#i promise im fine and stable im just UGGHH
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Trying not to jump the gun and expect today to be shit but it's my sister's bday and i'll have to spend the whole day around her and our dad who both treat me like shit
#vark posts#its just like constantly talking down on me and bashing me for everything its really frustrating#they like to make it a point that they think im stupid and dramatic too#its been like this for years#what especially sucks is that my sister and i used to be so close i'd brag about it#now we rarely talk because she really doesnt give a fuck what i say#i think its cause shes gotten so attached to my dad to the point where his morals and opinions on ppl are now also hers#and my dad and i have a rocky as hell relationship#im talkin like throwing shit at me and kickin me out type shit#AND ill have to deal with being misgendered and deadnamed all day which ive gotten used to not having to deal with#and they never include me on plans aka i never know whats going on and they wont tell me so i dont get to prepare for whatever it is#i tried explaining that to my sister yesterday that im always kept in the dark on shit and i just wanna be able to prepare for the day#cause i dont like when all day plans are surprises#and girl had the audacity to get mad at me#she acts SO woke but the moment i ask for the most basic accommodation that is almost def related to my adhd or autism i get bashed on#sorry its just 8am and im tired and cranky lmao#i also just know theyre gonna shit on me for being tired its one of their faves#as if i dont work closing shifts smh#i promise im fine and stable im just UGGHH#godspeed besties
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