do is wrong and what I have to offer is never good enough, or the interest doesn't last because I don't do all the new things that are considered cool now.

Undoubtedly part of it is also that I write more. But fuck man, art is hard and even harder when you have to digitalize it on a phone. It's become more stressful than fun so I can't do it a lot. I just wish that fandoms didn't always make creators feel like writing doesn't matter and isn't as good as art. I've seen people entirely disregard writing and automatically assume it to be trash just because it isn't art. And a lot of people don't tend to support writing like they do with art, even if they do like it. But I wish people understood that creators need at least some support if they want them to keep creating, otherwise they won't think it's worth it or anyone cares. We're not mindless content machines to pump out content and entertain until people get bored of us. Both art and writing takes time, passion, and effort and a bit of support goes a long way but sometimes you get nothing but silence and it can be more crushing than hate at times, left to wonder if your creations were even worth your time to create or anyone else's to consume.

But aside from that, what also gets me down is that I do actually see people supporting other's writing and encourage more from them but I don't get any of that type of support, feedback, or criticism from those very same people when it comes to mine, despite them being so similar. I tend to get brushed off or ignored or nowhere near as much hype. And I know it sounds like jealousy but it honestly just makes wonder what, is it just my stuff specifically that's just not good enough for them? And it just never seems good enough, no matter how hard I try. I realize there are times it is in fact personal and I have no idea why because they don't tell me and I feel terrible when it ends up confirming my fears, then I worry if it's always the case. That's the stuff that hurts the most, more than people just outright telling me if they don't like or aren't interested in my stuff anymore, which would hurt less.

I know not everyone thinks I should die really but it's easy to think that way in times where I get insults and suicide bait from people shitting on me and what I do more than I get positive or supportive comments. So that's why it feels like people just want me to die, I'm told so in my inbox. I'm not saying I demand endless high praise but just someone simply saying they enjoyed something I posted instead of just silence has a way bigger positive impact than they think but some don't anymore. And if there's a reason why or it isn't personal, I wish they'd tell me so it puts my mind to rest, instead of pretending I don't see blatant disinterest or the ignoring that drives me mad and kills motivation. The hateful people are more vocal and then it feels like nobody else cares and it drags me down.

I swear some people, both general followers and some people I'm closer to are just losing interest and getting sick of me personally and it's hard seeing it happen and seemingly being unable to do anything, making it feel like my time of being capable of doing anything good and likable in their eyes has passed. And it's just hard accepting that and letting it go, especially when you never get the real answers and you're left wondering what went wrong and why you're not good enough anymore. I've had moments of realization where my heart sinks when I present something I'm proud of and I get unenthusiastic responses or silence. And feeling either people drift away or being insulted more often than anything positive gives my sick brain a lot to work with in further attacking me with nasty intrusive thoughts too. But like I said, that last part is on me and I feel I'm just genuinely too mentally ill to handle being on the internet.

I appreciate all of you that do support me and my passion and creations, it might just look silly on the surface with my rambling and gushing but what I create is important to me and it means the world to me that it's enjoyed by anyone else. It gets tough with my mind and negativity I receive but I try not to lose sight of the positive things or forget people enjoy my work, which makes it worth turning my passion and ideas into something I can share. I'm trying to get better at not letting negative and hateful stuff matter and only value the good but sometimes when I'm already dealing with enough privately and come online and see this happening too, it's the little extra push I need to reach the breaking point. But at the same time, when I'm in some of my darkest places with things I don't talk about, coming online and seeing kind words and knowing my stuff is enjoyed means everything and manages to put a smile on my face, no matter how awful I feel. And that's what keeps me creating and sharing for as long as I'm here. Thank you. 💜

[skybristle]

Please rant about why you didn't like how chapter 14 characterized Caramel arrow. I may not have gotten to it because I'm still stuck in chapter 11 but I'd love to hear it.

pls rb!! i put a lot of thought and effort into these posts!

was talking to a friend. this is a. Horrid mash of copy/pasted stuff from discord dms paired with me typing in new shit to bridge gaps and add points but. under cut again! probably some talk abt murder and violence [but its against affo mainly so its okay /JOKE] but mainly to save space on dashes since i type a lot also note that i tend to call caramel arrow carrow. it just rolls off my mental tounge better and its easier to speedrun typing in my fanon i've also added magnolia into her story but. for the sake of arguement i'll leave her and any magnolia-related changes out. but yeah they canonically kiss devsis told me /lh ill add more if i think of anything

shes a static character. NOTE. static characters are NOT inherently bad. but she has so much potential for being fucked up and questioning her loyalties and shit. as she stands she is just. There. she does a little bit of girlbossing but ESPECIALLy in chapter 14 she is just there to go its okay dark cacao ur doing the right thing it is alright u are okay :] and she doesnt even get resolution with affo. iirc they dont even rlly get a confrontation he just. Runs away. these r my main problems but ill get into a lot of wasted potential later. ill be so mad forever and ever they didn't let carrow kill affogato. like. she had a straight shot in the end when his sheilds were down and he was just trying to get away. ut she just goes "OHHH NO AFFOGATO IS GETTING AWAYYYYY" like babygirl you are the first watcher. What are you doing. i get that cr doesnt have the balls to violently kill him on screen but like u could have shot him and left him for dead at least. Like. .... idk. red velvet gets a crossbolt bolt to the face in TOSC its not too out there. but even then carrow seems like the type to want to kill someone cleanly and effectively no matter WHAT they did so she doesnt stoop to their level. so as far as my fanon goes she shot him thru the head when he was trying to escape. like again i know canon wouldn't do that but it is dissapointing to see nothing happen with him and carrow's arc yet another injustice to carrow's character. shes just. There honestly. like she doesnt DO ANYTHING. shes kinda just [woman standing discord emoji] you could honestly remove her from the plot without much difference which is. REALLY FUCKING SAD considering that she was so hyped up and is playable. her only real character trait is 'loyal to dark cacao'. which falls flat considering DARK CACAO IS FUCKED UP?? like i know affo is manipulating him or whatever but he had to have been at an incredibly low point in the first place - likely caused by dark choco's betrayel and the stress of losing so much , including many of his watchers, to the war. the main missed potential i see: the missed potential with her and dark choco. it's heavily implied he was very very close with her - and her mentor. she even has a line abt him being the one who taught her how to use a bow. it's p easy to assume he's the person who trained her and could probably be considered her non-blood informal older brother or maybe an idol. [i prefer the former but. Yeah] have her loyalty be split between the king who deeply hurt his people for decades [since even before affo i doubt it was good considering i can only IMAGINE how fucked up the kingdom was afrer the DFW with their watchers presumaby spread incredibly thin after so many losses] and FUCKING EXILED HER regardless of affo's imput and the prince who trained and partially raised her but has done so much fucked up shit and lost his path

NEITHER of them are good people. at least completely. do they deserve her loyalty? is she reeally doing good by following anyone?? is bias by being close to the royals clouding her judgement? she can't answer those questions

but No. dark cacao good everyine else bad :3. so dissapointing this is becoming more of a stretch but this is more a thinly veiled excuse to talk abt my fanon because i make her character so much cooler and sexier but. Ya! also not to say she was probably a trainee or barely out of training when dark choco betrayed everyone when he was probably her older brother figure andddd probably got shoehorned into the position of first watcher too fast since dark cacao was in such deep paranoia after getting betrayed by his own son he couldn't trust anyone short of who was practically his own daughter but. Ya! would have fucked. her cutscene thing says she became the first watcher at an incredibly young age. u can assume in canon that just means that she was so capable she earned it so early on but like. You could ALSO take rlly fucked up implications from that if you wanted to. like. Yeah. also i dont have as thorough thoughts on this but. it's sad that we didnt see much of her relationship with the other watchers. its obvious that they miss her, care about her, and are still loyal to her. i've always thought it was a really interesting thing that despite her exile and presumably being stripped of her title they all still call her first watcher. resisting the urge to talk abt her and magnolia so i wont but like. scenes with the other watchers could have rlly helped this!!! oh also if you ship carrow x affogato get the fuck off this post i actually hate you fuck you fuck yo ufuck yuyou fuck you. Die. thats all i remember for now. Bye girl.

[drop-the-curtain-123]

Hello!! Hope this isn’t bothering you, but might you have any more spastic Chess headcanon content? (I love the concept, it’s canon now)

wok keep in mind i’m no @i-don-t-even-care​ nor @anythingbutwallflower​ so bear with my non expertise in those listings. plus i havent even watched the show in a whole, but whatever lol. its projection a whole much lot, i’m actually scared of oversharing online but oh well-

was born with it

was born quite early actually, at like, 6, 6.5 months of pregnancy

nobody really knows why. she used to joke about how she was actually awaited and had to go save this trashy world early on

was in a “baby incubator” as she calls it for a bit after birth.

it touches her right side, so she’s left-handed. like, heavily. she can hold things with her right hand, but it's not that comfortable, so the right arm is mostly left on its own, sometimes on dinosaur-hand mode

she moves a lot of things with her trunk, like pushing a book etc instead of using her arms

her hands sometimes throw things randomly too

like just. stop working

is actually really muscular on her arms because she dragged herself with it when she was young, since, yeah, she walked later than others

she has a limp, always had. her right side, again, is weaker, from the eye to the feet, and her leg is actually a bit shorter. her right calf is notably thin and all

she wanted to be a sports medical person in canon, right? go off with it, but make it for the paralympic people

has chronic pain in the legs since puberty, something along those lines

like, all the times, feeling like muscular exhaustion/stabbing

which is why she relied on... the things she took. because really, nothing can make it go away

the leg pain? maybe painkillerS can, but the numbness and overweightness feeling on it? impossible.

shes quite a exhausted a lot

her being disabled also adds a meaning/layer on about what happened to her, happened to her

she sits whenever she can because standing up?? for no reason?? are y’all crazy?

also she wears casual, lose clothing because thights things can be annoying or trigger the tension of the already tensed up muscles

pratical hairstyles too

kate does it soemtimes, or brush her hair if cheche is out of spoons

sometimes her leg shake like a washing machine and she thinks it’s funny

kate think it’s not

IDK if chess being disabled changes anything to their dynamic

maybe kate carried chess backpack sometimes

she actually joined cheer out of spite

just because kate joked about “oh id be worse than you even, and lost without you even” i guess

she stuck out with it cause it gave her scheduled stuff to do and conforted her in her horrendous internalized “need to fit with the ableds” ableism to prove herself she can

she had kinesytherapy too but thats another topic. fyi it’s once a week

now on non-disability related stuff solely but i wanted to add it on

chess and mattie friendship?? HELLO??

chess only has one (1) girl cousin and she’s living in like. poland. or portland. she cant always remember. whatever, anyway, it’s far away /j so she gives all of her old hello kitty sunflowers hairclips, hair ties etc to mattie

they watch bad horror movies together and pair all of those dumbasses together randomly

they rank the stupidest effects of cgi or the fakest blood, sometimes with eva, our local skeptic

they do jokes about being the skeptic (eva), the hectic (mattie) and the spastic (chess) in an attic (of whom? i don’t know. maybe reese out of all people have pity of them

they can go skiing together (seriously y’all check out how us spazzers skii. it’s marvelous. google it)

i feel like she’d enjoy hanging out in silence with eva, in a public library, in those lion-seats that are definitely made for kids, theyre all have bad posture but they love it.

they dont actually study there, they just pick up books to rent and actually have a bubble out of schoolwork

one of their moms said it was a neat thing she’s read it on facebook

so they do it to please mrs. wheeler :^)

they cook too. idk what. ijust love the dynamic of mattie, eva, and chess

probably bread

i feel like theyd gift super great crunchy bread to cairo for some reason

ill rb if i add anything ig i wrote it on one setting ily’all, dont hesitate to ask me stuff related! hope you liked it!

[afandomroom]

Evolution of Partners in Crime

Ok this is a totally random post and it honestly has no point but that's whatever. Basically I'm gonna be talking about my crime kids + the new additions I have yet to reveal.

and yknow what? If you want, rb this with your ocs evolution, or make your own oc evolution post. I'd love to hear it.

Ok, so when I thought of Sage and Asher, their original names were Erika and Cain. Those are the names of my original story ocs, and they basically double as filler names for fandom ocs until I decide whether or not I wanna make them a thing.

Asher was originally a thief, born and raised. He left his family of thieves to make it on his own.

Sage was originally an ex-ninja student. She was banished from her monastery after accidentally losing control and harming a fellow student. Alone and on the streets, she started stealing, using her ninja skills to make a living.

One day, she runs into Asher on a job. They end up having to rely on eachother to make it out alive. They then agree to become partners. Note that this version of Sage and Asher did not consider eachother family.

Then, I decided I would start posting about them on here. You'll notice in the first post I made about them, their outfits had similarities to ninja outfits.

The more I drew them and wrote for them, the more their story came together.

I battled between Sage and Asher meeting at an orphanage or meeting on the streets. It wasn't until I rewatched RWBY that I got inspiration for how they met. Think Ren and Nora but without the romance.

it was just going to be them, but then I wanted to make an EM. So, I started figuring out Marion. I wanted him to have an element that was dangerous, that was feared. I threw around the idea of the master of string or blood (bloodbending ref. for my fellow ATLA fans), hence the pun in his name "Marionette".(like the puppet). It took me a while before I decided on Fear.

Marion's  evolution went alot smoother than Sage and Asher's because I already knew what Marion's story was going to be. He was this sweet, innocent kid who had no idea what power he held within. He didn't know what the cuffs on his wrists were, or why they were there.

Honestly the most evolution was figuring out how the element of fear worked. I knew there was an aura. I started looking up animals that represented fear. Initially it was going to be spiders, but bats practically leapt out at me.

Drax, the elemental representative bat, was originally going to be Marion's elemental dragon. That idea lasted about a week.

The next evolution was adding Morro (which I have yet to announce). He joins about a year after Marion unlocks his power. He stands as a mentor to Marion.

Then we have Sage's tats and Asher and Sage's motorcycles.

Now, I'm gonna talk about the new characters. The characters that are part of adult Marion 's life.

first off, a little on Adult Marion. He's a ninja, the grey ninja. He leads a small team and helps train the next generation, aka the trainees. The public has mixed opinions on him. Some adore him, he's such a sweet and caring guy. Others however, only see his element, and what it can do.

Onto the other characters

Calvin Rune- 19, dyed black hair, black eyes. He's a dark sorcerer. His eyes glow purple when he uses his magic, and his weapon of choice is a kopesh. Knows spinjitzu. He is Marion's best friend. He's sarcastic, usually sounds somewhat bored. But if you mess with his friends, his niece and nephews, or the trainees you better be ready for his wrath.

Zoe Rose Johnson- 18, dyed lilac purple hair, brown eyes. They're the team medic. Always  has a bag filled with supplies, weapon of choice is a simple staff. Knows spinjitzu. They're Marion's romantic partner/date mate. They're sweet, silly, and very caring. Marion describes their laugh as like little silver bells.

Onto the trainees.

Damian Kieren- The adopted son of Neuro and current holder of the Element of Mind. He's around 11, the oldest of the trainees. Tends to act like he knows everything, very proud and sarcastic. DONT MESS WITH HIS PILLOW(aka don't put stuff in it)s

Aurora Cyan- Daughter of the master of illusion and current holder of the Element of Illusion. Around 10. Is shy, quiet, and sweet. Essentially the big sister to the trainees.

Jaxon Oak- Son of Bolobo(prolly spelt that wrong) and current holder of the Element of Nature. Around 10. He's goofy, not very serious, has a tendency to slack off. But he means well.

and that's it for now.

again I'd love to see the evolution of your ocs.

[seagullsausage]

random shit that nobody asked for but that are happening on this platform that I havent told anyone

I have secretly created a spongebob side blog exclusively for nostalgia purposes and spongebob themed memes for fun. haven't told anyone what it is yet cause im trying to amass a large amount of posts before I actually put them on the blog

I have also considered making a penguins of Madagascar sideblog for these same purposes but there just isnt as much easily findable content as spongebob content. maybe someday tho

does anyone remember my Antiplier au I made? well I actually started making ego swaps for all the egos and spent a lot of time thinking about their designs, working on the universe, how kill jse and wkm would be in the au, all that shit. I was gonna make a sideblog for it too, but I put it aside in favor of my ego fusions. might start that up again sometime idk

I spent a shitton of time coming up for an organizational tagging system for seagullguts but scrapped it all cause like.....its only purpose at this point is to be a reblog dump for shit I like and to post my gross/aesthetic art on and I literally dont have anything to lose if I cant find anything lmao

I spend probably an unhealthy amount of time thinking about my jse fusions even though I like...hardly post about them ajklsdf;akgfsdj ILL POST ALL MY DESIGNS FOR IT SOMEDAY IM SORRY OK 

I mainly started making my hc posts because I have a Favorite Person who also makes a bunch of hc posts and im like ooo...fun.......and im always secretly hoping they’ll see some of them and rb them and validate me cause they r really cool......and the few times they have exchanged hc ideas with me I literally died on the spot so

also its really encouraging to me if you even give one of my posts (specifically the hc ones) just a like it shows that people are seeing what im posting and encourages me to post more 

im probably gonna delete my ego theory blog soon but idk it might be useful someday 

I have also made a secret aesthetic/image collection sideblog to put a random assortment of images if I need stuff for moodboards or edits or references so if I reblog something from you its pretty easy to tell its me cause of the username lol

[cheekbites-moved]

about

pls dont rb, this is just my about page. thanks.

the basics:

name’s luna! 💙

im in my 20s.

im a non-binary trans person and my pronouns are they/them

im your local inattentive type adhd ass whaddup ✌️

this is a personal blog and so what i post varies depending on whatever my hyperfixations are at the time. i tag everything by post type (txt, images, etc), category (like audio or art), and media/subject. i also tag triggers as trigger//. if you need a trigger tagged, feel free to send me an ask with what you need it tagged as, & i’ll be happy to do so for you! :)

i have a taglist where you can find what i post, all organized by category! i forget to update it sometimes, but it’s the place to find what i post in an easily accessible manner :)

im under “moonyscape” on twitter & “ozlice” on ao3!

i am an amv editor! my youtube where i post them is “contractorseal”. they are posted under my “my video” tag on here as well.

i also have a gayming channel, “lunarlla”! my videos from it are also posted under my “my lp” tag on here.

singing is a huge passion of mine, and sometimes i post brief acapella covers on here! you can find them in my “my singing” tag.

some notes about me:

my blog contains nsfw content. i tag it all as ‘nsfw//’ or ‘nsfwish//’, but still. minors pls dni, & tread carefully otherwise if nsfw stuff makes you uncomfortable.

i curse.. a lot lmao

i also use caps lock a lot

i aaalso use emoticons a lot

i also use words like dude, man, bitch, etc a lot. gender neutrally.  

im rly slow at processing things, esp jokes, so if u send me a joke and i take it seriously/dont understand it, please dont tease me for it bc i just am v slow at processing things thank u

my adhd makes me very forgetful. if i don’t respond to your ask, it’s not personal, i just probably forgot!

please don’t:

tell me you’re unfollowing me

i know these messages have good intentions, but someone telling me that they're unfollowing me triggers my rsd way worse than losing a follower so. i appreciate the sentiment, but please just unfollow me. it’s easier for both of us.

ask me for advice on anon/if i don’t personally know you

i am not a trained professional in any capacity. there are hotlines and textlines that are ran by people who are trained to help people through rough situations. please contact them instead if you need help. i’m happy to share the ones i know of if needed, just. please don’t treat me like i am one of them cause i’m not.

tell me you’re jealous of me

or that i’m “lucky”, or put yourself down as you praise me. being put on any kinda pedestal makes me not only uncomfortable, but it also just makes me feel like the struggles/efforts i’ve put into getting to where i am are being belittled. so please just. don’t say those kinds of things to me. it's a very unpleasant time.

call me qu**r

if you identify with the word, you are not in any way, shape or form invalid. i just don’t personally identify with it, and am not comfortable using it in a casual manner unless it is the preferred label of a person i’m talking to. so please don’t use it for me. thanks.

thats all for now! thank you for visiting my about!

[4giorno]

i have some thoughts (that i didnt already rb) now that ive caught up with the show. im gonna write them as a list bc theres a bunch of different ones and its overwhelming in the uncomfortable way lol. the thoughts are under the cut bc this got way too long

if they dont go with budd1e in the end, we’re running into this same old problem; no new relationship can compete with the emotional depth that they have. considering everything that has happened between them for 3 seasons (i do NOT have the energy to list every meaningful thing lol) and now even eddie trusting buck to raise his son if hes gone, their bond will always overshadow everything else. this is why also everything romantic that happened between buck and taylor in this episode felt very strange and superficial bc during all of this episode buck has been yelling and crying for eddie, saving his life, running around desperately and in shock bc of eddie, wishing he wouldve taken the bullet for eddie, ignoring the sniper threatening his life bc of his concern for eddie and the awfulness of his absence, dropping everything (including taylor) to be with eddie and christopher, and finally being trusted to raise chris if eddie is gone. also the parallel of the other person that got shot being bobby and how he was saved by his partner, who is his WIFE. buck and eddie will always choose each other over everyone else that isnt chris.

even if they by some miracle do go with budd1e, im still so disappointed that they did this romantic plot with buck and taylor. and the reason is that i loved their friendship. their scenes were some of my favorites, their banter was very enjoyable to watch. theyre in some ways similar people and could easily have a great friendship that included a lot of the healthy competition that they both want, even if it couldnt reach the level of emotional depth that buck has with the other ppl on the fire squad (for example bc of the massive trust issues buck was shown to still have for taylor in this episode). but now shes being put into competition with eddie and is losing badly, which i think is so unfortunate for her bc she could be a great character and a fan favorite in other ways.

one more thing abt taylor that im mad the writers did with her. shes making her moves when buck is very obviously in a bad, fucked up state (bc of the eddie related things i listed in point 1)........... like yeah buck is receptive but still the timing is awful and kind of creepy. she literally saw him when he was running around frantically making thoughtless plans and choices and, held his hands that were shaking so much he couldve dropped his phone. she shouldve known better, especially if they want us to believe that bucks assumption that she was gonna run a story abt his situation was wrong and she isnt that kind of bad person anymore. this is especially bad bc buck has been emotionally taken advantage of in the past once already (the time his therapist slept with him)

okay moving on to eddies side of things a bit. i do honestly think eddies relationship with ana was officially doomed to fail at the “just make sure youre following your heart, not christophers” scene (altho there are other things like the lack of trust, plot, screentime and emotional depth in comparison to other characters and yes, obviously especially to buck), but if they were to make them a permanent couple, this plot with making buck the next legal guardian is an extremely weird thing to include in the story and could become problematic to solve. lets assume they stay together for years and then eddie dies. the two options are buck does get christopher and ana, eddies partner who presumably has lived with chris for years, is out of the picture, or eddies will is broken/changed which would make this powerful moment in 4x14 a lot less meaningful. so......???? what do (and honestly this line of thinking would still be relevant with any other partner he may have in the future that isnt buck while chris is a kid)

okay lastly fandom related stuff. first i hope when theyre complaining ppl arent holding some idiots who attack oliver, who is an actor and cant affect the story, for baiting as the same idea as people being critical of the storys narrative failings......... and i hope they dont think you shouldnt criticize the failings bc some ppl are idiots........ 

okay i hope i wrote this in a way that accurately describes my thoughts. and i hope its clear that i dont want to bash taylor and ana, but im trying to genuinely analyze the narrative and consider past associations to see what the characters need. also im writing this when only s4 is out so truly i cant express my final opinion on these issues yet bc i dont know how the show will continue and turn out in the end.