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#i should be asleep 😂 but i got too excited lmao
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You have made me want to draw one piece warners. SO BAD.
Haha omg YES you should totally do it!! It makes me SO happy to see people enjoying my weirdly niche au's with the Warners, it's just SO much fun to yeet them into various worlds and scenarios, and one piece is just kooky enough that I think they'd fit right in haha. If you do draw them I'd love to see!!
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And to answer two asks in one, I adore this visual so much omg! If I were at my computer still I'd totally draw it...
I too envision Wakko as a very serious worker, honestly. He might not quite understand instructions sometimes but he tries his very bestest! Yakko and Dot, I picture having SUCH a fun time with snarky customers, or just being little shits in general to people who deserve it (and Torra lmao)
Again, another really niche au that I'm really happy someone likes, because it's all I think about while I'm working like, "what would the Warners do today? 🤔"
They're so much fun to play around with in any scenario, they were drawn for this!
Thank you so much for stopping by!!
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thegreymoon · 7 months
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The Story of Minglan
This is the episode when we finally get the OTP™ Wedding, yes? Yes?? YESSS???
Nobody tell me otherwise, I AM EXCITED!! 🎉🎉
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Aww, Gu Tingye would dote on you if you didn't bring in a cent!
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He's rich enough for the both of you.
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Aww, baby 😢
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Her ideas of what she dares to expect are so low at this point, that they are underground.
Gu Tingye has his work cut out for spoiling her.
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I'm not crying, you're crying 😭
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LOL, he finally gets a happy and respectable daughter wedding 😂
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No drunk underage son trying to gamble betrothal geese away. No daughter pregnant before marriage. No secret liaison that would be disastrous for his family if word got out.
Just an advantageous high-rank marriage with a nobleman that will elevate the entire family sky-high!
Not that he deserves it. But Minglan does, so I will suffer this collateral damage gladly.
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Oh my god 😭😭
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How many times will this drama have me sobbing 😭😭
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Somebody needs to hand me a handkerchief too 😭😭
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I am bawling here like a baby, I can't see properly from the tears 😭😭
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Xiaotao thinking of the important things on this monumental day 😅
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Such as lunch 😂😂
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She's so cute, OMG 😭
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Anyway, I think that I can now safely say that Minglan is possibly my favourite female character ever!
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LMAO, please don't tell me he married Cousin Cao after all 🙄
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So spineless.
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Oh, he didn't?? 👀
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She got her hopes up for nothing, LMAO.
I'm afraid I will have to go forth reluctantly respecting He Hongwen after all, now that Minglan is safely married to who she should be.
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LOL, yeah, no.
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Somebody, please explain to me who these two people are 😭
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Are they new?
All of a sudden, they are having dialogue in this episode and acting like they are important and I can't remember seeing either of them before.
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LMAO, is that the actual Crown Prince standing with Nanny and Shitou? 🤣🤣
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LMAO, his entire family is so miserable 🤣🤣
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It's not fair that the two of them just get dinner while everyone else gets alcohol 🤣🤣
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Anyway, Rongjie remains cute.
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LMAO, truly a match made in heaven 🤣🤣
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You two deserve each other, in every sense 🤣🤣
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LMAO, Rongjie fell asleep in their marital bed, cockblocking like a pro! 🤣🤣
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Also, the second hand embarrassment is killing me 🤣🤣 When her stomach started growling, I died 🤣🤣
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Aww, looks like no sex is happening tonight and she's disappointed 🤣
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LMAO, this is a Xiaotao-approved husband, making sure his wife is fed! 🤣🤣
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Also, there is still hope for sex!
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LMAO, are those bruises on her forehead from that headdress?
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Also, how did she get her hair up like that when she had bangs just yesterday?
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LMAO, finish dinner?? 👀
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Jokes aside, it's good to know that he is not, in the words of TXJ, an irresponsible husband 🤣🤣
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There had better be sex toys in that chest 😑
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Oh, OK, so it's money.
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So, I guess the second best thing 🙄
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LMAO, so instead of sex on their wedding night, he gives her a goddamn job 😂
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Smack him, Minglan!
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An Incomplete List: Things I need to be in the RWRB movie
(Including things we already know will be in it because god I’m so excited)
Basically this will just be me listing all my favorite parts of the book so I apologize in advance for how long this will be I’m brainrotting HARD rn)
1. The callback between Henry asking June (maybe Nora tho now) to waltz and then later telling Alex he hates waltzing at the V&A idk why but this is important to me
2. PLEASE a flashback of baby Alex seeing the picture of baby Henry in the J14 magazine I WOULD LOVE TO SEE THAT
3. Henry’s (and Alex’s) insomnia (because I am also an insomniac and it’s an important part of their characters I feel)
4. ALEX’S GLASSES PLEEEEEASE
5. Star Wars including the Leia and Han references/mural and Henry’s favorite movie being Return of the Jedi because THATS MINE TOO❤️❤️ and also “bit short for a stormtrooper”
6. CORNBREAD AND STUFFING CORNBREAD KNOWS MY SINS HENRY buy a summer home in Majorca with the turkey Mr Wobbles and David picture from Henry and their cute little “we’ve obviously got crushes but we’re ignoring it” phone goodbye
7. EVERYTHING ABOUT NEW YEARS BUT ESPECIALLY ALEX TRYING TO GET HENRY TO DANCE AND HENRY JUST GAY PANICKING
8. Nora’s extrapolated data about Alex’s obvious crush lmao
9. RED ROOOOOOOOOM
10. “Fucking eyelashes” and also “good to know. I am very, very gay.”
11. The stupid titles they use in their emails like His Royal Horniness and Alex First Son of Off-Brand England
12. BABY and LOVE and SWEETHEART I normally hate pet names (minus love I adore that one always) but I am a SUCKER for Firstprince pet names specifically
13. I’d love to see a flashback to young Henry coming out to Bea even for just a second
14. I NEEDNEEDNEED a shot like this in the movie
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(Art by vkellyeart) but yes give me a shot like this where they’re on opposite ends of the world “two parentheses enclosing 3700 miles”
15. “Say good morning to your strumpet, Henry.”
16. So I know we won’t get the Hoe Dameron and Prince Buttercup kimonos anymore (sadness) but LET NICHOLAS GALITZINE BELT HIS HEART OUT TO QUEEN I BEG
17. Since we don’t get Cash wearing one SLAP A BRIGHT PINK FEATHER BOA ON AMY PLZ
18. Bea’s lime green drop-waist Wimbledon dress with gold honeybee Gucci sunglasses fight me Ellie Bamber would rock that look
19. So I know we know they don’t dance to Your Song in the V&A but I hope Henry still plays it on the piano or at least it plays somewhere in the movie cuz i love that song also JUST HENRY PLAYING PIANO IN GENERAL PLZ AND LET ALEX LOOK AT HIM WITH SEVERE HEART EYES and then Henry falling asleep on Alex and Alex just laying awake like Well Shit
20. “Most things are awful most of the time, but you’re good.”
21. Alex’s vocabulary apparently only being expletives when Zahra busts in on him and Henry lmao and “yes we can unpack the ironic symbolism later GO” and also “I thought you were getting into international relations or something” “I mean technically—“ “if you finish that sentence I’m gonna spend tonight in jail” 😂😂
22. THE POWERPOINTS HAHAHAH and “You need to figure out if you feel forever about him”
23. “Should I tell you that when we’re apart, you body comes back to me in dreams?” Speech and also the story about the prince with his heart outside his body that met the most dashingly gorgeous peasant boy who said absolutley ghastly things to him that made him feel alive for the first time in years
24. “Sometimes you just jump and hope it’s not a cliff” and “But the thing is, jumping off cliffs is kinda my thing. That’s the choice. I love him, with all that, because of all that. On purpose. I love him on purpose.”
25. Dear Thisbe, I wish there weren’t a wall. Love, Pyramus
26. Obtuse fucking asshole and “I fucking love you, okay?” And “when have I ever, since the first instant I touched you, pretended to be anything less than in love with you?” And “I want you— then fucking have me— but I don’t want this” and ok basically you get it their whole goddamn rain-drenched love confession scene
27. The morning after, when Henry says that all the royal shit of “fine” isn’t good enough for him and tells Alex he wants him to help him try to be happy and the chance of a life? That’s one of my favorite scenes if not my absolute favorite and I don’t even know what I need out of it but I know I need it to be PERFECT, including Henry sayings he’s been in love with Alex since they met❤️❤️
28. Prince Consort Road picture plzzzz and everything that happens in the V&A but ESPECIALLY them dancing and “taking a picture of a national gay landmark and a statue”
29. “I want you to know, I’m sure. A thousand percent.” And “I completely fucking love you”
30. AN INCOMPLETE LIST. IF WE DONT GET ALEX NARRATING THE INCOMPLETE LIST WITH A HENRY MONTAGE IN THE BACKGROUND, WHAT WAS THE POINT OF THE MOVIE????
31. “You and me and history, remember? Because you’re it, okay? I’m never gonna love anybody in the world like I love you.”
32. I want Ellen’s reaction to Alex being outed, and Zahra’s as well, with both of them being so supportive. But especially “do you feel forever about him?” “Yeah, I do.”
33. “I won’t lie. Not about this. Not about you.”
34. The crowd outside the palace and the crowds around the world supporting Henry and Alex oh my god i just know imma cry there
35. “You are the absolute worst idea I’ve ever had” Alex’s speech “America: he is my choice.”
36. The suitor pictures
37. Henry’s yellow rose of Texas tie
38. Alex taking Henry to his childhood home is a very small wish but I’d still love to see that
39. Finally, I REALLY hope the movie gives us some kind of epilouge like I don’t even care what kind I just want a future thing where we see them happy in the future at a wedding or literally just sitting together I don’t even care I just want one❤️❤️
I am SO sorry this turned out a lot longer than I expected but goddamn I love this book and I’m so excited for the movie my brain needed something to do lmao
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kabukibun · 1 year
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Wait nevermind abt being confused(I was half asleep typing that--), I'm assuming kabuki's thingie appearing while he's already in the care of mommy, & since he's trying to fit in as a human I guess he's glad more than anything!
In his excitement he just goes & shows his mommy! She has to teach him about public decency now though lmao...you can't just show it when people are around, good thing it was only niwa there & he understands the situation 😂
He’s too excited about it, immediately pulling his pants down to show you how he has a penis now. “Mommy, mommy, look! I have a thingie now. Oh, Niwa you’re here too. Look, I got one just like you!” Kabukimono is confused when you pull his pants back up and start to pull him home, apologizing to Niwa as you leave. He doesn’t understand. Weren’t you happy? It takes him a minute to grasp the concept of keeping your private areas, well, private. But it helps to tell him that he should only be showing it to you. “Okay, only for you!”
Now that he has one, it wouldn’t hurt to take it on a test run right?
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khaleesiofalicante · 2 years
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“That’s what people do who love you. They put their arms around you and love you when you’re not so lovable.” — Deb Caletti
Omg I started this chapter yesterday but fell asleep reaaaally early bc I think I was super tired but I also slept more than 10 hours!!! That's literally more than I have slept three days combined of this week😂
It was the coolest shit ever. The kind of cool shit Max loved.
But right now, he couldn’t care less about the stupid nine-point circle or the lame spells.
He has to have the opportunity to meet them and talk to them when all of this is over or I will riot 😭
“Ah,” Max said, tracing a finger on the ground and keeping his hands busy. “Bapak got the hot ones.” They are all hot and you know it!!!
Luca is here!!!! I am love him already jdhdkdbdj
It seemed like a cruel joke. David was everywhere and nowhere. 😭😭😭😭💙
Poor Luca and Max😂 but you can't blame Alec babes!! I can only imagine how Magnus looks...
No wait!! I also want to know his superpower!!!
Max just wanted to set something on fire.
*Me whispering* please do Mallory, please do Mallory, please do Mal-
“You do,” Nicolas grinned widely. “When I see your future, I see too much. It’s almost blinding.”
“Pun intended?”
“Of course.”
Should I be scared or excited or??? Yeah, Imma be both ;)
“You worry too much about the future,” Nicolas told him.
“It’s a warlock thing.”
“It’s a you thing,” Nicolas chuckled. “But it’s not a bad thing. I taught you for a reason, Maxwell. You must use it wisely.”
He knows something I ignore and I am getting frustrated and that ending was really cryptic😭😭 I need answers!!! Please!!!
Clary Fairchild being a bad bitch I'd honestly the only reason I'm surviving this...
“People do awful things because they often think they are doing it for the right reasons,” the woman told her. “And most often, the reason is love. Love of something. Love for someone.” Don't mind me, I just cracked some main plotline of my story bc of this😂
Gabrielina>>>>>>
Them getting into Marcus brain and figuring out the logo like the power couple the are😎
But also, I'm always forgetting that shadowhunters don't have that much education in lots of subjects like maths or astronomy or mundane things in general and it's kinda funny 😂
She looked at Gabriel. “I want to talk to Claire Devlin.” Is that a good idea? Idk. Am I excited nevertheless?? ✨yes✨
Istg, this scenes are taking years of my life😭 I can't even read it twice as I normally do!!! That's how scared I am!!!
He doesn't remember about Edom 😭😭😭 or the time they went to London's shadow market!!!
After we give David his gift, I will make sure you join your brother,” Mallory said. “Okay?” I don't even feel bad about this one :)) don't say David didn't warn you...
All of this just so his parents believe him... bitch just go to therapy and move on like the rest!!
David, who was breathing raggedly, stared at her. “If you touch him, I will kill you.” He doesn't have half his memories, and he still will kill you if you touch him. Take that!! 🥰
Not the first time they meet!!!! NO NO THAT ONE!!! PLEASE!!! WHY DO I ALWAY END UP CRYING AFTER A CHAPTER NOW??? 😭😭😭
I thought I knew hate, but then I met the Devlins and I understood I knew nothing 🔪🙂
Last POV... WTF????
First of all, Gigi and Lexi are the best babes ever. My beautiful parabatai 😍
And also all the other parabatai paired with a Super Babe!! The power!! The potential!! I want to thank you for the parabatai content we got 💙💙
Her father had taught her that the biggest mistake a fighter can do was to deny their own fear.
Don’t deny it. Don’t dismiss it. Feel it. Use it.
Jace as a father will never not make me emo🥺
Nevermind, I understood why no one likes Evan lmao
And why did Nico request to be escorted by Gigi and Lexi??? And go to Paris???? And left his cane??? To NY Institute??
Shadow demons are going to show up. I just feel it!
Lexi fighting Mallory is totally awesome. But maybe we can fast forward to the part she kills her or something?? 🥺 Also Mallory fighting with Pressure??? THE AUDACITY OF THIS BITCH!!!
Why did Nico said the suggenes thing??? Why did he protected her like that???
What did Nico saw on Logan's future??? Who will come for both of them?? Lucifer?? Max?? The Prince of Darkness????
“You are about to change the fate of the shadow world,” Nicolas said. I AM CONFUSION AND SADNESS 🔪😭
“Warlocks might forgive. But they don’t forget,” Nicolas told her. “He will remember.” And I damn hope he will burn everything down
Will Max make another spell??? Now that Nico taught him some warlock math??? Who is other Max???? What is he talking about?? 😭😭😭
Nicolas smiled.
The most beautiful smile.
The smile of a little boy with big dreams.
“Good,” Nicolas smiled. “I can finally grow up.”
I. I have no words. I'm still processing. WHAT THE EVERLOVING FUCK?? I realized half of the last POV was me just asking questions I won't get the answer to until later 😭😭
I'm still missing some chores for this week to finally be over, but now I'm going to do them thinking about that ending:))
THERE ARE SO MANY QUESTIONS HERE I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT TO SAY OTHER THAN SORRY SKJNCVJKS
but wait i can answer one of them.
Nico lied about the suggenes thing because he wanted to protect Lexi. Otherwise Mallory would have killed her.
PS- mallory fighting with Pressure reminds me of that time when Zara fought with Cortana 🤢
okay ily bye
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joanna-lannister · 3 months
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JC Fancast Anon here! 👋 
Hi! How are you? How’s it going? I hope you’re doing well and have gotten a good lil treat recently! I (I’m in the US) got lavender lemonade at a lavender farm booth at the farmers market and am obsessed! I hope you’ve had a good week in general☺️
I LOVE YOUR NEW ICON 😍😍😍 ngl I had a moment where I was scrolling and (not reading any URLS) went “wait I’ve scrolled a lot where is Jo?” Sorry I call ya Jo not Marie since I don’t actually know you 😅😅 I hope you don’t mind, if you do I will remember and try to stop! anyway it’s a super cute icon 💕 
I wanted to update you on my coach umbrella! It mostly works 😂 it is very much for light rain, or short walks/runs from the car to my job when it’s a heavy rain. It been a HIT on sunny walks 😉 3 compliments at least now!
Also! I watched 1 (just 1 so far 😅) Sofia Coppola film, Marie Antoinette! I LOVED IT! The costumes! The colors! The vibes! 😍😍😍😍 also young Jaime Dornan omfg had no idea he was in it! What a hottie!
Are you excited for S2 of HOTD? I’m kinda nervous about it cause it was made during the strike but a part of me hopes GRRM helped improve it a bit??? Idk I THINK I’m excited!
Anyway just checking in with ya, summer is coming up so I hope you can stay dry and cool (we get stupid humid in the summer hope you don’t suffer that!)
-❤️ JC Fancast Anon
HIIII! Sorry for the late reply, as I said last night my meds were kicking in and my brain was like "Time to fall asleep!" 😂
I'm fine as I can be, still struggling with sleep and depression tho, but I'm writing which helps a lot and keeps me busy. Lavender lemonade? Didn't know that existed but that sounds delicious 👀
AAAAH I'M GLAD YOU LOVE MY NEW ICON! ❤️ It's giving me modern au Cersei summer vibes. And I don't mind you calling me Jo! it makes a lot of sense actually. And it's kinda funny because that's how I nickname JC's daughter in my fics 😂😂 But I'm still getting used to the change of this new icon, I feel a bit weird about it because I was so used to the red lips lmao
I'm glad your umbrella mostly works! AND YES COMPLIMENTS! It's always nice to get some 😌
YES MARIE ANTOINETTE! IT'S MY FAVE! I'm so glad you loved it, the aesthetic is pure pleasure to the eyes. And yes, he's a hottie! You should try The Virgin Suicides next (and if you can, read the book too). I have Priscilla on my laptop that I need to watch, but I keep procrastinating 😬
About HOTD, I'm kinda both excited and scared at the same time! I hope the storylines and the writing will be handled way better than in S1, but we won't have any time jumps (I think the quality of the first season suffers from those time jumps) so I have some faith it might be better? Also, I keep looking at the spoilers and leaks, I can't help myself 😂😭
And yes, summer is coming up! I hope we won't suffer a heat wave but ugh, I have little faith in that 😭 I hope but it will be a nice summer tho, and that you can stay dry and cool too!
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feelingofcontent · 3 years
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DNP Rewatch: Exposing Our Instagram Explore Pages!
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Date video was published: 03/07/2018 (X)
DNP Main Channel Rewatch: 373
The first joint video of 2018, but there are many more coming!
0:00 - also the first main channel video with Dan’s silver hoop earring
0:04 - gotta admire Phil’s commitment to doing a different intro bit in every joint video, lol
0:42 - that is slightly terrifying
0:47 - do they really need to get to know each other more at this point haha
0:53 - Dan foresees a lot of editing-out for this one... “this might end up exposing us in ways that we weren’t prepared for.
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1:09 - “I pull your chair out, tuck you in, and send you off on the adventure” wtf Phil...and Dan with “and you wonder why I didn’t send you Christmas cards” 
1:28 - the betrayal and that selfie from Phil...surprisingly good aim from Dan
1:52 - they immediately find that hilarious... “it’s just who I want to look at” okay Phil
2:20 - I love Dan’s reaction to the scenery
2:31 - it’s fun pausing this video to see what’s there that they don’t click on and discuss
2:55 - omg. and Dan! “if we were holding that between us...”
3:16 - did not click on the half naked men in tubs I see
3:35 - such different reactions to that slime
4:10 - “save them to your camera role for later in the day” um 😳
4:17 - that looks delicious
4:25 - “I want you to shove it up my ass” ...they sure say a lot of things in this video
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4:39 - “cake, dogs, and things that are weirdly sexual” ...Instagram has got Phil figured out pretty well
4:52 - “imagining that feeling of pressing your fingers down” Phil...Phil. 😳
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4:57 - a very rare Phil editing error with the black bar on the side there. the turn-around time on this video was quick so I’m guessing he didn’t review it as much as normal
5:12 - personal space does not exist
5:22 - there are quite a few pregnancy-related things on Phil’s page that they don’t click on
5:38 - “that’s my ideal video” that look Phil gave to the camera makes me think he knows that was saying a lot
5:49 - mmmmm...I don’t know about this
5:56 - neither of them like this one
6:17 - of course when Phil imagines himself in that, he imagines Dan as the other person
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6:26 - “Phil watches Riverdale for the plots” 😂
6:40 - Dan looks so proud that he made Phil laugh at that
6:58 - yeah this is just disturbing
7:08 - jesus christ
7:17 - “we’ve all flagged you in our minds” perfect
7:20 - tiny nose boop 🥺 and the “Danny”
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7:26 - Phil’s not going to let him get away with that
7:39 - first picture on Dan’s grid at this time was from their Oscars party (which Phil fell asleep during again too)
7:43 - dying 😂 not at all subtle there on what Instagram thinks Dan wants. Phil is finding it hilarious
8:03 - and Drag Race. seems about right
8:10 - more little face touches
8:13 - Dan has managed to take his phone back but Phil is so excited he’s bouncing, lol
8:24 - Dan tries so hard to explain
8:44 - adorable dog...Phil is speechless and then squeaks 😊
8:48 - “I’d nibble on that sausage” ...Phil’s turn to make a face at something Dan says rather than the other way round
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8:53 - well that’s a nice one
9:22 - Phil is not letting Dan get away with any of his excuses for things in this
9:45 - Phil is really quite smiley in this video
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9:55 - ahahaha Dan’s face at that one
10:12 - “a big fight indeed...it’s me and you” oh 🥺
10:20 - a very touch-y Phil in this video
10:23 - Phil is not wrong about that being something Dan would wear 😂
10:43 - the cymbal crash in the background is great
10:51 - oh my god...it took Dan so long to see it correctly
11:21 - Dan should be scared at this point haha
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11:52 - “divers, dogs, and fur suits” 😂
11:55 - air-quotes “style” twice to make sure we get it! Phil does not give a shit in this video
12:16 - don’t know about the wording of that
12:41 - LMAO at Phil’s map drawing
12:44 - “so much time with me on a bus” Dan can’t even look upset about it
13:02 - Dan saying “that was creative” about Phil’s last video 🥺
This is often considered a “damage control” video after Trying To Live My Truth and Dan’s following live show. I’m just going to link to @yikesola‘s thoughts on that, because Renee explains it much better than I could. 
But in hindsight this is just a fun joint video, and even at the time, if you were just a casual fan without any of that context, I don’t think you would notice anything “off.” Although they were being extremely loud. The glass closet was  definitely getting more and more transparent in 2018.
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lifeiszestyy · 5 years
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*3/29/2019
*no journal yesterday bc i didn’t sleep yesterday ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ i woke up at 3/4pm yesterday and felt slightly better than the day before. i played tetris 99 like all day. i was really salty about whatever weird “ooh old people like us can’t get used to the way the world is becoming” bs my parents were droning about and i kept getting distracted and couldn’t get above a rank 16 in tetris.
*at night i went to the basement and and ended up looking at old 2008-2010 fanfic i wrote that i wanted to salvage. my home comp can’t read the old microsoft xp document files so i had to copy paste the docs i wanted to keep on my laptop. 2010 me was very melodramatic but even though a lot of my fic was written for my abuser or mentioned my abuser’s ocs, i wrote some stuff that sounded pretty good, like i feel i might have had a more poetic way of describing things than i do now.
*i have these two very emo fanfics about roxas and i understand why i’m slightly salty about sora x riku as a romantic pairing. i don’t hate it or the people who ship it!! it’s just that i Really loved rp’ing as roxas because i Love him, and i really thought roxas and sora would be a cute couple. my abuser rp’d as sora and she manipulated me into rping as riku (who i didn’t understand as a character at that time) and she made sora cheat on roxas??? and i was Big Salty about it??? like i was super emo and hurt about it???? so i don’t have any bitterness over soriku at all, i guess i just still have a painful yearning feeling when i see them as a happy romantic couple because some asshole roleplayed sora to be a cheater. in my fanfic, though, i brought in xion to make roxas a little bit happier (rip axel, i screwed over his character bc i personally didn’t know what to do with him at that time)
*i also lost my shit because we had a modern day vesperia au with raven x yuri and like.... yuri finds an old yearbook from 1989 of damuron’s freshman year of high school and there’s this fucking line where yuri is like “huh wow damuron’s eyes are green like raven” and i had to stop reading to scream “THERE WERENT NO COLORED YEARBOOKS IN 1989 THEY WERE ALL SEPIA TONE” 😂😂😂
*i decided around 5am that i should try staying up so i can fix my sleep schedule, so i wrote self indulgent self insert fic to soothe my weary heart for like six hours straight. then i realized my sister was bringing her friends over and they are literally the sweetest most interesting young people i know and i like talking to them so i hung out with them for a bit. one of them is asexual!! and i got really excited bc the other day i was thinking how separated the ace community is irl and i had this thought that i would never meet one in the wild, but apparently i’ve known one for years. so eventually i told him i’m on the ace spectrum and he gave me a high five and i’m v happy :3c
*we played smash bros until they left and then i wrote a little bit until i realized i was too tired to write more so i took a nap on the couch before we went to dinner. and when we came back from the restaurant i fell asleep in my sister’s bed bc i was keeping her company as she packed her luggage. her room is Very cold though so i woke up with my face uncomfortably frozen. so now i’m warming up under my own blanket lmao
*3/30/2019 12:07am
:3c
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